Double ten

"Xiao... An..." The man lost his usual gentleness, and could be considered rough, kissing Lin Xuan until he had difficulty breathing, his whole body went limp, and his face flushed.

Consciousness began to blur, Lin Xuan pushed the person on his body and couldn’t push it anymore. It’s impossible to go on like this. He closed his eyes, and he cooperated with his request and responded to his kiss. After all, it was not the first time for the two of them. Lin Xuan quickly found Accurate method, wait for the breath to stabilize, and gently stretch out the hands to the sides of his waist.

"Axuan!" Resisting the oxygen, with dissatisfaction, Ryan raised his head, and lowered his head again before he could answer.

The monkey was in a hurry... Fortunately, Lin Xuan moved quickly, tilted his head to the side, hugged his lowered head, and asked softly, "Xiao An, are you worried?"

Ryan froze, his chest heaved violently, he didn't answer his question, but stretched out his red tongue to lick his earlobe.

"Hmm...don't make a fuss!" He messed up the sensitive spots in the ears, Lin Xuan patted him on the back with his hand, motioning him to stop, but how could the man stop, just the earballs, along the thin neck, Adam's apple, all the way down...

Go down, go down, how can you go down?

Lin Xuan coughed, secretly pinched himself on the thigh, and took back the heart that was almost trapped in the whirlpool. When his heart was clear, he lay on his back and looked at the black dots on the white ceiling, and said: " Let's take care of your uncle until he is well."

This sentence successfully stopped Ryan, who was addicted to desire｜fire, it was like a bucket of ice water, pouring out the heat in his heart, "What did you say?" He seemed unable to believe what he heard , asked.

When he stares at people with wide eyes, even if he does nothing, he still has a timid impulse, but after getting along with him for a long time, Lin Xuan, who knows him well, is not afraid of him, "Xiao An, even if you don't recognize him, he is For you, to save us from being injured, we have to take care of him until he recovers."

The passion just now disappeared without a trace, Ryan propped himself up, rolled over and sat on the edge of the bed, turned his head to one side, and said, "I won't go, I want you to go!"

Anyone can hear the awkwardness in Wuqing Wuxin, Lin Xuan twitched the corner of his mouth, got up and put his hands around his waist, and hugged him behind him, "You are going, not only going, but also take good care of him. "

When Ryan heard it, he went to break his hand and was about to get up. Lin Xuan tried his best to wrap his arms around his waist, not letting him move, and said to himself:

"After you came out of the hospital, you were absent-minded... Later, you made love to me... I wanted to use this method to temporarily escape..."

"Xiao An, if you can't solve any problems by avoiding them, you have to face them."

"You can't deceive yourself, you ask your heart, in the end, do you care about him, worry about him?"

"Don't you care about him at all? He hurt like that for you. If it wasn't for you, why would he come? "

Lin Xuan, with his head resting on his back, couldn't see his expression, and couldn't figure out what he was thinking at the moment, but he just talked to himself and didn't know how much he could listen to: "I told you, It is such a precious fate to be able to meet your loved ones again. Time waits for no one, let alone man-made, there are so many natural disasters, typhoons, heavy rains, ice blisters, earthquakes... We can be here well this second, and the next Seconds, I don’t know how it will appear. Let it go, Xiaoan, you are relatives, uncles and nephews, uncle is a good person, he will definitely treat you well.”

"Hmph, treat me well?" Since he couldn't break his hand, in order to avoid hurting him, Ryan simply gave up: "Where was he when I needed it the most?"

"I don't have a mother, having a father is the same as not having a father."

"Grandparents have eight children in total, not to mention the many grandchildren...Because of my mother, everyone in that family doesn't even care about me."

"I didn't like reading in the first place. The more I ignored it, the more mischievous I became. I wanted to attract their attention... Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous."

"The daily fights are to smear their faces. Since I was 11 years old, I left that village and picked up garbage or ate other people's leftovers every day. When I was 15 years old, I met Hai Ge and entered the "Dragon Yinbang', I live a life of licking blood every day... I have hoped for so many times, even if only one person appears, but until I give up, there is no hope, and no one will appear."

"Now, I don't need these anymore..."

He has survived the most difficult days, and now that he appears in front of him and recognizes him, he does not care.

"No..." Lin Xuan, who was in the same situation as him, didn't fully empathize with him, and that was a plus point.

Family affection is something they have longed for and hated, but they are still deeply attached to it.Ryan was his friend as well as his lover, he couldn't follow along, he had to help him accept this hard-won family affection.

"You don't like to read novels, you don't know there is a news about the uncle..." Lin Xuan pulled him back and let him face to face with him. This is what he wanted to tell him several times after he heard the news, but he didn't know how to say it , now, no matter what, he has to say it, so that he can't misunderstand Mu Feng again: "Uncle, he has been in prison and was only released eight years ago. He became famous because his work was recently made into a movie."

"Later, I checked the information on the Internet, and he stayed there for 12 years... At that time, even if he wanted to help you, he was probably powerless..." Looking at his increasingly serious handsome face, Lin Xuan's voice knew nothing. Feeling low, until there is no sound.

Taking a deep look at Ryan, who was still immersed in shock, Lin Xuan gave him time to digest by saying that he went to take a shower.

True and false, true and false, false and false.

Ryan used his mobile phone to search for information about Mu Feng online, the more he read, the more cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

"How could it be..." In the hospital 20 years ago, he was only a few years old, and he didn't remember anything for a long time. Regarding this matter, there were only clusters of red and clusters of white in his mind, and only crying in fright. Since then, he He was picked up by his father and never saw his grandparents again.

When he grows up and is naughty and troublesome, those people scold him openly and silently, and even say that he will go to jail like his uncle sooner or later. He has heard that, as he grows older, his impression of this so-called uncle gradually becomes blurred. I can't even remember what he looks like.

He has been living on the verge of complaining and anger, but he never thought that these complaints and anger would hit him hard in the face one day, making a mockery of his ignorance and stupidity.

"I was convicted of murder for 12 years, and after eight years, I became a great writer!"

"Talk about the dirty past of the great writer in prison."

"Writers who have not repented for the mistakes they made many years ago, what is the reason for this?"

"..."

There are hundreds of thousands of posts on the Internet, all of which are malicious accusations, humiliation, guesses and speculations about that person. One by one, they are torn and pulled into the salted openings, and curiously go straight to the bloody meat. Getting in and out, it was all ruthless and deep trampling on that person.

"It turns out that you have endured much more than me..." A soft murmur, accompanied by slowly blurred vision, if he didn't have a sliver of reason, he would have smashed the phone he was holding.

There are not many real news on the Internet. If there are two reasons why he would easily believe it.

One reason, he had committed crimes before, and he was involved in the crime once. If it wasn't for Brother Hai's help, he would have stayed there for several years, but only a few days made him understand that the crime is darker than the gang. times.

The second is that after meeting him several times, there is always an indescribable feeling from that person. He couldn't understand this feeling before, but now he understands it.

It didn't change, it was the feeling that person gave him.

Except for that person, the only person he has dealt with before has appeared in Brother Hai.

Only those who have experienced death and have no nostalgia in their hearts will have such people.

I don’t know who picked up what happened in that hospital 20 years ago. The photo of the man taken away by the police is clearly displayed, and a middle-aged man in the corner is faintly seen crying. Ryan swipe the screen to look down. After knowing the identity of that person, the tall body uncontrollably fell to the cold floor, shoulders shrugged.

How have you survived these years?These years, you are also suffering!No matter how many years have passed, you now, and me...

From this moment, in Ruian's heart, he has completely accepted Mu Feng as uncle.

Cherish the present moment and never regret it.