are you my little chrysanthemum

Qin Shu also drove to the airport alone in the car, frowning his pretty eyebrows, pursing his lips tightly, showing a little vein in the hand holding the shoulder strap of the backpack, and kept repeating what happened two hours ago in his mind.

The scenes of the crew in the temporary factory shed have been filmed, and according to the normal process, they will be divided into two batches to shoot the leading role and supporting roles.Just when the filming of a scene was over, she received a call from Qin Peixue, so Qin Shu subconsciously waved at the crew and said that she should take a good rest today and continue tomorrow morning.The director said so, of course everyone has no opinion, only Grace gave her a meaningful look when she passed by her.

And...it's Xia Yunqing.

Xia Yunqing took the medicine and came over to change it for her. She cuddly hugged Xia Yunqing and wanted to hug her. Xia Yunqing smiled and let her go. It was not until Xia Yunqing asked her if she wanted to have dinner together that the peace was broken. Qin Shu didn't know Why did he suddenly feel a little guilty, touched the corner of his lips, and faltered and said to pick up Qin Peixue.As soon as she finished speaking, Xia Yunqing supported her shoulders and left her embrace, leaning back slightly to get out of the range where Qin Shu could bring her over again.Qin Shu also stared straight at Xia Yunqing's expressionless face, her mind went blank, she didn't know what to say or what to think.

Xia Yunqing just looked at Qin Shuye steadfastly, looking at her somewhat out-of-focus eyes, and rarely felt aggrieved.A gust of wind blew by, and Xia Yunqing unconsciously hugged her arms tightly. In this early summer season, she actually felt a little cold.In the end, she sighed, sat on a chair beside her, and broke the silence.

"It's my problem." Xia Yunqing glanced past Qin Shu and looked at the shelf behind, as if to find something on the shelf, and then sighed softly, "It's because I didn't control myself. mood."

Qin Shu still didn't speak. If she was a little at a loss just now, like a child who made a mistake and was afraid of being criticized, she could only pretend to be stupid and kept silent. Now she is a little angry, angry but doesn't know how to vent herself The anger in my heart.

"I'm going back to the hotel first." Xia Yunqing said that she was about to leave, Qin Shu also stood up and held her back, Xia Yunqing looked at her frowning and stretched out her hands to smooth it, Qin Shu still didn't speak, so she smiled, "You remember to eat."

"It's not this." Qin Shu also closed her eyes and didn't let go of her hands, before continuing to stabilize her mood, "Xia Xia, just now I... I didn't want to hide anything from you. But, just now... ... Anyway, don't treat me like a little kid who always needs to be taken care of? I don't..."

"I know," Xia Yunqing quickly interrupted her, "Xiao Shu, I'm a little tired, I'll go back first, can we talk later?"

Qin Shu also froze for a moment, looking at Xia Yunqing's nonchalant side face, she felt a strange feeling in her heart, this kind of familiar feeling scared her.

"Okay, if that's your plan, I have no problem."

Xia Yunqing lowered her head and smiled helplessly and slightly mockingly. She turned her face to prevent Qin Shu from seeing her expression, nodded silently, and naturally and effortlessly moved her hand from Qin Shuye's. Hand out.Raising a smile, she looked at Qin Shuye softly, pinched the other person's thin face, "You are not allowed to drive, you can ask the assistant to take you there."

Qin Shu also looked at Xia Yunqing's familiar smile, heaved a sigh of relief, and nodded obediently at the other party, "I'll bring you supper on the way back!"

Xia Yunqing stuck out her tongue mischievously, "Actresses rely on photosynthesis to survive, supper is too sinful." After speaking, she turned her back to Qin Shuye, stroked her hair, and continued, "I just saw my assistant Walked over, probably looking for me, you pay attention to safety."

Behind her was Qin Shu's sound of tidying up her backpack, and Xia Yunqing walked out of the small house step by step, with a look of sadness in her eyes.

Just like the current Qin Shu, who got off the station and was pulling the shoulder strap of her backpack at the gate of the airport, still frowning, she realized something went wrong later on.She tugged at the strap of her backpack annoyed, but it hurt her arm.Qin Shu also walked back to the car again and said to the assistant who was still waiting inside, "You can find a car and go back by yourself, and the expenses will be reimbursed." After receiving the keys handed over by the assistant, he approached the passenger arrival floor of the airport again .She felt like she was in a fog. There was a beam of light, but now the light was too far away from her, and the direction she was walking in now seemed even darker.

"You kid is always walking on the edge of a corner on a road of no return." Shen Yu's words suddenly sounded in his mind, as if he had been slapped.Fog, where did the fog come from? It's just mediocrity and that damned self-esteem stinks.

"Xiao Shu," Qin Peixue looked at her sister lying on the railing in a daze, smiled and walked over to pat her on the head, just like when she was a child, after Qin Shu also straightened up, Qin Peixue was stunned, this The children have really grown up, and they are so much taller than themselves, "Why are you stunned?"

"No, I'm lost in thought when I'm bored."

Taking the car keys handed over by the other party, he asked as he walked, "Is your hand okay?"

"It's okay, just a little injury."

"Uncle and aunt are worried..."

"Sister, don't comfort me, I don't know who they are."

"Your self-confidence sometimes hurts people," Qin Peixue said helplessly, and when she habitually leaned over to fasten Qin Shuye's seat belt, she found that she had already sat down and fastened her seat belt, and she felt awkward for a moment. It was a sign of good news for her, "Why didn't Yunqing come together? I thought you were going to take her with you."

Qin Shu also seemed to have guessed Qin Peixue's subtext, pursed her lips and did not answer, looked out the window for a while before saying, "Sister, you don't have to do this, I am not the same person I was many years ago, I have always been worried about what I used to do. I feel very sorry, but the enthusiasm I thought I had actually caused you a lot of trouble, and I have been moved by myself for so many years."

Qin Peixue opened her mouth and looked at Qin Shuye's side face through the mirror. She rarely saw Qin Shuye who was so quiet in front of her.Even after that incident a few years ago, she had never been like this.She didn't speak, but her thoughts drifted away.At that time, she still had a girlfriend, Qin Shu also found out and chased after going abroad to find her, watching her yelling "Why can't you wait for me?" Her first reaction was to be frightened She didn't expect her younger sister to have such thoughts for her, and because Qin Shu is also her younger sister, she knows better, how much Qin Shu's self-righteous liking is mixed with her over-reliance on her due to family reasons , so she looked at Qin Shuye calmly, then rejected her, and told her, "You are still young, you have to think about everything before you talk about it." The light in Qin Shuye's eyes slowly dimmed when she looked at her Afterwards, she heard that Qin Shu also had a girlfriend, and that the girl liked architecture and light-colored clothes, and was also used to raising the end of her voice.Only then did Qin Peixue realize that she had done something wrong... But at that time, Qin Shu had already refused to talk to her about the topic of "emotion".

After a long time, Qin Peixue let out a faint "hmm" like a sigh.Qin Shu also looked at the lights and green shadows outside the window, and she could still see Qin Peixue's side face on the window during the interval. She leaned on the seat and didn't know what to say. She felt that there was no need to say anything, at least to say Nothing to say to Qin Peixue anymore.She has always regarded Qin Peixue as her dream, or a dream.She likes Qin Peixue, mostly because of Qin Peixue's gentle feeling, which she never felt from her parents since she was a child, only Qin Peixue gave her.She thought, she also wants to be such a person.In the blind pursuit, I went to the wrong node, and then I had the next thing.Now she doesn't want to say anything. It's not because of her dependence that she can't distinguish her feelings. It's useless to say it, and it's also unnecessary.

She was unwilling to speculate Qin Peixue with malice, but most of the time she knew that the facts were probably true.Qin Peixue is a whole round older than her. She has followed this person behind her since she was a child, and she also thinks that she is in her world like this, but forgetting that being around does not mean that she understands this person's world , she still has no way to really understand Qin Peixue's world.She grew up year after year, but she really didn't grow up in front of Qin Peixue.The love she once said to Qin Peixue was really liking her as a person, regardless of whether this person was her sister.But when she said she hated it, she really hated it.Caught between these two emotions, her damn self-esteem was constantly rotting, stinking, and making herself hateful.

Fortunately, fortunately, she met Xia Yunqing.She likes herself in Xia Yunqing's eyes.

It was Qin Shu.

Not Qin Shu.

Probably the only way to feel a sense of relief and rebirth is to be around that person.Qin Shu also longed for the emotion and yearned for the ordinary, when it came to Xia Yunqing, before she could do anything, it had already come true.It’s okay to be imperfect, it’s okay to be like a child, and it’s okay to have a weird temper. You don’t need to pursue the sparkle so much that she can see herself, and that person can easily make her feel as tolerant and reassuring as the deep sea.

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"You can do what you want, but at any given moment in your life, you can only want one certain thing, and absolutely nothing else."

Qin Shu also thought that she had finally reached the given moment.