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Three or four days after New Year's Eve, Ye Zhen's cell phone didn't answer the call, and the blessing text messages were sent one after another, and she was overwhelmed.

It’s another inevitable dinner party during the Spring Festival. The younger siblings who used to be admitted to key high schools and universities also got their wishes. Naturally, they couldn’t wait to rush to the Internet cafes and game halls after getting the New Year’s money.

Ye Zhen has always had a good relationship with her cousin, so she first went to the game hall to settle down the excited children, but she didn't want to play, she walked out of the gate and chatted against the wall.

"Do you mind if I smoke?" the cousin asked, she shook her head and teased, "Brother, when have you been so polite to me?"

"My ex-girlfriend said," he lit a cigarette, the red light went out, took a puff, and exhaled a beautiful smoke ring, "Etiquette does not distinguish between close and distant, as long as there are women present, you should ask."

"Why haven't I heard you mention your girlfriend?"

"Going abroad," he said, "I met when I was working in Guangzhou. She is a child of a rich family, she is still in school, and she is pretty and has many people chasing her." He smiled wryly, "It's no wonder we broke up."

"Did the family disagree?" She asked cautiously.

"Her family said that I was a poor boy who couldn't even afford a car. How could I support his spoiled daughter." My cousin said, "So she listened to what the family said and broke up."

"Do you love her then?" she asked.

The cousin straightened up and stretched himself.

"Who knows whether she loves it or not, I only know that she can be happy with me, unlike others who only stare at her money." He said, "But what's the use, she has her way, I With me, it is doomed not to be together, I have no future, I can't force her to follow me and suffer for the rest of her life."

She didn't speak for a long time after listening, and her cousin was also immersed in his own world. After smoking and extinguishing the cigarette butt, he came to see her again and found that her eyes were dull, so she couldn't help worrying: "Zhenzhen? What's wrong?"

She shook her head hurriedly: "Nothing, nothing."

Cousin patted her on the shoulder: "I don't care anymore, why do you still care so much?" After he finished speaking, he took her shoulders and walked back, but she stopped suddenly.

"Brother, what if she wants to marry you now? Will you use your career as an excuse to reject her?" She asked without hope.

The wind tousled her hair, covering her eyes.

"If she is willing to marry, I will marry. Even if I can't give her the best, I won't just leave her there." My cousin said, "Unless I really don't love her."

do not love.

The wind howled.

She followed her cousin back to the game hall step by step, and the loud background music shook her eardrums.

She took out her mobile phone in the noisy voice, typed a line, but couldn't bear to delete one by one.

After returning home, she lay on the bed and looked at the dark sky outside the window, and her memories passed by like a revolving lantern.

He found her in the crowd and asked her if she needed help; he stood with her behind his back in the cold Beijing winter night, and said happy new year close to her face; he picked up all her books from the fallen leaves of plane trees all over the ground; After more than a dozen carriages, she was covered with a thin coat; he ran up from the steps and held her in his arms despite the pouring rain and said I was coming; he stood on the basketball court covered with thin snow, rubbing her chin Wearing her hat and saying how tired; they were thousands of miles apart, she used the phone to tell him about the fireworks in the sky; he received a call in the middle of the night and sent her to the hospital with a persistent high fever, and paid for the medical expenses; Ask her, who is more suitable if she wants to find someone to intervene in his private life; the kiss in the movie theater, he said that I will accompany you for the rest of his life; Not separated; he sang Casablanca to her in the dim light of the bar...

He said that my biggest dream is to be able to see a light waiting for me on the way home after get off work.

But not long ago, he rejected her marriage proposal.

Even though she knew that he had always put his career first, even though he knew that a person like him had already had great ambitions to show his ambitions, but she was still not reconciled.

She thought that she had paid enough, was considerate enough, and was sensible enough, but she still couldn't get him.

Elliott, what a great name.

He became the king of her reason, not giving her any leeway.

Ye Zhen looked up at the alarm clock beside the bed.

Two in the morning.

Lu Licheng should have fallen asleep.

She took out her phone again, typed out the sentence that she had been thinking about all day today, and pressed the send button.

The message was sent almost instantly, and within a few seconds of her returning to the main page, Lu Licheng called.

"Zhenzhen," his voice was tired, "Why?"

She laughed silently and didn't speak.

"Miss An is my client. I need to abide by the confidentiality regulations for her. I can only say this now. Or... Zhenzhen, you don't believe me?"

No one can trust you more than I do, Elliott.

"We are not suitable, Licheng." Ye Zhen spoke after a long silence.

"If you loved me, you wouldn't leave me here." She closed her eyes, "You must have your reasons for hiding me, so, what you love is actually your career, not me. Elliott, I’ve never called you that before, but I’m calling you that today because I want you to stop caring about me.” She said, with tears streaming down her face, “Your struggle is not for me, but for you My own ambitions and ambitions. I don't have that much energy and can tolerate your desperate work. So maybe I'm not suitable for you, Licheng."

After she finished speaking, Lu Licheng fell silent.

"Can... think about it again?" he asked. "Give me another 24 hours? Let's all calm down and I'll explain to you."

"I've thought it through." She took a deep breath, "I guarantee the professional ethics of a lawyer, I have thought it through."

let's break up.

These five words can't be uttered.

"..."

"it is good."

Lu Licheng said.

Ye Zhen hung up the phone and broke down in tears. As expected, it was the Lu Licheng she knew, so calm, so indifferent, and so rational. At this moment, these ingredients that fascinated her so much have become his armor, which cannot be broken, broken, burned, or destroyed. Covering him in a world that only belongs to him.

But it made her fall into a catastrophe.

She suddenly remembered Fang Wei's words.

"I just hope you really don't regret it."

It turned out that Fang Wei understood it a long time ago, liking someone like Lu Licheng is like starting a war with herself, every knife is sent up by her herself, and let him hold it in his hand and stab back at her body.

His armor was too hard for her to break.

But she doesn't regret it.

From love to giving up, there will be no regrets.

She was tired from crying, and fell asleep lying on the bed with the quilt uncovered. The phone that was thrown on the ground was shining faintly. Under the five words she sent, there was Lu Licheng's reply.

[I will wait for you to turn back anytime. ]

Then the light sank into darkness.

The author has something to say: explain

This article is mainly about the first love story of Lu Licheng who can’t fall in love and Ye Zhen who can’t fall in love

The point is, not in love.

Therefore, it cannot be compared with Lu Bao, whose IQ and EQ are both explosive in "The Most Beautiful".

Lu Licheng is a career-oriented person, as you all know, although Ye Zhen is good, but she can't control him, so she chose to give up

Maybe the breakup was a bit too abrupt, but it can only go here, and it will be really bloody in the future

Parents' words will definitely affect Ye Zhen's judgment, but they are not the decisive factor

Ah, I don’t want to end badly, but how to write_(:з」∠)_

Have you ever seen an article that is desperately trying to separate the hero and heroine?Have you seen it? "Other House" is it!Once you take it apart, everything will be fine_(:з」∠)_