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Lou Xiaoqi has heard about how hard it is to be an artist, but he has no personal experience.Even those who have come into contact with a few mixed entertainment circles before, most of them live a relatively idle life, and it seems that Miss Yan is the same way.

It was the first time to stand in this circle in person, even though it was only on the fringes, Lou Xiaoqi already felt overwhelming tension.

This sense of tension is like a big net, tightly fitting and airtight.

The delicate flowers wrapped in it dare not relax for a moment, and they have to calculate how much they eat and drink.

When to laugh, when to cry, when to sweat profusely, when to pretend not to care.

Think about every move, even practice the arc of your smile.

I look tired.

Fortunately, Lou Xiaoqi still has a safe haven.

There is a big comfortable sofa, delicious food that does not repeat every day, a cute and cute Xiaobai, with a beautiful face...

In short, there is a place where she is welcome to sneak over to catch her breath at any time, so that she will not be too stressed and tear up this leisurely and indifferent mask.

Ms. Yan laughed that she still couldn't learn to be calm after seeing so many people's relationships, but watching the play and cooperating with the performance are completely different things.

Lou Xiaoqi felt tired, not only because of the tense rhythm and heavy exercise, but also because he had already seen through all the dramas, but he still had to force himself to cooperate with the performance, which made him feel tired.

No wonder many people don't like to be spoiled. This kind of feeling of wanting to immerse yourself in it but can't get excited is really uncomfortable.

Lou Xiaoqi grabbed her long hairband and was bored, squinting her eyes and yawning big.

After waiting for so long, it finally came to the day of the official performance.I hope things go well together in the future, and don't let her continue to mix among these little girls!

"Xiaolou, aren't you nervous?"

The girl sitting next to Lou Xiaoqi was so nervous that she had already gone to the toilet for countless times, but when she came back, she yawned, and she felt so envious.

For the first performance, to stand on such a big stage and face so many people, it seems unreasonable not to be nervous.

Lou Xiaoqi knew that it was inappropriate for her to be too calm, so she squeezed the water bottle and poured some water into her palm, and then pretended to be embarrassed and unfolded it for the person to see, "It's all sweat, how could it be possible not to be nervous."

The [-]th team of students catches PK, and the last three teams automatically form a group.

Lou Xiaoqi had been looking forward to going on stage as soon as possible to be relieved, but he insisted on sitting until the second half before finally being drawn.

What their group snatched was an old-fashioned electronic music song, dressed as a knight in line with the plot, and a peach-colored tulle gown on the outside, which is three points cool and seven points soft, which fits the style of the song and fits their style characteristics of the group of students.

The little junior sisters who are eccentric and sneaking down the mountain are playful, cute and beautiful, who wouldn't like it.

Listening to the applause and screams below, Lou Xiaoqi seemed to understand why those people wanted to stand on the stage so much.

To be seen by so many people, to get so much applause, and so much affirmation, whether it is a sense of accomplishment or vanity, must be satisfied to a certain extent.

Unfortunately, these things are not her concern.

For this kind of activity that will affect her enjoyment of food, she really can't develop the slightest liking.

Fortunately, she was only here to complete the task, and she only needed to think rationally and analyze objectively, and she didn't need to be very interested in these things.

The performance is over, and the real-time voting results have come out.

Lou Xiaoqi ranked 69th, which is not good in general, but she herself hopes to be worse.

Calculating the time, it was almost time for the program team to contact the company.As for when they will come to them, it is not very sure.

After changing out of the cumbersome robes, Lou Xiaoqi looked at the makeup on his face in the mirror, and clicked his tongue twice.

This kind of makeup is only suitable for the stage or in the camera, and it is really awkward no matter how you look at it.

It's too exaggerated.

Just these eyelashes, you don’t need to blow your mouth to eat barbecue, and it will cool down after a few blinks.

"Hey, I'll go."

A line of red letters suddenly appeared on the mirror, scaring Lou Xiaoqi who was carefully observing the makeup.

[Someone commits suicide on the roof of the east building, go quickly]

Jumping off a building is called jumping off a building, and it is also "suicide"...

This tone, at first glance, is that guy Yan Qi.

Probably because she didn't bring her mobile phone with her and it was difficult to contact her, so she used this method to send messages.

"Can you change the color next time, I'm so scared." Lou Xiaoqi patted his chest, curled his lips and ran towards the east building.

There is only one floor connected between the east building and the west building. Lou Xiaoqi is on the fifth floor of the west building. If he wants to go to the roof of the east building, it will add up to nearly twenty floors.

Before the hand touched the handle, the door was pushed open from there.Lou Xiaoqi took a step back abruptly to avoid the tragedy of being bumped on the nose.

Yan Xi didn't expect that she was at the door, so she took a small breath, and immediately grabbed her wrist and turned away.

This door goes in and the other wall exits. Before the nose can tell which perfume Ms. Yan has changed into today, she is already standing by the roof door of the east building.

"Tsk, the makeup is really ugly."

With a sound of disgust in his ear, before Lou Xiaoqi could recover, someone pushed him from the back, and staggered three steps away from the girl who was about to commit suicide.

"you..."

"Don't come here!"

The girl turned sideways to Lou Xiaoqi, the makeup on her face was washed into a strange shape by tears, but luckily the eyeliner is waterproof, otherwise it would look even more scary.

When she was in the company, she also came to cheer Lou Xiaoqi up, looking full of confidence and energy.Coming here to train is also very hard. Although I was downgraded from class E to class F, I still smile every day and get along with everyone.

A girl who couldn't be hated, but at this moment, her face was ashamed and her eyes were full of resentment.

Probably it was after the recording just now that I learned the news that the studio was disbanded and the executives ran away.

Lou Xiaoqi didn't know much about her, and probably knew that her family was not very well off, so it took a lot of effort to get this opportunity.

Desperate, so do your best.

However, at such a critical juncture, they learned that the studio had been disbanded, and all the money they had managed to gather had been taken away by others.

Without any backing, she was relegated to Class F, and she lost the performance PK. If there is no accident, she will bid farewell to this place in the next round, ending her short journey of chasing dreams.

All hope is lost, that's probably it.

That's why I came here to end it all.

Lou Xiaoqi was afraid that she would be stimulated, so he stood still and did not dare to move, and even took half a step back.

"Listen to me, no matter what difficulties there are, death is not the solution. I know it may not be easy, but only by living can there be a chance of turning things around, right?"

"Well said!" The girl cried hoarsely with more and more tears on her face, "You are good-looking, the instructor likes you, the audience likes you, if it doesn't work this time, there will be another time. Of course you can say that!"

"Me! I have nothing!"

"I've given everything! If it doesn't work this time, it's over!"

"I don't have a next time!"

The more excited she was, the girl gradually retreated to the edge of the roof.

Seeing that she was about to jump down, Lou Xiaoqi rushed over and threw her back forcefully, and rushed out of the rooftop under the counterforce.

If suicide is unavoidable, it means that one life can be exchanged for another.

This is Lou Xiaoqi's job, her task, and the only thing she can do.

The body fell rapidly, and seemed to see Miss Yan in a trance, looking very anxious.

What's the hurry?

Even if she falls, she won't die.

She is an employee of the underworld, so she is not considered a living person. Even if she falls, she will only damage a pair of skins. What is there to worry about?

The ground was very hard, and the impact of falling from a high altitude was too strong, even Lou Xiaoqi couldn't bear it. He felt that his internal organs were displaced, his head was buzzing, and his eyes turned black.

Before fainting, Lou Xiaoqi's last thought was not 'pain', but...

Ms. Yan doesn't know that this is one of their regular solutions, right? !

The author has something to say: Lou Xiaoqi: I will not die, why are you so anxious

Ms. Yan: I'm afraid you'll break your brain, you're already so stupid

Lou Xiaoqi: You are stupid!

Ms. Yan: Oh, otherwise, can I fall on you?

Lou Xiaoqi: ... (something seems wrong, but there is no way to refute it)