Double ten

The more you want to escape, the more you cannot escape.

The light from the ceiling shone down softly, casting a faint halo on the bodies of the two who were close to each other, like a seal, locking them in the barrier, free from outside disturbances.

At this time, Mu Feng, who was firmly imprisoned in Xia Chengfeng's arms, did not dare to move an inch.

He was afraid, like an unaccompanied child walking in the snow that was flying all over the sky, afraid of any slightest change in the dark night.Any slightest movement is enough to put him in a dangerous place, even fatal.

It took an unknown amount of time for Mu Feng to walk out of that chaotic world and gradually wake up.

Compared with his somewhat chilly body, that person's body temperature was a bit scary, but it was also warm, so warm that he wanted to get closer, even though, there was not even a single crack in the part where they were touching.

The man's tall body hugged the thinner him tightly, as if he got something he loved and was worried about being snatched away by others.

"Xia Chengfeng." After the shortness of breath gradually calmed down, Mu Feng lowered his trembling voice, trying not to look so scared: "Xia Chengfeng, you..." Let go first, okay?

"Don't let go." As if knowing what he was going to say, Xia Chengfeng quickly interrupted him: "Sleep. It's getting late, good night."

God knows how much effort it took him to say these words, just hearing this man's voice, leaning on his body, made him dazed and had a feeling of ecstasy.

How could he let go, how could he be willing to let go?

Of course not.

It was so hard to get so close to that person, such a good opportunity, even if he couldn't do anything, he was willing to endure this bone-biting suffering and spend a long night.

As long as he is there, he is at ease.

The man interrupted him eagerly, said good night, and pretended to be going to sleep.

Mu Feng was in a hurry, and he knew in a fluster that he couldn't let things continue like this.

He can't succumb to that person's strength, he must seize the initiative.

After analyzing the current situation, Mu Feng decided to try a softer method. He mustered up the courage to tilt his head to the upper right, and called: "Senior."

Thinking that the man was asleep, he wanted to talk to Xia Chengfeng about waking him up, but he turned his head and met the man's black eyes.

He kept his head tilted, forgetting everything, those eyes contained too much, he had to analyze them in detail later, but they disappeared in the next second.

What followed was the man's enlarged handsome face, and that fierce and fiery kiss.

"Uh...no..." The voice leaked intermittently from Mufeng's mouth. He was short of breath and lacked oxygen, how could he know how fatal his own call would be to Xia Chengfeng.

Xia Chengfeng, who had been suppressing the eruption in his body, was stunned for a second when he heard the long-lost call after so many years, and then saw that person close at hand, with a very alluring face At that time, almost subconsciously, he rolled over and covered those soft lips without hesitation.

If that person had stayed quietly, he would have struggled to get through the night.

But that person was trying to lure him into committing a crime. How could he, who was infatuated with him, resist such a temptation?

Inserting his sharp fingers into the soft hair, he held the man's head with his big hands, not letting him move. Xia Chengfeng eagerly and cherishedly bit the lips of the man under him, tossing and turning, lingering, just one kiss, It made his heart warm, as if it was filled with something.

But just one kiss, how can a downhill tiger that has been hungry for many years be filled?

At the beginning, Mu Feng could still struggle to spit out a few words. After a while, Xia Chengfeng took ownership of the property, and he could not tolerate the slightest resistance.

Human physical strength is limited after all, how can Mu Feng, who lives in the house for many years and doesn't exercise often, compare to Xia Chengfeng, who is tall and strong like a cow?From being dazed and frightened at the beginning, to frantically trying to drive away the person on top of him, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't push it away, and then he lost his strength, clenching his mouth tightly, Mu Feng clung to his territory, never letting go One cent of it.

But facing a strong enemy, how can he persevere by relying on ambition alone?The man seemed to be driving him into a corner, urging him to disarm and surrender before giving up.

Little did he know, his tough and unrelenting attitude made the anxious Xia Chengfeng calm down slowly.

Xia Chengfeng, who has always been confident in his physical strength, saw that his resistance had decreased and his hands were free. He was overjoyed and wanted to move forward, but saw that the man's eyes were red and tears were rolling down his face.

Mu Feng panicked and was completely frightened. He remained motionless, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, and let out the most whimpering sound.

Unbearable memories flooded in, hitting his most vulnerable side.

"No, please, please, Xia Chengfeng..."

"My heart, do you feel it?" The words that spit out lightly are the emotions that have been buried for many years and endured for many days.

He finally doesn't have to hide his life anymore.

He had had enough of these days.

"I love you, do you feel it?"

"My heart for you, do you feel it?"

"Mu Feng, I'm serious."

"I really am, seriously."

After speaking intermittently, the man's tears gushed out of his wide-open eyes like a spring, and smashed hard into Xia Chengfeng's heart.

Knowing that he couldn't accept it for a while, he had to touch away the surging tears with distress, but there were too many tears, and with a thought, he leaned down and kissed them away.

Like protecting a treasure, it is so careful.

It is said that tears are salty, but licking the liquid in the mouth is indeed salty.

But in Xia Chengfeng's place, even if it's salty, it's still sweet.

As long as there is that person, no matter how bitter it is, it will be sweet.

Kissing carefully, just as he wanted.

He wants him to understand, to understand his mind.

He wants him to respond, to respond to his love.

Life is short for dozens of years, he is afraid that if he waits longer, he will never be able to wait again.

The night outside the window was very thick, as thick as fog, and I don't know how many people got lost in it.

And Xia Chengfeng was in the fog right now, lost in a kind of fog called 'love' and couldn't get out.

He plunged headlong into the mist of love, his eyes were full of him who was about to get everything, to satisfy his own selfish desires, and completely disregarded, and Mu Feng, who was madly on the verge of emotional collapse, was trembling.

At this time, Xia Chengfeng is like a normal person in love, not to mention how crazy, he just wants to do what he likes with the person he likes, but in Mufeng's eyes, he is like a scourge .

Let's not talk about what Mu Feng's intentions for Xia Chengfeng are, just his nightmarish experience in prison made him refuse to approach anyone, and anyone who has any evil intentions towards him.

Before he walked out of that shadow, anyone approaching would be enough to destroy him, and he would be excruciatingly painful.

As if the tears couldn't stop flowing, the man's careful kiss seemed extremely ironic in Mu Feng's eyes.

The other empty hand thumped his back vigorously, and Mu Feng's emotions became agitated: "I don't want it, I don't want it, go away..."

It's too late for him to escape, so why talk about feeling it?

How could it be possible to stop?

No one knows how long he has been waiting for this day. No one knows that he is considered superior in terms of looks, talent and status. He has been single for many years, and he doesn't even have a female companion by his side.

Before all this, he didn't know if he could meet that person again.

To be able to meet is an unfinished fate.

Unable to meet, he also accepted his fate.

He can only rejoice that God arranged to meet that person again, this time, he will hold on tightly and never allow that person to disappear again.

Take your time, take your time, don't scare him.If the man was in danger, he would turn into a panicked bunny. Xia Chengfeng, who was as fierce as a mountain tiger, repeatedly emphasized in his heart that he should not be anxious. He suppressed the rushing fire in his body, and decided not to be tough.

He loosened his hands to restrain him, and before he showed a relaxed expression, Xia Chengfeng leaned forward again and forced him down on the bed.

"You, you..." Mu Feng, whose legs were pressed and his hands were freed, even if he didn't want to have any physical contact with him, he still had to put his hands on his chest to prevent him from approaching.

"I want you." Without concealing his possession of him, Xia Chengfeng leaned down and bit his earlobe.

Mu Feng shuddered, his blood rushed to the top of his head.

At this moment, he hated this person, and also hated himself.

He hated this person who was doing wrong to him on him, and hated himself, so he had a shameful reaction.

how so?He didn't want to, really didn't want to.

But the inner resistance cannot stop the honesty of the body.

The body that has already tasted a certain taste is eager to get that person's further action.

Such a self made him wish he could die to wash away the sins on his body.

He couldn't accept himself like this, who actually reacted to a man.

Not to mention an educated young man who was born in a scholarly family, but has also received nine years of compulsory education and one month of high school plus college. He never thought that one day he would have undeserved feelings for a person of the same gender as himself. Reaction.

How can this be, how can it be?

The fear in his heart had surpassed the fear of what he was facing now, he bit down hard, and Xia Chengfeng, who was delighted that he had reacted in pain, let go, and stopped working, and he also took advantage of this gap , blocking his approach.

"Let me go, otherwise, I'll bite my tongue and kill myself."

He is serious.

He is also serious.

Knowing that you have a nightmare in your heart, I will be the person who drives away the nightmare.

What I want to bring to you, to stay, is beauty, sweetness, happiness, and nostalgia.

You, don't reject me, okay?

Please accept me too, okay?

Don't make me wait any longer, okay?

Holding a sword and waving your palm, breaking through the encirclement, I only wish to hand over the rare and exotic fruits that have been picked through untold hardships to my beloved. However, you who are scarred and scarred, have you ever stopped to think that what you gave But it's not what that person really wants?

Xia Chengfeng's unflinching behavior made Mu Feng flustered. Seeing that he was coming, he said anxiously, "Don't force me, or I will hate you."

"Hate me?" Hearing this, Xia Chengfeng's passionate eyes burned his fragile heart like a flame: "Hate? Okay, okay, being able to hate means that you love me, right? ?”

"Where there is love there is hatred, and where there is hatred there is also love."

"You never said you loved me, but you do, right?" What are you afraid of, what are you holding back?Why can't you face your heart and speak your mind boldly?

Does everyone stubbornly think that the person in his heart will love you as much as he loves him in the face of love?

At this moment, Xia Chengfeng completely misunderstood the meaning of the word 'hate' that Mu Feng said.

This hate is not love, this hate is escape.

He wanted to escape, to escape from the impossible.

What that person will bring is not happiness.It was another nightmare, one he wanted to forget forever.

*Skin * dew is the cold air passing by, and the skin is touching, which is the scalding temperature of that person.The interweaving of ice and fire is destined to perform a curtain call.

Xia Chengfeng, who could get it wrong, ignored the man's resistance and pleading, and was eager to prove that Mu Feng didn't know where he was now, so he beat his hands indiscriminately, "No, go, go away, go away..."

He desperately wanted to escape, escape from everything.

The man's strength is not great, and it's not a problem at all for the strong Xia Chengfeng.But beating Fa frantically, and the screaming of the cub in his mouth, forced him to stop his movements.

"Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng..." Grabbing his troubled hands, Xia Chengfeng endured the pain in his body to comfort him: "Xiaofeng, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

"Go away, you all go away, I don't want, don't..." With red eyes, tears rolling down, trembling body, choking, growling, hysterical.

He has already returned to that place back then.

Darkness, coldness, suffocation, and the shackles of never seeing the sun all flung at him who was vulnerable.

The "you" blurted out, his sane movements, and his emotional breakdown made Xia Chengfeng's eyes sink, as if he understood something.

"I'm sorry!" Resisting the pain in his heart, Xia Chengfeng hugged the man tightly in his arms, not allowing him to flinch a bit: "Xiaofeng, it's me, I'm Chengfeng..."

"Don't be afraid, I am, I am, I have always been..."

"With me here, no one can bully you..."

Feeling the helplessness and fragility in his arms, Xia Chengfeng, who had recovered from love, wished he could slap himself twice, remorse again and again, not to mention wanting that person again, the desire in his body was completely extinguished Two clean.

Knowing that the man had always been extremely afraid of this matter, he still couldn't help stepping on the landmine, opened the scarred wound, and exposed the blood dripping to the air.

Wrong, wrong, or too impatient, but how could he stop himself from this kind of thing?

The movements of the body are often more honest and faster than the heart.

He comforted the person in his arms in a gentle voice, but he didn't know whether the person had listened or was too tired, but he also slowly stopped struggling and fell into a deep sleep.

Gently wiped away the tears from the corners of the man's eyes with big hands, Xia Chengfeng's eyes were full of distress, "What should I do with you, what do you think?"

"Xiaofeng~" murmured, leaned over and kissed the red and swollen corner of the mouth lightly.

"Hmm..." The charming charm overflowed from the small mouth, the man frowned slightly, and twisted uncomfortably, but he didn't wake up.

Xia Chengfeng's belly tightened and his eyes became deeper and deeper when he saw such a defenseless, soft and charming appearance, but he knew that today's matter must stop here, and he gritted his teeth with hatred.

I don't know what dreamed, the man groaned and shook his head a few times, Xia Chengfeng could only coax him softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here..."

The steady and powerful voice lowered the tone specially, soft and hoarse, in the ears of the sleeping person, it seemed to have some kind of magical power, hypnotic and reassuring.

As he fell asleep, he must not know how long it had been since he had such a peaceful sleep.

Ever since his mother left and entered the dark place, he has been in fear all day long. Ever since he was bullied by those wicked people, he has always been vigilant. After his father left, the dark night is a kind of relief for him who is alone. torture.

He didn't know how he got here all these years, but he just coded all day long, and he couldn't hold it anymore, so he fell asleep. Most of the time, he worked at night and slept during the day.

He didn't know it was a good night's sleep, and Xia Chengfeng didn't even know it.

Seeing that he was sleeping comfortably, and he didn't seem to be dreaming about what happened before, Xia Chengfeng got up quietly, went to the bathroom to meet his physiological needs, and got warm water to wipe his sweat With a drenched body, wearing a bathrobe and changing sheets, she hugged him to sleep with thick dark circles under her eyes.

"It will pass, everything will pass."

"At that time, you will be by my side every day, and you and I will sleep in each other's arms until dawn."

"We will never be separated again."