I was dressed as a passer-by in the female love game

〔Short story outline——a bloody hypocritical essay, illogical. 〕

01

At the age of 24, Xiao Shi married into a wealthy family.

The very proud kind.

However, it was a female president who married her into a wealthy family.

Moreover, the other party hates her very much.

02

On a certain day in the third year of marriage, Xiao Shi decided to file for divorce.

03

It was an unremarkable morning.

Xiao Shi likes to sleep in. When she was in school, she would rather save the time for breakfast and go hungry all morning, and sleep longer with the quilt in her arms.

But after marrying into a wealthy family, she got up early every day on time, and went downstairs to have breakfast with her lover in name.

In order to prevent her from sleeping late, the other party even put an airplane alarm on her bedside.As soon as the time came, the death bell rang and flew around the bedroom.

And she could only get up from the warm blanket in misery to start the day by catching the plane.

04

Standing at the stairs, Xiao Shi saw Ethan's extremely impatient expression.

Those golden eyes were full of irritability, staring at the delicious breakfast in front of him indifferently, without any intention of taking a bite.

Why bother?

Xiao Shi sighed in his heart, unable to understand the other party's actions, but he sat obediently opposite Ethan.

Fortunately, she likes to eat breakfast, Xiao Shi took a bite of the crispy bun, it was sour and soft, and the sweet and salty diced ham awakened the sleeping sense of taste, and he squinted his eyes in happiness.

[Damn, cute]

"Cough, cough, cough!" Hearing these words unexpectedly, Xiao Shi choked directly, and a glass of water was stuffed into his hand in the next second.

"drink."

Ethan said in a cold voice.

Xiao Shi quickly drank a few sips of water, and then patted his chest vigorously, before recovering. When he looked up, he saw Ethan staring at her expressionlessly.

The corners of his mouth curled up in a half-smile, and Ethan mocked, "You don't even know how to eat?"

[It’s too cute to choke when eating]

[I really want to feed her]

Xiao Shi dropped his chopsticks in shock from this string of tiger and wolf words.

She stared at the other person, making sure that the words were not her hallucinations.

Ethan frowned dissatisfied, and asked the servant to change a pair of clean ones.

[Did the chopsticks drop?So cute]

"Just now," Xiao Shi swallowed, half-believing and half-doubting, "Did you say something?"

Ethan lazily raised his eyelids to look at her, and said bluntly, "No."

[You say this on purpose, do you want to chat with me? ]

[So fucking cute. ]

Ethan snorted and smiled, his eyebrows stretched out in a happy arc.

Xiao Shi: "..."

Damn, what's going on!

This voice, and this rather embarrassing tone, was indeed Ethan, but Xiao Shi could see it clearly——Ethan didn't speak at all.

She turned around with a stiff head, and the servants looked calm, as if they hadn't heard any strange words at all.

05

After finishing breakfast with great difficulty, and gaining countless "cute" even in a daze, Xiao Shi finally found that she seemed to be able to hear Ethan's heartfelt voice.

06

As a president, Ethan is very busy and spends most of his time in the company.

Xiao Shi was in stark contrast to the other party. He was so free every day that he planted mushrooms in the corner and cooked salted fish aimlessly.

Before getting married, she was an ordinary little painter.

The reason why she fell in love with painting was because of one person.

When she met him for the first time when she was a high school student, she had the urge to draw that person on paper and hide it. For this reason, she specially learned to draw and put a lot of energy into it.Sometimes I would work day and night to complete a painting, so I got stomach problems.

She also has a little secret that she hasn't told anyone——

She has a treasured picture album, and every page is the figure of that person.

07

In any case, be sure to file for divorce today.

Xiao Shi swore secretly.

Not to mention anything else, she really didn't want to get up early in the morning to masturbate.

08

When it was almost noon, Xiao Shi came to Ethan's company with his lunch box in hand.

This was the first time she came to the company, Xiao Shi walked to the front desk, and just about to speak, who knew that the front desk staff was stunned for the first time when they saw her, and then whispered something to the person next to him.

"You're here to find Boss Yi." The girl at the front desk's eyes lit up, as if she saw a legend.

Xiao Shi said strangely: "You know me?"

"Of course I know you." The girl smiled and said, "It should be said that everyone in the company knows you."

At this moment, a man suddenly walked over quickly, smiled at her and said, "Miss Xiao, long time no see."

When Xiao Shi saw an acquaintance, he couldn't help but smile back: "Grey."

Gray was a doctor in the hospital where she was at the beginning, responsible for mental illness. During Xiao Shi's hospitalization, he accidentally met each other. Both of them had outgoing and interesting personalities, and they quickly became acquainted.

"Are you here to find Miss Yi?" Gray asked, he knew the relationship between Xiao Shi and Ethan.

Xiao Shi nodded and asked, "What about you?"

Gray smiled heartily: "Me too."

Xiao Shi asked doubtfully, "Do you know Ethan?"

"Of course, the two of us..." Gray's voice stopped abruptly, and he shut his mouth abruptly. Instead of continuing to speak, he showed a rather awkward and stiff smile.

Xiao Shi: "?"

"Me, both of us" Gray stammered, desperately turning his head, and finally managed to find a suitable word, "Friends! We are friends!"

Xiao Shi was puzzled: "Why have I never heard you say it?"

Gray laughed awkwardly: "Hahahaha."

Although Xiao Shi didn't understand what's so good about this question hahahaha, she was still not blind and could see that the other party's forehead was about to sweat, so she didn't ask any more questions.

Gray Rumeng breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that I am such a clever little ghost.

At the prompt of the front desk, the two walked into the elevator and reached the floor where Ethan's office was located.

The staff along the way reacted uniformly when they saw Xiao, first they were stunned and then they greeted excitedly.

The whole Xiao Shi thought that he had suddenly become popular.

Under the considerate guidance of the staff, she and Gray soon stood in front of Ethan's office.

Seeing Xiao Shi holding a lunch box in his hand, Gray showed a mysterious smile, took a step forward very gentlemanly, and knocked on the door lightly.

"Enter."

Gray whispered, "I don't think she's in a good mood."

09

The moment he opened the door, Xiao Shi almost went blind——

There's a nice photo of her from a trip a few years ago, smiling among a field of golden sunflowers.

At this moment, this giant photo, which was magnified hundreds or even thousands of times, was posted in the center of the wall.

Especially the front teeth, which had been magnified a hundred times, were bigger than her forehead.

It's magical.

Xiao Shi's eyes were terrified: "..."

Gray was obviously used to it, walked in with a smile, turned around in a circle, waved to the people inside, and said, "Look who's here?"

[Ah]

This short sneer was simply a combination of indifference, ridicule, disgust, and irritability.

The corner of Xiao Shi's mouth couldn't help twitching, and the foot that had just been raised to step into the room suddenly stopped the car, stopping in mid-air in a very emptiness.

"What's the matter?" Ethan's cold voice sounded in the room.

Gray: "Of course there is."

"Go away if you have nothing to do."

Gray: "..."

Gray endured the humiliation and made a middle finger in his heart, turned his head and gave Xiao Shi a wink, telling her to come in quickly.

10

Xiao Shi forcibly ignored the photo in front of him, and walked in front of Ethan with a box of lunch.

Ethan sat on the office chair expressionlessly, holding a small pillow in both hands, leaning against the back of the chair, his slender legs didn't care about the so-called manners at all, and overlapped at will.

She looked at Xiao Shi without saying a word.

Xiao Shi wanted to squeeze out a smile, but his eyes were involuntarily glued to the table.

There are rows and rows of things neatly placed on the table-all!yes!she!of!According to!piece!

Xiao Shi even saw a hundred-year-old photo of her naked buttocks.

Wait, the pillow in Ethan's hand... Xiao Shi wondered if she had been hallucinated by those eight big white teeth just now, she actually saw her headshot printed on the pillow, the watery eyes kind.

But this pillow is not to mention watery, at first glance it looks like the other party is holding a dead head in his arms.

[why do you ignore me? ]

[Talk to me. ]

[I want to hear your voice. ]

[I want to talk to you. ]

Seeing Xiao Shi remained silent, Ethan didn't notice anything wrong at all, and there was no expression on his cold face: "What are you doing here?"

It seemed that Ethan didn't welcome her, and was also very annoyed - if it wasn't for Xiao Shi's inexplicable aggrieved voices, he might really have thought so.

11

"I'll bring you food." Xiao Shi put the lunch box on the table.

Gray let out a "wow" and asked intentionally, "You made this yourself?"

Xiao Shi nodded.

Ethan straightened up immediately, his calm and indifferent face didn't even have a smile on his face, but his eyes were filled with bright and satisfied smiles, like a child who was happy to see candy.

"Really?" Ethan put on a look of indifference, but on the contrary, he quickly unwrapped the package with his fingers, as if afraid of being snatched away, "Then I'll try it."

[very happy. ]

[What to do, I almost laughed out loud]

[I want to hold back]

Xiao Shi: "...Are you happy?"

Ethan glanced at her and said, "Why should I be happy?"

[Ah, I almost burst out laughing]

Xiao Shi: "..."

All right, what you say is what it is.

Xiao Shi's cooking skills are very good, but after getting married, the servants do all the cooking and housework, so cooking has become a hobby.

The moment the lunch box is opened, the aroma of the rice fills the air, making people's taste buds eager to move.Gray couldn't help swallowing his saliva, and jokingly said, "It smells so good, I'll have a taste too."

Ethan's expression froze visible to the naked eye, and then his golden eyes narrowed in a narrow arc.

The corner of the woman's mouth curled up, and her tone was indifferent: "I didn't hear you clearly, please say it again."

Gray took a few steps back in fear, and said with a dry smile, "You eat, you eat! I'm full!"

Only then did Ethan calm down, she looked at Xiao Shi and asked, "Have you had lunch?"

12

Xiao Shi didn't stay, she just came here to discuss divorce-related matters with the other party in the name of delivering meals.

But now she finds that things are completely different from what she thought.

Ethan doesn't hate her... seems to like her?

13

"Don't look at it." Seeing Ethan staring blankly at the door with a captivated look, Gray said, "Everyone is gone, why do you still look at it?"

Ethan reluctantly withdrew his gaze, squinted and said, "If you have nothing to do, get out."

Gray: ...

They all told me that something was wrong with me!

If it weren't for the cannibalism and soft hands, he really wanted to roll up his sleeves and have a fight with Ethan.

Although I can't beat it.

"If you are willing to cooperate with the treatment, of course I won't come here." Gray felt like Little Red Riding Hood who was treating a white-eyed wolf. He was weak and pitiful. He was obviously a doctor, but he felt aggrieved like a grandson serving his ancestors.

But when he thought about the exorbitant remuneration, alas, the grandson should be the grandson, at least a rich grandson.

"Why are you so indifferent to Xiao Shi?" Without food, he just took out biscuits from his briefcase, like chewing wax, "I don't know how much I thought you hated her."

"I'm sick." Ethan said calmly, "I've hurt her once, and I won't hurt her a second time. It's better to stay away from her."

Gray swallowed the biscuit with mineral water. He was actually curious about what happened, but he knew from Ethan's expression that she would not answer, so Gray changed the question and asked: "About your illness, what are you going to hide?" When will she be?"

These words undoubtedly hit Ethan's deathbed, and her face turned pale for a moment.

"Forever," Ethan said.

Gray really wants to say that from the current point of view, you should not live a lifetime, and divorce is a matter of minutes.

"No one falls in love with a psychopath," Ethan said. "I know how mean I am. But she didn't like me...I don't want her to hate me."

Those words were pitiful, and Gray felt pity and sympathy in his heart.

Ethan gave him a sideways look: "Go away if you're fine."

Gray: ...something's up!something!Said I have something to do!

14

Divorce plans have been put on hold for now.

Xiao Shi decided to find out what Ethan really thought about her first.

After thinking about it, she knocked on Ethan's door at night.

Although it is very strange, the two of them have been sleeping in separate rooms for three years of marriage, and they are still on different floors.

Ethan's door was not closed tightly, and it was pushed open with a light knock.

Xiao Shi walked in without waiting for a response. The bathroom door was closed, and there was the sound of splashing water. It seemed that the other party was taking a shower.

Ethan's room is very elegantly decorated, without too many colors, and is minimalist white—except for the few pillows on the bed with her whole body printed on it.

The corner of Xiao Shi's mouth twitched crazily. She probably glanced at it a few times, but the clothes were still different.

There are sailor uniforms, school uniforms, and even the cleaning clothes she used to do as a volunteer.

Xiao Shi was at a loss for words for a moment, and he blushed and patted his forehead.

She turned her back, and suddenly found several bottles of medicine on the table, the lids of which had not been closed, and a glass of water beside them.

15

Xiao Shi recognized the English letters on it - treating mental illness.

She pursed her lips, gently put down the medicine bottle, and left the room.

The next day, she contacted Gray.

16

Gray was crying loudly, a large part of the exorbitant treatment fee was a confidentiality fee, and he kept it secret from Xiao Shi.

Now Xiao Shi found out that he can no longer be a rich grandson, he can only be an ordinary grandson.

17

"Mania..." Xiao Shi sat calmly on the sofa, "No wonder her temper has been bad since high school."

Gray sobbed: "Although she has been receiving treatment, her attitude over the past two years has an obvious negative tendency. I heard her say... because the illness has hurt you, maybe this is the reason."

"Ah?" Xiao Shi retorted, "She never hurt me, and she didn't even say anything harsh to me."

Gray: That's because I've heard it all.

"If you think about it carefully," Gray said, "Maybe a small physical touch in your eyes may be magnified in Ethan's eyes."

Xiao Shi worked hard to recall, even harder than seeing a familiar English word in the college entrance examination, and finally found a related memory.

"Two years ago, she seemed to shut herself in the room and smashed many things..."

"Oh, Ethan's condition was the most unstable at that time."

"Then, I stood at the door and wanted to call her, but she suddenly opened the door..."

"and then!"

"The door opened outwards, and I stuck at the door again, but I was hit on the nose and got a little nosebleed."

"..."

"Just a little bit, maybe a few drops. But Ethan seemed to have been hit hard, and he punched the wall with his hands red-eyed, and he bled."

"..."

"Then she left without looking back, the first and only time she didn't come back at night, and slept in the company all night."

"..."

Xiao Shi said loudly, "That should be the most serious injury I've ever suffered."

Gray's mouth trembled, and the fire-breathing dragon in his heart stomped his feet and roared frantically: Is it because of this?

Is it because of a few fucking nosebleeds that Ethan is half dead? !

Gray always thought that as a straight man, he couldn't understand the thoughts of the gays, but now he found that he couldn't understand the thoughts of the gays either.

Gray clutched his chest, his heart was too tired: "Anyway, it's good for you to understand Ethan's condition, with you encouraging me..."

Gray paused, then sighed faintly: "Forget it, don't encourage her, just pretend you don't know. If I tell you if I let Ethan know, she will probably be able to drive me out of the hospital and arrange to go to the bar Do a belly dance."

Xiao Shi: "Yes, it shouldn't be that exaggerated. This hospital is also the largest in our city. How could Ethan manage it here?"

Gray pointed to the ceiling with a sad smile: "This hospital is also owned by the Ethan Group."

Seeing that he couldn't stop crying, Xiao Shi changed the subject and said with a wry smile, "Even if I said it, she might not necessarily listen to me."

"No, Ethan likes to live and die as you like," Gray said, "Let's not treat her illness, even if she suffers from another illness, she is willing." Gray said, seeing Xiao Shi's bewildered expression.

His fast-moving mouth froze, and then his whole body seemed to have thought of something unbelievable. He took a long breath and leaned back tactically: "We've been married for three years! Don't tell me you don't even know that she likes her." You!"

18

"Do you like me?" Xiao Shi calmly asked this sentence, and took a bite of the poached egg.

The mouth of the teacup paused slightly when it was about to approach the light-colored lips, and the diffuse white mist soon soaked the woman's lips, which seemed to be covered with a layer of bright red.

Ethan lowered his eyes and took a sip of tea without rushing to answer.

[like. ]

[I like you. ]

[I like it so much that my heart aches just thinking of you]

[I like you so much that I want to fill every corner of my sight with your figure]

[I love you]

"I don't like it." Ethan put down his teacup and looked straight at her with an inherent indifference and indifference.

Xiao Shi didn't speak, and lowered his head, looking very sad, secretly watching the other party's reaction.

Ethan straightened his lips, his face darkened, and he seemed a little disappointed and annoyed when he looked carefully.

[I speak too strongly]

[what to do, she looks distressed]

Ethan's inner painting style was completely different from her own, Xiao Shi felt a little funny when he heard it, and more of a distressed one.

She asked the servants around to avoid her, and then sat down on the seat next to Ethan.

Ethan's body tensed up immediately, his white arms under his shirt were bulging with blue veins, his slender fingertips uneasily curved out on the table, subconsciously writing Xiao Shi's name.

[So close]

[Is it because you are angry? ]

19

"Ethan," Xiao Shi said, "after the disease is cured, I want to travel with you."

She held her face and looked at him with a smile. The windows on all sides cast all the sunlight into her eyes.

Ethan stared at her blankly.

"I want to spend a lifetime with you forever." Xiao Shi took a deep breath and kissed the corner of the woman's eyes.

Her voice trembled a little: "Therefore, you should be healthy."

20

Gray finds out that Ethan has been crazy lately.

Except for the financial channel and news programs, I don't touch people from other channels at all. Now I watch "Health□□ Live You, Me and Him" ​​at [-] pm every day on time, and I wear my glasses to take notes seriously.

The original WeChat signature only had an endless indifferent and mocking "heh", but now it has been replaced with "I want to be healthy".

People who were not very willing to take medicine at first would stuff their mouths when they saw the medicine, and smiled contentedly while stuffing it: "I want to become healthy."

It is certainly a good thing for patients to actively cooperate with treatment, but it can be scary if it is too active.

Gray covered his ears in fear. The word "health" had become his nightmare. He even wondered if Xiao Shi had changed his name to "Xiao Jiankang". healthy!"

21

Xiao Shi has a secret.

She has a treasured picture album——

Ethan was drawn on every page.

The author has something to say: Gray: That’s right, there’s me again.