I can't beat her

Before Ye Zhiqiu finished eating the instant noodles, he was notified that he would have surgery, so he could only leave Ami in the office.

The nurses at the nurse's desk next to them also dispersed in twos and threes, leaving one or two on the shift, who didn't make much noise or talk, and occasionally ran around in a hurry in the corridor.

The hospital in the middle of the night seemed extremely empty, and the echoes of walking could be heard from time to time in the corridor.

Ami has never spent the night in a place other than her home. The occasional footsteps around her, the sudden wailing in a certain room, and the sudden sound of a policeman all made her feel strange and uneasy.She didn't dare to sleep or move, for fear of messing up the things in this room.

Thinking that Ye Zhiqiu was still busy saving people so late, Ami admired and felt ashamed at the same time, she felt that she was dozing off just sitting here.

With a clatter, Ami was so sleepy that she leaned sideways and almost fell. She readjusted her sitting posture so that her arms rested on the edge of the table, and rubbed her face along the way.

Ye Zhiqiu had to go through two surgeries before he could spare some time to come and see Ami.She thought that Ami must be asleep at this time, so she moved extremely gently when entering the door.

Ami had indeed almost fallen asleep.At this time, she maintained the original sitting posture in the chair, but her head tilted to the table in disappointment, drooping bit by bit.

Boom!

Seeing Ami's head knocking on the table, Ye Zhiqiu quickly stretched out his hand, but still couldn't stop it.

Ami's head was a little dazed and his first reaction when he woke up was to touch the table.

As if it was the table that hurt rather than her head.Ye Zhiqiu was dumbfounded by her appearance, and stretched out his hand distressedly to rub Ami's forehead: "It's too late, you can rest here for a while."

After the two operations, Ye Zhiqiu gave up the idea of ​​sending Ami home directly. She passed her hands around Ami's ears, and carefully tucked away the loose strands of hair. Her movements were light and gentle, and her fingertips were tinged with repeated disinfection and cleaning. A little chill.

Ami heard Ye Zhiqiu talking in front of her.

She said: "Tomorrow I will take you to see Dr. Qi in the ophthalmology department. He is a very powerful senior. Maybe he can restore Ami's eyesight."

A director of the Provincial Ophthalmology Department knew about Ami's condition. When Ye Zhiqiu accidentally ran into Ami's grandmother three years ago, the director mentioned Ami's condition.

When Ami was nine years old, he had a serious illness, keratitis caused by postoperative comprehensive lesions caused by cerebral hemangioma.The treatment method is not very complicated, just transplant the cornea|membrane.

Ami didn’t become blind all of a sudden. After the operation when she was nine years old, she couldn’t see things clearly. She could only see outlines. At the age of 11, she completely lost her photosensitive function.

It was a very long two years, the colors in front of her eyes, the objects and things in the world were blurred before her eyes, and finally swallowed into the darkness and frozen in memory.

Grandma had thought about transplanting corneas to Ami, but apart from the rule that living organisms cannot be transplanted, her own eye conditions are not good.Another key factor is money.The previous serious illness had exhausted all of my grandmother's savings and she was in debt, so she couldn't afford the cost of the next surgery.

After Ami became completely blind, Grandma gave up the idea of ​​treatment.

Ye Zhiqiu still remembers the helplessness on the director's mouth at that time.The director of the ophthalmology department said: "The old woman thinks that poverty is a disease more terrible than blindness. She would rather her granddaughter eat, drink, and wear clothes blind, than struggle with poverty like her to live in poverty."

Blind for up to five years.As a doctor, Ye Zhiqiu can probably guess that Ami may have lost the chance to be cured.But there is an exception to everything, how do you know if you don't try your luck.

A long time ago, Ami recognized the fact that he was blind.There are happy people in this world, and there are always unfortunate people. Ami always thought that she was born to bear all the bad parts.

Hearing Ye Zhiqiu mention the word Fuming, her whole body swayed with the floating world: "Is it possible? Can I see it?"

Can you really see the colors and objects and people that have become less real?

Ye Zhiqiu had already expected that Ami would be happy, so she reached out and touched Ami's face: "You can give it a try, right? It's definitely possible."

Even so, Ye Zhiqiu still added: "Little Ami is so powerful, she can live a good life like grandma said even if she can't see it, so it doesn't matter if it can't be cured, right?"

Ye Zhiqiu didn't dare to give Ami too much hope.

Ami's original excitement was poured down a lot by the following words, and the spinning world gradually became quiet. She gently caressed her eyes through the white gauze.

Hope was cut in half, she was still somewhat sad, and it took her a long time to deal with her emotions.What Zhiqiu and her grandmother said about living a good life probably means eating and going to bed on time every day.

Ami covered her eyes lightly and kept silent, then said to Ye Zhiqiu in a low voice, "I have a lot of money now, just for food, and I can eat it for 50 years, plus the cost of buying clothes every year, probably only Can be used for 37 years."

"Will the doctor you mentioned be very powerful, even if I can only see it for a while." Ami became more and more sad as she thought about it. She didn't want to count the time to eat and sleep every day: "It's not that money is very Is it useful? If the money can let me see it, I am willing to exchange seven years for a short time."

Ye Zhiqiu froze for a moment.It turned out that Ami had already calculated her future life so accurately, and directly converted the time available for money to the time she lived in this world.

How can life be directly converted into money? Ye Zhiqiu endured the soreness in his eyes and asked: "If you can exchange for a short period of light, what does Ami want to use it for?"

"I want to see what you look like." Ami said, "I also want to see what your grandmother looks like, and what Tang Guo and Qian Huan look like."

Ami really wanted to know what kind of face such a gentle person like Ye Zhiqiu should have, wanted to know how she smiled, and wanted to see what her eyes looked like.

If you only want to see Zhiqiu, it would be unfair to Tang Guo and Qian Huan, so they have to be added.That's all Ami thought about.Ye Zhiqiu's heart was still pinched by a strange name, but she tried her best to keep her tone gentle and peaceful: "Why seven years?"

"Although being able to see is a good thing, Ami also needs to save money to live well." Ami said, "I can remember your appearance just by looking at you."

If you change all the money, you will not be able to eat and will starve to death.Ami is afraid of not being seen, but also afraid of death.It was sad and scary that grandma went to the hospital like that, died, and suddenly never appeared again.So not all of them can be replaced.

"For the remaining 30 years, of course it's better to stay by your side, otherwise it would be a bit bad just to see you like grandma."

Take a look, should you be able to remember 30 years?Ami was a little uncertain in her heart, and she wondered if she would have to change it a few more times if she could really change it.

Ye Zhiqiu patted Ami's thin back lightly, and gently pressed her to let her lie on the table: "It's getting late, you should sleep here first, and we will go to Dr. Qi at dawn."

A poor child spoiled by his grandmother.Ye Zhiqiu took out a tissue, took a light breath, and wiped away the wetness from his eyelids.She didn't deliberately interrupt Ami's unrealistic thoughts, and living a comfortable life according to her grandmother's idea was not bad for Ami.Only if recovery is possible.She had to tell Ami that money can be made again when it is gone, and the scenery and people that should be remembered in life cannot be replaced by memories.

Ami was really sleepy, leaning against the edge of the table, smelling the fragrance of Ye Zhiqiu, she fell into a peaceful sleep state, her thin body rising and falling with her breathing.

Ye Zhiqiu took off his white coat and put it on Ami's shoulders.She rested her head on her elbows on the table, and stared at Ami with her bright eyes.

The child looks more and more beautiful, the skin is white and transparent, the pink lips are slightly pursed with the ups and downs of breathing, the faintly exposed eyebrows show a slight curvature, and the eyes behind the gauze are also very good-looking.

Ye Zhiqiu's head, which was originally resting on the fist, slowly pressed to the table, as if a little sleepy and comfortable, she didn't want to close her eyes to rest.For the first time, she discovered that some people are more irresistible than the scenery. Apart from being pleasing to the eye, she couldn't think of other words to describe the behavior and actions at the moment.

Morning came quickly, and Ye Zhiqiu didn't have an operation in the middle of the night, so he sat quietly next to Ami to fill in the medical records and operation notes.

After dealing with all this, Ye Zhiqiu glanced at Ami who was still sleeping soundly, then got up and went downstairs to buy breakfast.Going up to take a look, the time soon came to more than seven o'clock.

Ami was still sleeping, Ye Zhiqiu couldn't help laughing seeing her exhale.

In the past, Ami would call her at seven o'clock every day to make her think that Ami had become a person with a sensitive biological clock.

It doesn't look like it is.

Ye Zhiqiu was afraid of scaring Ami, so he held Ami's hand very carefully, and then called her softly, "Ami, get up."

Ami usually wakes up by the alarm clock, and she went to bed late last night, so she is still confused.

It took her a while to recover, remembering that she was in the hospital, next to Ye Zhiqiu, and her first sentence was: "Are we going to find Dr. Qi?"

It turned out that she missed it so deeply.

Ye Zhiqiu nodded, and smoothed Ami's somewhat disheveled hair: "Yes, but let's wash up first and go after breakfast, shall we?"

Because there are often large night shifts, Ye Zhiqiu specially prepared a lot of disposable toiletries in the hospital.She likes to keep a refreshing posture at all times, even if she can go home after work, she insists on washing before returning home.

Ami has been able to do the washing well by herself, from squeezing toothpaste to filling the water cup, she doesn't want Ye Zhiqiu to intervene.She always wants to show her capable side.

But when washing her face, Ami hesitated a little, and her original confidence turned into embarrassment: "Zhiqiu, can you stop looking at me."

Ye Zhiqiu looked puzzled, but after a moment of hesitation, she still agreed: "Okay, I won't watch, I'll wait for you outside."

Outside the bathroom, Ye Zhiqiu slowly remembered the last time he went to Ami's house from fragmentary memories.That time she wanted to help Ami remove the wet gauze from her eyes, but Ami brushed her hand away immediately.

It turned out that even though he was blind, he still cared about what other people thought.