[Comprehensive] On how I got lost

The problem with vici is obvious, so vici is the first to meet for the first time.

Jinglian looked at the address on the phone, the basketball club of Teiguang Middle School, and there was also a map attached.

very familiar name.

Shogo Haizaki, The Age of Miracles, Tetsuya Kuroko.

Jinglian doesn't know much about the basketball club of Teiguang Middle School. It's like you know that the stars shine brightly in the night sky, and you also saw a shooting star fall to the ground with its tail trailing, but you don't know the root of their mutual relationship, and you don't care. , Is the relationship between them intricate or intriguing, as if separated by a layer of veil, on the opposite side of the veil, the female anchor in the news broadcast emphatically emphasizes that this star comes from a certain star region, with a sense of unreality of illusion.

Jinglian followed vici's instructions and entered Teiko Middle School, came to the basketball club, passed through the chattering girls crowded at the door, and stood there amidst their surprise or amazement mixed with the question "Is he also a member of the basketball club?"

vici claims to have red hair and red eyes, which is easy to recognize.

Jinglian thought for a while, and introduced herself as black-haired and black-eyed, which was hard to recognize.

Akashi Seijuro, who just finished a workout, picked up a towel to wipe his sweat. He habitually asked himself to be the highest and strongest, even in daily exercise.

He gently wiped off his sweat, and he heard the different voices of the girls at the door, from the trough to the peak, and then lowered again. This unusual fluctuation caught his attention. Akashi looked at the door, a high voice The tall and thin boy stood at the door with his back against the light, as if he was patrolling the field.

Black hair and black eyes, Akashi thought of this adjective.

The other party claims that his personality is very ordinary, and his appearance may be worthy of praise in the eyes of a third party, but it is nothing more than that.

Stepping on Broken Light and Qingmeng, he reached out to Akashi, "It's the first time we meet, I am Yiqing Jinglian."

The third-party observer has no stake in the observed person, and does not have too much contact with the life of the other party. It may be called a cold machine, which only needs to input information, compare it, and then give feedback.

Jingren chose a seat and quietly watched Akashi Seijuro return to the court. The seat he chose was very good, and he could see the worried face of the girl with pink long hair. The members of the second and third armies ran around the court lazily and without rules Running around, some people grabbed the basketball and scolded them for not working too hard, but they were asked, "I can't play even if I work hard. Anyway, here only needs the era of miracles."

"There are also leagues with other schools"

The other party threw the basketball into the man's arms, "What's the use of that, it's just a group of people getting together to have fun, and we are never used on slightly important occasions."

After throwing the ball, the opponent turned away and walked away, "It would be great if I can be as good as Ziyuan Qingfeng, and I don't need to train, just hit casually and win."

Basketball is a sport full of passion, youth and dreams.

Who believes

Akashi Seijuro ended his club activities, and he asked Kyoren what conclusion he had.

Jinglian is business-like, "According to my observation, the ability of the era of miracles in basketball is far beyond that of everyone, and it is difficult for newcomers to catch up. It can be known that after the graduation of the third-year era of miracles, there will be a talent gap in the Teiguang basketball club. To compare it to a plant, it is a big tree with luxuriant branches and leaves, absorbing all the nutrients in this land, if the big tree is cut down, there will be no grass for a period of time.”

"You insist on the concept of absolute victory, and the actions you perform are also for the sake of victory. Everything is promised, and finally created a false prosperity."

"The fertile soil at the bottom has not yet grown, and the top layer is strong but falling apart."

Jinglian docked her hands and drew an upright triangle for Akashi to see, "According to my observation, the correct structure is like this."

"but you."

Slowly form a triangle formed by both hands, with the tip pointing down.

"Quite the opposite."

The two were talking about this when a white-haired man with shiny earbuds came over from afar.

"Hey"

"What are you doing here."

Haizaki Shogo was upset, especially when he saw Akashi Seijuro beside Kyoren.

these two people.

Gee.

He reached out to grab Jinglian's wrist, "Let's go."

But she didn't move, Jingren turned back and replied to Haizaki, "Sorry, I still have things to do."

"thing"

"Yes."

Haizaki Shogo opened his mouth, looked at Akashi Seijuro who looked indifferent after greeting, and Kyoren who looked the same as usual, "It's really interesting."

He clapped his hands, "You know who the guy next to you is."

"know."

"Akashi Seijuro, head of the Teiko Basketball Club, one of the five members of the Age of Miracles."

Jinglian added the last sentence, "The person who ordered you to retreat."

"What's wrong"

Jinglian questioned.

His eyes are too clean, like a vast snowfield, without even the ashes of dead bushes, only the boundless desolation and cold air, and the reflection of Huizaki's face, Huizaki Shogo found that he was in Jingren's eyes There was a shadow in the shadow, and suddenly realized that it meant nothing.

Jinglian once said that the store manager was angry because he had no mercy.

He also said that "you can't actually feel the enthusiasm and pain of others".

Now he understands.

"boring."

Haizaki Shogo withdrew his smile, and left with his hands.

asshole, asshole, all asshole

The nameless anger in his heart was poured with a spoonful of oil, and the burning flames burned his heart into a piece of coke. After knocking it open, you might be able to see the remaining nerves and blood.

He clutched at the root of his hair, and the pain hit him.

Akashi Seijuro asked, "Do you know each other?"

"Ah."

"Does it belong to a friend?"

"It depends on the friends and what the boundaries are."

Akashi Seijuro "According to my observations, your relationship should be good."

"yes."

"I guess you're angry."

"I don't know why though."

A voice came from behind Shougo Huizaki, as cold and clear as ice and snow.

"Are you venting your anger? I shouldn't bear the anger of your failure."

Haizaki Shogo didn't look back, "Your business is over."

"No."

"Then what are you doing here? Don't let me, an irrelevant person, disturb your busy schedule."

"Because I'm learning empathy." Jinglian replied.

Haizaki Shougo laughed softly, "You treat me as an object of empathy."

"That's right."

"You haven't changed at all. From the time I met you to the present, it has always been and will always be like this."

Jingren didn't understand why Haizaki would say this, he followed Haizaki's meaning and said, "I've always been like this."

"I have observed in the past few days that normal people cannot accept your actions."

"Rogue, bad."

"But I have a commendatory label on me, kind and top student."

"From the perspective of teachers and classmates, we are in two stages of the balance."

"If I'm the same as the normal person you think, we won't have any intersections. The kind of person you want, someone who has an emotional position and can favor those close to you, will drive you away as soon as he comes into contact with you." outside the boundaries."

"That's why I am in a state where I can communicate peacefully with you."

Yes, you are right, your logic is always correct, and you can always find suitable reasons to convince others.

but.

Unfortunately, this kind of thing is beyond the control of reason.

Leaving the basketball, he was whispered and pointed at, and the people he knew were neutral and calm, and sat and watched his embarrassment.

what is left of him

He wandered aimlessly, and finally turned to the restaurant, where the blue and white striped awning cast a cool shade, and the wind chimes hanging by the door jingled.

When he opened the door and walked in, the store manager was greeting customers. When he saw Shogo Huizaki, the store manager quickly asked him to sit down first, "It's busy now, you should find a place to rest for a while."

He familiarly took out an apron from the backstage, and said in a vicious voice, "I'll do it."

As a waiter for the first time, Shogo Haizaki was a little flustered but quickly adapted to the process.

The shop was empty.The store manager was also able to breathe, he saw at a glance that Haizaki Shogo's expression was wrong, "What's wrong?"

Haizaki said vaguely, "I got into a fight with someone."

The store manager said a word.

"He Jinglian"

"And you certainly didn't fight."

Haizaki scratched his hair, took a deep breath and wanted to exhale all the boredom in his chest, he failed in basketball, and the interesting people he met also "turned towards" Akashi.

He was defeated and there was no way back.

The store manager has the old age left after being washed away by time, and the unique exclamation of those who have experienced vicissitudes, "Jinglian!"

"It's really hard to say."

He sat on the chair, the dim sunlight pouring in blurred his brows and eyes, and the wrinkles on his forehead curved into gentle arcs, "But at least he is working hard, trying to become a better version of himself."

Kyoren and Akashi returned to the store after discussing the day's affairs. After entering the door, he didn't see the store manager, but he saw Shogo Haizaki with his legs crossed. He thought that there seemed to be a unilateral conflict with Shogo Haizaki today. Xiangwu made a small report behind his back, and he said "sorry" the first time he saw the store manager.

Same as before, although not sure what is wrong.

But since this kind of word can make people feel comfortable, it doesn't hurt to use it more.

The store manager patted him on the shoulder and said that there is no need to talk about it in the future.

"Show me with actions, Jinglian."

He winked and nodded Huisaki Shougo, "They are all children, so just open up if you have something to say, you must know that friendship in youth is very important."

Haizaki Shougo almost fell over when he heard this sentence, "What does it have to do with me, who is friends with this guy?"

Jinglian nodded, "Well, we are not."

Shougo Huizaki felt uncomfortable, and ran out of the restaurant with the excuse of going out to get some fresh air. It happened that there was a child running with a basketball in the basketball court next to him. Huizaki easily picked up the ball and threw it into the hoop.

"Amazing"

The children clapped excitedly.

Haizaki turned around and saw that it was an acquaintance, the one who was sprayed with venom by him last time.

Seeing the face of Shougo Haizaki, the joy on the child's face also froze. He clapped his hands and kept them outstretched, not knowing how to respond.

Haizaki picked up the ball, "Hey, don't be dazed, watch it"

"Kang Dang" had a ball into the basketball hoop.

"This is the right posture for throwing the ball."

"awesome"

The children applauded again, but at the same time, another sparse and less enthusiastic applause also sounded.

Looking at the source of the sound, it was Jinglian.

He clapped without enthusiasm, seeing Haizaki Shougo look at him, "The store manager asked me to come out to see you, by the way, I think you need applause at this time."

Shougo Huisaki dribbled the ball into the basketball hoop for the third time, the trembling basketball hoop trembled, and he talked loudly about the basketball that fell to the ground. He said in a distant voice behind Keiren's back, "You guessed it again."

"Ah."

Haizaki Shougo didn't speak, he picked up the basketball over and over again and shot it over and over again, the children's cheers didn't stop, and the scattered applause of Keiren also rang out intermittently.

"Boom"

The basketball fell heavily.

Haizaki wiped the sweat off his face with his arm, he panted heavily, "Why don't you leave yet."

"I guess it's time to leave."

"yes."

Huizaki Shougo laughed, his shoulders trembled, "I said, don't force yourself if you can't feel other people's feelings. There are so many indifferent people in the world, don't they all live well."

"Ah."

"Whatever you say is uh uh uh, can you change the word"

"it is good."

Shougo Huizaki shook his hair, and beads of sweat fell to the ground along the ends of his hair. He lifted up the hem of his short sleeves and wiped off the sweat on his face. The night wind was blowing, and it was still cold at night.

He turned to Jingren, and the child who had applauded him stood in front of the half-squatting Jingren, talking to Jingren in a low voice, Haizaki couldn't hear clearly, but he could also see the satisfaction and joy emerging from that immature face , and Jinglian's eyes were slightly closed, and a tenderness appeared inexplicably.

He's getting better.

Haizaki suddenly remembered what the store manager said.

He strives to be better, to feel the sadness and joy of others.

"A green lotus."

He solemnly called out Qing Jinglian's name, which used to be referred to as "hello", "you", and "this person".

"I love basketball, and I just love it."

Seeing Jingren staring at him blankly, Huizaki Shogo became angry from embarrassment.

"What's wrong, are you going to laugh at me?"

"Come on, I'm listening."

He once said that basketball is a boring tool to pass the time, and that he only wanted to use basketball for revenge. Many unspeakable reasons blocked his mouth, self-esteem, other people's eyes, strange remarks, Linlin always formed a chain. Bind him tightly so that he can't make a loud noise, and dare not cry out.

It's hard to like the word.

For him, once he said it, he changed from a heroic adult to a daydreaming kid.

On this breezy night, he peeled off his heart, and nakedly showed his dream mixed with flesh and blood to Qing Jinglian.

He thought that this person was so weird, and he was also weird, and no one disliked anyone.

Jinglian tilted her head, "No, things that are infused with dreams should not be laughed at."

Haizaki Shogo drew a smile.

"Dream is a better word than pity."

Jinglian hesitated for a while.

"I think you're laughing at me, after I comforted you."

"you guessed wrong."