I can't beat her

Ami sat on the bed, holding a book in her hand.

It was one of the many fairy tale books in the bookshelf.All the fairy tales are the same, many of which Ami read when she was still learning Braille, and now she can easily understand it when she looks at the pinyin.

When she saw a story she hadn't read, the progress slowed down, and her eyes felt a little uncomfortable after reading halfway through.

The night was already deep, but there was still the sound of fireworks exploding in the distance.Every sound has a special memory in Ami's heart. She raised her head and looked outside the window. She could only see the lonely street lamp outside and the non-stop flashing light of the fireworks when they were in full bloom, but she couldn't see the shape of the fireworks.

Her eyesight began to deteriorate when she was nine, and she lost her sense of light when she was 11.During the Chinese New Year when she was about to be completely invisible, she was disobedient and secretly went to listen to the sound of fireworks with Qian Huan, and almost couldn't find the way back.

Grandma rarely scolded her loudly.Instead, I went to buy a big, heavy firework.

Grandma took her to a distant place with fireworks on her back at night, and Ami still doesn't know where it is. Anyway, they walked a long way, and they went to a place where there was no one around, and lit the big fireworks.

From going to coming back, grandma was more silent than usual, only talking to herself from time to time.

She said bitterly, why should I show the fireworks I bought to those little bastards on the street.

"What's so interesting about it? It's gone after you've seen it." Grandma's loud voice seemed a little powerless amidst the clamor of the fireworks: "You deserve it because you can't see it, otherwise your life is useless. If you can see it, you can't get it. Useless."

The curtains were drawn, and the fireworks-colored bustling decline was abandoned outside the warm wall.

"Ami should be sleeping." Ye Zhiqiu stood by the window, stretched out his hand to straighten the curtains, turned around and approached the bed with his hands propped on the quilt, and poked his head to look at the book in Ami's hand: "Today is still the princess and the knight." story?"

Ami shook her head and picked up the book for confirmation.There is an illustration on the page of the book, which depicts a character who is different from the image of a little girl in a tutu seen in the past.

"It's a mermaid." Ami smiled a little shyly: "Some pinyin is difficult to spell."

"Do you want me to help?" Ye Zhiqiu pulled back the quilt and leaned next to Ami naturally, padded the pillow, took the book in Ami's hand and read it.

She has read this story, but she has always disdained fairy tales.Why does the princess have to like the prince?It seems that every princess will fall in love with the prince at first sight. Ye Zhiqiu can't understand this kind of work that doesn't pay attention to principle and respect reality.Although everyone recognizes its existence.

But it looks like something Ami would like.

"I'll read it to Ami." Ye Zhiqiu looked down at Ami.

Ami also looked up at Zhiqiu, Zhiqiu's hair was coiled after taking a bath, and the roots of the hair at the back of the neck were always slightly damp, making the skin very radiant.

After thinking about it, Ami decided not to tell the conversation with Lin Lan, and she didn't plan to tell Zhiqiu tonight that she decided to leave in a few days.

Although she has learned a lot these days, and many of them are not very happy, she still wants to keep this moment when she can be next to Zhiqiu, smell her fragrance, and listen to her stories.

Ami leaned into Ye Zhiqiu's arms and leaned on her shoulder: "Tell me."

Ye Zhiqiu was a little surprised, and was lifted by Ami's pillowed arm, and finally wrapped around Ami's shoulder.

After all, the frequency of Ami's clinging to her like this has dropped significantly in the past few days.

"Then I'll start." Ye Zhiqiu adjusted his posture, and his chin naturally touched the side of Ami's hair: "In the deep, deep seabed, there is a majestic castle, in which live six mermaid princesses. They are all very beautiful, especially the youngest princess..."

Every time I listened to Zhiqiu's story, Ami couldn't help dozing off, and her eyelids glued together when she heard that the little princess fell in love with the prince as usual.

The story is not long, but Ye Zhiqiu read it seriously: "The mermaid princess was very sad, she said, 'I want to be human so much.'"

Ami gently opened her eyes, what she raised her head made Ye Zhiqiu also stop, and looked at her: "Why did you wake up suddenly?"

"The princess wants to be human like the prince."

Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "Yes."

She continued: "So, the mermaid princess went to the witch to help her achieve her wish. The witch said: 'I can make you human, but when your tail becomes your feet, you will walk like a human. It hurts like a knife, and if the prince marries someone else, you will die in bubbles."

Ami didn't doze off anymore, she listened carefully, and after the story was over, she was still thinking about the part where the princess danced.It hurts so much when I walk, how can I love it when I dance.

Putting down the book, Ye Zhiqiu pinched Ami's frustrated cheeks: "This is just a story."

"I hid the New Year's money and presents under your pillow, but Ami didn't seem to notice."

Ami let out a sound, then quickly turned over on the bed, felt under the pillow with both hands, and then found out a red envelope and a thick book-like thing, but it was harder than ordinary books, and Be heavier.

Looking at the picture on the cover, Ami always felt a little familiar.

After turning to the clearer picture inside, she remembered it. After seeing the bridge and trees in the album, she looked at Zhiqiu in disbelief: "Is this Changshao Street?"

Every time I see her sudden surprised expression, I feel very satisfied in my heart.Ye Zhiqiu nodded, and said with a smile: "It means that Ami still remembers Changshao Street."

After Ami could see it, Changshao Street had long since changed beyond recognition.In order to compose such an album, Ye Zhiqiu took great pains, contacted some local photography enthusiasts, and combined various photos of Changshao Street from the year Ami was born in various ways.

Chapter 1 is actually similar to the long spoon street that Ami saw when he was very young. The street was still very plain, but in the next few years, it began to be covered, and the shops became more and more fancy, followed by There is more and more garbage.

Gradually, the houses began to become dilapidated, and people's appearance gradually changed from a thin state to a full and greasy appearance.In the end, there are only big banyan trees and short bridges isolated in the setting sun on Changshao Street, surrounded by ruins.

Turning this page, Ami saw a somewhat strange girl, she was stunned for a moment, and then realized: "This is me."

In the photo, Ami is wearing white short-sleeves and khaki slacks. She is dressed in an ordinary way, with white gauze covering her eyes. She is sitting at an old table with a Braille tablet in her hand, and she just turned her head away. Facing the camera, he grinned.

Very happy look.

It was the first time for Ami to see her former self, and she suddenly choked up, and suddenly felt that the way she was before was actually quite good.

The second half of the photobook is full of photos of Ami, who fell asleep on the table, slept soundly under the quilt with his head tilted, fell asleep in the car, and participated in school activities Photo.Most of them were taken by Ye Zhiqiu when Ami was not paying attention, and the school's ones were posted by the teacher.

"This is the place where you grew up. I didn't read it carefully before, but now I've made up for it." Ye Zhiqiu gently helped Ami flip through the photos until he finished the book, and then looked at the time, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.

This time it was too much time.

Ye Zhiqiu got up and helped Ami put away the photo, pressed the quilt for her, and smoothed her hair. After confirming that everything was done, she leaned down in front of Ami and observed Ami's eyes: "Sleep well, You are not allowed to get up and practice calligraphy."

"Yeah." Ami blinked.

"Good night. Zhiqiu."

"Good night, Ami."

The light in the room went dark for a while, and was soon turned on again by Ami.She remembered a very important thing, she got up and walked to the table, took out a photo from the diary, the photo was the first time Zhiqiu asked someone to take a group photo in Qingyun Mountain.

The photo album is very thick, and there is still a lot of blank space at the back. Zhiqiu said that people and things you meet in the future, beautiful scenery, and special moments can be turned into photos and put into the photo album.Then how could Zhiqiu be missing?

Ami carefully packaged the photo in the insert.

Many guests came to Ye Zhai on the second day of the Lunar New Year, the sound of cars, and the sound of people congratulating Xinxi came one after another.

When Zhiqiu was away, Ami seldom went to the hall outside.

I gotta go.Ami writes stroke by stroke in the diary, she needs a little courage to encourage herself to pack things earlier and say goodbye to Zhiqiu with a smile.She hasn't quite figured out where to go yet.

It's better to live near the hospital first.Can't be too far away, Zhiqiu will forget me if he can't see me.Ami is always worried that Zhiqiu will no longer like her because of her departure.After all, most people's likes are not always.

Someone was talking outside the door.Ami closed the book, and then she heard a knock on the door.

Chen Kuan's appearance made Ami very uneasy.

Zhiqiu threw Chen Kuan that day, which was regarded as a fight in Ami's eyes.When children are bullied, they will seek revenge from their parents. Ami is very worried that the boy who is a head taller than her is here to report to Ye Dingshan.

"Ami, what a coincidence, Uncle Ye's friend's son is also a friend of yours, and finally someone came to see you, have a good chat, and come out for dinner later."

Ye Dingshan cheerfully stuffed Chen Kuan in front of Ami and was busy entertaining the guests outside.

Chen Kuan rubbed the neat broken hair on his head with some embarrassment and smiled: "I told Uncle Ye that it's your friend, don't you mind?"

After being thrown by Ye Zhiqiu at the gate of the community last time, Chen Kuan went home and checked the information again, confirmed Ye Zhiqiu's identity, and also confirmed Ami's residence, and even learned about Ami from some news in the past two months matter.

The more I get to know her, the more I feel that this girl is very special.

Ami pursed her lips, she didn't know what to do now, this person seemed to be Uncle Ye's guest, so she turned around and walked back to the room, lowered her head and sorted out the books on the table, which she didn't intend to take away.Because it was all given by Zhiqiu, she was afraid that she would lose it if she couldn't find a suitable place to live.

Chen Kuan was left out in the cold, but he wasn't angry.Those experiences of Ami have already left a deep impression on him, and it has inspired his desire to protect as a growing boy. He tried to keep a proper distance from Ami, watched Ami busy, and talked about it from time to time. something he finds interesting.

"Let me tell you, the boy I was with last time, remember, his name is Xiaozheng." Chen Kuan was more cheerful by nature, and when he spoke, there was a warm smile on his brows, which was very sunny: "Xiaozheng Zheng, don't look at Xiaozheng, who is very talkative and inexperienced, but he is actually quite infatuated, last time he went to see someone he likes."

"It's so funny, Xiaozheng always encourages others to pursue girls, but he himself is always afraid to tell the people he likes."

Ami put the books neatly on the shelf. When she heard this, she felt a little curious, and she turned to look at Chen Kuan.

In fact, Chen Kuan was quite different from the villain she imagined, especially when Chen Kuan saw her turn around, the deep meaning in his brows and eyes was obviously deeper.You can easily feel the happiness of some people.Ami's resistance gradually disappeared.

"Why didn't he dare?" Ami still remembered the boy with small eyes who talked a lot.

Chen Kuan seemed to be inspired, his voice became a bit more energetic, and then he laughed: "He thought that girl had too good grades, she was too good-looking, and her family had money, so he was not good enough for her. "

It's still the same thing, everyone is really strange.

It was the first time for Ami to chat with boys for so many days, and she found that boys seemed to be different from girls, and what boys said was amazing.Chen Kuan said that he wanted to become a pilot in the future and fly to the sky.

Really great.

"What about you, Ami, what do you want to do in the future?" Chen Kuan asked Ami.

Ami thought for a while and said, "I don't know either."

She even knew for the first time that pilots are also people who can be seen in life.

From various detailed reports, Chen Kuan expressed his understanding of Ami's simplicity. He gave some examples: "Anything you want to do, such as being a doctor, being a teacher, being an actor, being a boss, being a painter, etc."

Ami raised her head and looked at Chen Kuan seriously, as if she was inspired: "Is it okay to be anything I want?"

"Dreams are always there, what if they come true."

If it's really possible--

Ami looked at Chen Kuan with a calm expression, and she said, "I want to be a man."

Chen Kuan: "...."

Lin Shu went out to play for a day, passed by the hospital, and waited downstairs for an hour before picking Ye Zhiqiu home.

During the Spring Festival, there was almost no difference between the hospital and the battlefield. Even Ye Zhiqiu's physical strength was worn out, and he looked groggy and dozed off when he got in the car.

Lin Shu pulled down the big scarf from his body and put it on Ye Zhiqiu's lower abdomen: "It's really not humanly possible to be a doctor."

With his eyes closed and his head tilted to the side, Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "Why don't we say we are angels."

It was rare to hear Ye Zhiqiu say a bad joke, and Lin Shu laughed along with him.

When the car was at the gate of the community, Ye Zhiqiu woke up. She rubbed her back shoulders, straightened her hair, and tidied up her clothes. She immediately became more energetic.No matter how tired you are, try to look your best when you get home.

What's more, there will be more guests at home these days, not to mention, Ami will definitely be waiting for her in the room as soon as she goes back.

Mainly because of Ami.

Thinking of Ye Zhiqiu's gentle gestures in front of Ami every time, Lin Shu couldn't help feeling sore, he let out a light breath, and forcefully suppressed the grievance.

"What does Ami's departure mean? Is it no contact?"

Ye Zhiqiu just folded the scarf neatly on his body, and was startled when he heard Lin Shu's words: "What did you say?"

"Mom said, Ami should leave in a few days."

When the car stopped, it was almost evening, the guests of Ye's house had already left, and everything returned to calm.

Lin Lan and Ye Dingshan were not at home, and Aunt Liu was still cleaning up the mess in the living room after the banquet.

"I'm back." Aunt Liu smiled and greeted Ye Zhiqiu.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't speak, and went directly to the room. As soon as she reached the corridor, she stopped suddenly, and looked back at the faint footprints on the ground. .

She forgot to change her shoes.

Seeing a series of footprints on the floor after mopping it for the first time, Aunt Liu waved her hands repeatedly at Ye Zhiqiu: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll just mop it again."

Ye Zhiqiu came out again and changed a pair of shoes, and when he stood up again, he saw Ami.Moving back and forth across the middle, bending over and dragging Aunt Liu on the floor, they looked at each other, seeing sadness in each other's eyes in unison.

The lights in the room were dimmed.

Ye Zhiqiu had a lot of questions to ask, but the last thing he asked was: "Are you happy today?"

"Unhappy." Ami knew that she had to say it immediately, otherwise every time she stayed with Zhiqiu for a little longer, she would feel even more sad.

Ami said, "Zhiqiu, I want to leave here."

All thought up.

"Zhiqiu. Don't help me, don't worry about me. I won't fall or get lost now, and I can read a little bit." Ami said, "I can really take care of myself."

Of course, the care is not very good, after all, there are too many colors and complexities in the visible world, and there are too many things to learn.I will learn to take care of myself, and then try to take care of Zhiqiu.Ami felt that she was different from others.

There is always a lot to think about other people's lives, because they have too much, they have parents, relatives, old friends, jobs and many irrelevant thoughts, such as endless money and endless roads .

Ami doesn’t have one, so Ami doesn’t have much to think about, she just thinks about doing what she likes, being with the person she likes all the time, just being happy.

Ye Zhiqiu has always known that Ami gradually changed after realizing the cruelty of life. She just didn't know that Ami would change so quickly, or even be so proactive.

Ami longs to grow, wants to be strong.

At least it was good, Ye Zhiqiu was smiling the whole time, quietly listening to Ami telling her about her choice and her departure.Ami was just expressing her decision, not asking for opinions.

No right to correct her at all.It was at this moment that Ye Zhiqiu realized that she was actually nothing to Ami, and she had no right to interfere with Ami's plan. What's more, although Ami's plan was not obvious, it was very firm.

In the end, Ye Zhiqiu just pinched Ami's face: "Go, do what you want to do, go where you want to go."

Go ahead, you go on a long voyage, fly, I will watch.

When Ye Zhiqiu came out of the shower, he saw Ami lying on her bed with her eyes squinted, obviously pretending to be asleep, with tears still on her gently shaking eyelashes.

Ami thought that Zhiqiu would carry her back to the room with hands full of strength as before.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't, she just walked around to the other side of the bed, lifted the quilt gently, hugged Ami from behind, and even touched the back of Ami's neck with her warm lips.

"Good night, Ami."

It's so good, why can't it be like this every day.Ami's stomach twitched twice, and she couldn't help crying, but she quickly felt Zhiqiu's hand and patted her stomach lightly: "Hey, Ami, no matter where you go, you can find Zhiqiu's hand." Autumn."

It was a very short night, so short that Ami didn't want to wake up, and she still chose to close her eyes when she woke up.

Ye Zhiqiu had to get up, she had to work long shifts, and as soon as she sat up, Ami hugged her waist tightly: "Sleep for a while."

"You stay in bed and want to drag me." Saying this, Ye Zhiqiu lay down again and hugged Ami lightly, stroking her straight long hair: "Would you like to stay for a few more days, anyway, I'm not in a hurry."

Ami closed her eyes and kept rubbing against Zhiqiu's body: "Then can we sleep together like this every day?"

Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "Yes."

Then there is no more, and they all know that this may only be temporary.

Ami and Ye Zhiqiu got up at the same time, and she agreed to take Zhiqiu's car to go near the hospital. Ami firmly stated that she would not tell Zhiqiu about the following things.

Otherwise, Zhiqiu would definitely want to help her.

Suddenly I like the traffic jam on the road for a longer time today, Ye Zhiqiu controls the speed of the car to a much lower state than usual, and tells Ami what to pay attention to from time to time.

"You should take good care of your bank cards. Don't trust strangers casually. You can't eat instant noodles. Don't stay up late at night to practice calligraphy. If you have something to do..."

Ami kept nodding.

The car finally stopped at the edge of the central square opposite the hospital.

"Why are you crying?" Ye Zhiqiu put the box in front of Ami, and when he looked up, he saw tears rolling down Ami's face, his heart also became sore, and he hurriedly took out a tissue from his body to wipe Ami's tears.

Ami is still stubborn: "Zhiqiu, I find it very difficult to make money."

Surely he can't earn as much as Lu Beinan. Ami is really sad to see such a good woman like Zhiqiu living with others all the time.

"Ami, after you really understand this world, you will find that there are many more important things than making money, and you will also find that there are actually many people who are better than Zhiqiu." Ye Zhiqiu helped Ami wipe away the tears that kept gushing out: " Okay, don't cry anymore."

Although I just don't live with her, I will still see her often in the future, but I always feel like I am going to lose.

"I don't believe there is anyone better than Zhiqiu." Ami reached out to touch Zhiqiu's eyebrows, then touched her eyes and the bridge of her nose, feeling Zhiqiu's appearance with her fingertips as before .

Ye Zhiqiu scratched Ami's beautiful and straight nose bridge, his moist eyes were slightly curved, and smiled slightly: "Ami is much better than Zhiqiu, strong and brave, you see, you are so good that you dare to leave now me."

Although Zhiqiu kept telling Ami not to do this or that, she dared not tell Ami not to leave so early.

Zhiqiu was also afraid. After Ami left, it was like a completely free wind.

The author has something to say: each is strong, good night.

Thank you little fan girl for the deep water torpedo.