I can't beat her

Fan Xiaozhu woke up earlier than usual today.

It was just after one o'clock when I woke up with fright and had a nightmare. I dreamed that she was taking an exam at school and couldn't answer a single question. Teacher Wen on the stage smiled sullenly, then raised his gun, indifferently He said: "It's not enough."

Then she shoots.

Snapped!

Fan Xiaozhu opened his eyes and looked at the gloomy sky outside the small window, and numbly reached out to touch the fake gun that was thrown by the pillow yesterday.

Not by the pillow, not under the pillow, not on the pillow.

Fan Xiaozhu woke up completely with a jolt, lifted the quilt and searched around, but there was no bed, she was a little dazed, and after calming down for a while, she poked her head out of the bed.

Huh...the gun was lying under the bed.

Fan Xiaozhu picked up the gun and held it in his hand, turning it over and over to see.She has never touched a real gun, and she has never seen it before, but subconsciously feels that this gun is no different from the real one.

It has weight and complete parts.She pointed the gun at the bright place by the window, hesitated for a while, and finally pulled the finger trigger calmly.

Slap, many colored shreds of paper spewed out from the muzzle of the gun, spread out in the whitened halo of the afternoon, danced quietly, and finally spun and sank slowly, falling to the ground.

so fun.

Fan Xiaozhu grinned, then tucked the gun back under the pillow, jumped up and stretched her arms on the bed, kicked her legs, and then she heard movement in Ami's house.

"Ami, are you going to the hospital?" Fan Xiaozhu opened the door and saw Ye Zhiqiu and Ami walking hand in hand towards the parking lot.

The combination of Ye Zhiqiu's elegance and Ami's tranquility always makes people feel soft in their hearts.Fan Xiaozhu found that he especially liked seeing the two of them holding hands.

Hearing Xiao Zhu's voice, Ami smiled happily, stopped, turned around, and smiled in the direction of Fan Xiaozhu: "Well, Xiao Zhu, you want to come to the hospital to play with me when you have time."

The swelling of Ami's lips had subsided, but it was still red as if she had put on makeup. Fan Xiaozhu could see clearly across the street, her eyes were good.

Xiao Zhu said hello, opened her mouth, and finally didn't ask Ami's mouth.

Last week Ami asked her in a low voice about the difference between kissing and kissing.

Fan Xiaozhu and Ye Zhiqiu have the same point of view, Ami has learned the good things in school, and she has not left behind the bad things, and there are all kinds of strange problems.

No one would say this kind of question clearly.

Ami had only finished asking this question a few days ago, and her mouth was a little different from Ye Zhiqiu's when she went out... It seems that she has already learned it.Fan Xiaozhu thought so, she didn't tell Ami the difference between the two, after all, she was not very good at it, and always felt that this kind of question was too embarrassing.

Zhiqiu made an appointment for Dr. Qi's operation at [-] o'clock in the afternoon for Ami.

This time it will take more time, and it will be over at about five o'clock. The postoperative care and observation are much more complicated and important than the previous few times, so Ye Zhiqiu specially took two consecutive days off for this reason.

The treatment time was not picked on weekends either.In Ye Zhiqiu's view, Ami's first priority now is to learn basic reading and spelling, so that she can understand the school curriculum normally.

It was just over two o'clock when we arrived, and Ye Zhiqiu helped Ami change into the hospital gown and straighten her hair with her own hands: "This time it will take a little longer."

The surgical procedure is relatively complicated, and postoperative observation is required in hospital.Compared with the instrument treatment of the previous few days, this operation is still very different: "I will be given anesthesia, and it may be a little uncomfortable."

Every time, no matter what project he was working on, Ye Zhiqiu felt uneasy and became rambling.

Ami listened and nodded, feeling like his head was about to fall off: "Then I can go to Zhiqiu every day recently."

"Don't move around after the operation, and listen to the nurse." Ye Zhiqiu smiled and stroked Ami's hair, using her to scoop it up to the head and straighten it out.

The slender fingers gently inserted | into the black hair, skimmed the hair roots, and tripped all the way down.

It was a gauze wrapping around the eyes, Ye Zhiqiu looked sideways at the white tangle between the black hair, and was stunned for a while.Just now, she almost saw Ami's eyes.

In other words, she has roughly seen Ami's side face many times, and she can even see the lightly flickering eyelashes.

But after all, because she promised Ami not to look, she moved her eyes away every time she almost saw it.

"Ami." Ye Zhiqiu's hand was still running through Ami's black hair, and she enjoyed the feeling of putting her hand inside it. She brushed Ami's hair without any rush, and she could comb Ami's hair for about ten minutes each time.

Ami likes this kind of time the most, her scalp is numb, and every time Zhiqiu moves her hand, she will feel the hairs all over her body stand upright, and then slowly get down again.

She will want to lie down with her.

It was even more comfortable to hear Zhiqiu's voice, she muttered in a daze, "Zhiqiu."

"I need to drop drops after the operation, can I help you?" From the second day after the operation, it is necessary to pay attention to observation and moisten the eyes, which will be more frequent, because the eye area should be prevented from being squeezed, and patients are usually not recommended to do it by themselves.

Ye Zhiqiu felt that it was necessary to explain something to Ami first: "Then Zhiqiu will see your eyes."

Ye Zhiqiu would stand behind Ami, bend her body, lean on Ami's shoulder and turn her head to look at Ami's face. Many times, when talking with Ami, she would look at Ami's face.

Show courtesy and respect as you would with a normal person.

"Still don't want me to see it?"

Tang Guo has seen it, Qian Huan has seen it, Xiao Zhu has seen it, and even Mr. Wen, who has always been fierce, has seen it.Only I haven't seen it, isn't it too unfair?

sad.Ye Zhiqiu smiled softly, reached out and gently scratched Ami's tender cheeks: "Why are you so stingy?"

Not stingy.

Ami lowered her head and pursed her lower lip. Everyone said that her eyes were different from others. Tang Guo said that her eyes were a bit like the eyes of a monster. Qian Huan said that they looked like the eyes of a person with heavy makeup on. Xiao Zhu said that they looked like the eyes of a ghost in a movie.

Teacher Wen said two words inexplicably: "It's so cool." ' And then there is no more text.Teacher Wen seems to be silent most of the time, Xiaozhu said that Teacher Wen likes to be in a daze.

To be in a daze is to look at a place without blinking for a long time.

Combining the feedback given by everyone, Ami still thinks her eyes look extremely scary, especially Dr. Qi said that due to being blind for too long, the comprehensive lesions in the eyes are more complicated. Ami then thought that her eyes have become very strange .

It is ugly to be different from everyone else.

"Huh?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Ye Zhiqiu couldn't help but feel a little bit more lost, but after a while, her eyebrows and eyes curled up: "It doesn't matter, then I will tell Zhiqiu when Ami can see it." Let's see."

How stingy.

Ami lowered her head again.In fact, what I want most is to let Zhiqiu see it, but what I fear most is also to let Zhiqiu see it.

Feeling sad: "Zhiqiu, can you give me a hug?"

Ye Zhiqiu felt a little helpless because he just asked you, and he hugged Ami from behind: "Okay, give me a hug."

The two people's hair was tangled together, and the different scents of each other also merged.Ami hid and hid in Ye Zhiqiu's arms: "I'm afraid to scare you, my eyes are not good-looking."

"Didn't Ami say that?" Ye Zhiqiu laughed, why is the little girl so shy.She rubbed her face next to Ami's ear, softly and lightly: "Zhiqiu is the most powerful person in the world, she is not afraid of anything."

How could Ami be scared?

Then they didn't speak, they hugged each other quietly in the ward, and people coming and going outside the room couldn't break their mutual silence.In such silence, Ye Zhiqiu's body, which was still upright, slowly pressed against Ami's back, and his chin crookedly pressed against Ami's neck.

The chest was pressed against the back, and the two hearts were beating in the same direction, at the closest distance.The heart rate did not speed up this time, but seemed to be a few beats slower than usual.

Ye Zhiqiu was a little drowsy and squinted his eyes.

Ami is still struggling, letting the warmth of Zhiqiu wrap her up, she likes this, every time she is hugged by Zhiqiu, she always feels the black sea in front of her eyes bursting with colorful bubbles.

Bubbles floated back and forth in the endless black ocean.

It was the alarm clock that broke the silence.

"It's time for the operation." Ye Heqiu sighed calmly and helped Ami tie her hair: "I'll wait for you outside the door, you know? Don't be nervous, don't be afraid."

Ami is not afraid, but a little melancholy. Every time, she hopes to open her eyes to see this colorful world after the operation, but every time, no matter how uncomfortable the operation is, what awaits her is still darkness.

Ye Zhiqiu accompanied Ami into the operating room, and helped her lie down on the operating table.

The medical staff came in one after another, and Dr. Qi was also there. Seeing that Ye Zhiqiu was wearing an isolation suit, he smiled: "Do you want to stay and observe and study?"

Ye Zhiqiu shook his head.

Normally, she would probably be very interested in this precise surgical process and details, but this time the object of the operation is Ami, and she can't stand the feeling of the instrument passing Ami's eyes.

Ye Zhiqiu leaned over to comfort Ami's ear: "I'll wait for you outside."

How long, wait.

Ami pursed her lips, already a little nervous, but still smiled and hummed: "I'm going to be a wooden man, Zhiqiu, tell me quickly, one, two, three, don't move."

Stupid or not, I still want to play at this time.

Ye Zhiqiu pinched Ami's face: "Whoever moves is a puppy."

The operating light was faintly on, and Ye Zhiqiu helped close the door with a tense heart. She imagined the progress inside, and there should be a nurse helping Ami to remove the gauze from her eyes.

Adjust the operating lights, disinfect before the operation, and then...

"Doctor Ye."

The door behind Ye Zhiqiu opened, and the nurse was obviously a little surprised. After all, she thought that Ye Zhiqiu would at least stay in the family waiting area.

"The patient doesn't cooperate, let you come in."

How come, Ami is generally very obedient.Ye Zhiqiu hurried back to the operating table, Ami was still lying flat on the bed as before.

The scent of Zhiqiu's body was mixed with the smell of various potions, the corners of Ami's mouth slightly raised, and he slowly stretched out his hand under the light: "Zhiqiu."

Ye Zhiqiu held onto it: "It's me."

"Can you help me take off the gauze, I want to show you my eyes." Dr. Qi just said that after this operation, the state of the eyes will look different from before, and it will look like a normal person almost.

Ami was happy at first, and then a strange emotion surged in her heart.Maybe in the future, even she herself is not sure what her eyes look like now.

She still wanted Zhiqiu to see her eyes now, because Zhiqiu would never be able to see them again.Even if it's bad, I want Zhiqiu to see it.

Otherwise, I won't be able to see it in the future, and I won't be able to explain it clearly.Whether it's Qian Huan or Tang Guo, Xiao Zhu or Teacher Wen, they can't replace Zhiqiu.It can't replace Zhiqiu to know everything about her.

Zhiqiu's hand was right next to the ear, and he untied the knot, very lightly, and took off the gauze wrapped twice.

The first thing I saw was the long eyelashes. The eyelashes, which had been pressed by the gauze for a long time, were black and long, gently covering the eye slits.

The hands gripping the hem of Ye Zhiqiu's clothes tightened, and Ami opened her eyes gently, without blinking under the glare of the operating light, and without the miniature reaction that ordinary people should.

Her eyeballs had faded, the pupils were dark gray, and there were tiny cracks inside, and the slits were dark.In fact, it looks like a girl wearing colored contact lenses, and has beautiful double eyelids.

Pretty much the same as I thought.

Ye Zhiqiu caressed Ami's face, lowered his head and kissed Ami's right eye.

Responding instinctively, Ami closed her eyes, but she immediately knew that Zhiqiu had kissed her.Zhiqiu said, "It's so beautiful, like an angel."

"What about the one on the other side?" Ami didn't dare to vent his anger.

Ye Zhiqiu smiled, and kissed the left eye again: "Of course it's just as beautiful."

When she said this, Ami wanted to jump off the operating table, and didn't want to have surgery.

Zhiqiu is so kind, Ami didn't understand what other people said, but after hearing Zhiqiu's words, she felt that her eyes were the most beautiful things in the world at this moment.

The author has something to say: Nah.Hello everyone, I'm going to sleep late...