her beloved villainous

Su Wanwan shook his head, looked at Leng Youran's face, and said softly but firmly: "I'm not born with it, I like girls because of one person."

The floor under the feet brings a slight coolness, even the midsummer wind makes people sweat profusely, and the body is full of heat.Leng Youran's heart became completely cold at this moment.

Leng Youran's voice trembled a little: "Who is she...?"

"Youran, don't ask any more, you don't have shoes on, let's go back..." After walking a few steps, seeing that Leng Youran was still there, Su Wanwan thought for a while, walked back and squatted down.Body said: "I carry you!"

"Wanwan, I want to know..."

"She is my classmate, the person I like the most, the only person I have ever liked! The person I told Zhu Xu last time is her. Youran, I like her. If I find her, I will tell her loudly that I love her." She! You... you will bless me, won't you?"

No wonder, she said she wanted to help Su Wanwan find someone, but Su Wanwan refused her.

bless…

can you?

Why, everything ended before it even started!

Leng Youran took Su Wanwan's hand, and walked forward slowly: "You don't need to carry me, I can walk back as I came here. Wanwan, since you have made a choice, then I... support you ..."

Do you support it?

Leng Youran, knowing it's my birthday, you just ran over staggeringly.

After I finished talking about my situation, there was no disgust on your face, but...

If there is no Ah Tian, ​​perhaps, the ending will change?But I have Ah Tian, ​​I will find her soon, one day, one month, one year, we will always meet.

That little bit of goodwill, the little throbbing, will always disappear with time.

After this battle, will you stay away from me and treat me no longer so well...

This is what she asked for. Although her heart was bitter to death, she would not regret it.

Back in the car, Leng Youran wiped off the dust on her feet with a wet towel, and then put on a spare pair of flat shoes in the car.

She didn't start the car, but asked Su Wanwan a question: "Are you born on July [-]? In [-]?"

"No ..."

Leng Youran turned around in surprise: "Then why?"

"I was indeed born in [-], but I don't know when my birthday is. The woman didn't tell me. The day I was thrown away by her and picked up by Mother Su was July [-]th. From then on, that day is mine. It's my birthday. Today I ate a big fruit cake by myself, leisurely, I'm actually quite happy today..."

Leng Youran suddenly roared: "That woman really has no heart, Wan Wan, she planned it beforehand!"

"What?" Su Wanwan was dumbfounded for a moment.

What made Leng Youran lose his composure?

Leng Youran took a deep breath and leaned on the back of the car seat.

This truth is too cruel, why, God wants to be so obsessed?

"Looking at your expression, it must be a very serious matter. It's okay, just tell me, I'm not afraid..." Su Wan even had a smile on his lips, but Leng Youran knew clearly that the brighter her smile, the more she felt in her heart. is sad.

Except for that time when she was drunk, after she cried to her, everything she stated was indifferent.

It seemed that nothing could hurt her.

But even a clay figurine needs to be bloody!

"Youran, tell me..." Su Wanwan thought for a while, and held Leng Youran's hand.

Sooner or later, Wanwan will know about this matter, and if he finds out in the future, he doesn't know what the embarrassing situation will be.

After a long time, Leng leisurely said: "Uncle Leng and Aunt Shu passed away on July 21, [-] years ago."

Su Wanwan's expression froze instantly.

Leng Youran came over all of a sudden, and held the other person's face: "Wanwan, I don't want to tell you, but grandpa will be very depressed on this day every year. If I didn't know that your birthday is today, I wouldn't have thought of it. She's so..."

Su Wanwan trembled all over in an instant and said: "I'm not afraid, I'm not sad, she is such a bad and vicious woman! What is it if she abandons me on the day my father dies? Do you think this is bad enough? No, that's where she used to be, she used to make me stand by her bed all night and say sorry to her all night. She pinched my thighs and hit me and used the most vicious and dirty words Scolding me. I lost the pen several times at school. I didn’t have the money to buy it. I asked her for it. Every time, she hit my palm hard... Later, I was afraid that she would hit me again, so I stopped crying to her. I'm going to steal, I'm going to do bad things..."

Su Wanwan's eyes suddenly filled with infinite hot tears.

The voice gradually became very soft: "I started to be a thief. The teacher went to the family to persuade her to discipline me, and she promised me face to face. But after the teacher left, she said to me, you did the right thing, without you Go steal, rob, sell, in short, don't ask her for debts!"

"Curved..."

At this moment, Leng Youran finally remembered who Ning Wan was.

It was the little girl who stole things from classmates in elementary school and was told by the head teacher that no one should play with her!

She used to be very close to where she sat, only an aisle away.

Memory is like a flood gate, once opened, it becomes extremely clear.

like…

like…

That girl stopped stealing when she was in the fourth grade. Once, a classmate stole Ning Wan's Chinese books and asked her to go to the grocery store to steal a necklace.When she found out, she gave the boy a hard lesson.

"Zhong Tian, ​​who are you, who cares so much?!"

"I'm willing to take care of it, how about it? If I see you bullying Ning Wan again, be careful and I'll beat you up!"

anything else?anything else?

Things before the age of 12 were really too vague. After losing her father, her mother remarried again, and she was in a daze for the whole year after that.

Now recalling those past events in elementary school, every face is blurred.

In this room, Leng Youran is trying hard to recall everything about Su Wanwan's childhood.

Over there, Su Wanwan has stopped talking.

Because she noticed that after she finished talking about her experience, Leng Youran became silent, her eyes were full of shock.

Yes, this is her past, not only was she not a very good girl, she was also a stealer, a thief, everyone hated her, alienated her, and would not like her.

Those outstretched, absurd, and evil black hands are stains that she can't get rid of in her life.

As if his heart was bleeding, Su Wanwan buried his face in his hands, choked with pain and said: "I'm sorry, I lied to you, I'm not good at all, you can find out these things as long as you want to. Then Mr. Shu can also find out, I, I don't deserve to stay by your side."

After finishing speaking, Su Wanwan opened the car door and was about to leave.

"Wanwan!" Leng Youran grabbed her wrist tightly, "Don't go..."

"I wanted to hide it for the rest of my life, but how can I hide what happened? I have a problem with my moral character, and her blood is flowing in my body. Everything is my fate, and I accept my fate!"

"Enough!" Leng leisurely took a bottle of mineral water beside him, unscrewed the cap, and poured it on Su Wanwan's face.

The mineral water was not ice, but it was enough to stop Su Wanwan who was in a frenzy.

I couldn't tell whether it was water or tears on my face, they mixed and flowed down together.

Su Wanwan shuddered, staring at Leng Youran in a daze.

"Wanwan, we should all calm down.

"In one night, too many things happened.

Leng Youran immediately poured the remaining half bottle of water on her head, causing Su Wanwan to exclaim.

"Youran, what are you doing?" She wanted to pull her back, but the water in the bottle went ahead and was completely wiped out.

"I said, we are all calm and calm." There was still a small drop of water on Leng Youran's eyelashes, but she had already returned to nature.

Su Wanwan just looked at her and didn't speak again.

"I just want to ask you, did you change later? You also know that these things are not good, so you don't do them anymore." Leng Youran stared at Su Wanwan with burning eyes.

Su Wanwan nodded heavily hastily: "There will be no more in the second half of the fourth grade semester. But before, during those six months, I..."

After meeting Ah Tian, ​​she tried her best to change.

"I don't want to hear those things anymore, Wanwan, as long as you know your mistakes and correct them, as long as you also realize your mistakes, then everything is fine. I don't care what grandpa thinks, in short, I don't want you to be beaten again because of your childhood." Cursing, bullying, being instigated, making mistakes and then blaming yourself!"

"Why, trust me so much? Don't you be afraid, what I said is not true, I'll justify myself, is it better?" After a long time, Su Wanwan asked in a trembling voice.

"Since I choose to believe, then I will be responsible for my choice. I said, Wanwan, open your heart, don't be afraid, say whatever you want..."

Su Wanwan closed his eyes, and finally sighed: "I have nothing to say, the fact is so, I don't know what to do..."

Leng Youran took out a brand new towel from the storage box on the side: "If you don't know, then keep it as it is. People who have committed crimes only need to know how to repent and be released after serving their sentences. Although people will discriminate against them, don't they Do you stop eating or drinking? What's more, this is just a trivial matter for you!"

Is it a trifle?

how could be?

In Su Wanwan's heart, this is a stain and embarrassment that will never be erased.

But Su Wanwan didn't refute, she took the towel, and greeted Leng Youran's head for a while: "It's fine if you splash me, why do you splash yourself, after a while, how do you explain to grandpa?"

"Passing by the fountain, I thought it was flat ground, walked over, and was immediately sprayed, it's very simple." Leng Youran grabbed the towel and wiped it for Su Wanwan.

Wiping and wiping, she wrapped Su Wanwan's head with a towel in both hands, and slowly approached herself.

Su Wanwan was startled, his watery eyes turned around restlessly, but he didn't dare to look at Leng Youran's face: "Youran, what are you doing?"

"What, what do you think I'm going to do? Wanwan, do you have any strange thoughts about me?"

"No, no, I didn't..."

"Then why don't you dare look into my eyes, don't dare to approach me..." Why...

If only she knew...

"Wanwan, your problem of always bowing your head is an expression of extreme lack of confidence. Hold your chest up, look into my eyes and talk to me." Su Wanwan was ordered like this, and looked at Leng Youran.

Leng Youran's voice suddenly calmed down: "Wanwan, go like the girl you like, go live your own life well. You think your things before are absurd, well, you do more good deeds."

"No matter how bad it is, no matter how annoying it is, it's not as vicious as that woman. It's your birthday today, but I made you cry. I'm sorry..."

There seemed to be a pause for a moment, but also a long pause, Leng leisurely asked: "Can you, let me kiss your eyes?"

Perhaps because he was afraid that Su Wanwan might misunderstand, Leng Youran hurriedly said: "I just treat you as my younger sister...I pity you, there is no other meaning..."

Su Wanwan's heart trembled, and finally, under the expectant and loving gaze of the other party, he gently closed his eyes, covering up the complexity and melancholy in his heart.

The author has something to say: Online question: Can you accept having such a past?

Meeting leisurely will gradually remind you of the past childhood, and you need some stimulation and reminders from the scene.

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