[Comprehensive] On how I got lost

Xinghe behaved well and was released after being locked up in the dungeon for a few days, and received several injections of hallucinogens. Fei An judged that his brain was not working well, and he was able to see again.

When he left, his face was sickly and pale, like ice and snow that was about to melt, making people afraid to touch it. He blinked uncontrollably when he saw the sun, but he was still reluctant to look away. The stimulating sun made his vision dark for a while, and Fei An The disgusting emphasis sounded in my ears again, "You have to thank Brother Alex for his tolerance, so that you sinners can also enjoy the glory."

He ignored it, and looked indifferently at the young man in black robe who greeted him at the door.

"Mr. Fean." Kuroro saluted, "God will bless you."

Fei Tan is still imprisoned in the dungeon. He is too unruly and has a lot of criminal records. No matter what kind of explanation, Fei An does not think that Fei Tan will atone for his sins.

Good job, brother.

Xinghe who walked away could only send blessings to Feitan.

Xinghe silently followed Kuroro, and no one spoke along the way. Brother Alex was very happy with the new Xinghe, praising that his appearance was blessed by God, and the most important thing was that his heart was also redeemed. The trusting Kuroro became the newcomer's guide, guiding him on the right path.

After leaving the stone room, Kuroro acted as if he had just met Xinghe, "What's the matter with you?" he asked in a low voice.

"Unlucky, I was caught while watching the wind. This is not the first time that the monastery has done it. When Nobunaga Wojin was inquiring about information, he heard people say that there are people who disappear inexplicably every two days."

"People in the monastery always disappear miraculously."

"How did you say they got out?"

"It's not the main entrance, it's probably something authentic. This kind of place has the most ancient institutions."

"Where is Madge?"

"She's next door. There are different places for men and women here, and they separated as soon as they came in. Ma Qi spread the news that there is nothing unusual."

Xinghe watched the group of crows in black robes gathering together to discuss from time to time in the yard, and the desolate short branches leaning against the corner to linger, "Don't these people know the details?"

Kuroro smiled over there, "You are highly resistant to hallucinogens and can stay awake. Those people are not so lucky. Now that their brains are cut open, they may only see the decayed mechanism. These people don't need to think at all. this step."

"That's terrible."

Xinghe is like a fish in water here, Brother Alex pays close attention to him, and has publicly praised Xinghe's angel-like face and eyes that seem to cast off all other desires, in short, like a puppet.

The less selfish desires, the less mortal soil that troubles people, the closer to the kingdom of heaven.

Of course, this is all pretending. Ku Luoluo said that he acted too much, Xinghe shrugged, who told him that he was an honest person.

He can only be like an exquisite piece of art suitable for a collection cabinet, taciturn and covered with impersonal indifference.

Brother Alex loves him very much, claiming that if Xinghe ascends to the Kingdom of God, he will definitely have a place beside that supreme glory. Because of Brother Alex's love, the daily tasks assigned by Xinghe are very easy, most of them are guarding tasks Or simply run errands and pass on word.

However, Xinghe found that the way Fei An looked at him was not right. When he went to the dungeon last time, Fei An stared at him like a snake and said that evil things that deceive people must be cursed by God. When it appeared, the disgusting braid threatened him not to fall into his hands.

"I think something is wrong with Fei An."

He lowered his head and said to Kurolo, who was tidying up the tableware beside him, "His feelings for Alex seem to be"

"It's not normal." Kuroro answered.

"You know that the relationship between the torturer and the tortured is not a simple oppressive relationship. When the torturer punishes the tortured, it may turn the cart before the horse."

Kuroro motioned for him to continue.

Xinghe lowered his eyes slightly, "Fean is mentally abnormal, he is infinitely inclined to the god in his fantasy, but the object he entrusts to is Alex, Fean has been abused, he is fanatical and fearful of torture, no wonder every time The first time I saw him, he was disgusting.” Xinghe muttered in a low voice, “Since knowing that Alex was approaching me, Fean’s spirit became more and more unstable. Monsters and demons and the like.”

"So," Xinghe concluded, "Alex probably saved Fei An, and Fei An regards Alex as his spiritual sustenance."

This kind of spiritual sustenance is higher than the body, like the worship of God by people, far beyond the world and self. People who trust are willing to bow their backs, hang their heads, and show their sincerity in an almost humble way. If a knife can cut open the heart The thing believed in understands the devotion, and Fei An will never hesitate.

But this unique belief is accompanied by a strong exclusivity, as if longing for the sight of God to fall on oneself. When the eyes of the believer turn away, the venom more vicious than the cobra will be poured out. Fill your heart and look down at all your internal organs.

In the distant mythology, the most honored and highly praised servant of the gods fell like this.

"No wonder Layman Alex refuses to let Fean officially join the monastery no matter what."

"Alex layman, once murmured in a low voice, you look at me more than you look at the Lord, how do you want me to treat myself."

"The reclusive monk also expressed doubts about Fei An's abnormal mental state, and there was a conflict between them."

Perhaps in the outside world, Fei An is powerful and will be easily accepted, but in the monastery, spiritual obedience is more important.

Kuroro "challenged them."

Galaxy "creates disputes."

Xinghe tied up his slightly long hair, "Don't worry, wrap it on me, mental attack, physical persuasion, I am proficient in everything."

Fean lost control. When he saw the boy who was as smart as the first snow say "greetings on behalf of Brother Alex" indifferently, his heart was clenched into pieces, his blood stopped flowing, he couldn't breathe, he couldn't move.

The person standing in front of him is like the snow on the top of the mountain, the twilight of the cold winter, mixed with an inexplicable lingering lingering in the coldness, like a dense cloud of smoke slowly drifting away, although it is close at hand, it is impossible to figure it out.

He couldn't hear the words behind the galaxy, he just felt angry, why Brother Alex always let him pass on the message, if, if he could come and see himself

"Are you going to find Brother Alex?" A cold voice sounded behind him.

Fei An heard a very soft snort, and with a "snap", all his sanity collapsed.

"Although you are very pitiful, there are still some things that need to be said. Brother Alex probably doesn't have enough time to meet you."

"Of course," the words were as light as clouds in the sky, "maybe Brother Alex doesn't want to take time for you, even a little bit."

Fei An's eyes were bloodshot, his heart was surging with rage, his ears were ringing, and he could barely hear Xinghe's words.

Fake, he could hear it, and he could hear every word clearly, he heard Xinghe say, "You may regard Brother Alex as an unreachable existence, and you always want to get close to him and dedicate your blood and loyalty to him, but I hope you know that you are just one of the people who admire Brother Alex, an extremely ordinary and small one, I hope you can face up to your status and don't let everyone, especially Brother Alex, feel upset."

Fean exploded.

The metaphorical kind.

Wow Xinghe looked at the figure of Fei An running away, so I am so good at ridicule

Fei Tan listened to the matter clearly from inside, and saw Xing He walking down the stairs with a complicated expression on his face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Xinghe moved Feitan's chair as a stepping stone.

Feitan had nothing to say about this contempt for his height.

Xinghe wiped Fei Tan's wounds, new wounds piled up old wounds, layer upon layer, "It seems that Fei An is very angry recently."

"I was stimulated by you."

Taking advantage of Fei An's absence, Xinghe checked the information with Fei Tan, and before leaving, he waved his hand, "The next time we see each other, we must be in the sun."

Fean, who exploded, ran towards Alex under the watchful eyes of the black crows. Kuroro chose a good position to watch the two go from being calm at the beginning to holding back their anger, and finally erupting. They were too far apart to watch. Mouth.

Fei'an and Alex can use their minds on the wall where the mind circles are painted, and ordinary people can't stop them at all.

Kuroro watched them beat the west from the east, beat the east from the west, and fought vigorously amidst the screams of the nuns next door, and then an ascetic monk appeared. Kuroro had seen him, and it was he who tied Xinghe in.

After persuading and stopping them, the two stopped. Kuroro saw them peel off a bracelet from Fei'an's wrist, and Fei'an was caught without a fight.

Xinghe was called in front of Alex and the ascetic, and asked why he angered Fean.

"I would never say such impolite and presumptuous words," he looked up at Alex. "It's just that as a devout monk, I feel that such greedy and presumptuous thoughts have tarnished Brother Alex."

His eyes are clear and upright, as solemn as the angel statue at the door,

Kuroro was beside him, and he felt that Xinghe was the kind of person who could swear that he was studying the structure of the human body after reading the pornographic book.

Alex was almost emptied, his left hand was the malicious Kurolo, and his right hand was the even more malicious Xinghe. When Feian disappeared, the vacated position was replaced by two people. Kurolo and Xinghe secretly probed, and occasionally Can infer star point news from the tone of voice.

Clerk Alex walks around in the quiet room where he occasionally loses his composure, murmuring why they haven't taken them away from this place where God's teachings have been distorted.

Kuroro speculated that the Hissis branch had contact with the Holy See outside by coincidence. They couldn't stand this barren land abandoned by the gods, so they wanted to leave. For this reason, they kept collecting wandering children on Meteor Street. , and transported the qualified ones outside to show their loyalty.

The Mingguang Sect headquarters in the central area of ​​Meteor Street was so busy arguing with the elders' meeting that the local management was inevitably negligent.

Let Nobunaga Wojin outside pass the news to Old Patu.

Madge also told them that they had found the tunnel, and that she learned from the nun that the outside world would come to receive the girl soon.

Now they just have to wait for the result in peace.

While copying books in the stone room, Kurolo talked about what was wrong with Hissis, and why the Council of Elders had been doing this matter of exchanging weapons and equipment with talents with the outside world, why Hissis couldn't touch it.

"On the one hand, the council of elders must concentrate its power in its own hands. If everyone can freely exchange with the gangsters, the order of the popular street will be gone. You see those people in white protective clothing recycling waste on the garbage mountain, In addition to local forces, they also have whistles in the central area to monitor the movement of airships. The purpose is to weaken the local area."

"Secondly, religious churches will grow wildly in the fertile soil of poverty, and the elders' meeting must suppress it."

"Thirdly, this is the most important point." Kurollo said while copying the book, without getting stuck at all, "Hesis uses hallucinogens to control people, which is more like a dog than picking talents."

"Send the adjusted dog outside and let people drive it away."

"It's not good."

"They regard the popular street as a wasteland and want to escape eagerly, but this is also a place where countless people shelter."

We who have been wiped out, ignored, and despised by the world also despise that world very much.

"I have a question that I've been holding back for a long time."

Xinghe caressed the yellowed page of the Mingguang Canon, he hesitated, not knowing whether he should ask or not.

"You speak"

"What's the matter with the front sight on your head? Are you afraid that others will miss the target?"

""

"Galaxy."

"You need to think about who saved you."