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Xi Zhikong put his forehead on his shoulder and shrugged his shoulders with a smile, he could only nod his head and make two hums in succession to express his approval.

Jiang Yan felt that perhaps drinking too much wine gave him the illusion of nonsense after drinking, and added solemnly: "Kongkong, I'm not actually drunk."

"Then I should praise you for being a good drinker?"

For some reason, Jiang Yan looked at the smile on the corners of Xi Zhikong's brows and eyes, his eyes suddenly turned sore and he hugged him again, his voice choked up, "Kongkong, can I acquiesce that you like me too? You like me too, brother?" no?"

"Acquiesce?" Xi Zhikong buried his head and face in Jiang Yan's neck, his breath was on his sensitive ears, "Did you misunderstand me, why did I acquiesce."

Without Xi Zhikong's affirmation, even such a long-awaited and aboveboard kiss could not calm Jiang Yan's heart.Now there are still huge waves churning in his heart, there are still bursts of thunder, and the wind and rain are whistling past.

The person he held in his arms was so real and palpable, but he never knew that he was so insecure, and if he didn't get Xi Zhikong's "I like you too", he felt that everything might change.

He easily got full marks in the math test, but when he seriously confessed to Xi Zhikong and waited for his affirmative answer, he was so disturbed that his breath became short of breath, and his fingers were clenched into fists with nervousness.

Seeing the movement of his hands, Xi Zhikong gently and quietly kissed him on the ear again and said, "Brother Ah Yan's way of liking Kong Kong is really unique, he deceived Kong Kong so badly. "

This is the real love story.

Jiang Yan's hands and feet softened and his heart went numb, feeling that he had been taught.During this period of time, I tried my best to tease him, as he said, I can't tease him.

He had another sudden epiphany.

His emptiness could punish him so easily, no wonder he said that he couldn't move him at all.And he just called Brother Ah Yan casually, which made his legs go weak.But maybe, maybe he has long been as excited as himself, unable to extricate himself.

"Then why did you write love letters to others?" Jiang Yan asked.

Xi Zhikong thought for a while in silence before laughing: "Because I can't write for you."

What do you mean because you can't write to me?

Jiang Yan is very fond of Xi Zhikong's brain, and feels that this is a very worthwhile discussion and study.

"Huh? Can't you write to me?" He then asked.

Standing in the air, I feel a little cold, and this kind of environment is really not suitable for saying some nasty and warm love words.He tugged on Jiang Yan's sleeves and curled his mouth in a coquettish manner: "It's so cold here, can we talk slowly when we go home?"

Ah, this is so damn cute!

Jiang Yan stared at his slightly pouting thin lips, becoming more and more uncontrollable and wanted to kiss him, and kiss him again seriously and with a clear mind.This kiss may have lasted for a long time, so long that he was so intoxicated that he couldn't hold it back.

"Let's talk about it when we go home, Brother Yan." Then Xi Zhikong's soft and soft prayer was just right, and Jiang Yan's heart almost stopped beating because of the violent bump.

Without saying a word, he grabbed Xi Zhikong's wrist and walked towards the end of the alley.

Miscalculation, simply miscalculation.Jiang Yan never expected that Xi Zhikong had several faces.Cute and cute, independent and perverse, and soft and docile like now.

At this moment, the two of them sat facing each other on the bed, Xi Zhikong was wearing pajamas, Jiang Yan's collar buttons were unbuttoned three or two at random, and his temples twitched.Sitting in front of him, he secretly kissed several times, and just now he actually kissed, which made him almost fascinated, and liked him so much that his breath became short of breath when he thought about it, his emptiness.

Xi Zhikong looked at Jiang Yan and smiled, his big eyes bent into beautiful crescents, filled with clouds and clear springs, filled with warm spring breeze, and filled with his throbbing heart.

"Those twenty 'love letters', honestly, did you ask me to write them?" He asked Jiang Yan.

Jiang Yan was out of his mind and recruited without even thinking about it.Nodding to him, her expression didn't change at all - she looked at him obsessively, with undisguised joy in her eyes.

Xi Zhikong then asked again: "Then are you deliberately against me and you will tease whoever I go after?" Jiang Yan still nodded.

It was only the first night, and he surrendered.Without any suspense, he became Xi Zhikong's "defeated opponent". He wanted to show him his love, and let him know what he was thinking about day and night.

——He felt that he was possessed by a demon, and all the cells in his body were held by the person in front of him, and even when he moved, countless thoughts screamed out.

"Why can't I write you a love letter, do you want to know?" Xi Zhikong moved closer to Jiang Yan, put his elbows on his knees, cupped his face and blinked at him.

Jiang Yan secretly sighed that it was not good, his body made a decision before his brain and suddenly got up and fell on Xi Zhikong, the heartbeat and breathing of the whole person pressed against him were disordered.

Xi Zhikong obviously didn't expect Jiang Yan, who had been in a daze, to do this. He lay on his back on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a while, feeling the violent heartbeat and heavy breathing of the person on his body, moved his lips and said softly: "Because you can't really Write it... write it and it will come true..."

He also didn't know when he had a complicated and ignorant feeling for Jiang Yan.Unlike other explicit likes and loves, he knew very well that he didn't like Jiang Yan at first.

He was not sociable since he was a child, and he didn't like to make friends. After junior high school and Jiang Yan were not in the same school, he realized that he really had no other friends to talk to except Jiang Yan.

He also started from the worry about gains and losses in junior high school, and gradually realized that he must learn to grow up without Jiang Yan.The unconditional and unlimited dependence and trust in Jiang Yan in the past slowly changed at this stage.

Love is like the perpetual rebellion in adolescence, and it is also like a person's rebellion.The more Xi Zhikong didn't want to put all his feelings on Jiang Yan, the more he changed the nature of that pure trust.

The more he didn't want to admit this change, the more he was led by it.

Jiang Yan also came to Wenhe to go to school, which was the biggest variable in the tail of his adolescence.

It was Jiang Yan who got close to his life again and made him unconsciously force himself to change.This is indeed a complicated and hypocritical feeling, because we have known each other since we were young, because we have always regarded him as a "cheap brother" who indulged him coldly, and because of family changes, he never thought that one day he would love Jiang Yan. His feelings will deteriorate to the point that the closer he gets to Jiang Yan, the more restrained he becomes.

He is very clear-headed, and it's not because he doesn't understand the situation that he chooses to stay away from Jiang Yan emotionally.On the contrary, he was too clear about his inner thoughts, so he wanted to transfer part of such heavy emotions.

So he has only been in high school for more than two months, and he has been transferring his favor towards Jiang Yan in an unusually high-profile manner.He used such a naive method, and because he was too naive, he didn't react for a while when Jiang Yan intervened, and foolishly put a label of "rival in love" on Jiang Yan.

But also because of Jiang Yan's outrageous and funny performances, he disapproved of his actions even more.

He even tried to figure out Jiang Yan's preferences, trying to avoid his bias and set a goal, but he made himself more and more confused, and almost couldn't resist Jiang Yan's sudden change.

Later, when he realized it, it was as if the acupoints all over his body had been opened up, and he was extremely awake. He slowly guessed step by step what Jiang Yan wanted to do, and at the same time gradually understood what he wanted. What.

When he was young, he was afraid of losing Jiang Yan, so he clinged to him. When he grew up, he clinged to him and was afraid that his feelings for him would change. Later, he was even afraid that once he really liked Jiang Yan, he would not like him.

From this point of view, everything is really just right.

Those scenes of secret love come true were actually played out on him.At this time, he and Jiang Yan seemed to have no time to find out who liked whom first, and they used many childish and funny tricks. The most important thing is now that Jiang Yan confessed to him and he also forgave his complicated feelings in his heart. Cheerful.

Jiang Yan raised his head to look at him, and finally seemed to understand a little bit, "If you write it, it will come true. Now you have written almost twenty letters, has it come true?"

"There is one more thing I don't understand." Xi Zhikong didn't answer him directly, pushed him to sit up, put his hands on his shoulders and frowned and asked: "You came to Wenhe, maybe it was a plan? "Kongkong is so smart." Jiang Yan admitted generously that he was the only one in the world who knew about this matter, but now that his Kongkong knows it too, he can't say anything else, he can only boast.

Xi Zhikong let out a chuckle, clenched his hand into a fist and knocked on his shoulder several times, and asked him with a smile, "For me?"

Jiang Yan nodded and admitted seriously: "Well, for you."

"Giving up No. [-] Middle School and leaving Wenhe for love is really the beginning of a good story." Xi Zhikong remarked.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Yan said with a natural expression on his face: "What's the matter? Isn't Shu Jiyue the same? Besides, I haven't stared at you for three years. If you were cheated away by someone in high school, wouldn't it be a great loss for me?" Big? Huh?" He opened his arms to Xi Zhikong "for a hug", Xi Zhikong smiled, bit his lower lip and threw himself into his arms, knocking his words "My Kongkong is so cute" into the bed .

Xi Zhikong lay on his chest and laughed sullenly, "What if you give up your bright future and come to me, and I really run away with someone else, what will you do?"

Jiang Yan folded his hands on his back, patted him lightly, and said, "I have confidence in you."

"What does it mean to have confidence in me?" Xi Zhikong raised his head and asked.

"My emptiness, from childhood to adulthood, is in my eyes, in my hands, in my heart, and I refuse to go anywhere."

That's really good, Xi Zhikong thought.

"By the way, you said that Shu Jiyue is also, what do you mean?" He asked again.

"Well, you will know this later."

Xi Zhikong lay on Jiang Yan's chest, listening to his heartbeat slowly returning to normal rhythm, he gradually felt sleepy.He yawned with some tears on his eyelashes, climbed up and put his head on Jiang Yan's shoulder and mumbled: "I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep first..."

Jiang Yan hugged his waist sideways, leaned over to rub the tip of his nose against his brow, and said softly: "I sang a song during the autumn outing."

"Hmm..." Xi Zhikong blinked and looked at him, feeling increasingly sleepy.

"I said I'd sing it to everyone here, but really I just want to sing it to you."

Xi Zhikong felt that the current Jiang Yan was really unbelievably gentle, like a veteran who had been in love for a long time, and also like a young man who was worried about his love.He closed his eyes and smiled, nodding his head.

"Kong Kong, let me sing it to you again, okay?"

Jiang Yan also looked at him and smiled.

"Okay." Xi Zhikong took a deep breath, raised his hands from under the quilt and wrapped his arms around his neck contentedly, his whole body was lazy and charming, looking so sweet that Jiang Yan could eat it in one bite.

Jiang Yan leaned over and kissed his moist lips first, and then sang a song that he only wanted to sing for him in a soft and gentle voice.

"I said I don't know how to write poetry, I just portrayed your shadow in the poem."

...

"For the definition of Yumei, I just want to use your name to make sentences and words, to tell you a unique poem in this world, and to tell the story that you are my only one."

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"You are the most important thing in my life."

Xi Zhikong was about to fall asleep, and he didn't actually hear the whole song very clearly and completely, but when he was about to fall asleep, he heard the last ordinary but touching lyrics.

- You are the most important thing in my life.With such a long life, I may still have many important things, but the first and most important thing in my life must be you.

He was entangled in sleepiness, but he refused to sleep with Jiang Yan's love in his arms.He turned around again and put his vest tightly against Jiang Yan's heart. Hearing the real heartbeat beating like a thumping thumping, he had no time to think about why, and suddenly accepted the change in the relationship between the two of them, leaning his head back and muttering to himself. General: "I like you, Jiang Yan, too."

"I must tell you now that I like you, Jiang Yan, very, very much."