At night, the affection is strong.

Zhuyan shook her head, bit her lip tightly.

Di Xing saw bloodstains on that lip, so he tapped it.

"Don't bite."

After that, she covered her lips and touched them lightly.

Suddenly, Zhuyan put his arms around her neck.

This is the first time that Zhuyan has had such a positive response.

Di Xing raised his head and stared at her face.

Panting for breath, Zhuyan murmured: "Congratulations, congratulations..."

She finally opened her mouth, but Di Xing couldn't be happy.

She almost froze.

Zhuyan was puzzled by her pause, and hugged her even tighter, looking very insecure.

"Congratulations."

"I miss you so much."

"Congratulations."

Di Xing finally realized something.

She was about to leave, but her hand was held tightly by someone.

Tears are shed by flames.

"Congratulations, the child is gone."

"Don't want me."

"me……"

A series of uncontrollable choked sobs overflowed from Zhuyan's throat, Di Xing turned to look at her, Zhuyan's eyes were red, and his whole body was trembling.

"The child is gone. The child is gone."

Zhuyan desperately held that hand, raised his head and said, "The child is gone, congratulations, the child is gone!"

Big streams of tears flowed down the side of her face, she looked extremely sad and helpless.

Di Xing's heart was complicated and unspeakable, jealousy, anger, intolerance, and pity were mixed together.

She wanted to shake off that hand, but Zhuyan pulled her with all her strength, as if it was her only support right now.

Gritting his teeth, Di Xing pulled her up and looked at her, Zhuyan's eyes were full of mist, and his mouth kept choking.

Feeling the indifference of the face opposite, Zhuyan felt chills in his heart, and couldn't help leaning over to hug that shoulder and shivering.

"Don't want me, He Qing, He Qing, don't want me. I love you."

Di Xing's chest heaved up and down, and finally threw him on the bed with his backhand.

She wanted to say something cruel.

For example, congratulations don't want you.

He Qing is already married to someone else.

He Qing forgot about you.

But she couldn't.

Even under that sad and helpless gaze, he really acted as the person Zhuyan wanted in his heart.

She knew that Zhuyan took her as congratulations.

But she couldn't refuse Zhu Yan's request not to leave, as if that was too cruel.

Zhuyan's attachment to her grows stronger day by day.

Every time he hugged her neck tightly and said that she liked her, he was always extremely fragile and sad because of the child's departure.

Facing her liking and her sadness, Di Xing indulged in it day by day even though Zhuyan really didn't want to express it to her.

She couldn't tell whether it was wrong or right, she just felt that she was undergoing a dangerous change.

She, Di Xing, is a passionate lover and has never stayed in anyone's life for too long.

But now, she is absurdly acting as someone else's substitute here, and even enjoys it.

She was conflicted and angry.

She wants to treat Chaser badly, to this man who treats her like someone else.

However, facing Zhuyan, she became more and more gentle inconceivably.

I don't want her to have any pain or discomfort.

Maybe she subconsciously expects that Zhuyan will also have a little liking for her.

Looking forward to one day, Zhuyan will distinguish her from He Qing.

Flame Chaser will... like her, the real her.

In the ordinary days, these gentleness and consolation made Zhuyan's mood gradually calm, and her state of mind gradually stabilized, and her consciousness began to recover in a real sense.

In the evening, Di Xing habitually came to Zhuyan, wanting to do something they both liked, but Zhuyan suddenly struggled.

Di Xing didn't pay attention at first, until a "slap" slap hit her face forcefully.

Then she looked at Zhuyan.

Zhuyan's face was full of anger, and he wrapped his body tightly with the quilt.

"who are you?"

"I am..." Di Xing looked at her, realized that Zhuyan seemed to be more awake than before, and wanted to answer her question seriously, but stopped.

How should she introduce herself?

A ridiculous double who plays He Qing?

This thought flashed by, and seeing Zhuyan's angry look, Di Xing also twisted in his heart.

"I'm Di Xing."

"I don't know you, get out." Zhuyan's mind flashed many images related to the person in front of him, and he was embarrassed for a while.

Di Xing almost sneered.

"He Qing, do you know him?"

Zhuyan opened her eyes wide in surprise.

"Are you He Qing's friend?"

Di Xing scanned that face, speaking maliciously.

"Friend? Not counting, she is now a celestial being, how can I be her friend."

Something suddenly entered Zhuyan's mind.

That rainy night, that pear tree.

But she avoided it subconsciously and just asked.

"What do you mean?"

Di Xing stared at that face, and his words were clear.

"She has become a Celestial Venerable and has married someone else."

In an instant, everything flooded into Zhuyan's mind.

The first meeting in front of the book stall, the reunion at the Yunlai Inn, the emotion in the pavilion, the extreme trembling of the first night, the beauty of a thousand pear blossoms, the sweetness of having a little tiger...

No, there is no tiger cub, the child only has a tiger tail.

child, gone.

"What did you say! Say it again!"

Flame Chaser cannot accept this reality.

The despair of that rainy night flooded her heart again.

"You heard it. That's it. He Qing has long forgotten about you. She has married someone else, and she has become a god."

The tone was not harsh, or even hateful.

"go out."

Di Xing's chest heaved and he didn't move.

"Get out!" Zhuyan staggered onto the desk, picked up the paperweight and inkstone, and threw them at Di Xing.

Di Xing's forehead was cut and blood flowed down, but she had no intention of hiding or leaving.

The fresh blood flowed freely, making Di Xing's gloomy expression, Zhuyan looked at her panting, with hatred and fear in his heart.

She thought that Di Xing was coming again, so she held a vase in her hand, ready to smash it at any time.

But Di Xing just looked at her with heavy eyes, and then opened the door and went out.

The door slammed shut, and Zhu Yan slid down against the wall, hugging herself tightly.

Di Xing's words echoed in her mind.

He Qing doesn't want her, and He Qing doesn't want children.

He Qing is already married to someone else.

He Qing became the noble supreme being of the heavenly realm.

It is so, it is so.

What life, what love.

It's all a joke, it's all a lie.

Suddenly, Zhuyan's throat felt sweet, and he spat out a mouthful of blood.

She was so angry that she fainted all of a sudden.

This dizziness, she fainted for three days.

For three days, there was one person who took care of her.

It felt familiar, and she knew who it was.

With the hatred and pain that she almost endured was entangled in her heart, she finally woke up from the coma.

The man's hot eyes caught her eyes, but she concealed them at the first moment of waking up. Zhu Yan was distorted by hatred and pain, and a crazy idea suddenly transpired in her heart.

Seeing that she was awake, Di Xing lowered his eyes, said nothing, and immediately took his things to leave.

The hand was suddenly pulled.

In the next second, the side of the lips was lightly touched.

Di Xing subconsciously embraced that waist, and kissed her back gently.

That is a conditioned reflex formed by the body for a long time.

But she reacted immediately.

"What are you doing?"

Di Xing's ears were hot and his body was hot, and it was almost difficult to meet Zhuyan's eyes.

But she was still watching Flame, and she wondered what that meant.

Zhuyan regards her as congratulations again?

Di Xing thought about it, but found that he could no longer bear to act as He Qing's stand-in.

Zhuyan's slap yesterday woke her up and hurt her.

She didn't want to continue that ridiculous thing.

"If you think of me as..."

Zhuyan kissed again.

Di Xing looked at her almost with hatred in his eyes.

"you……"

Zhuyan pressed down on her body, looked at her, and glanced at her lips, neck, and arms.

Di Xing's fingertips trembled, the roots of his ears turned red, and his heartbeat was unimaginably fast.

But she pushed her away after all, and got up and got out of bed with an almost embarrassed expression.

"Di Xing."

Body stopped, Di Xing slowly turned his head away.

Zhuyan walked over and stopped a step away, "Di Xing, I..."

She blinked slowly twice.Di Xing felt that those long eyelashes seemed to sweep her heart.

"I..." Zhuyan kissed her on tiptoe.

There was a roar in Di Xing's head.

After that kiss, Zhuyan slowly raised his eyes to look at her.

Di Xing almost gritted his teeth looking at the slowly raised gaze, finally dragged her over and pushed her down on the bed.

In that soul-stirring affair, Zhuyan felt happy in his heart.

Right, that is it.

revenge, betrayal.

She wants to retaliate against He Qing in this way, and she wants to forget the person who is imprinted in her soul.

She hates her, she will forget her, she will forget her!

In the days that followed, Zhuyan carried out this idea to the fullest.

Not only did she not resist Di Xing's contact at all, but she also tried her best to get more rough treatment, so that she would have no time to think about the painful things.

However, Di Xing became more and more gentle, considerate and caring.

She likes to read, so Di Xing often goes to buy books.

She didn't like Di Xing pestering her when she was in bed, so Di Xing simply turned into a bookseller and set up a bookstall outside. He came back with food and wine in the evening. When he came back, he kissed her first, and then gave her the money he earned. give her money.

This is not good.

Something is starting to look a little different.

And that's not what she wanted to see.

In the evening, Di Xing came back.

She walked into the courtyard with a smile, and caught Zhuyan's sight accurately.

Looking at that face, Zhuyan felt the intention to withdraw for the first time.

The cool night wind blows in from the window, and Zhuyan sits alone by the bed in a daze.

Suddenly, the door creaked, and looking up, it was Di Xing who walked in with enthusiasm in his eyes.

Needless to say, another affair is about to begin.

Zhuyan prayed that Di Xing would be a little rougher.

Di Xing looked at her silent and docile appearance, with a smile on his face, he lowered his head and kissed her.

After Zhuyan showed her kindness that day, Zhuyan still seldom said anything, but she knew that Zhuyan knew who she was now, and Zhuyan wanted to keep her.

that's enough.

During this period of time, she has used almost every method imaginable to please Flame.

She never knew that she would be so reckless and young like the first love.

Although Zhuyan didn't respond much, she felt that it was interesting.

Caressing Zhuyan's face, Di Xing said: "Your complexion looks much better."

do not do that……

Zhuyan made a voice of resistance from the bottom of his heart.

Di Xing didn't hear the cry in Zhuyan's heart at all, and kissed Zhuyan's eyes lightly.

"I will be gentler today, and I promise to only make you comfortable and not hurt at all."

don't want!stop doing this!

Zhuyan was almost at a loss.

Seeing Zhuyan turning sideways and looking out the window, Di Xing followed her line of sight to see the pear blossoms outside, and then looked up to see the night with the full moon hanging, suddenly a little embarrassed.

She has been preoccupied with this kind of thing all day long, and has never had any romantic memories with Zhuyan.

Di Xing coughed in embarrassment, stopped the thought, and embraced Zhuyan's body from behind, "Today's night is quite beautiful."

Zhuyan shook off her hand abruptly, withdrew from her arms, looked at her with slightly undulating breathing.

Di Xing was stunned for a moment, scratched his head, smiled and went to drag her hand, Zhu Yan was touched by her and trembled.

Di Xing took that hand to his lips and kissed it.

Looking at Zhuyan, she suddenly wanted to say something.

The moonlight sprinkled on Zhuyan's face, that face was obviously expressionless, but Di Xing saw it in his heart.

"Chasing Flame, I..."

Zhuyan looked at her, eyes full of emotion, wanted to withdraw his hand, but was held back.

Seeing that gaze became more intense, Di Xing was about to say something, and Zhuyan couldn't bear it any longer.

"Go out if you don't do it."

Di Xing's expression lightened a little, and then he smiled and approached with a flattering look, "What's the matter?"

Di Xing took her hand and slowly inserted it between her fingers, intending to intertwine with her.

That lingering and ambiguous feeling lingered in Zhuyan's heart, she suddenly withdrew her hand and pressed down on Di Xing's body.

Di Xing looked slightly surprised, and then turned into shock.

She heard a sentence that shattered her world.

"I just used you to forget the congratulations. You can be rough and don't do unnecessary things."

"What did you say?" Di Xing looked up at Zhuyan in astonishment.

Zhuyan kept silent, just looked at her with calm eyes.

"What did you say? What did you say!" Di Xing stared at her with wide eyes.

Facing her staring gaze, Zhuyan slowly closed his eyes, as if resigned.

Di Xing almost strangled her heart.

Gritting his teeth and staring at Zhuyan for a while, Di Xing's mind changed.

For a moment, he wanted to make Zhuyan bloody and punish her for being ruthless.

For a moment, he wanted to confess his love again, trying to impress Zhuyan's heart.

But in the end, she didn't do anything, but retreated with an abnormally cold expression.

The relationship between the two people began to become strange.

Not a lover, not a stranger, just two people who meet occasionally under the same roof.

Di Xing no longer pestered Zhuyan between the beds, nor talked to her, but came back drunk every day, looked at Zhuyan viciously, and threw the money he had earned in front of her.

Day after day, Zhuyan saw Di Xing becoming more and more corrupt, and finally regretted it.

She shouldn't have involved Di Xing.

At the beginning, she just remembered the things that happened with Di Xing when she was unconscious, and felt Di Xing's meanness and taking advantage of others, so she used Di Xing maliciously.

But gradually, things changed. Di Xing's tenderness and devotion prevented her from seeing her as a despicable person.

Her feelings became complicated.

She finally regretted it.

Revenge on congratulations, forgetting congratulations, she is justified, but she shouldn't involve Di Xing.

Between her and Di Xing, Zhu Yan couldn't tell who broke into whose life, and who was more at fault.

All she knew was that she didn't want to go on like this.

Walking to Di Xing's room, Zhu Yan sat quietly, wanting to make it clear to her when Di Xing came back that the relationship between the two of them ended here.

But suddenly she saw a painting.

In the painting, she stands under the pear tree in the courtyard, looking out the door with a smile, as if waiting for her return.

In the lower right corner, it is clearly the words "Gift to Zhuyan".

Zhuyan felt extremely complicated for a moment, and suddenly saw another painting next to him. The person in the painting was still smiling, looking calm and happy, and signed Di Xing.

What Di Xing thinks about and draws is her smile.

But she obviously never smiled at Di Xing.

Imagining Di Xing's appearance and mood when painting, Zhuyan's eyes are slightly red.

Any obsessions are finally let go.

Perhaps, she should be fair to Di Xing.

She should try to accept Di Xing, accept it from the bottom of her heart.

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