are you my little chrysanthemum

It was night, and Shen Yu proposed to take Qin Shuye, who stayed at home all day, out to get some air. When he asked where to go, he was told that he was going to see Xia Yunqing's rehearsal, and Qin Shu shook his hand to express his refusal.Xia Yunqing is going to be on the local TV station's Spring Festival Gala. Recently, she has been preparing for the show and singing and has been practicing. She knew it from the fan group.

Shen Yu left the door and sat on the massage chair in Qin Shuye's room, "Why are you awkward?" Just kidding, she is a person who has learned micro-expression, Qin Shu also pursed her lips when she heard Xia Yunqing's name and turned her eyes away The fluttering little expression did not escape her eyes.

Somewhat irritatedly, he scratched his hair, opened the drawer, took out a pack of cigarettes, and was about to open it, but Shen Yu frowned and knocked it away, "Well, you're not cutting a film, what kind of decadent artist style are you doing? ah."

Shrugging his shoulders, he took the cigarette back and stuffed it into the pocket of the down jacket that was put aside, "This is worse than cutting a film, are you going out to drink?" Although he was asking Shen Yu, he had already got up and grabbed a down jacket and put it on The wallet went out of the bedroom door, and Shen Yu could only follow.

The bar they went to was opened by Qin Shuye's friend. As soon as they entered, they went straight to a small round table in the corner. The location was very hidden but they could see the panoramic view of the bar.Not long after they sat down, the bar owner sat down in a hurry, "Oh! Gua Wazi, why did you remember my sister's place~" After finishing speaking, he rubbed Qin Shuye's face quite affectionately. From the side, he stared dumbfounded at how submissive Qin Shu was when he was raped by others, and signaled with his eyes that Qin Shu was also trying to communicate with her. Could this boss be one of your predecessors?It's a pity that the other party couldn't receive my message at all, leaving her alone to wink.

"There's something wrong, um... I think since I want to say it, it's better for you to be there too, you're more reliable." Qin Shu also took off the other party's hand that was still on her face and grabbed it in his hand Shaking like a baby.

"Hey, hey, hey! I'm still here! Don't you mean I'm unreliable?" Shen Yu made a gesture to hit someone, and Qin Shu also glanced at her, said yes and stopped talking, amused The bar owner on the side smiled.

"You are Xiaoshu's roommate, right? Hello Shen Yu, I am Cao Yin, a senior in Xiaoshu's high school studio." She didn't get up to shake hands or other polite gestures, she still leaned on the sofa like that, she was very casual What will change.

"Your solo mother has been solo, Mr. Cao is different." Qin Shu also spread his hands, not at all conscious of revealing his friend's old background at once, and Shen Yu just gritted his teeth in hatred. Unable to see, he calmly ordered a bottle of wine, and then said, "Go back and drive, I want to drink some wine, or I don't think I can finish talking."

"Whatever you want." Rolling his eyes imitating Qin Shuye, there was really nothing he could do about her.

Before the wine came, Qin Shu also took out a cigarette and lit it directly, tasting it by himself. It didn't look like he was smoking a cigarette but a pipe. He didn't speak, tilted his head and looked at the bustling bar. They romped wildly with wine.This is also the reason why she wants to drink. Although she is only in her early twenties, she has always lived too soberly. She has her own determination and determination without hesitation in everything.It's not rare to get confused in life, so alcohol is the most convenient way to adjust.She thought that she was also very boring, telling Qin Peixue that she didn't like Xia Yunqing, and telling Shen Yu that they were friends, but whether she was still abroad or when she returned to China, she was inadvertently caring about her and thinking about her.She can clearly distinguish that this kind of concern is not due to the emotion of a fan, but she really needs to take some action to pursue the other party like the previous relationship, but she can't act rashly.The difference between me and her is not only the identity distance but also the heart, and I have never been a qualified lover. I am not sure whether I am attracted by Xia Yunqing's soft big sister atmosphere and beautiful and exquisite appearance, or whether I am attracted to her. Every person has fantasies and longings in their hearts, will they abandon them after they get them......

I slowly expressed these feelings while drinking wine, and when I finally extinguished the cigarette, I realized that I hadn't smoked a few puffs at all and my heart was really full of melancholy.

"You are so entangled and thinking so much, it gives me the feeling that you are desperate." Looking at Qin Shu's questioning eyes, Cao Yin continued to explain, "You have always been very free and easy about love, since I knew you It will start whether it is a boyfriend or a later girlfriend, you always get along with each other or break up."

"And you are afraid of the distance. In fact, you are afraid that you will not get the same feedback and enthusiasm as Xia Yunqing. What you are actually afraid of is being hurt by this." Shen Yu added, frowning slightly, Qin Shu also Emotionally, she has always been very strong, and she was the one who hurt others, probably because she never met Xia Yunqing, a damned insecure little kid who was afraid of being hurt if she had no confidence in her heart.

"Are you still afraid that you might hurt her with a single thought, Xia Yunqing, right? I saw her at the New Year's Eve party a few days ago, is she a star? There is a possibility of being exposed, and it won't feel better after being exposed. For sure. You don’t want her to get hurt, so you can’t take a step or even take dozens of steps back, and you’d rather watch from a distance than get closer. But you’re struggling because you’re tempted and you can’t calm down anymore?” Cao Yin raised his glass and touched the glass in Qin Shuye's hand. Seeing her anxious, he drank half a glass of pure wine and knew that he had done nothing wrong.

The thoughts in his heart were suddenly penetrated by others, and Qin Shu unconsciously clenched the cup in his hand, and even felt a cold sweat on his back.

"Xiao Shu? Are you okay?" Cao Yin frowned and looked at the man who was obviously in a daze, put his hand on the other's arm and squeezed it lightly.Qin Shu also looked at the hand on his arm in a daze. Cao Yin's hand was not the delicate and soft type of Xia Yunqing, and Cao Yin's hand would not give her the throbbing feeling that someone else touched the blood.Tilting her head slightly, she frowned, how could she think of Xia Yunqing again.

Xia Yunqing, Xia Yunqing, the air is full of Xia Yunqing.

"It's okay, it's probably because I haven't slept well recently." Laughing at himself, when he was awake, he spent more than half of the day on Xia Yunqing, either contacting the doctor or jumping around on Weibo and fan groups as a fan, sleeping at night I can dream of her even if I feel like it, which really fulfills the saying that I think about it every day and dream about it at night.

"If you really can't make a decision, just change someone else, anyway, it's not like no one likes you." Teasing like this, Cao Yin still worriedly caressed Qin Shuye's cheek, dragged her face and continued, "Be happy, No one has to ask you to move forward." But if you don't move forward, you can only go further and further apart, and Xiao Shu will regret it at that time, she kept this sentence in her throat and didn't say it.

Shen Yu looked at Qin Shuye with some concern. She didn't know Qin Shuye very well, but she also knew that Qin Shuye's dead-headed thoughts were entangled here because of dead-headed thoughts, although she was poking at him intentionally or unintentionally. and two people, but when I really see my friend's lost look, I still think that I have done something wrong.

"Actually, I'm not sure if I'm... huh? People who like girls should be able to say that." Qin Shu also patted Shen Yu's shoulder reassuringly, and Shen Yu frowned suddenly. Looking into her eyes, the other party didn't evade at all, this sentence is the truth... She felt as if she understood something, but quickly remembered what Qin Shu also said and quickly suppressed that thought, " You don't like girls, you just like Xia Yunqing."

"Well... yes, that's right. Go down and have fun." He stood up first and walked into the dance floor.

Cao Yin looked at the waiter in the store and called him again, and looked at Qin Shu, who was already enjoying himself on the dance floor, but could only say goodbye to Shen Yu helplessly, and let the other party look at the person who became confused after drinking.

When Shen Yu went down, Qin Shu was already surrounded by several people.Qin Shu is also very tall among girls. The height of 175cm is very unsuitable for Asian girls, making her stand out among a group of people. She has long hands, long feet, and a small head. She is a clothes hanger, because Qin’s mother is of mixed race. He also inherited a little bit of crooked nutty appearance, with deep facial features, and a bit of heroism in his eyebrows and eyes.During the day, looking at her eyes is the kind of coffee-colored gemstones in the depths of the jungle, which can give rise to some ambiguous and affectionate feelings.

She rubbed her forehead with a headache. One of the reasons why she was extremely reluctant to accompany Qin Shu to the bar was that this guy was too provocative.This is already leaning on the bar and chatting with someone.Taking a closer look, yes, it's a girl. Although Qin Shu had a boyfriend before, she seems to be more popular among girls.I took a closer look at the woman sitting on the bar stool and leaning on the bar, and my heart sank after just one glance.Leaving aside the facial features, this shape and this indifferent aura is a bit like Xia Yunqing, this is it.If you take a closer look, there is still a difference. Xia Yunqing has black hair and this person is dark brown or maroon. When she smiles, her eyes are curved and full of charm. In this way, the whole person is less fresh and lively than Xia Yunqing. A mature and charming.

Not suitable for Shu.After drawing this conclusion in my heart, I stepped forward to interrupt the scene where the two seemed to be having a happy conversation, but Qin Shu still didn't give her any face as usual, and the first thing he said when he saw her was "Yo! Xiao Yuzi, you are here! Drive the car, remember to go back and see if the mushroom boy has eaten and fed him. Bella and I will go out for a walk and take her home." Put the car keys into Shen Yu's hand She waved her hand and went out with the girl she called Bella.

Bella?You can also Qin Shu, it's only been so long and you've become so intimate!Send it home?

"Let her go, she has a sense of proportion. Besides, isn't this the time to test your heart?" Cao Yin appeared at the bar at some point, and handed Shen Yu a glass of milk.

Shen Yu didn't feel disgusted after taking the milk, she was about to go home, drank a glass of milk and went to bed right after she went back, "Ah! By the way, why does Xiao Shu call you Mr. Cao? You are not the daughter of a big group or something Let's do it!"

"Well, you know what kind of small group everyone had in high school. I was the leader of the small group. She and a few others were oppressed by me, so Mr. Cao called me." Cao Yin recalled the high school Qin Shuye, that would be much softer than now, probably because he was so stupid in reading and even looked a little dumbfounded, he couldn't help feeling sorry for the child and brought her into the small group to play with.Later, when she looked at Qin Shuye, who was becoming less and less soft and cute, she could be said to be beating her chest and regretting it. Fortunately, the other party still didn't object to her pinching and rubbing her face at all, otherwise she would really return the product.Wuzi smiled, Shen Yu looked puzzled, thinking that Xiao Shu's friend is also a weird person, as if he had forgotten that he was Qin Shu's friend.After putting the cup on the bar, Qin Shu had already paid for the drink, and Cao Yin also confiscated her money for the glass of milk. After a brief exchange of greetings, he left the bar and started on his way home.

It was early in the morning when I came out of the bar, and the wind was a bit cold on winter nights, especially in the north.Qin Shu is also a person who is not very resistant to freezing, so he directly proposed to take a taxi to send Bella.At this moment, they were sitting side by side in the back seat of the taxi. After Bella reported the place name, the car fell into silence.Qin Shu also knows what it means to send the other party off like this, but it doesn't mean that she is really an adult thinking this way, no matter what, she is just a young man in his twenties, looking sideways at the car window and not going break the silence.

Bella looked amusedly at the person who had been silent since getting in the car. She was also four or five years older than Qin Shu. The appearance and the conversation in the bar are very suitable for my taste, so there is such a thing, I can't help but say, "You were not a cold person just now."

"Sorry, I think maybe I need to sleep." My character design is noble and glamorous!Qin Shu also roared in his heart, but it was useless.

Bella stopped talking. Fortunately, the car stopped quickly, and Qin Shu got out of the car with her. Although she didn't know where Bella lived, it was obvious that she hadn't reached the residential area yet.

When the cold wind blew, the nose of the girl standing by the road turned slightly red. Qin Shu couldn't bear to look at Bella who was only wearing a wool coat, so she took off the scarf around her neck and put it on for her.Just when he was about to withdraw his hand, he was held back by someone, and he raised his eyes slightly to meet the straightforward eyes of the other party.

Well, you're beautiful, but I'm really not the one who can play onenightstand adult games.

"Maybe it's not the time." Although it is very unmannered, it is better to tell the truth. I don't know if this will hurt a beautiful girl's self-esteem, but it seems normal to think that I have been called a little white-eyed wolf. It's better to be sincere.Even though I really wanted to indulge myself before, I actually started to regret it as soon as I got in the car.

"You are a very interesting person." The other party smiled lightly, even though he was wearing high heels, he was slightly shorter than Qin Shu, and he pulled the other party's collar down and kissed him.

Very domineering person!Pulling herself down instead of getting up herself!Not surprisingly, Qin Shuye's first reaction was still the same as before.

It was only when Qin Shuye's tongue was filled with the smell of Encounter's perfume that she came back to her senses.This floral citrus note is irresistible.A large part of the reason why I struck up a conversation with her was because the other party was similar to Xia Yunqing, and she felt that she must be crazy.No matter what, she is not alone, just like this smell, Xia Yunqing's body has never had such a charming and sharp perfume smell.They are obviously two completely different people, so I must be crazy.

The only person I want to find is Xia Yunqing, and I should go to Xia Yunqing if I indulge myself.

The other party obviously noticed that Qin Shu did not cooperate, let go of her and looked at her in confusion, as if accusing Qin Shu of ignoring her charm.Yes, Charm, she's always had a lot of confidence in herself.

"I'm sorry." Sincere apology, it's her own problem. Her attitude of admitting mistakes has always been very good and quick, "It's my problem, you are fine." But it doesn't suit me, this sentence will not be said in the next sentence words.

"I can't keep you, it's probably my problem." Bella smiled and joked directly without seeming to care, which made Qin Shu feel a little unavoidably embarrassed.

"I was the one to be rude." No matter what, I'd better admit my mistake again, and say goodbye to Bella without giving Bella a chance to say anything, and turned around and left without even taking the scarf.

I didn’t notice it just now, but when I started walking, I realized that it’s not easy to take a taxi here. I put on the hat of the down jacket and thought about whether to call Shen Yu to pick me up, when there was a sound of a horn, and I looked at the source of the sound naturally. Go, it was a white SLK, the car stopped beside her, the window on the co-pilot's side was lowered, and Qin Shuye's mind was buzzing, only the words "Heaven will kill me" remained in his mind.

The author has something to say:

I wanted to come back yesterday, but the landlord was caught by her cat. From her forehead to her eyelids, she looked dangerous. She couldn't drive, so I had to drive her to take her to the hospital.As soon as the car started, "Where Can't We Meet in Life" came out, which startled me... She is a groupie chasing young fresh meat, I thought her playlists should be the ones on the Melon list... Along the way, I heard her calling her girlfriend and spilling my dog ​​food all the way.