I can't beat her

Ye Zhiqiu and Ami met for the first time in the same weather, in this location, and the incident was also caused by grandma’s car accident. The difference was that it was Ye Zhiqiu who drove the car that time, and grandma’s eyesight was not so bad at that time.That time Ye Zhiqiu sent grandma back home and helped the injured Ami treat the wound.

The difference is that this time Ye Zhiqiu could only bring back the news of her grandmother's death, and she stood at the door, helping Ami wrap the loose strands of hair on her forehead behind her ears like she did three years ago.Her hand touched Ami's cheek, feeling cool.

Ami cried, tears wetted the thin layer of gauze, leaked out, dripped on her cheeks, and she wiped them off before opening the door.Touched by the back of Ye Zhiqiu's hand, Ami quickly turned her head and backed away: "Come in quickly, it's raining heavily."

Ye Zhiqiu raised his legs and stepped into the house, looking at the same gorgeous and desolate furnishings as three years ago, he couldn't help but sigh the wonder of fate.

When passing Ami, Ye Zhiqiu looked down at Ami's arm.

The first time I saw it was at night, when Ami’s arm was scratched by the shed that was blown down by the typhoon, and the blood flowed a lot, but she didn’t realize it, she sat stiffly and obediently on the stairs waiting for her grandma who went out to touch porcelain go home.

With just one glance, Ye Zhiqiu entered the room decisively, stopped the bleeding and sutured the little girl.The little girl has grown up, the wound has grown up, and the scar will probably remain there for the rest of her life.

Ami was wearing a white short sleeve, and a dark red scar was vaguely exposed on the edge of the sleeve, which was not obvious.That's about the benefit of being young, the wound heals well.

Ye Zhiqiu followed Ami's arm and glanced to the side, and there were already two small bags bulging under the T-shirt.Only then did Ye Zhiqiu realize that the furnishings and decorations in the room have not changed, but the appearance of the person in front of him has changed a lot.

Compared with when she was 14 years old, the change in Ami's stature is astonishing. Before that, she was only as tall as Ye Zhiqiu's chin, but now she turned her face to one side, so that her eyes and eyebrows can be aligned.

But to Ye Zhiqiu's comfort, Ami was actually a little shorter than her.Probably due to psychological mischief, Ye Zhiqiu always felt that Ami should not be taller than her, otherwise it would be so strange that the former child was actually taller than her.

He is taller, thinner, and his complexion is fairer. Most importantly, he has started to develop.Although all girls will develop, Ye Zhiqiu is still full of surprises when he sees the small and weak child suddenly turn into a big girl.

Time always surprises and disturbs.

Ye Zhiqiu followed Ami up to the second floor, thinking how to tell Ami about her grandmother's accident

The second floor is the same as before, no changes, simple furnishings, table, wardrobe, bed, and a small table next to the bed with an alarm clock and radio.Other than that, there wasn't even an extra stool.

Ami found a clean towel from the cabinet and gave it to Ye Zhiqiu: "Here, wipe it off."

When walking in the room, every step of Ami is very steady, and there is no need to fumble deliberately. If you don't observe carefully, you won't even feel that she is blind.

Ye Zhiqiu took the towel and wiped the rain from his wrists and neck: "You have a pretty good memory, you haven't forgotten me."

No matter how you put it, it was just a meeting, and meeting by chance is the best way to describe it.

Ami squeezed her face reluctantly, she wanted to say something with a smile, but her throat was tight, her cheeks were tense, and she was a little choked up: "Zhiqiu is also very good, remember my name."

You are so special, you can't remember it.Ye Zhiqiu thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it out loud.For other healthy girls, they would definitely feel very happy to hear such words, but Ami does not belong to this category of girls.

Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "Why can you call me by my name directly, don't you think it's impolite?"

"Why?" Ami was a little confused.She has lived with her grandmother who is known as the No. [-] shrew on Changshao Street all year round, and she has a vague concept of politeness.

Ye Zhiqiu hesitated for a moment, and she hoped that she could express the truth clearly and simply: "Because I am many years older than you, I am equivalent to an elder. You can call me sister, or... auntie."

For the latter, Ye Zhiqiu still has some resistance.

Ami was silent for Xiaohui: "Sister Zhiqiu?"

This time it was Ye Zhiqiu's turn to be silent, which sounded a bit unpleasant.But she still nodded: "You can call it whatever you like, it doesn't matter."

"Ami, I want to tell you something." Ye Zhiqiu looked at the time, it was almost ten o'clock, she couldn't spend here all the time, she told Ami clearly about her grandmother's death.

Although Ami seems to be in good condition, Ye Zhiqiu believes that she has already learned the news of her grandmother's death, but she just doesn't want to face it.

Ye Zhiqiu remembered that grandma was usually very aggressive towards Ami, spoke very loudly, and always called Ami a useless thing.

Useless grandma.

Ye Zhiqiu remembered that on the operating table, the last sentence that grandma said was to Ami.The words of the old man are very light, very light, but they contain those warm words that have not been able to be said properly in the past long years.

"Your grandma..."

As soon as Ye Zhiqiu opened his mouth, Ami suddenly stretched out his hand and pushed her: "The wind is not strong now, you can go quickly."

Ye Zhiqiu, who was chased away, felt sore for a while.

Ami knew clearly in her heart what she was going to hear next, what she would understand, she just didn't want to hear it, she just wanted to be a stone who didn't know anything.

So what if you know grandma is dead.Nothing can be changed, nothing can be done, why do people come to tell her such nasty news.

"Ami, can you listen to me?" Ye Zhiqiu still tried to speak out.She saw a lot of similar things at the door of the operating room, and when she got the news that her relatives passed away, most of them were unwilling to face it.

Most of these people will also have other family members, friends, and the wider world.But Ami didn’t. Out of instinctive pity and professional habits, Ye Zhiqiu hoped to play the role of a friend at this time to give Ami some comfort, so that she would have the courage to face it and accept the fact that she would have to go forward alone in life.

Ami didn't want to hear it, so she pushed Ye Zhiqiu who was a little taller than her towards the direction of the stairs: "You go back, or you won't be able to walk again when it rains heavily, I don't want to leave you sleeping in my house."

On a rainy night three years ago, the water flooded the thresholds of the houses at the end of Changshao Street.Ye Zhiqiu was so stuck that he couldn't help but squeezed into the same bed with Ami and spent the night.

For Ye Zhiqiu, it was a very strange night, living in a strange street, in a strange house, sleeping in the same bed with a strange little girl, but the strange little girl didn't know what she looked like.

That rainy night, for Ami, was a very unforgettable night, with strange people, strange care, strange temperature, strange hands circling around her arms, suturing her wounds, leaving a faint scar.

"Okay, okay, okay. I'm not going to sleep at your house this time."

Ye Zhiqiu stabilized Ami.She was very tired today, and after such a push, she couldn't help leaning against the wall, panting a little: "I will go back to my own home to sleep. But what about grandma? Ami wants to keep grandma in the hospital all the time." ?"

Ami still pushed Ye Zhiqiu stubbornly: "Go back quickly."

Ye Zhiqiu didn't expect that things would be more difficult than she thought, so she had no choice but to walk down the narrow stairs, walked to the door, pulled the doorknob, and said to Ami at the top of the stairs, "Then I'm going back, you have a good rest."

Ye Zhiqiu didn't really go out the door, she stood inside the door and deliberately closed the door heavily.

Ami heard the sound of the door closing, the sound of the wind whistling outside, and the sound of the windshield wipers.As if she had lost her support, she knelt down on the ground, covered her face with her hands and began to cry.

She wasn't sure why she was crying.

Obviously grandma is so fierce, it doesn't matter if she is there or not, but when she thinks that in this world, the person who has been with her day and night for 17 years is suddenly gone, she feels like everything is falling apart.

Also, just now, she clearly wanted to have someone by her side, and wanted to ask Ye Zhiqiu's big sister to stay and talk to her, but she still wanted to drive her away.

What to do.

Ami has never felt so sad, even at the moment when she lost the light before her eyes, she was never as confused as she was when she lost her grandma today.

Without the light, she still has her grandmother, and without her grandmother, she seems to be redundant in this world.

Ami cried a little out of control, so that she couldn't feel Ye Zhiqiu's approach again.

Ye Zhiqiu walked up to Ami, knelt down gently, and hugged the thin Ami from behind: "After crying, let's go visit grandma, okay? I'll wait for you here."

Ami is very sensitive to voices, and even more sensitive to this extremely gentle voice. Although she was taken aback, she quickly realized that Ye Zhiqiu hadn't left.

Ye Zhiqiu whispered in her ear, "Don't make me wait too long, Ami."

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