I can't beat her

On the way to the Grand Theatre, Ye Zhiqiu only thought about Ami in his heart, and completely ignored the black Bentley that was following him.

Lu Beinan was originally a romantic person.Especially after Ye Zhiqiu has been cold towards him recently, he is always trying to do something different, trying to add some different memories between him and Ye Zhiqiu.

Just in time for the New Year's Eve, Lu Beinan came here specially to give Ye Zhiqiu a New Year's gift.However, he couldn't avoid the traffic jam, so Ye Zhiqiu had already driven away when he arrived at the hospital. Fortunately, he was always careful, and when he saw Ye Zhiqiu's car from a distance, he simply asked the driver to follow him all the way.

From Ye Zhiqiu taking off his clothes and ringing up Ami, to the scene of Ami singing to Ye Zhiqiu, Lu Beinan saw it all in the shadow of the trees beside him.

This feeling is very strange, Lu Beinan was stunned for a while, and finally tilted his head in doubt, smiled self-deprecatingly, and then interrupted the two people who had been embracing each other for a long time and hadn't been separated for a long time.

Hugging is the only freedom that Ye Zhiqiu gave to Ami, she couldn't resist the warmth of Ami at all.

Don't girls always hug and hug?The little nurses in the hospital have nothing to do with it at all, and sometimes they will be excited to say yes.

Many times she tried to find enough excuses for herself to accept Ami's closeness.

As for Ami's closeness, Ye Zhiqiu always thinks that it is just the dependence that the little girl breeds in an environment without relatives and reasons.

Where is love?

Amy is still young.

Suddenly hearing Lu Beinan's voice amidst the cold wind and the sound of fireworks, Ye Zhiqiu was really frightened, his hands and feet became more stiff, and his tongue was a little knotted: "Bei, Beinan, why are you here?"

Lu Beinan took off his woolen coat and put it on Ye Zhiqiu's shoulders: "What do you think? Is there a reason for my fiancé to seek you?"

Zhiqiu's smell suddenly dimmed a lot, covered by a scent of men's perfume, Ami stood there a little confused, and gently squeezed Zhiqiu's hand.

She still remembered Lu Beinan, the man who would live with Zhiqiu for the rest of her life.I really envy him, but I can't help but hate him a little bit.

Lu Beinan saw that his brows were raised a little, and Ami, whose pupils were slack, smiled slightly: "Ami, Happy New Year, I would have prepared a New Year gift for you if I knew about it."

Ami shook her head lightly, and wrapped the gauze back over her eyes.She didn't want Lu Beinan to see her eyes.

Ye Zhiqiu took Ami home first.

Entering the room, Ye Zhiqiu rubbed his hands, and put his slightly warm hand on Ami's face that was blown cold by the wind: "Tomorrow is New Year's Day, what will Ami do when he is free?"

"I want to be with Zhiqiu." Ami took a step forward in frustration, put her face on Zhizhiqiu's neck, put her arms around her waist, and said quietly: "Stay here, please, don't be with Lu Beinan leave."

Ami's meaning is obvious, I hope Zhiqiu will not leave tonight.

But her words made Ye Zhiqiu very confused.During this period of time, she turned down several appointments with Lu Beinan, and even tried countless times to change her predetermined life plan.

She thought about crossing out Lu Beinan.

Cross out Lu Beinan, then what is she going to do?Become an unmarriageist?Or is it inevitable that there will be a next man?She couldn't imagine life without a family.

So why do I suddenly want to change this life that has become a foregone conclusion?

Ye Zhiqiu was struggling.

"Ami, I have to go home." It's New Year's Eve today, and I haven't had time to talk to my parents and everyone at home.According to the habit of previous years, no matter how late she comes home, the house will keep the lights on all night, waiting for her.

"Zhiqiu." Ami stood up straight, and slowly touched Zhiqiu's cheek with her hand.She raised her head slightly, and could already feel Zhiqiu's breath on her lips, very close.

She... wants to kiss me or?kiss Me?

Ye Zhiqiu's head entered a high-speed rotation, and Ami's getting closer and closer breaths were like anesthetics, making her whole body fall into a limp state.

In the end, Ye Zhiqiu still turned his head away, lowered his eyes and stared at the ground, but his voice lost a lot of confidence, he couldn't get serious, he just sighed: "Didn't I tell you?"

Didn't I say that?

"Ami, this is wrong."

Ami can't let it go, Zhiqiu always says this is wrong, that is wrong, but Zhiqiu is right.What happens if you make a mistake.

If you make a mistake in school, the teacher will punish you to stand, tidy up the desks and chairs, or copy.

Amy is not afraid.

"But I thought, just for a while, okay?" Ami trembled a little when she spoke, probably because of the cold, maybe because she was afraid of the unknown consequences.

But just thinking about it, she gently turned Zhiqiu's body around again: "Just one moment, okay, just one moment."

Anyway, I kissed him in front of the temple before, right?

Ami always felt very strange, that unintentional touch only made her feel sorry, but this time she hadn't touched it yet, she felt extremely nervous and full of anticipation.

All she wanted was a kiss.

This time Zhiqiu didn't move, Ami's finger touched her lips lightly, and turned her face to him.

Ami just tiptoed her lips slightly, as if she was holding a ginseng fruit, it was so delicious that she felt like she was in the light.

In fact, according to Ami's height, she doesn't need to stand on tiptoe, and when she stands on tiptoe, her lips seem to be pressed down.She was very nervous, so nervous that her breathing stopped suddenly. In this kind of tension, there was an unbelievably soft feeling at the back of her head, like floating around.She couldn't help pursing her lower lip.

It was supposed to be just a kiss, but Ami couldn't let go. She remembered what Zhiqiu said, kisses are just next to each other, and kisses will go in.When she said it, she felt that it was a little dirty, even a little disgusting.

It's just that when it was her turn to experience it by herself, she involuntarily tried to get in some.

Ye Zhiqiu was startled at first, as if completely controlled by Ami's sad voice, and then her lips were covered with fatal softness, and she didn't move.But when the gap between her teeth was slippery and tried to pry it open, she suddenly came back to her senses and hugged Ami into her arms.

All the bones in Ami's body hurt a little. She was held tightly in Zhiqiu's arms, and the sound of Zhiqiu's heavy breathing was heard next to her ears. After a long time, the swelling ambiguity in the whole room slowly dissipated from the window .

It took Ye Zhiqiu a long time to calm down the trembling in her heart, she didn't say right or wrong this time.

He only said good night in Ami's ear, and went downstairs.

"Doctor Ye is crying."

Fan Xiaozhu looked at the crying person standing under the shadow of the mottled wall opposite the small window and said softly, "It turns out that Dr. Ye is also a person who can cry."

"Yeah." Every woman would cry, and the little bald-headed Fan Xiaozhu cried a lot last time too.Wen Wen squeezed the beer can and took another sip of wine.

The room reeked of alcohol.

"But why is she crying today, isn't it Chinese New Year?"

Wen Wen looked out of the window at the noble and elegant woman with outstanding temperament in the eyes of outsiders, a little lost in thought.Why cry? It's not because of fear and anxiety.

As a woman, it is inevitable that there will be times when you are unable to cope.

Fan Xiaozhu sat cross-legged on the bed, propped his chin with one hand, his eyelids drooped non-stop, and hiccupped softly: "Teacher, Zhiqiu likes Ami, right? That's the way I like it."

"Which one do you like?" Even if he was drunk, there was no lack of indifference in his gentle tone.

Fan Xiaozhu has long been used to a gentle, unhurried, and always warm tone: "I just like women. I have seen many girls who like girls."

Fan Xiaozhu chuckled: "There are still many girls who confess their love to me."

"Oh?" Wen Wen rarely changed his tone, staring at Fan Xiaozhu's round and full breasts: "Do you accept it?"

Feeling a little cold in the head, Fan Xiaozhu raised his hand and touched the back of his neck, then smirked again, and shook his head: "No, I don't like girls."

Wen Wen pushed down his glasses, imitated Fan Xiaozhu's appearance, crossed his long legs, leaned slightly, focused his eyes on Fan Xiaozhu's, and looked at the beautiful woman outside the window who was already adjusting her breathing: "Then what do you like?" kind of."

"I like tall, cool, domineering, gentle, and learned people. He is in charge of looking after his wife and raising children, and I am in charge of being obedient and obedient. By the way, I open a fried chicken shop to support my family."

The little bald head seemed a little shy, and couldn't help covering his face with his hands: "I like to live a simple life."

... The more I thought about it, the more Gentle felt that this little bald head was probably confessing his love to her.No way, people like me everywhere.As Wen Wen thought about it, she saw the woman under the shadow of the wall straighten up and walk out, then the sound of men and women talking on the street, and then the sound of a car leaving.

Ye Zhiqiu gently caressed the card in his hand, he could feel a little bump on his fingertips, but he couldn't read a single word.But every time I think that Ami has grown a lot now, can read and write, and even she can't understand what she writes, the pain in my heart can't help but be resolved.

Ami's recent signs of growth are obvious, her temper has become more lively, and she has begun to have her own thoughts, which can be expressed in words, although sometimes she will cause some small troubles.

But the growth of normal people should be like this, messy and messy.

Lu Beinan would give Ye Zhiqiu a New Year's gift every year, and his handwriting was never too small. Every time, Ye Zhiqiu took it calmly and dealt with it silently.

But today Ye Zhiqiu was holding a small gift box of low quality in his hand and couldn't put it down. He couldn't help being curious: "Aren't you going to open it and have a look?"

Ye Zhiqiu couldn't think of what Ami would give her, but he didn't want to open it in front of Lu Beinan: "Every child's gift is always a small gift."

Lu Beinan didn't continue, looked at the street shadows fading out of sight outside the window, and smiled: "You like this Ami very much."

"I mean, it seems to be a different kind of liking." Lu Beinan wanted to express it specifically, but he couldn't make it clear: "Maybe it's a bit inappropriate, but I think it seems to be the kind of liking for children."

It's just that there's something more on that level.

What Lu Beinan mainly wanted to express was not the relationship between Ye Zhiqiu and Ami, he was just trying to find an angle to make Ye Zhiqiu more comfortable.

"You can recognize her as your younger sister so that you can look closer. When we get married, you can let her live with us. I can accept you to take care of her." Lu Beinan said.

He always felt that Ye Zhiqiu didn't pay much attention to their date recently, probably because of Ami.

Ye Zhiqiu was taken aback by Lu Beinan's words: "Ah, no, no need."

She doesn't need another younger sister, let alone that person is Ami.Ye Zhiqiu calmed down for a while before he cleared his mind: "Ami is fine now, I just want to take care of her more."

"Oh, I thought you wanted to take care of her all the time." Lu Beinan was still smiling, probably because he thought maybe he was thinking too deeply, but when Ye Zhiqiu said this, he felt much more at ease: "I heard that she is going to school now, I think she should be independent."

Ye Zhiqiu nodded.

maybe.

Zhiqiu has her own home to return to, and Ami's home is only for Ami and grandma.

Ami put the photo of grandma back to its original place, and said softly, "Grandma, happy new year."

After she lost her eyesight, she never said a happy New Year to her grandmother who became more and more angry, and she never said a word to her grandma. Now that her grandmother can't talk, she just babbled proudly.

"Zhiqiu has a father, a mother, and Lu Beinan, so she wants to go home." Ami said, "But I don't have anything, am I a bit bad, I want Zhiqiu to stay, so I feel like I have my own It's like home."

"I thought kissing her would make her stay." Zhang Ya said that every time she kissed her boyfriend, her boyfriend would obey her.

But Zhiqiu was not like this, Ami sighed, and finally closed all the windows, shutting out the sound of fireworks in the distance.She can write a lot of characters now, and if she can't write clearly, she will use similar simplified characters or homophones to replace them.

[I kissed Zhiqiu.

Zhiqiu said that only boys and girls can do things.In fact, I still don't understand how there are men and women in this world.

Isn't it just that the voice of speaking is different from the way it looks?Why are people with such thick voices and short hair able to kiss girls?

Then make me a boy.

Zhiqiu seemed sad.But it doesn't seem like you hate it, otherwise why would you hug me so tightly, it hurts me a little.

I want to go to bed early and call Zhiqiu tomorrow morning to say good morning.

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Ami closed the diary and carefully confirmed the location of the alarm clock, and then went to wash up. In the grocery room next door to her house, two drunk people were still humming softly and grabbing the quilt.

"Teacher, why don't you go home? My bed is too small and I can't sleep in it." Xiao Zhu has already shrunk her whole body, and the vacated space can't hold Wen Wen.

Wen Wen woke up slightly from the daze that almost fell off the bed several times: "I'll go home after I rest."

How could he not be able to sleep, Wen Wen took off the glasses that had slid to his lips long ago, took off his coat, groped around, found the warmest place and lay down on his stomach.

Isn't that just right?

The author has something to say: Thanks to Xuanfeng for her long comment, I found that many points were seen by her. I am very happy, so I updated it 5 minutes earlier today.

Let me ask you, can everyone feel the swing of Zhiqiu?I think Ami's feelings are really easy to understand, but I always feel that Zhiqiu will be very entangled, and some impatient babies will not be able to understand it? ? ?

By the way... you don't know, will Big Brother Nan lose his face if he can't read the comments?My beauty is seriously exhausted, and a smile can only fascinate a universe.Wow, cry, pay homage to the passing September.