I can't beat her

The coat on Ami should have been bought by her grandmother two or three years ago, probably because she didn't expect Ami to be so tall, and after wearing it for a year or two, the coat looks particularly short, with the sleeves so short that it wraps around her elbows.

Ye Zhiqiu has a little obsessive-compulsive disorder and really can't stand it, so he helped Ami choose the coat and let her put it on.

The style of the clothes is more sporty and casual, and Ami looks a bit more energetic when she puts them on. Ye Zhiqiu directly asks the clerk to cut out the labels and pay the bill.

As soon as Ami heard the bill, she quickly took out the wallet from the pouch.

Usually, if there is no special reason for Ami and Ye Zhiqiu to eat out, they usually pay separately, including the general medical expenses in the hospital, which are all paid by Ami himself.

On the issue of money, Ye Zhiqiu has thought about it. She is not concerned about the issue of money. The main reason is that she thinks that Ami has only just begun to learn to manage her own life, and she has only just begun to have real contact with the society, so it is necessary to compensate her. independent consciousness.

If someone else pays for every meal, Ami may form a similar habit. Ye Zhiqiu will only pay for it when she specifically invites Ami to eat. If it is just a daily meal, she will only pay for one person very harshly. meal money.For the hospital expenses, Ye Zhiqiu paid for the big ones, and for the small ones, Ye Zhiqiu added them up and asked Ami to pay.

It's like nobody owes anyone anything.

The way to keep a person raised on compassion from feeling handouts and guilt is to make her give.However, Ye Zhiqiu didn't think too much about buying clothes for Ami. It seemed that from the very beginning, she felt that dressing up Ami was her interest, and it was something she should do as a matter of course.

"A total of 370 yuan." When the cashier quoted the price, he first smiled at Ye Zhiqiu, and then he was attracted by Ben Ami's actions.

The other shop assistants looked at Ami curiously.

Ami was holding a stack of banknotes in her hand, and she was touching it, thinking that these 300 yuan would be enough for her whole body, and she had bought clothes with Qian Huan in the past.Qian Huan didn't like street stalls, so she always went to the store to buy more than 200 clothes. Qian Huan said that because they were branded goods, they were cheaper than those store clothes without signs on the street.

"Sister, sister, how much is it?" Ami tightened the money in her hand, and she only brought a total of more than 900.

Ye Zhiqiu pulled her: "I'll be fine."

The clerk repeated to Ye Zhiqiu again: "It's 370% off, and the total is [-] yuan after the deal."

Ye Zhiqiu handed the mobile phone to the clerk to scan the code, and at the same time pulled Ami: "It's okay, I bought this dress for Ami."

When he went in, Ami was wearing a short coat, canvas shoes with frayed heels, and pants of poor fabric. When he came out, he looked like a completely different person, almost comparable to the model on the poster.

Ye Zhiqiu pulled Ami, feeling an inexplicable sense of showing off in her heart, she even unintentionally glanced around a few times, she who has always been relatively low-key, at this moment, she actually wanted to attract the attention of the people around her.

I probably want to tell everyone, look, is the girl next to me very good-looking, right? I've noticed it from the very beginning.

However, her long-standing reserve only made the smile between her brows a little deeper, and she held Ami's hand a little tighter.

As long as she is with Ye Zhiqiu, Ami is not in the habit of holding a blind stick. At this time, every step she takes, she deliberately spares some strength, not daring to step on it forcefully.

She couldn't imagine what kind of shoes would cost more than 700 yuan. At the same time, she secretly touched the hem of the clothes several times.Could this be the clothes with gemstones stuck on it?

It was already late when the two returned to Long Spoon Street after dinner.

Ye Zhiqiu put the bag full of snacks on the table, next to the bag were the words that Ami wrote today, and she also noticed the cardboard.

This method is good.

Ye Zhiqiu poured two cups of hot water, and put one of them into Ami's hand: "This is the blue color you like, and I use a yellow cup."

The temperature of the cup wall was transmitted to the palm of the hand in an instant, and Ami hummed, and sat down obediently against the chair.Zhiqiu said he wanted to tell her good news.

About going to school, Ami already has the answer.There are not many things in this world that can be related to her. After thinking about it, Zhiqiu must be talking about the school thing mentioned a few days ago.

"The school's procedures won't be very complicated." Ye Zhiqiu folded the draft papers on the table one by one, and quietly pushed the papers that said I'm sorry to the bottom. The top one was written with the three characters Cheng Ami and A piece of paper with her name on it.

This looks much more comfortable, and the snacks are also classified into the storage box one by one.

Ye Zhiqiu pulled the chair closer to Ami, and tried to explain to Ami in the most understandable words: "It is the best special education school in Xuancheng. There will be many classmates, many children who can't see like Ami go to school there, and there are also some other schools. Physically special children are there."

"Little friend?" Ami lowered her head slightly, looking at the blue cup in her hand, as if she wanted to whisper something to the cup.

Ye Zhiqiu noticed that she was in a wrong mood: "Because you don't have any foundation, so I can only let you advance to the elementary school."

"It's only the fifth grade. We'll hire another tutor to help Ah make up the lessons."

Ami lowered her head.

This was a bit different from Ye Zhiqiu's expected reaction. She thought that Ami was going to school and would be happy, but she continued to tell Ami as planned: "Then Ami has to live in school."

Ami raised her head and tilted her head in the direction of Ye Zhiqiu's voice in confusion: "Live on campus?"

"Well, because there is no one to pick up Ami." Ye Zhiqiu felt sorry for this, her working hours were irregular, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't keep up with her commute to and from school.

During the entire negotiation process, Ami hardly said anything.

The atmosphere seemed very cold.

The cup was getting a little cold, only then did Ami shake her head, exhaled softly as if holding it in for a long time, and said, "I don't want to go to school."

Although she had already felt Ami's emotional changes, Ye Zhiqiu was still a little surprised when she actually heard these words. She suppressed her emotions and asked softly, "The reason, I remember Ami said that he likes school."

Ami lowered her head again, as if she wanted to say something, but it was hard to say it.

"Is it because you want to live in school?" Ye Zhiqiu took Ami's hand, trying to encourage her to speak out: "Do you feel unhappy that you can't call Zhiqiu to say good morning and good night after you live in school?"

Ami raised her head suddenly, with a layer of sadness on her face: "Can't you call Zhiqiu? Then don't go."

"...." Ye Zhiqiu straightened up suddenly, and touched his forehead in embarrassment: "Well, the school management will be stricter, and you are not allowed to play with your mobile phone casually."

But what else is there besides this reason?

Ye Zhiqiu asked repeatedly, and Ami said hesitantly: "I don't like that kind of place. It's like sorting garbage. The good ones are thrown aside, and the bad ones are thrown aside."

When she was very young, she began to watch her grandma sort the garbage. For the good pile of garbage, her grandma always had a good time when she was on the scale, counting the number with a cold grunt.

The bad pile of rubbish is of little value, and usually it’s not worth calling it, and people who come to take a look at it will take it away.

"I'm like a bad trash." When Ami said this, as if she was already a dirty trash, she could not help but move back a little, not daring to approach Zhiqiu.

Zhiqiu is not garbage, Zhiqiu is like a coin accidentally left in the garbage dump, her value can be seen at a glance without conversion.

What Ami said, Ye Zhiqiu felt very similar when he first heard it.

Afterwards, Ye Zhiqiu asked Ami: "Aren't those people bad people in your eyes? So you don't want to study with them?"

When Ami heard this, she shook her head violently, she hadn't thought about it that way.

"But that's what you mean. They are classified as bad garbage, so you don't want to be with them."

Ye Zhiqiu felt that Ami’s subconscious cognition was very dangerous, so she tried to slow down her speech to clarify what she wanted to express: “Ami, you have to admit that you are a special group like them, but you are not classified garbage , the school is not a place to put garbage, but a place to learn knowledge. Remember the soldier uncle I mentioned to you last time? He can't see, but he can write, and he can take the subway alone A hospital at home."

"Why? Because he is willing to go to school and change."

Ye Zhiqiu said: "Even if you don't want to be classified, people will still call you a blind man when they see you."

"Ami, there is a word called self-deception. I hope you can remember that the most important thing in life is not to deceive yourself."

"Ami can't just be here every day, day after day without learning or doing anything."

I don't want you to waste your time in vain.

"Besides, it won't be long, right? After these few months, Ami may have a successful operation and can go directly to junior high school, isn't it great?"

Ami kept her head down, making sure that Ye Zhiqiu would stop talking, so her mouth narrowed slightly: "Can I hug you now?"

After she finished speaking, she put her arms around Ye Zhiqiu's neck, and her body twitched: "You talk too much, it's so complicated, I can't understand it."

Ami is actually pretty stupid.

She said: "I just listen to what Zhiqiu said, don't be angry."

Although Zhiqiu said so many words, her voice was very gentle, but no matter how she listened to it, it felt like a reproach.

Ye Zhiqiu patted Ami's back lightly: "I'm not angry, I just hope that Ami understands that the road ahead is long, and we must learn to face the things we must face."

Otherwise, what will you do if I am not by your side in the future.

Ye Zhiqiu glanced at the black and white photo of grandma on the table in the corner, she sighed secretly in her heart, she never thought that she would chatter like an old woman now, worrying about the future.

The two were still hugging each other, Ye Zhiqiu lowered his head slightly, and slowly moved his head close to Ami's thin shoulders, a little tired, and wanted to lean on like this: "Why does Ami feel sorry for Zhiqiu?"

Ami also leaned into Zhiqiu's neck, and when she was talking, the air she exhaled slid past Ye Zhiqiu's jawline: "Because I didn't listen to Zhiqiu's words, and didn't sleep well, so I called you so late and disturbed you."

It turned out to be for this matter.

Ye Zhiqiu smelled the fragrance of Ami's body, and moved forward a little uncontrollably, almost biting Ami's earlobe, and she heard her own heavy breathing.

think……

Ami is very sensitive to sound, when Zhiqiu approached her ear, she already felt that the black ocean in her eyes was full of colored bubbles.

She was dizzy, and then there was a sudden muffled sound, something soft touched her ear, and she tightly hugged Ye Zhiqiu tightly.

Time seems to have stopped at this very moment.

Ye Zhiqiu's rapid breathing was repeated in front of Ami's ears, and the hot air he exhaled had nowhere to escape, and finally turned into a touch of wetness in her ears, and made her lips even more moist.

I kissed Ami's little ear...

Ye Zhiqiu struggled to recover from the blank state of his mind, put his head aside, only dared to put his face against Ami's ear, and continued wittily, "In the future, Ami, don't say sorry."

"There is no saying sorry between two people who are very close."

Ye Zhiqiu blushed a little, and wanted to break away from Ami's arms around her waist. In order to cover up the incident with Fang Cai, she thought of an excuse that she thought was not bad, pretending to be relaxed, and said with a raised eyebrow and squinting smile: "In the future If I'm sorry again, I'll punish you by biting your ear like this."

Ami clenched her hands tightly, and her body was a little flustered by the strange heat flow all over her body just now, and she also stammered: "Yes, I'm sorry."

Can I do it again?

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