Double ten

Two years later.

In the bakery at the corner of Wucheng East Street, a girl who looked like a student casually glanced at the door, and smiled at the young man next to him who was making desserts: "Brother Xiao An, look, that person is here to wait for you to get off work again, rain or shine, you are so happy."

There is envy in the words and eyes that cannot be concealed.You, only one.

The young man forced a smile and didn't answer. The girl knew that he didn't like to talk, and didn't care if he answered or not.

"Dingling~" The melodious voice reminded that there was a guest coming in, and the two of them dispersed to go about their own work.

In an instant, two hours passed.

The heavy rain was still pouring down, with no sign of ending.

When it was time to get off work, the young man changed into casual clothes, greeted the store manager, opened his umbrella, and rushed into the rain.

Taking big strides forward, the long legs were lifted up, and the accumulated water flooded, submerging the shoe prints.

The "that person" in the girl's mouth followed him all the time. He was fast, he was fast, he was slow, and he was slow. This is what he must have encountered after get off work in the past year.

Do these now, what's there?

He stopped, and the person behind him didn't pay attention. He rushed up with an umbrella and wet his back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." The man wanted to rub against him, but he didn't dare to touch him. He had a baby face that didn't belong to his age, and he was extremely entangled.

The rain penetrated through the coat and penetrated into the inner. It was a little cold, a little cold, sticky and uncomfortable, and the young man didn't notice it. He stood upright and suddenly said, "I don't hate you anymore."

Hearing this, the man was stunned for a moment and was overjoyed, "Then you..."

"I don't love you anymore!" The six concise words brought back the man's joyful expression.

The back of the hand holding the umbrella was full of veins, gathered strength, and let the heavy rain parachute the surface, he continued, "In this world, how strong is love? How painful is hate?

Uncle, he was still thinking about me before he died. I can't forget the last time I saw him, the last look in his eyes. He couldn't let go, but seeing me appear was inexplicably satisfying. I really forgot no.

That side, that look, is farewell.

He has always wanted to protect me, he has always worked hard, tolerated me, understood me, and cared for me. As for me, I can't give him anything. I hate myself why I didn't show up earlier. If I show up early, I can spend more time with him, even if it is A day, an hour, or a few minutes is fine.

He has been working hard to live, and the pain in his heart is no less than yours.Grandma's departure made him angry, and he accidentally killed your father. He also got the punishment he deserved and sat in prison for so many years...but you blamed him for all the crimes, and you never thought about it , if it wasn't for your father and my mother...would things have happened later?

If you want to blame it, it's me, not uncle, you really blame the wrong person.

You go, don't follow me anymore, we can't go back, from the moment you hurt my uncle, we can't go back. "

The words fell, the feet were lifted, and the feet fell... The distance between the two gradually widened with his movements.

The man stopped following, and stood on the sidewalk in shock, staring at the back of the front until he couldn't see it, and didn't move a bit.

Knowing that this is the result, but not giving up, he has to say it himself before giving up!

"Then will you forgive me too?" There was no need to say what he wanted to ask.

Not hating doesn't mean forgiveness.

If you don't forgive, you don't love.

Was what he did right or wrong?Xiaoan didn't hate him, and that person didn't hate him either.

that person…

What he wants to tell him is that it is not only his own intention, but also that person's intention to actively seek without interruption.

More than two years ago, when he was in prison, he accidentally saw him in the meeting room.

"What do you want from me?" His anger has not subsided, and he has no good temper.

Unexpectedly, the man didn't care, a smile appeared on his face that looked like a piece of white paper, and he said affirmatively, "I know, you really love Xiao An."

He sneered, and asked disdainfully, "Are you the roundworm in my stomach?"

The man shook his head lightly, and continued, "You dare not face yourself in your heart, hatred overwhelms your love."

He scratched the table boredly, didn't answer, and let the person talk nonsense, "Xiao An was very naughty when he was a child, and he couldn't rest for a moment. A playmate, he is afraid of being alone and wants to attract everyone's attention in this way, but we don't have so much time to accompany him.

From the moment he was born, he really brought a lot of joy to our family.

20 years later, the moment I met him in the bar, my heart ached. I hated myself for not protecting him. How could such a lively and lovely child become like that? How could he become a gangster? I can’t even imagine , What exactly has he experienced.

I have been thinking, is it wrong to love one person while destroying four families in one relationship?

Love someone, yes, but why hurt so many people, why make so many people suffer, why?

For so many years, I don't know what you have experienced, but you and Xiao An are the same!

I don't ask you to forgive me, but Xiao An is right, I was wrong, if you really love Xiao An, if you can, please take good care of him, the only thing I can't let go of is him.

Will you always take care of him? "

At that time, he did not give that person an answer.

The man left lonely, mixed with a thrilling cough.

Later, it was from my cousin that I learned the news of the man's death.

When he came out after serving his sentence, he received a considerable amount of money. After inquiring, he found out that it was left to him by that person.

Whether he hates that person or not, he doesn't know.

Ryan, indeed, was someone he didn't want to let go of.

So, he came to him, found a time every day, waited for him to get off work, and silently followed behind him.

Today, it was the first time he spoke to him.

"You, will you always take care of him?" In the wind and rain, there seemed to be a murmur from that person. He looked ahead and smiled wryly: "Mu Feng, you really gave me a problem."

After a wry smile, he stepped forward.

The wind and rain were precarious, and as night fell, there were more pedestrians on the road.

The thin man came out of the flower shop, holding the roses he bought in his arms, holding an umbrella in one hand, and walking towards the parking direction with a smile on his face, but unexpectedly a person rushed out from the side and knocked him to the ground.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Putting down the schoolbag to cover the rain, a man with the appearance of a college student hurriedly stepped forward to help him.

"It's okay!" He took the flower in his hand and looked at it first. It was dirty and the man was throwing it away, but thinking of the man's frugal appearance, he held it in his arms again and went to pick up the umbrella.

"Here, here you are!" The man's hands and eyes were quick, and he took the umbrella first. He did something wrong, so he must do something.

"Thank you..." the man said, went to pick up the umbrella, moved his eyes up to meet his face, his big hands froze in mid-air, and did not move.

There was a good-looking uncle staring at me, he was shy even if he was a man.The man made a fake cough, stretched out his arm and shook his fingers in front of him, "First, sir, sir?"

The slightly green voice brought him back to his senses.The man apologized, stood up, staggered away, and didn't want the umbrella.

"Sir, your umbrella..." The man caught up with him and handed him the umbrella. He got into the car and drove away as if he couldn't hear or see.

In the rain, the drenched man with his schoolbag on his back held an umbrella and stood still for a long time looking at the direction he left.

suburbs.cemetery.There was a drizzle in the night sky.

Putting the wet, dirty and damaged roses in front of the tomb, the man was not afraid of water, so he sat down by the tomb at will, took out a bottle of wine, sprinkled some on the ground, and drank alone.

The wine was a bit strong, choking him to cough, and after the cough stopped, he drank it in another gulp, this time he swallowed it happily.

"I came to see you, today is your death day." Looking at the black and white photo on the monument, the man muttered, "You are finally free, are you happy?

You bastard, you haven't said you love me yet, you are so cruel, so cruel.

But I still love you, why?

Did you know that the 8 works you wrote in more than 20 years have all been made into TV series or movies, and the box office of "Picking Nightmare" is very good, thanks to you.

Everyone is sorry, sigh why you left so early, why didn't you write more.

But why didn't those who abused him stand up?Why have to lose to understand.

What are these for?You are gone, what's the use?You can't see or experience those honors and auras.

You have suffered so many setbacks during your lifetime, but you still want to live hard. The world spurns you, dislikes you, insults you, and thinks that you are the most deserving person in the world, but you still want to live hard. , have you been tired all the time?

Death|Death is indeed the best relief for you.

Death, for you, is really a relief!

Because, you no longer have to face the dark side of this world;

No longer have to face the world's hateful expressions, abusive words, cynicism, and hypocrisy;

Never again, living so tired.

According to what you said, the remaining part of the proceeds will be donated to poor mountainous areas, together with my share, you know, I don’t lack that.

Ryan is doing well, he has learned how to make bread now, and works as a baker in a bakery... That kid Lin Xuan also came out, but Ryan ignored him...

Do you remember that guy Xu Qi?He actually fell in love with my assistant, eh, no, it's not my assistant now, it's Ah Feng's assistant.

How did these two sneak together?I really owe it, I didn't say it earlier...

Yes, Ah Feng got married last month, and his wife is a policeman.You must never have imagined that she is Lin Xuan's cousin. What you have never imagined is that Ah Feng has already become a father. He doesn't know it, let alone us...

As for Yang Jin, hey, spring is coming...

Feng Cheng Pictures, many people guessed that it was my name, but in fact, it was your and my name...

I have set up an exhibition hall for the things you carved, not to mention, many people will see it.Also, let me tell you secretly, you are not allowed to tell others, I hid the tiger dog you put on the bedside, and put it together with the birthday present you gave me.

Just now I met a person who looks very similar to you, eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, even body shape, and voice, as if it made me see you back then, the first time I met you, you are like that Sunshine, so youthful, so fascinating...

But, no matter how similar it is, it can't be you, not you.

You, only one.

If there is an afterlife, as you said, we meet, love each other...no one leaves the other.

God don't put so many things on you again, just let us live an ordinary life and live a lifetime..."

The night is getting deeper, the rain is still falling, the story is still going on...

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