Changan for the rest of my life
Chapter 86
When Zhao Yuan came home, the lights in Zhao's house were still brightly lit. Everyone should be asleep at this point on weekdays. After all, Zhao Zhanming asked everyone to have a good schedule and would never stay up late.
Zhao Yuan pushed the door open, and saw Zhao Zhanming and Shang Lan sitting on the sofa. Seeing that Zhao Yuan was back, Shang Lan went up immediately, winked a few times, and said, "Yuan'er is back, you must be tired." , go take a shower first!"
The corners of Zhao Yuan's mouth curled up slightly, she was very grateful to Shang Lan for still thinking about herself, even at this juncture...
"come here!"
Zhao Zhanming's voice sounded like a loud bell, and Zhao Yuan's whole body trembled. She smiled at Shang Lan's worried face, then walked around Shang Lan, and came in front of Zhao Zhanming.
"dad."
Zhao Yuan called Zhao Zhanming, and Zhao Zhanming stood up from the sofa and said, "Be clear, what is your relationship with Xiao Han?"
"I like her."
As soon as Zhao Yuan said this, Zhao Zhanming's eyes seemed to turn red, and he raised his hand and slapped Zhao Yuan across the face.
Pa——Zhao Yuan was beaten so unsteadily, her ears were buzzing, and her face was burning hot, which made her dizzy for a moment...
"What are you doing!"
Shang Lan yelled at Zhao Zhanming, then supported Zhao Yuan, and kept looking at the red palm print on Zhao Yuan's face.
"I'll kill this shameful thing!"
Zhao Zhanming was about to go forward, but was blocked by Shang Lan, who yelled at Zhao Zhanming viciously: "If you want to hit her, hit me first!"
Shang Lan would never lose her temper with Zhao Zhanming, and this was the first time Zhao Yuan saw Shang Lan confront Zhao Zhanming so strongly.
"Where am I ashamed?"
Zhao Yuan stood up straight, her beautiful eyes stared straight at Zhao Zhanming, the stubbornness in those eyes was exactly the same as Zhao Zhanming's, they were all so stubborn.
"I have studied a lot according to your wishes since I was a child, just to make you face in front of colleagues and relatives."
Zhao Yuan spoke every word clearly, but the blush on her cheeks slowly turned lavender, which shows that Zhao Zhanming's slap just now was merciless.
"Growing up, in order for me to inherit your position, you asked me to study finance, but did you know that I like the Chinese department the most, I like literature, it doesn't matter, I will listen to you, let everyone know that you have an excellent Daughter, let you have face."
Zhao Yuan frowned, with tears in her eyes. Her dissatisfaction, unwillingness, reluctance, and resentment over the years were all settled at this moment.
"I'm doing this for your own good!"
Zhao Zhanming yelled at Zhao Yuan excitedly, and Zhao Yuan yelled back without showing any weakness.
"You are doing this for your own good!"
Zhao Yuan pointed to her chest and said, "Have you ever asked me what I like? What do you want to do, but you don't. You have arranged everything for me, and you have never worried about my feelings."
A tear fell like this, but when the red and swollen cheeks touched the tears, they could feel the tears were cooler than the skin...
"A quarter of my life has been dominated by you, and the rest of my life, do you want to ruin it too?"
Zhao Yuan was not hysterical this time, but her tone was terrifyingly calm. She was trembling all over, but those eyes were unshakably firm.
"I just want to stop you because I don't want your life to be ruined! Gay, anyone can accept you when you walk on the street!"
Zhao Zhanming, Zhao Yuan, blushed with anger, and there was water in his eyes, but he couldn't hide the redness in his eyes.
"One of you is missing a sentence!"
"The matter between me and Han Minsi has nothing to do with the people on the street! My life is none of their business!"
Zhao Yuan seldom made vulgar words when she spoke. She usually only appeared when she was chatting with Qi Changan in college. This was the first time she did this in front of her parents.
"You can stand being pointed at by others! I can't stand it! You can afford to lose this person, but I can't!"
Zhao Zhanming was also furious. Hearing Zhao Yuan's words made him even angrier. He raised his hand and wanted to slap him again, but Shang Lan stopped him.
"Don't hit her!"
"Shame, and face. Is your face important, or mine?!"
Zhao Yuan picked it up to salute, took a hard look at Zhao Zhanming, and said, "Can you... think about me a little... I'm your daughter..."
Zhao Yuan took her luggage and went upstairs without turning her head, while Zhao Zhanming sat down weakly in an instant, covering her eyes with one hand, the hand that hit Zhao Yuan just now was trembling slightly...
"You...hey! Zhao Zhanming, we only have one daughter, you...you can't hurt her anymore!"
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she immediately chased her upstairs, while Zhao Zhanming looked up at the stairs and sighed... His brows were furrowed, he felt remorse, anger and unwillingness, and his emotions were extremely complicated for a while...
Shang Lan accompanied Zhao Yuan into the room, and took medicinal wine to wipe the wound on Zhao Yuan's face, but Zhao Yuan was still sobbing, with an extremely aggrieved expression...
"Don't be angry with your dad either, he just gets angry for a while, wait for him to calm down and talk about it later."
Shang Lan gently applied the medicine to Zhao Yuan, fearing that she would be in pain. Looking at Shang Lan's focused eyes, Zhao Yuan cried even harder in an instant.
"Mom...I really like Han Minsi..."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan paused her fingers, frowned, and said, "Mom knows."
It was also she who saw it, and Zhao Zhanming heard it when she said something inadvertently. Under Zhao Zhanming's cross-examination, Han Minsi also recruited. situation…
"I will never give up on Han Minsi no matter what..."
After Zhao Yuan expressed her thoughts, Shang Lan paused and sighed...
"Yuaner...you two...women, can there be any results? The country does not recognize it, and many people look at you with colored glasses. What should you do when you are old? What if one of you has something to do? Who will sign the paper?"
Shang Lan kindly persuaded her. Like Zhao Zhanming, she also disagreed, but she didn't like to quarrel. For some things, it's better to talk kindly than angry.
"If this country doesn't recognize it, go to another country. I don't care about other people's opinions. I only know that if I don't stay with her for the rest of my life, I will not be happy."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan's eyes dimmed. Zhao Yuan and Zhao Zhanming had the same stubborn temperament, so how could she be able to persuade them at will.
"You are not afraid of other people's pointing, what about Xiao Han? Is she afraid?"
After Shang Lan said this, Zhao Yuan's heart tightened, and she fell silent for an instant...
She suddenly understood the reason why Han Minsi pushed her away again and again. She had never thought about it from her perspective... She could bear the pressure of public opinion and her family's incomprehension, but...Can Han Minsi do it?
Zhao Yuan suddenly felt selfish...selfishly asking Han Minsi to love herself, without hesitation...
Zhao Yuan suddenly started crying again, Shang Lan hugged her into her arms and comforted her softly...
"To be honest, Yuan'er, I don't agree with you being together... But if you can withstand the public opinion outside and are willing to never leave, then I can't force you to break up, can I?"
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she paused, and continued: "But you are more concerned about Xiao Han... She is considered a celebrity at Q University... If she has a relationship with you... Hey..."
Shang Lan let go of Zhao Yuan, covered the red and swollen face on Zhao Yuan's face with one hand, and said, "Take a good rest, tomorrow... talk again, don't think too much, I won't let anyone hurt you..."
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she took the medicinal wine and left the room, while Zhao Yuan was lying in the room, and suddenly she felt empty...
Han Minsi...would he care?other people's eyes...
At this moment, Zhao Yuan's cell phone vibrated. Zhao Yuan picked up the cell phone and saw that it was Han Minsi...
"Hey?"
"Zhao Yuan...how are you?"
"I'm fine."
Zhao Yuan smiled softly. She liked Han Minsi's tone when he cared about her. She was always cautious, the cautiousness that came from a stone, which made her very useful.
"Zhao Yuan...can you video call me?"
When Han Minsi said this, Zhao Yuan immediately picked up the mirror beside her and looked at her face... No... Han Minsi must not see this.
"No, what time is it, return the video..."
When Zhao Yuan spoke, there was a hint of coquettishness, but the strong nasal voice still did not fool Han Minsi.
"Zhao Yuan...how did uncle treat you?"
Han Minsi knew Zhao Zhanming's temper, and also knew Zhao Yuan's temper. If the two of them quarreled, it must be sparks hitting the earth...
"It's nothing, just a few words..."
Zhao Yuan suddenly felt a little guilty. Sometimes Han Minsi's carefulness always made her have nowhere to hide.
"Then you video with me..."
Han Minsi insisted, Zhao Yuan knew now that she couldn't hide it, and Han Minsi definitely knew something was wrong, so she sighed and said, "He slapped me in the face, and now...it's ugly, not good-looking."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, she sounded like a child coquettishly. Han Minsi was silent for a few seconds, but she never spoke.
"Han Minsi?"
Zhao Yuan was a little worried, so she called out Han Minsi's name, and Han Minsi finally spoke.
"Does it hurt?"
Han Minsi's voice trembled slightly, Zhao Yuan knew she was crying...
Suddenly Zhao Yuan felt that she and Han Minsi were a bit like those sad couples in TV dramas, she wanted to cry, but she laughed instead.
"It doesn't hurt anymore..."
Pain still hurts, but how can it hurt with Han Minsi's greetings, and I won't say it hurts...
"Han Minsi, let me ask you... Am I being selfish?"
After Zhao Yuan asked, Han Minsi said, "Why do you suddenly ask?"
"I've never thought about it from your perspective...Han Minsi...Are you afraid of being judged by the outside world?"
After hearing this, Han Minsi was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Zhao Yuan, I used to be afraid of these pointers, and also afraid that my uncle and aunt would be unhappy..."
Han Minsi forgive me, Zhao Yuan's heart sank, and sure enough... I was forcing her...
"Now I'm not afraid anymore, because after you left, I realized... the thing I'm most afraid of is losing you."
After Han Minsi finished speaking, Zhao Yuan's tears that had subsided instantly filled her eyes again...
This stone is deadly when it comes to talking about love!
"Han Minsi, we...haven't been officially together yet, have we?"
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Han Minsi was silent, but Zhao Yuan quickly said, "Han Minsi, let's be together forever."
"it is good."
"Don't let go of my hand."
"Well, it won't let go again."
**
The next day, Zhao Yuan was ready to go downstairs for dinner after washing up. She talked with Han Minsi all night, but she didn't want to hang up the phone. .
Luckily, Zhao Yuan's face was flushed with the medicine in time, and when she went downstairs, she found that only Shang Lan was at the dinner table, and Zhao Zhanming was not there.
Zhao Yuan was puzzled, and after sitting down, she said, "Mom, good morning, where's Dad?"
"In the study."
Shang Lan sighed, thinking that the two old people talked for a long time last night, and seeing Shang Lan's tired face, Zhao Yuan couldn't help feeling a little distressed.
"Mom... I'm sorry for making you worry."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan just smiled and said, "It's nothing, come on, let's eat first."
Zhao Yuan nodded and ate breakfast, but she didn't know how to eat it, so she ate it sloppily before asking, "Mom, is Dad okay?"
She wanted to talk to Zhao Zhanming, she had to make things clear, for the sake of Han Minsi and her future.
"Well, do you want to talk to him?"
Shang Lan asked, Zhao Yuan nodded, and Shang Lan said: "...You guys talk, he has calmed down now."
"it is good."
As Zhao Yuan walked towards the study, she realized that every step was heavy and tormented. When she stood in front of the study, she raised her hand, only to realize that even the hand knocking on the door was heavy.
Knock Knock...
"Come in."
Zhao Zhanming let people in, Zhao Yuan slowly opened the door, and saw Zhao Zhanming looking at the book in front of him with his eyes on, but he didn't raise his eyes to look at himself, as if he had expected that he would come.
Zhao Yuan closed the door and turned to look at Zhao Zhanming. His face was full of fatigue, as if he had aged a lot overnight.
"Dad, I'm sorry."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming looked up at him, but did not speak, and Zhao Yuan could not see his emotions.
"Yesterday...my tone shouldn't be so heavy."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming still didn't speak. He closed the book slowly and said, "Sit down first."
Zhao Zhanming's voice was a bit hoarse, presumably it was caused by shouting yesterday, so why not Zhao Yuan herself...
Zhao Yuan sat down, looked up at Zhao Zhanming, and Zhao Zhanming also looked at her, and she realized that the father and daughter had never sat down to talk like this.
"You've been blaming me for a long time, haven't you?"
Zhao Zhanming stayed up all night. He thought over and over again what Zhao Yuan said last night, and accused him sentence by sentence. There wasn't much to say, and at home they were strangers by blood.
"Correct."
Zhao Yuan doesn't deny it either, since she has said everything, she doesn't mind admitting it to the end, she blames Zhao Zhanming for dominating her life, and also blames herself for being cowardly and not resisting...
"This time with Xiao Han, are you acting out of your temper just to anger me?"
After Zhao Zhanming finished speaking, Zhao Yuan smiled lightly, shook her head, and said, "Dad, these are two different things."
Zhao Yuan paused, then continued: "Han Minsi and I really like each other..."
Zhao Zhanming felt dizzy after hearing this, and said, "Two women...how could they fall in love..."
Homosexuality, it's not that Zhao Zhanming has never heard of this word, but he never thought it would happen to his closest people.
"Why not?"
Zhao Yuan asked back, but now Zhao Zhanming was silent...
"Or maybe... I like Han Minsi, and she happens to be a woman."
Zhao Yuan said again, Zhao Zhanming still doesn't speak. Zhao Zhanming used to be a professor at Q University. Although his thinking is still very rigid and traditional, he also hopes to be perfect in terms of communication. He is willing to continue to listen to what Zhao Yuan said .
"Dad... I know... If our relationship gets out, others will criticize you, which will make you very uncomfortable. "
After hearing this, Zhao Zhanming pursed his lips. He agreed with Zhao Yuan's statement, but he was also afraid...
In front of others, he has always been an excellent and successful person. He hopes that his daughter will be like him. If word of his daughter's homosexuality spreads, his success will be cast a shadow. The established prejudices cannot be changed in a short period of time.
"But Dad... Without Han Minsi, I will never be happy in my life... This time I am selfish and make you suffer, but... Please..."
At the end of Zhao Yuan's speech, her voice trembled. Zhao Zhanming looked at Zhao Yuan with pain in her heart, but she still couldn't pass the test in her heart...
awesome words...
"Dad... People's words are terrible... But we are not wrong, I did not kill and set fire, I did not rape and plunder, we just fell in love, why should the society treat us so harshly... Dad, people in the world can not understand us, but I I hope...you and Mom can understand us, I only care about you..."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming's eyes filled with tears, he took off his glasses and wiped away the tears with the back of his hand...
"Let me think...you go out first..."
Zhao Zhanming asked Zhao Yuan to go out first, Zhao Yuan watched Zhao Zhanming's act of wiping tears and sighed, feeling distressed but she knew that this man didn't need to comfort herself, when she stood up and was about to leave, Zhao Zhanming said something.
"Tonight... Let Xiaohan come over for dinner..."
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Zhao Yuan pushed the door open, and saw Zhao Zhanming and Shang Lan sitting on the sofa. Seeing that Zhao Yuan was back, Shang Lan went up immediately, winked a few times, and said, "Yuan'er is back, you must be tired." , go take a shower first!"
The corners of Zhao Yuan's mouth curled up slightly, she was very grateful to Shang Lan for still thinking about herself, even at this juncture...
"come here!"
Zhao Zhanming's voice sounded like a loud bell, and Zhao Yuan's whole body trembled. She smiled at Shang Lan's worried face, then walked around Shang Lan, and came in front of Zhao Zhanming.
"dad."
Zhao Yuan called Zhao Zhanming, and Zhao Zhanming stood up from the sofa and said, "Be clear, what is your relationship with Xiao Han?"
"I like her."
As soon as Zhao Yuan said this, Zhao Zhanming's eyes seemed to turn red, and he raised his hand and slapped Zhao Yuan across the face.
Pa——Zhao Yuan was beaten so unsteadily, her ears were buzzing, and her face was burning hot, which made her dizzy for a moment...
"What are you doing!"
Shang Lan yelled at Zhao Zhanming, then supported Zhao Yuan, and kept looking at the red palm print on Zhao Yuan's face.
"I'll kill this shameful thing!"
Zhao Zhanming was about to go forward, but was blocked by Shang Lan, who yelled at Zhao Zhanming viciously: "If you want to hit her, hit me first!"
Shang Lan would never lose her temper with Zhao Zhanming, and this was the first time Zhao Yuan saw Shang Lan confront Zhao Zhanming so strongly.
"Where am I ashamed?"
Zhao Yuan stood up straight, her beautiful eyes stared straight at Zhao Zhanming, the stubbornness in those eyes was exactly the same as Zhao Zhanming's, they were all so stubborn.
"I have studied a lot according to your wishes since I was a child, just to make you face in front of colleagues and relatives."
Zhao Yuan spoke every word clearly, but the blush on her cheeks slowly turned lavender, which shows that Zhao Zhanming's slap just now was merciless.
"Growing up, in order for me to inherit your position, you asked me to study finance, but did you know that I like the Chinese department the most, I like literature, it doesn't matter, I will listen to you, let everyone know that you have an excellent Daughter, let you have face."
Zhao Yuan frowned, with tears in her eyes. Her dissatisfaction, unwillingness, reluctance, and resentment over the years were all settled at this moment.
"I'm doing this for your own good!"
Zhao Zhanming yelled at Zhao Yuan excitedly, and Zhao Yuan yelled back without showing any weakness.
"You are doing this for your own good!"
Zhao Yuan pointed to her chest and said, "Have you ever asked me what I like? What do you want to do, but you don't. You have arranged everything for me, and you have never worried about my feelings."
A tear fell like this, but when the red and swollen cheeks touched the tears, they could feel the tears were cooler than the skin...
"A quarter of my life has been dominated by you, and the rest of my life, do you want to ruin it too?"
Zhao Yuan was not hysterical this time, but her tone was terrifyingly calm. She was trembling all over, but those eyes were unshakably firm.
"I just want to stop you because I don't want your life to be ruined! Gay, anyone can accept you when you walk on the street!"
Zhao Zhanming, Zhao Yuan, blushed with anger, and there was water in his eyes, but he couldn't hide the redness in his eyes.
"One of you is missing a sentence!"
"The matter between me and Han Minsi has nothing to do with the people on the street! My life is none of their business!"
Zhao Yuan seldom made vulgar words when she spoke. She usually only appeared when she was chatting with Qi Changan in college. This was the first time she did this in front of her parents.
"You can stand being pointed at by others! I can't stand it! You can afford to lose this person, but I can't!"
Zhao Zhanming was also furious. Hearing Zhao Yuan's words made him even angrier. He raised his hand and wanted to slap him again, but Shang Lan stopped him.
"Don't hit her!"
"Shame, and face. Is your face important, or mine?!"
Zhao Yuan picked it up to salute, took a hard look at Zhao Zhanming, and said, "Can you... think about me a little... I'm your daughter..."
Zhao Yuan took her luggage and went upstairs without turning her head, while Zhao Zhanming sat down weakly in an instant, covering her eyes with one hand, the hand that hit Zhao Yuan just now was trembling slightly...
"You...hey! Zhao Zhanming, we only have one daughter, you...you can't hurt her anymore!"
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she immediately chased her upstairs, while Zhao Zhanming looked up at the stairs and sighed... His brows were furrowed, he felt remorse, anger and unwillingness, and his emotions were extremely complicated for a while...
Shang Lan accompanied Zhao Yuan into the room, and took medicinal wine to wipe the wound on Zhao Yuan's face, but Zhao Yuan was still sobbing, with an extremely aggrieved expression...
"Don't be angry with your dad either, he just gets angry for a while, wait for him to calm down and talk about it later."
Shang Lan gently applied the medicine to Zhao Yuan, fearing that she would be in pain. Looking at Shang Lan's focused eyes, Zhao Yuan cried even harder in an instant.
"Mom...I really like Han Minsi..."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan paused her fingers, frowned, and said, "Mom knows."
It was also she who saw it, and Zhao Zhanming heard it when she said something inadvertently. Under Zhao Zhanming's cross-examination, Han Minsi also recruited. situation…
"I will never give up on Han Minsi no matter what..."
After Zhao Yuan expressed her thoughts, Shang Lan paused and sighed...
"Yuaner...you two...women, can there be any results? The country does not recognize it, and many people look at you with colored glasses. What should you do when you are old? What if one of you has something to do? Who will sign the paper?"
Shang Lan kindly persuaded her. Like Zhao Zhanming, she also disagreed, but she didn't like to quarrel. For some things, it's better to talk kindly than angry.
"If this country doesn't recognize it, go to another country. I don't care about other people's opinions. I only know that if I don't stay with her for the rest of my life, I will not be happy."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan's eyes dimmed. Zhao Yuan and Zhao Zhanming had the same stubborn temperament, so how could she be able to persuade them at will.
"You are not afraid of other people's pointing, what about Xiao Han? Is she afraid?"
After Shang Lan said this, Zhao Yuan's heart tightened, and she fell silent for an instant...
She suddenly understood the reason why Han Minsi pushed her away again and again. She had never thought about it from her perspective... She could bear the pressure of public opinion and her family's incomprehension, but...Can Han Minsi do it?
Zhao Yuan suddenly felt selfish...selfishly asking Han Minsi to love herself, without hesitation...
Zhao Yuan suddenly started crying again, Shang Lan hugged her into her arms and comforted her softly...
"To be honest, Yuan'er, I don't agree with you being together... But if you can withstand the public opinion outside and are willing to never leave, then I can't force you to break up, can I?"
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she paused, and continued: "But you are more concerned about Xiao Han... She is considered a celebrity at Q University... If she has a relationship with you... Hey..."
Shang Lan let go of Zhao Yuan, covered the red and swollen face on Zhao Yuan's face with one hand, and said, "Take a good rest, tomorrow... talk again, don't think too much, I won't let anyone hurt you..."
After Shang Lan finished speaking, she took the medicinal wine and left the room, while Zhao Yuan was lying in the room, and suddenly she felt empty...
Han Minsi...would he care?other people's eyes...
At this moment, Zhao Yuan's cell phone vibrated. Zhao Yuan picked up the cell phone and saw that it was Han Minsi...
"Hey?"
"Zhao Yuan...how are you?"
"I'm fine."
Zhao Yuan smiled softly. She liked Han Minsi's tone when he cared about her. She was always cautious, the cautiousness that came from a stone, which made her very useful.
"Zhao Yuan...can you video call me?"
When Han Minsi said this, Zhao Yuan immediately picked up the mirror beside her and looked at her face... No... Han Minsi must not see this.
"No, what time is it, return the video..."
When Zhao Yuan spoke, there was a hint of coquettishness, but the strong nasal voice still did not fool Han Minsi.
"Zhao Yuan...how did uncle treat you?"
Han Minsi knew Zhao Zhanming's temper, and also knew Zhao Yuan's temper. If the two of them quarreled, it must be sparks hitting the earth...
"It's nothing, just a few words..."
Zhao Yuan suddenly felt a little guilty. Sometimes Han Minsi's carefulness always made her have nowhere to hide.
"Then you video with me..."
Han Minsi insisted, Zhao Yuan knew now that she couldn't hide it, and Han Minsi definitely knew something was wrong, so she sighed and said, "He slapped me in the face, and now...it's ugly, not good-looking."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, she sounded like a child coquettishly. Han Minsi was silent for a few seconds, but she never spoke.
"Han Minsi?"
Zhao Yuan was a little worried, so she called out Han Minsi's name, and Han Minsi finally spoke.
"Does it hurt?"
Han Minsi's voice trembled slightly, Zhao Yuan knew she was crying...
Suddenly Zhao Yuan felt that she and Han Minsi were a bit like those sad couples in TV dramas, she wanted to cry, but she laughed instead.
"It doesn't hurt anymore..."
Pain still hurts, but how can it hurt with Han Minsi's greetings, and I won't say it hurts...
"Han Minsi, let me ask you... Am I being selfish?"
After Zhao Yuan asked, Han Minsi said, "Why do you suddenly ask?"
"I've never thought about it from your perspective...Han Minsi...Are you afraid of being judged by the outside world?"
After hearing this, Han Minsi was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Zhao Yuan, I used to be afraid of these pointers, and also afraid that my uncle and aunt would be unhappy..."
Han Minsi forgive me, Zhao Yuan's heart sank, and sure enough... I was forcing her...
"Now I'm not afraid anymore, because after you left, I realized... the thing I'm most afraid of is losing you."
After Han Minsi finished speaking, Zhao Yuan's tears that had subsided instantly filled her eyes again...
This stone is deadly when it comes to talking about love!
"Han Minsi, we...haven't been officially together yet, have we?"
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Han Minsi was silent, but Zhao Yuan quickly said, "Han Minsi, let's be together forever."
"it is good."
"Don't let go of my hand."
"Well, it won't let go again."
**
The next day, Zhao Yuan was ready to go downstairs for dinner after washing up. She talked with Han Minsi all night, but she didn't want to hang up the phone. .
Luckily, Zhao Yuan's face was flushed with the medicine in time, and when she went downstairs, she found that only Shang Lan was at the dinner table, and Zhao Zhanming was not there.
Zhao Yuan was puzzled, and after sitting down, she said, "Mom, good morning, where's Dad?"
"In the study."
Shang Lan sighed, thinking that the two old people talked for a long time last night, and seeing Shang Lan's tired face, Zhao Yuan couldn't help feeling a little distressed.
"Mom... I'm sorry for making you worry."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Shang Lan just smiled and said, "It's nothing, come on, let's eat first."
Zhao Yuan nodded and ate breakfast, but she didn't know how to eat it, so she ate it sloppily before asking, "Mom, is Dad okay?"
She wanted to talk to Zhao Zhanming, she had to make things clear, for the sake of Han Minsi and her future.
"Well, do you want to talk to him?"
Shang Lan asked, Zhao Yuan nodded, and Shang Lan said: "...You guys talk, he has calmed down now."
"it is good."
As Zhao Yuan walked towards the study, she realized that every step was heavy and tormented. When she stood in front of the study, she raised her hand, only to realize that even the hand knocking on the door was heavy.
Knock Knock...
"Come in."
Zhao Zhanming let people in, Zhao Yuan slowly opened the door, and saw Zhao Zhanming looking at the book in front of him with his eyes on, but he didn't raise his eyes to look at himself, as if he had expected that he would come.
Zhao Yuan closed the door and turned to look at Zhao Zhanming. His face was full of fatigue, as if he had aged a lot overnight.
"Dad, I'm sorry."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming looked up at him, but did not speak, and Zhao Yuan could not see his emotions.
"Yesterday...my tone shouldn't be so heavy."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming still didn't speak. He closed the book slowly and said, "Sit down first."
Zhao Zhanming's voice was a bit hoarse, presumably it was caused by shouting yesterday, so why not Zhao Yuan herself...
Zhao Yuan sat down, looked up at Zhao Zhanming, and Zhao Zhanming also looked at her, and she realized that the father and daughter had never sat down to talk like this.
"You've been blaming me for a long time, haven't you?"
Zhao Zhanming stayed up all night. He thought over and over again what Zhao Yuan said last night, and accused him sentence by sentence. There wasn't much to say, and at home they were strangers by blood.
"Correct."
Zhao Yuan doesn't deny it either, since she has said everything, she doesn't mind admitting it to the end, she blames Zhao Zhanming for dominating her life, and also blames herself for being cowardly and not resisting...
"This time with Xiao Han, are you acting out of your temper just to anger me?"
After Zhao Zhanming finished speaking, Zhao Yuan smiled lightly, shook her head, and said, "Dad, these are two different things."
Zhao Yuan paused, then continued: "Han Minsi and I really like each other..."
Zhao Zhanming felt dizzy after hearing this, and said, "Two women...how could they fall in love..."
Homosexuality, it's not that Zhao Zhanming has never heard of this word, but he never thought it would happen to his closest people.
"Why not?"
Zhao Yuan asked back, but now Zhao Zhanming was silent...
"Or maybe... I like Han Minsi, and she happens to be a woman."
Zhao Yuan said again, Zhao Zhanming still doesn't speak. Zhao Zhanming used to be a professor at Q University. Although his thinking is still very rigid and traditional, he also hopes to be perfect in terms of communication. He is willing to continue to listen to what Zhao Yuan said .
"Dad... I know... If our relationship gets out, others will criticize you, which will make you very uncomfortable. "
After hearing this, Zhao Zhanming pursed his lips. He agreed with Zhao Yuan's statement, but he was also afraid...
In front of others, he has always been an excellent and successful person. He hopes that his daughter will be like him. If word of his daughter's homosexuality spreads, his success will be cast a shadow. The established prejudices cannot be changed in a short period of time.
"But Dad... Without Han Minsi, I will never be happy in my life... This time I am selfish and make you suffer, but... Please..."
At the end of Zhao Yuan's speech, her voice trembled. Zhao Zhanming looked at Zhao Yuan with pain in her heart, but she still couldn't pass the test in her heart...
awesome words...
"Dad... People's words are terrible... But we are not wrong, I did not kill and set fire, I did not rape and plunder, we just fell in love, why should the society treat us so harshly... Dad, people in the world can not understand us, but I I hope...you and Mom can understand us, I only care about you..."
After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, Zhao Zhanming's eyes filled with tears, he took off his glasses and wiped away the tears with the back of his hand...
"Let me think...you go out first..."
Zhao Zhanming asked Zhao Yuan to go out first, Zhao Yuan watched Zhao Zhanming's act of wiping tears and sighed, feeling distressed but she knew that this man didn't need to comfort herself, when she stood up and was about to leave, Zhao Zhanming said something.
"Tonight... Let Xiaohan come over for dinner..."
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感谢在2020-02-1811:47:24~2020-02-1912:06:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for Wang Muscle; 1 for QK and Ling Bao;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 19 bottles of Adelaida; 10 bottles of mentally handicapped team leader; 3 bottles of Wide;
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