I can't beat her

South, rainy.

The fate of Changshao Street being flooded again lies in the low-lying place, and in the night, only a few old street lamps are waiting for the people who return late. on the box.

Next to the black trash can, a man in a dark raincoat hunched over his back and held iron tongs in his hand, picking up bottles one by one and throwing them into a snakeskin bag.On a rainy day, there were no people, so naturally there were not many empty bottles to pick up, but without competitors, the results were not too bad, and there was no need to compare speed with others, running on tiptoes.

As long as you talk about people who pick up trash in rainy days, people on Changshao Street will immediately know that it must be that crazy woman Cheng Jianxiu.

Cheng Jianxiu is not only a crazy woman, but also a lame man.When she was young, her husband broke her ankle, and she took painkillers in bed for several months. When she stood up again, her left side fell to the bed, and she could no longer walk like a normal person.

When he took Ami to the hospital for an examination, Cheng Jianxiu went to see an orthopedic doctor.

The doctor said that he wanted to take a film, and when he heard the price, Cheng Jianxiu pursed his lips: "It will cost money, I think it will hurt to walk recently, just go to the clinic on the street and get an injection to seal it off, it will only take a few days God will hurt again."

"You have walked with your ankle crooked for so many years, and you don't know how the joints inside are worn out. It's no wonder it doesn't hurt." Seeing that she didn't want to take a picture, the doctor made a rough guess: "I probably need an operation. , put something in it."

Wouldn't that cost more?After the operation, I didn't live well for a few days.

In the heavy rain, Cheng Jianxiu tapped the tingling ankle with the iron tongs, gritted his teeth and walked towards the middle of the street, stopping after a few steps and looking around.It was okay during the day, but at night she was a little confused. Every time this happened, she felt that Ami was a very smart child.

As long as she lives on Changshao Street, Ami will never get lost, no matter day or night.

Ami doesn’t get lost but doesn’t know where to go to find grandma. Fortunately, in my memory, grandma will come back in the middle of the night like many rainy days today, and then dump the snakeskin bag to the door, making a clattering sound.

She is a little uneasy now.

It was not because of the lightning and thunder outside the window, but because of the familiar surroundings and the frighteningly familiar darkness in front of her eyes. She suspected that this was a dream, but it was too real. In short, she felt like she had returned to the time when she was 17 years old. .

The radio in her hand was reading news from 18, broadcasting the typhoon that was coming recently.

There was a door opening downstairs.

Ami stood up, instinctively counted her steps silently, imagined the path she had traveled in the darkness, and walked slowly to the stairs.

Ami was not in a hurry to go down the stairs, because she heard a slight gasp from the bottom of the stairs, she could smell the sour smell of the rain, and she could also smell the greasy and vicissitudes of grandma who had been with garbage all day long.

Whether the cruelty with grandma is a distant dream, or the beauty with Zhiqiu is a dream that never existed.

Ami froze in place, and Grandma also froze in place.

In Ami’s memory, grandma seldom came up to the second floor because her legs and feet were inconvenient. She only went up and down when she was seriously ill, repeatedly testing her temperature, preparing hot water for her, and supervising her. take medicine.

Ami actually didn't know that recently, grandma would often come upstairs late at night to cover her with a quilt, and turn on the light to take a good look at her.

Because grandma won't see it either.

"Grandma?" Ami called out with a trembling voice. Although she was still not used to the feeling of suddenly returning to the past, she could feel Grandma's existence again, which made her suddenly want to cry.

Only when I grew up did I realize that there is probably no one who can treat her wholeheartedly like grandma, live and die for her completely.

Grandma was leaning against the bottom of the stairs, a little at a loss, and Ami, a child who was blind, became even more timid. She was always timid, and her timid appearance always made people angry and anxious.If you have been so unbelievable all the time, what will you do if you are bullied in the future.

Then just let her get used to being scolded.

"You don't sleep at night, you are living too comfortably, right?" Grandma said coldly, and she slowly moved down the stairs: "Hurry up and go back to bed for me." on."

Ami, who was scolded, didn't feel sad or wronged. Grandma's voice made her feel kind.

She is no longer the cowardly Ami, she even showed a sweet smile amidst the scolding, she rushed down the stairs, and hugged the rain-covered grandma instead: "I don't eat for nothing!" , Grandma, I will find a way to support us."

"There are many ways." Ami said: "Don't do anything stupid, my eyes can be cured, really."

Ami's sudden hug made grandma a little overwhelmed. After a while, she hurriedly pushed Ami away: "Dirty, I'm so dirty."

"In my opinion, grandma is the most beautiful, neither dirty nor dirty." Ami's face was full of smiles, but two lines of tears hung on her face: "Don't leave me, I don't want you to have nothing but suffering for the rest of your life."

After saying that, Ami hugged her again.

It seemed that it wasn't fierce enough. Grandma opened her mouth, but in the end she couldn't find any hateful words. Her tongue suddenly seemed to be tied, and finally she just said: "It's late, go to bed."

Ami didn't dare to sleep soundly, she guarded the door early and said nothing to let grandma go out to pick up trash in the rain.

Grandma had never seen such a disobedient Ami. She was so angry that she walked around the room, and even picked up the iron tongs several times to beat Ami, but she finally endured it and stomped her feet on the spot: "If you don't go, you won't go. Starve to death, let's see how you live in the future."

"However, I will live with you in the future." Ami said.For a few days, Ami locked the door tightly and refused to let grandma go out until the rain stopped and the wind stopped.There was no car accident, no death, but Ye Zhiqiu, who should have appeared at this time, was also gone.

What will happen if you can't be with Zhiqiu in this life?

Ami couldn't imagine it, she found the change jar from the bedside cabinet, took the change that had been stored in it for a long time, went to the mall, and then went to the hospital.

Fortunately, the hospital was still the same one, and Ye Zhiqiu was still in the hospital. Ami sat nervously on the bench with a small box in his hand.

Zhiqiu was undergoing surgery again, which was already normal, and Ami waited patiently.She didn't know the concept of the word rebirth, but she regarded those memories with Ye Zhiqiu as a beautiful and long dream.

Ami touched the bandage over her eyes, wanting to take it off several times.

She is not sure what kind of Zhiqiu likes her the most.

"Excuse me……."

Just hearing these two words, Ami's heartstrings tensed: "Zhiqiu."

"Be...Ami?"

"You remember me?" Ami was full of joy, she thought she needed to get to know Zhiqiu again.

Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "Three years ago, I ran into your grandma with a car, and even helped you get stitches."

Zhiqiu is still the same Zhiqiu, but to her, Ami is just the little girl who was injured three years ago. She reached out and touched Ami's sleeve, where the stitches were stitched: "Here."

Still so gentle, Ami reached out and handed over the small box: "Zhiqiu, this is for you."

"what is this?"

"A thing that you will like very much." Ami said, "I hope you will wear it for a lifetime."

Ye Zhiqiu looked at the little blind man with gauze wrapped around his eyes in doubt, and said helplessly, "Why did you send me something?"

Because you will be the person I cherish all my life in the future.

Ami didn't dare to say such words rashly, she just said: "I'll tell you later."

"So can you take me to find Dr. Qi?" Ami said, she had already inquired, and Ye Zhiqiu would have more time now.

Although he didn't know why the little blind man didn't look for anyone but her, Ye Zhiqiu still accepted the request.

After walking a few steps, Ye Zhiqiu felt her waist tighten, and a plain white hand was pinching her sash, and Ami listened to her movements with sideways ears, and asked softly, "Is it okay?"

It felt a bit strange, but Ye Zhiqiu did not refuse.

After Ami came out of the hospital, she took the bus back to Changshao Street and bought roast chicken with the remaining money.

Grandma came back a long time ago and was cooking. When she saw Ami opening her mouth, she was about to scold, but Ami was one step ahead of her and smiled, "Grandma, I'm back, I have good news for you."

Ami seemed to be a different person, she was no longer afraid of being scolded, and she was no longer afraid of others’ ridicule when walking on the street. A piece of paper was shown to grandma: "The doctor said my eyes can be cured."

"Zhizhizhi, do you think you don't need to spend money?" Grandma also thought about treating her eyes, but the cost is too high, and she may not be able to wait for a donation. Who knows if it will be a waste of money.

Ami coquettishly rubbed against the fierce grandmother: "I know you are rich, let me guess."

"Did you hide 10,000+ behind my back? Huh?"

This child has become more and more disrespectful recently. Grandma was so frightened by the sudden intimacy that her mouth was speechless. She choked back all the curse words, and finally had no choice but to push Ami: "Go eat your roast chicken, it's not big or small."

"After my eyes are healed, I will take the college entrance examination and go to university. I will graduate soon." Ami has already thought about everything, even if the memories of Ye Zhiqiu in her head are dreams, they are still very real dream.

She can live according to the trajectory of her dreams.

"Grandma, you really don't have to worry about money. We are doing development here, and there will be demolition subsidies for the house in a while." Ami tried her best to persuade grandma to let go of her obsession with money: "And it doesn't matter if you are poor, anyway. Ami is with grandma, right?"

Cheng Jianxiu didn't say a word. Recently, she was always being manipulated by Ami, and she couldn't say a single word, especially every time Ami acted like a baby to her, the feeling of hugging and hugging made her suddenly feel lost. The soldier in armor has become a little softer.

People in Changshao Street also started to feel surprised. The crazy woman suddenly became more crazy recently, and smiled at people from time to time: "My family is getting smarter and smarter. She can use mobile phones and read. She If your eyes are fine, you will go to university."

Everyone took Ami's words as a joke, but grandma believed her.

Zhiqiu also believed her.

"Huh? Okay, I'm waiting to see how you pick off the gauze." Ye Zhiqiu sat at the table and smiled slightly: "Is that why you invited me to drink milk tea to tell me this?"

Ami shook her head, suppressing the grievance in her heart: "I just hope that I have a good relationship with Zhiqiu, and I want to be your very good, very good friend."

Even if I missed the fate, I still want to be closer to you.

The author has something to say: I think if there is no death of grandma