I can't beat her

This is a well-known old restaurant in downtown Xuancheng. It is located in a bustling area. You can see all kinds of people leaning against the window, whether sad or happy, or worried or happy. When walking, no one cares about the upstairs window. A boy with a sad face.

The young man was lying on the large wooden round table, moving the glass turntable with his fingers, one after another, the reflection on the turntable shone in the young man's somewhat lost eyes from time to time.

"I'm not stupid."

Chen Kuan said weakly, "I've already seen it."

After Ye Zhiqiu left, Ami suddenly grew up as if she had grown up overnight, clenching her teeth and studying.Chen Kuan didn't pay much attention at first, and could only secretly admire Ami's perseverance to devote herself to studying for twelve hours every day.

In addition to studying, Ami spends most of her free time writing diaries and drawing pictures.

Ami likes to draw, which was first discovered by Chen Kuan. When he sees something new, Ami will always try to remember their appearance. After returning home, he will draw them with a pen and write down their names next to them. .

"I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to see again." Ami carefully felt everything she could see in the days when she could see it, lest one day, when she couldn't see her eyes, she could still remember what she had seen. all of these.

Apart from painting these, Ami likes to draw villains most. Usually, she only draws two villains. She names the villains Ye Zi and Xiaozhou.

Chen Kuan felt that these two villains were very warm, like two very good friends, until he accidentally discovered the photos of Ye Zhiqiu in Ami’s mobile phone, and then he soon noticed that the lower right corner of each of Ami’s paintings would record a number.

At first, Chen Kuan thought that this number represented the number of days that Ami had been painting, but later he calculated that the number of days was the day when Ye Zhiqiu left.

The more familiar I am with Ami, the more frequently Ye Zhiqiu will appear. Even when Ami is drawing pictures and explaining stories, he may suddenly call Ye Zi's name Zhiqiu.The closer Chen Kuan gets to Ami, the less he dares to express his initial love.

Compared with Ami's liking for Zhiqiu, his liking for Ami is nothing more than a simple hormonal effect, full of youthful nature, only love at first sight, and he doesn't even dare to promise that he will stay together forever.

"A total of 220 days." Chen Kuan said, "It has been more than 1000 days since they separated."

Ami is still tirelessly telling stories about Xiaozhou and Yezi, and each story is a conversation she would have when she pretended to be with Zhiqiu.

"She's not even sure when Zhiqiu will come back, but she still insists on liking her." Chen Kuan asked Fan Xiaozhu, "Can you do it?"

The color of the sun at noon in autumn was so dazzling that Fan Xiaozhu raised his face from behind the phone and looked at Chen Kuan with a dejected expression on his face.

In the past three years, Chen Kuan has also changed a lot. The youthful feeling on his body has decreased a bit, the contours of his face have become a bit stiffer, the browbones and facial features have become more distinct, and he has a bit of manliness, but the sunshine on his body is upward. Still not lost.

"Me." Fan Xiaozhu suddenly thought of that serious and rigid person, couldn't help but make a desperate expression, and finally shook his head: "I can't do it."

If it is only three years, maybe it is not difficult, after all, it always takes a lot of time to meet a suitable person.

But what Ami is facing is an unknown date, and what she has to wait for may be a lifetime. Her love will never be answered, but she is still addicted to it, reluctant to part, never to leave.

"Ami reminds me of a whale named Alice."

What's the deal with whales?

Fan Xiaozhu stared at Chen Kuan in bewilderment, the whole plan of intentionally creating a meeting between Ami and Zhiqiu was Chen Kuan's idea, and as Chen Kuan's buddy, Fan Xiaozhu felt that this was a very sad story.

"The frequency of this lonely whale is 52 hertz, while the frequency of normal whales is only 15 to 25 hertz. Her frequency has always been different. This means that no matter how she sings, no matter where she swims, she will not be disturbed." There will be companions answering her song."

This is how Ami likes Zhiqiu. As long as Zhiqiu doesn't look back, no matter how much she likes her, it can only be lost in the ocean of time.

What a poor whale, Fan Xiaozhu sighed softly with his hands on his chin: "Fortunately you invited Zhiqiu here."

Fortunately, Zhiqiu is a very good-tempered woman, she asked her to wait there, and she politely agreed, otherwise, when will she and Ami meet and speak clearly.

It's a solid hug.

When Ye Zhiqiu realized that it was really Ami in her arms, she slowly raised her hand. She gently stroked Ami's straight black hair, adjusted her posture slightly, and gently rubbed her cheek against Ami's ear. She said: "Ami, nice to meet you."

Ami choked back her tears.

She really didn't cry.

In the past three years, she has only cried once.Who made Zhiqiu say such a sad thing in the letter.

One year before the college entrance examination, Ami was borrowed from a private high school and participated in the college entrance examination training. Just a few months ago, she suddenly received a letter from Zhiqiu.

When she first received the letter, she almost jumped up, because Zhiqiu hadn't come back for two years after she left Xuancheng, only when she was 20 years old, Tuowen and Wen sent a birthday present, other than that, the two of them had almost nothing to do with each other. intersection of .

And that beautifully handwritten letter began with the words, Ami, I'm going back to my country.

What happened next made Ami feel incomprehensible.

Zhiqiu said in the letter that after I met you, my life became very bad, bad things always happened at home, and even my friends laughed at me because of you and stayed away from me, so I left Xuancheng.

This is just the general content, but in fact, the letter is two pages long, filled with denial and disdain for Ami's various abilities, and in the end, Zhiqiu just said: "I hope that after I return to China, you will stop being like me. Come to me like you used to."

"I've lost so much because of you."

Ami suddenly felt like being pricked by a needle, pushed Zhiqiu away, stood up straight, looked around, trying to find the direction to leave, she hurried to the door, turned around to say goodbye to Zhiqiu.

Just turning around and seeing Zhiqiu stunned at the same place, she stopped, lowered her head and hesitated for a while, then raised her head and smiled at Zhiqiu: "I am also very happy to see you again."

Solemn and polite.

Watching Ami leave, Ye Zhiqiu looked down at Kong Luoluo's palm, and finally laughed at himself, packed up his mood and walked into the noisy banquet again.

The banquet lasted until after one o'clock in the afternoon. Lin Lan met a few officials' wives who hadn't been together for a long time, and made an appointment to drink tea. Ye Zhiqiu didn't plan to follow, so he didn't get in the car, thinking about taking a taxi and leaving.

In the past, in this kind of occasion, someone would take the initiative to ask the driver to take her back, or help her book a taxi to let her go. After all, she is the mayor's daughter, and today's ending has completely changed the usual atmosphere. .

It is inevitable that there is a sense of warmth and coldness, but my heart is greatly relieved.

There are long-standing trees growing in the bustling streets, and the leaves will fall as soon as the wind passes.

The laughing teenagers were laughing and making noises, riding their bicycles and galloping past under the shade of the trees, one, two, three, and then two passed by side by side.Seeing their backs going away, Ye Zhiqiu gradually slowed down.

It seems that it is rare to walk alone without a purpose like this.

I've never been like those happy young people who crashed on the street recklessly, and even didn't even ride a bicycle a few times, but whenever they want to go out, there is always a driver waiting beside them.

Probably when I was very young, when I went to the photo studio to take pictures, I rode that kind of baby car.

Ye Zhiqiu suddenly lowered his head in shame and touched his forehead.

Or because I am getting older, I have learned to count the regrets that I have never experienced and possessed, and I am dissatisfied with my life that I have taken too seriously.

A few more bicycles sped by.

A girl with tattoos was speeding past on a light blue mountain bike, and then stopped not far ahead.

Fan Xiaozhu put his long legs on the ground, looking sideways at Ye Zhiqiu.

"Hello, Doctor Ye."

"Fan Xiaozhu, hello." Ye Zhiqiu smiled, Fan Xiaozhu seemed to be a lot stronger than before, the greenness on his face had receded, and there was a bit of the gentleness of an adult woman in his brows.

At this time, Fan Xiaozhu raised his hand and shook it in the distance: "Ami, hurry up."

Then Ye Zhiqiu turned around and saw Ami riding a pink bicycle with her long hair fluttering in the wind.

Ami was pedaling the bicycle slowly, a little restless, and when she heard Fan Xiaozhu calling her, she only speeded up a little bit, until when she looked up and saw the woman in the light green windbreaker, she immediately straightened up.

It was the first time for Fan Xiaozhu to see Ami stand up and pedal her bicycle. Instead of waiting for Ami, she went ahead and chased those people in front.She wanted to tell Chen Kuan that she believed that Ami would not become the lonely singing whale in the deep sea.

Ami pedaled too fast and didn't stop the bike when he got in front of Ye Zhiqiu. As a result, he ran in front of Zhiqiu for a long time before stopping, so he jumped off the bike, turned the bike around and pushed it back to Zhiqiu's around.

She thought that Zhiqiu was waiting for her here specially.

So I was very happy. Anyway, for unhappy things, just pretend that they didn't happen.

Compared with those people in front, Ami's riding a bicycle is the most painful. Even though Ye Zhiqiu rarely rides a bicycle, he secretly concludes that Ami's riding skills are a bit poor.

But she has not forgotten that Ami likes to be praised the most.She was still standing there with her hands in her coat pockets, her fluffy curly hair swaying slightly in the wind, and she smiled and said, "Ami is so amazing, she can even ride a bicycle."

"I don't even know it." Ye Zhiqiu said.

She really can't.

Sure enough, Ami still couldn't bear to praise her, especially when Zhiqiu praised her, she felt like she was about to grow wings, and she wished she could fly.

"I've learned it for a long time, and I always go to school by bicycle." Ami pushed the pink bike in front of Zhiqiu and said, "Look, the bike is a little old, but it's easy to ride."

"But this kind of bike can't be ridden fast." Ye Zhiqiu doesn't know how to ride a bicycle, so he still has relevant common sense.This kind of bicycle is retro in style, simple in design, and has a rear seat. It is obviously an ordinary family car. Compared with Fan Xiaozhu's car, the speed will be much slower.

After finally being able to say a few words, Ye Zhiqiu reached out and touched the sturdy back seat, and suggested to Ami pretending to understand: "You should have bought a bike that doesn't have such a seat, and it will be lighter to ride."

Ye Zhiqiu wore high heels today, so she would be taller than Ami, and her demeanor naturally showed a bit of feminine softness, which made Ami feel much more cordial, and she no longer had any scruples when speaking.

"I know that kind of car will be faster." Ami looked up seriously at the woman in front of her with a smile in her eyes and a face so gentle that one wanted to hug her tightly: "But that way I can't carry Zhiqiu."

Even if I have received such a letter, I am still willing to leave the back seat to Zhiqiu.

Xiao Zhou's wish is to be with Ye Zi no matter what he does.