"You are not allowed to appear in front of me in the future."

"I never want to see you again."

"I really will kill you."

"roll!"

"Go away!"

"I hate you!"

A dream that can't be ended in panic, whispering like a shadow?Or roar?Or is it a never-ending torment?Crying endlessly.

Chen Chushan didn't know or remember, the only thing she was sure of was that she might lose Hua Zijian forever.

All unacceptable things often appear suddenly in a strong way, and even one second will not give people a chance to prepare.

Chen Chushan saw a lot, saw how he forcefully pressed Hua Zijian on the bed, even though his face was full of tears, he still mercilessly tore everything down.

His heart seemed to be filled with monstrous anger, but also with extreme excitement, as if his body had been occupied by a demon, he could no longer hear everything, only a pair of red eyes remained.

It's just that in the devil's heart, there was still something pointlessly resisting, and then asked softly.

Is this person her?

It seems so.

What's the sound?

It is a string, broken, and broken into countless pieces, which can never be connected again.

……

Perhaps not every winter is so cold, and not many people have really experienced what it's like to be bone-piercingly cold, but at this moment, Chen Chushan is experiencing it.

The small white duplex building looks like a very warm building at first glance. It is surrounded by green belts and even has a small yard in front of the door.

"Zi Jian, this..."

"Mom, I just say it once, don't open the door, don't talk to her, don't ask what happened, I will really be angry."

Through the window, what Shen Lin sees is the person standing blankly in the yard, with long black hair fluttering lightly in the cold, with an expressionless face, and raised eyes full of emotions that Shen Lin can't understand.

"If you stand like this, you will freeze." She frowned, and looking at Chen Chushan's blue lips, Shen Lin sighed deeply in her heart.

In the end what happened?Since Zi Jian came back from attending some banquet yesterday, not only did she lock herself in her room, but the next morning, Chu Shan stood still in the courtyard like a wooden stake.

It was just like a bitter drama in a TV series, making Shen Lin wonder if there were cameras all around the house.

I don't know how long Chu Shan has been standing downstairs, at least it has been no less than three hours as long as Shen Lin can see it.

I was a little worried, but seeing Zijian's serious expression, Shen Lin, who deeply understood her daughter's temperament, knew that it was not a joke, as if she could really watch Chushan stand in the yard until she died without changing her expression.

Compared with the coldness in the early morning, the sun came out at almost noon.

The frozen fingers felt a little warmth, not much, but enough to comfort Chen Chushan a little.

The winter sun is not blocked by white clouds, the dazzling light does not have the temperature that the brightness should have.

You see, even God is helping you, so you can be forgiven again, right?

The sudden light and warmth made the corners of Chen Chushan's mouth curl up, and the black pupils in Danfeng's eyes also became light brown under the light, as if passing from death to life, he turned his neck and looked at the high-hanging sun disc head-on .

The sunlight illuminated the already pale face, the trembling pupils, even the eyelashes turned light-colored, and the half-closed eyes restrained the emotions in the pupils, but the look of yearning for the sunshine seemed too bright, The desolate breath faded away and became fresh.

Everything in the courtyard was captured by a pair of brown eyes, her beautiful brows were unconsciously frowned, her thin lips were slightly pursed, her worry-colored eyes were completely cold, even indifferent and unfeeling.

All the curtains were drawn in an instant, and then he walked into his room with a chilly back.

"Mom, I'm going to sleep for a while, don't call me if anything happens."

"Ah?! Oh!"

Feeling that the room had suddenly become cold, Shen Lin turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and after Hua Zi met the second floor, looking at the heavy curtains around her, she could only helplessly turn on the TV and watch with concern.

The closer it was to noon, the more glaring the sun became. My frozen body seemed to be getting warmer, but it didn't seem to be.

The blue sky is cloudless, and the soft golden yarn cast by the sun spreads on every leaf, and the transparent glass reflects it into other colors. That kind of scenery is a beautiful and lifelike picture scroll.

The pupils staring at the sunlight seemed to be slowly expanding, and the light-colored pupils were a little slack, so that the light that could not be looked at directly was imprinted in the pupils, but what they saw was dim.

Such fine weather, even if it is a casual walk, should be excellent.

Why are you here?

Oh yes.

The second time, this is the second time I hurt the same person.

No, not the second time.

Too much, really too much.

It seems to be like this from the very beginning, this kind of thing almost happened at the very beginning!

and so……

The slack pupils focus for a moment, just like waking up from a big dream, the pictures passing through the mind, every frame, is...

Atonement!

The dazzling light keeps going away, and the golden round wheel will also wrap around the darkness, and when the sky and the earth are spinning, Chen Chushan can only hear the sound of electricity, the roar, and after the roar, footsteps running from a distance Voice.

"Hey, duty room. Duty room. Someone fainted here in Room [-], Area B. I rang the doorbell, but there was no one. Say it again, there is no one in the room. Call an ambulance."

There was the sound of an ambulance, and the red and blue lights kept turning and changing. After a moment of noise, it returned to calm.

And the so-called no one, the whole small building covered by thick curtains, the empty living room with the sound of the TV, the sofa illuminated by fluorescent light is empty, only the bathroom on the side of the stairs is still lit.

In the same dark bedroom, the air conditioner in the corner was blowing hot air. The wind hovered in the air, and then blew the curtains slightly.

A ray of light slipped in through the gap in the curtain, illuminating the face of the person on the bed.

Fine beads of sweat covered his forehead, unsteady breathing, trembling eyelashes, and silently moving lips showed that the person on the bed was having a nightmare, and the hands placed outside the quilt subconsciously grasped the edge of the quilt, and then When the veins in his arms popped up, he opened his eyes with lingering shock.

After taking several deep breaths, he finally got up from the bed, touched the sweat on his forehead, sat on the edge of the bed, and couldn't stop being dazed.

It's been a long time since I dreamed of these things again, Hua Zijian let out a long breath again, picked up the cup by the bed and poured herself a sip of water.

Damn it.

The eyes in the darkness were overwhelmed by the lingering shock, and there was a hint of ruthlessness, and then when he frowned, a light light shone into the brown eyes again.

The flickering light was very obvious in the dark bedroom, put down the glass, stood up, and walked slowly towards the window.

The opened curtains, in a narrow perspective, there is no one there, and then with a wave of the hand, the entire curtains are opened, and the scenery downstairs is in the eyes, but it is still empty.

There was no smile on the raised lips, but a bit of sarcasm and irony.

But on the other side, He Jianxi and Chen Hengsheng who received the news that Chen Chushan was hospitalized were very confused.

They clearly remembered that Chen Chushan stayed in his bedroom and did not go out, so he went to the hospital in the blink of an eye.

Rushing to the hospital in a hurry, what he saw was the pale and unreal Chen Chushan lying on the hospital bed, as if he had lost his breath.

The momentary panic and worry made the old couple almost lose their hands and feet. After confirming the illness to the doctor again and again, they will let go of the suspended heart. Then when they returned to the room again, what caught their eyes was only a pair of lifeless eyes.

"Mom and Dad, you're here." Pulling the corners of his mouth, Chen Chushan wanted to smile to comfort the two in front of him, but the smile he pulled out was extremely ugly.

"Chu Shan." Walking to the hospital bed, He Jianxi touched Chen Chushan's face and then his hands, looking up and down with a worried expression.

"I'm fine mom, don't worry."

"Don't worry, Chen Chushan, what's going on with you? You're a doctor. Don't you know how to protect yourself? You have frostbitten limbs and a high fever. You never hide anything from me and your mother. This time, What's the matter?"

"As soon as I got home, I locked myself in the room, didn't eat, didn't talk, and didn't go to work. Your mother and I thought that you might be in a bad mood and didn't bother you. How are you? I ran out secretly in the middle of the night and put You made it like this, what do you want to do next, ah! What do you say you want to do?!"

A man who has always been refined and gentle, this is the first time he has become so angry, looking at the weak person on the bed, his eyes even turn red.

"I'm sorry Dad, I know I was wrong." Looking at the two people beside the bed, the smiles on their faces suddenly faded, and then there was silence, two lines of tears fell from the corners of their eyes.

The stubborn one didn't cry, but silently blushed, letting the tears flow down, and didn't reach out to wipe them.

"Okay, if you have something to say, let's get angry." Seeing Chen Chushan's sad appearance, He Jianxi also softened his heart, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of Chen Chushan's eyes, then turned his head and gave Chen Hengsheng a sidelong glance.

"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry for you." Tears were wiped away, but the expression on his face also completely disappeared. When he opened his eyes, his gaze was no longer in front of his eyes, but he was staring blankly at the ceiling.

"I did one big mistake, which may not be forgiven."

The faint voice seemed to hide great sorrow, and in the quiet ward, he uttered a tone of despair.

"It's okay child, no matter what you do, parents will forgive you." Never seeing such an expression on Chen Chushan's face, He Jianxi was flustered for a while.

From the moment Chen Chushan was taken to the husband and wife's side, she had never been unable to see through her daughter even for a moment, but at this moment, she couldn't see clearly, and she didn't know what to do.

And Chen Hengsheng didn't expect his roar to have such a big effect, the anger hidden in his heart dissipated in an instant, and the worry in his eyes showed.

"There are some things that I have always wanted to tell you, but I have always felt that the time is not yet. Although it is not the time now, I think I will never find that time again, so let's just say it like this!"

The pale face smiled again, but it didn't look like a smile, it was more like a cry.

"In the second year of junior high school, you thought I pushed Zijian into the water, but I didn't. Zijian jumped in by himself."

"I forgot everything before that and I had a traumatic stress response."

"I remembered the day I was kidnapped, and I decided to compensate her for my mistakes when I was a child."

"Then I found out that I fell in love with her, and it wasn't the feeling of a friend or best friend that you understand. I wanted to marry her, or rather, I wanted to be her wife."

"We were together and then parted because I..."

"Forced her."

When he said this, the eyes that had been wiped away from the tears were blurred again, and then a string of teardrops could no longer be stopped, with a crying voice, as helpless as a child, full of self-blame and mourning.

"So she hates me, Mom, she says she hates me, what should I do?"

"I want her to forgive me. When I went to her, I wanted to say that I didn't do it on purpose. At that time, I didn't know. I was like a dream. I didn't realize it at all."

"But I waited for eight hours, and she didn't want to look at me at all."

The author has something to say:

Now, it's just embarrassing.

I really don't know how to write such abusive scenes, I'm too bad at it.

But this is the case, it is what it is.

It is out of my control!

But this situation actually fits well with the copywriting!

Hey, that’s right, this is what I wrote in my copywriting!

……

Well, yes, the above words are crossed out, everything is under my control.

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