I can't beat her

People come and go in the hospital every day, especially in the emergency room.

Ye Zhiqiu is very busy every day, and the things he can remember are roughly the same when he is busy, so that he only thinks about Ami when he is arranging vacations.

She asked the people in the relevant department and learned that Grandma Ami was picked up yesterday, and she was with a man in his thirties, probably some kind of relative in the family.

Ye Zhiqiu snorted and nodded, "It's good that the matter is settled."

Ye Zhiqiu suddenly remembered that she and Ami are actually just the relationship between a doctor and a patient's family, it's just that things that happen by chance will be more tortuous.

I guess Ami thought the same way, otherwise why did I come to the hospital and not tell her anything.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't know, but Ami came to her twice yesterday, each time she was in the operating room, each time Ami waited for a long time, and finally left feeling disappointed.

Grandma's funeral was handled by Uncle Tang.Expenses, large and small, cost a lot of money, and they were all paid by Uncle Tang in advance.Ami found an iron box that her grandmother had given her a few days ago, opened it and found a circle of money and two cards.

Grandma always said that there are many bad people outside and there will be thieves. A few days ago, she suddenly gave the box to Ami and asked Ami to keep it safe.Unexpectedly, something happened to grandma in just a few days.

Ami showed the box to Uncle Tang: "Uncle Tang, I'll give you how much it cost."

Grandma said that you can't get benefits from people for nothing. As long as you have hands and feet, you can live more comfortably by picking up trash than relying on others, so she always scolds Ami for being an idler.

Uncle Tang took it and saw that there were two cards in the box, and a large amount of cash tied in a thick circle.He opened his mouth and swallowed the words of refusal.

Uncle Tang has always been very kind to Ami, but he has to support his family as a man. There are old and young in the family, the old is sick, the young has to go to school, and his income is very mediocre.After hesitating for a while, he still took what he should have from the circle of banknotes.

Uncle Tang picked up the two cards and looked at them: "There are words on this card."

Both rows of numbers are six digits.One is Ami's birthday, and the other is a number starting with a word.

Uncle Tang was quite surprised: "Ami, you are rich now, 13 per card, [-] per card. More than [-]."

Ami was stunned for a while.She went blind when she was nine years old, and she doesn't have much idea about money, but she knows that when it comes to the word ten thousand, it means a lot.

Ami felt a little uncomfortable, and slowly remembered all the abnormalities of grandma recently.

Grandma has been picking up less and less rubbish recently. Recently, grandma has always quarreled with the people at the waste station, saying that the money is too small. The people at the waste station scolded grandma and said, why are you as blind as your granddaughter.Recently, my grandmother is always unable to grasp the door frame, and she will bump into tables and chairs at home and wrestle.

"The street office will help you pay attention to the compensation for the car accident." Uncle Tang patted Ami on the shoulder: "Let's live in peace in the future, your grandma has already figured out the way for you."

Ami doesn’t know what 13 is. She only knows that grandma sometimes goes to the city and walks ten kilometers back and forth, which not only saves bus money, but also fills up the big bags along the way.

Grandma said a long time ago that 10,000+ is probably not enough to support you.

Ami put away the box and the card: "Uncle Tang, I'm tired and want to rest, you should go back first."

After Uncle Tang left, Ami squatted on grandma's bed again, feeling a little helpless holding the iron box.If it was changed before, grandma would definitely scold her when she saw her crying.

"Cry, cry, cry, what's the use of crying, it's a waste of paper, and it's scary ugly."

For the first time, Ami really wanted her grandma to come back soon and scold her.

Ye Zhiqiu still felt a little sorry, originally she planned to help Ami deal with grandma's affairs, and by the way, pass on the last words grandma said on the operating table to Sheng.

It happened to be on vacation, so she didn't arrange other things, and made time to see how Ami was doing.

After the stormy weather, Changshao Street returned to its usual messy and dusty simplicity.

Ye Zhiqiu's white Mercedes-Benz walked slowly on the street, attracting the attention of many neighbors. After all, it is rare to see such a high-end car in the area where this kind of tricycle occupies the road.

The neighbors watched the car slowly stop in front of Ami's house, and all whispered to each other.

"Once the crazy woman died, this Ami's house really changed, and relatives came here every day."

"Some of them are not relatives. They are policemen who work on business, and those who deal with insurance, and some who work in the street office. Nuo, isn't the one who just came here a volunteer from the rescue association?"

After the matter of Grandma Ami was settled, Changshao Street was much more lively than before. After all, the most hated person on Changshao Street, the shrew, not only died a legend, but also died happily.

When grandma was around, no one dared to come to Ami's house.

Grandma was gone, and people knocked on Ami's door every day. Ami couldn't imitate grandma's fierce and loud voice, so she could only sit quietly on the stairs and listen to these people talking, holding a big iron rod in her hand.

Now huddled in Ami's house, helping her clean up, cleaning the table and washing the floor are volunteers in green vests, who refuse to say that they specialize in caring for the blind.

Ami didn't understand why they didn't go to work and make money, but came to her house to do things instead. She only thought of what grandma said, those who treat you well for nothing must have malicious intentions.

"It's inconvenient for you to be alone. You can live in an orphanage. We have a special cooperative institution that enjoys government subsidies. You will be taken care of there, and you can go to a school for the blind." Volunteer Talking so dryly, Ami didn't speak for a long time, so tired that several people looked at each other.

When Ye Zhiqiu entered the door, he saw a few young people circling around the tight-faced Ami holding an iron rod on the stairs.

Although these young people were all wearing volunteer vests, Ye Zhiqiu still had a bad impression: "What are you doing?"

Several volunteers turned their heads together, looked at the person coming, couldn't help but took a step back, showing a little nervousness.

Ye Zhiqiu usually wears plain clothes and different jewelry in the hospital, but when he is on vacation, he will definitely dress up and make himself look exquisite.

Ye Zhiqiu, who will be standing at the door of Ami’s house, is wearing a light blue silk dress with a V-neck. The skirt reaches a little above her knees. Her long, slightly curly hair hangs loose behind her. There is a light layer of alcohol on her dark brown hair. Red, the diamond-colored earrings under the hair make her facial features more delicate.

Just like the rich daughter who came out of the TV series.

Ye Zhiqiu just frowned slightly, and let the temperature in the room drop a bit: "So many of you, what are you doing around Ami?"

For a blind person, the more strangers around him, the more claustrophobic he feels.

With his own shallow understanding of psychology, Ye Zhiqiu felt Ami's current mood, and expressed his blame for the ignorance of these volunteers: "Have you received the training well, don't you know if this will scare her?" ?”

"Also, is it appropriate for the things in this room to be moved without the owner's consent? Do you know that changing the position of things a little will change her long-standing memories and habits?"

After a pause, Ye Zhiqiu felt that her tone was a little too serious. She looked at Ami, and Ami's tense face had relaxed a lot. She was still sitting by the stairs, grabbing her skirt and nodding to her from time to time. agree with the words.

Ye Zhiqiu first drove back the volunteers in a room, and looked around the room.To be honest, these volunteers were quite distracted in their work. The house was much cleaner than the previous two visits, and there was no extra rubbish on the ground.

Ami put the iron rod behind the door, showing a mouthful of small white teeth, and smiled at Ye Zhiqiu: "You are so powerful, you drove them away in one fell swoop."

It turned out that Ye Zhiqiu's mouth was so powerful that it frightened people for a moment.But Ye Zhiqiu is different from grandma when she swears, even if she is fierce, her voice is nice, which makes people feel at ease.

"Zhiqiu, look, I brought grandma back." Ami raised her hand to the table in the center of the room, where there was a black and white photo of grandma.

The grandma in the photo looks much younger than she actually looks, wearing a black stand-up collar, with dimpled eye sockets and tight lips.It also looks fierce in the photo.

Ami usually doesn't like to talk very much in front of outsiders, but when grandma said it, the trouble came out of her mouth.But in front of Ye Zhiqiu, Ami talked eloquently.

Ami told Ye Zhiqiu all the people and things she met in the past few days.

"Grandma knew she was going to die that day, right?" At this point, Ami's mood became depressed: "Grandma bought my favorite roast chicken that day."

Ami almost thought that the roast chicken was picked up by grandma from outside. After all, such delicious food is usually available during festivals.

After the news of grandma's death reached Changshao Street, some neighbors came to express their condolences. Among them was the owner of the roast meat shop. She told Ami that on the day grandma left, she ordered a big roast chicken at her house. , and also confessed that in the coming New Year's Eve, remember to send roast chicken to Ami.

In fact, Grandma Ami is not that crazy, Ye Zhiqiu found out when she came to Ami's house for the first time.

Ami's grandmother would rather sleep on the dirty first floor and leave the second floor to Ami, because she doesn't want to mess up Ami's space and cause inconvenience to Ami.Grandma Ami always forces Ami to do this and that, never allows her to make mistakes, and there is only one reason why she always treats her fiercely.Grandma knew that she couldn't stay with Ami for the rest of her life. Grandma knew that in the future, there would be more people in this world who would speak coldly to Ami. She just rushed in front of them to let Ami get used to the coldness and horror of this world.

Grandma even asked the doctor if she could exchange her penis for Ami.If I could, I would have left Ami long ago.

"Grandma cares about you, she loves you very much." Ye Zhiqiu told Ami what he heard in the operating room: "Grandma said she was sorry, she was so useless."

The tears that had been hard to stop in the past two days began to flood again. Ami was very sad and still couldn't figure it out: "She loves me, why doesn't she treat me better."

Why can't grandma be as gentle as Zhiqiu?

Ye Zhiqiu sat by the bed with Ami, she reached out and patted Ami's slightly shrugging shoulders, and thought for a while looking at the harsh sunlight outside the window.

Then she said: "Ami, in this world, there is a kind of person who will become unhappy if they have suffered a lot, and will not know how to live like a person who pursues happiness."

A man who has lost his happiness can never be happy again.

"Grandma is such a person. She lost her sense of warmth, so she couldn't become as kind and amiable as others. But even such a grandma still worked very hard to protect Ami's sense of happiness. I hope Ami can be strong and live bravely."

The author has something to say: I hope you still have the tentacles to perceive happiness.

Hey, sometimes I hope that the world will collapse and the world will end, and then I can work hard for the person I like, or be protected by the person who likes me - the author is in secondary school every day.