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When Yan Xi met Lou Yutang for the first time, her name was not yet Lou Yutang.

Paramount, the Fengyuechang most favored by the "nobility" at that time, the most famous gold selling cave.

Here are the most beautiful dancing girls and the most expensive wine.

Maybe it's because I'm too lazy to deal with men, or maybe I just think it's fun.

Yan Xi didn't know what to think that day, she changed into a neat suit and went to drink and dance, and by chance, she ran into Lou Yutang who was being ridiculed by several dancers.

Oh, at that time she was still called Xiaocui, and she was sold here by her family to be a little maid, responsible for serving tea, pouring water, cleaning tables and sweeping the floor.

The little girl is only 14 years old, she hasn't bloomed yet, her face is sallow and thin, and she stands among several glamorous women, like a little chick that has not yet fully grown but accidentally fell out of the nest.

This kind of drama has never stopped for hundreds of years. Yan Xi was too lazy to meddle in other people's business, so he changed his route and bypassed it.

It will be several months before I see her again.

The food here may be pretty good. The little chick has grown a little bit more flesh than the last time I saw it, and it seems to be a little longer.

The little guy was secretly practicing dance steps in the yard, and was discovered by a few dancers who came back from the show. They tripped her to the ground, covered her mouth and laughed at her, 'the sparrow still wants to climb higher branches'.

There were many stones on the ground, the little girl probably broke somewhere, tears kept streaming down, but there was no grievance on her face, and her eyes were full of determination.

In fact, in Yan Xi's opinion, if this little girl grows up, she can completely crush those people who laughed at her.

It's really hard to say who is the sparrow.

Yan Xi likes to play and be lively, but she is definitely not warm-hearted.

Although I met this interesting little guy one after another, I just kept some impressions and didn't take it to heart at all.

When Xiaocui was 16 years old, she was already very slim, and she was admired by many masters and young masters, and the boss also wanted to train her.

That day, the girl in charge of the opening was unwell, and Xiao Cui, who had only been studying seriously for a few days, was pushed onto the stage and hurriedly completed her first stage appearance.

To be honest, if it weren't for his good foundation, that performance would be really unwatchable.

At least, Yan Xi doesn't like it.

However, her looks are quite attractive to men, and even though her dancing is average and her singing is not very good, there are still many people cheering her on.

It is impossible to become famous overnight with just a few glasses of wine.

If you want to be popular, someone has to spend money on it.

And that person is none other than Yan Xi.

Of course, Yan Xi's main purpose was to see how the girls in the backstage were so shameless.

Spending a lot of money, being alone is naturally not difficult.

"what is it call?"

In fact, the boss hadn't decided on a name for her, so he hurriedly picked a fancy name, "Xiao Haitang. Yes, her name is Xiao Haitang."

Begonia?

It's sort of like that, but not exactly.

Yan Xi squeezed her chin and looked at the little girl who refused to meet her eyes, and smiled, "From now on, I will call it Yutang, Yushui's Yu, Begonia's Tang."

After that day, the name Lou Yutang began to appear frequently in everyone's topics.

Yan Xi just thought it was fun, but it caused the little girl to make a foolish mistake.

The fox family's romantic debts are nothing new, and Yan Xi never lacks suitors.

But for some reason, Yan Xi just couldn't walk away gracefully like he did to those men and women before.

"Little Haitang, I am also a woman, we..."

"Then...be a sister. Or, Ms. Yan thinks I'm not worthy to be your friend."

Said to be friends and sisters, Yan Xi couldn't understand the affection in this girl's eyes.

But she has never done anything out of bounds, and Yan Xi can only pretend that she can't see anything, and doesn't know anything.

Begonias in the rain are pitiful.

Concessions again and again, compromises again and again.

Yan Xi thought helplessly, she really did not make a mistake with the name Lou Yutang.

Five years later, Yan Xi never thought that she could be with someone for so long.

The little girl is becoming more and more beautiful, and there are only a lot of sons and daughters who spend money on her, but it's just to hinder Yan Xi's face, so there is no such thing as a moth.

Yan Xi would occasionally joke with her, "What are you talking about being friends, you are obviously using me to fend off those flies. Why, are you still waiting for your sweetheart who doesn't know where?"

"Let's take it as it is, you've worked hard, sister Yan." Lou Yutang didn't deny it, just lowered her head and smiled, and poured a cup of tea for her.

I really don't know whether to call her smart or call her stupid.

She is said to be smart, but she wasted all her youth on an impossible person, and she didn't know how to look back when she hit the south wall.

She is said to be stupid, but there is always a way to make Yan Xi soft-hearted, and compromise for her again and again.

Ms. Yan, who didn't even touch her body, fell into the hands of this crabapple.

It is still a crabapple cultivated by myself.

Yan Xi thought, since he is reluctant to let go, he should hold it tight.

Anyway, the years are long and boring. To accompany her for decades is to be happy for myself.

"If you're with me, there won't be a wedding, no status, no children, and you won't even have a normal family. If that's the case, do you still want to be with me?" Yan Xi swung his wine glass , asked casually.

If Lou Yutang knew her from before, she would understand how rare such an inquiry is.

Yan Xi, who pursues instant pleasure, has never cared about other people's feelings.

She has always been a guy who just wants to be happy.

How special Lou Yutang is to Yan Xi, Lou Yutang won't know, Yan Xi doesn't want to know.

It doesn't really matter whether you know it or not.

Anyway, Yan Xi has decided to stay with her for the rest of her life.

And Lou Yutang...

"After I met you, I never thought about other possibilities. If you are willing, I will go to fulfill the vow. If you are not willing, then I will be your friend forever."

"You have only lived for a few years, so you can say forever."

Mortals, life is too short, so they like to say 'forever'.

As if it was a place that could be reached casually.

On the first day of their official relationship, Yan Xi took Lou Yutang to a French restaurant.

That day, Lou Yutang wore a newly made navy blue cheongsam, and around her neck was the first necklace Yan Xi gave her.

That day, Yan Xi wore a black cheongsam with dark patterns, and her lips were the same rose color as Lou Yutang.

The weather was not so good that day, and it seemed that it was going to rain.

On that day, the restaurant was crowded and the chef was slow to serve the food.

In the era of chaos and chaos, we must be prepared at any time.

The moment the sound of the wooden warehouse sounded, Yan Xi thought of several ways to leave.

She can guarantee that she will escape unscathed, but she cannot control Lou Yutang's behavior.

The moment the bullet rushed towards Yan Xi, Lou Yutang blocked its path with herself.

Blood bloomed dark red flowers on Yan Xi's cheongsam, and Lou Yutang's face was paler than ever.

Thunder rumbled, and heavy rain poured down instantly.

The rain hits the crabapple, drifting into the mud.

"That's great, you're all right."

"Unfortunately, there is no future."

Lou Yutang is always smiling.Laugh on stage, when dealing with men, when seeing Yan Xi, and even when eating desserts.

Even at this time, she was still smiling.

Smiling reluctantly, but also full of nostalgia.

The years are long and boring, and people around me come and go, leaving and coming again.

Yan Xi has seen countless deaths, and she only treats mortals as fragile and perishable, and has never had any thoughts of reluctance.

But this time, she was a little reluctant.

"There will be. In the next life, you will still come to me."

You come, I will recognize you.

For as long as I can remember.

Lou Yutang was still laughing, and the smile became more and more forced.

She tried her best to bury her head in Yan Xi's arms, and gently closed her eyes, "Okay...I'll go find you..."

Yan Xi has never cried before, and she doesn't know what it feels like to be sad.

But that day, the tears on her fingertips were a little hot, which made her feel a little uncomfortable.

Paramount's dancers changed batch after batch, but Yan Xi never went there again.

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