Remove cp, I am a professional
Chapter 42 I'm Really Sad
Since that day, everything seems to have changed, and it seems nothing has changed.
Ye Ruan's attitude towards He Qing was the same as before, but He Qing could feel that when Ye Ruan got along with her, he deliberately kept a distance, and looked at her with a slight alienation in his eyes.
When eating, even if He Qing deliberately put all the dishes on the empty plate aside, Ye Ruan wouldn't say anything, just ate in silence.Obviously...Obviously Ye Ruan used to yell at her, telling her to take the vegetables back with a straight face.
During class, Ye Ruan would no longer turn her head to see if she was on a errand, even if she slept on the table all morning, Ye Ruan would not say anything.
He Qing lay on the table, thinking a little depressed, if Ye Ruan didn't care about her before, she might be so happy, but now, she just feels stuffy in her heart.
"He Qing."
The girl next to her suddenly spoke.
He Qing's eyes lit up immediately, she sat up straight with a "sigh", with a cute face: "Look, I didn't sleep."
She waited anxiously for the girl's reaction, but she saw the girl frowned and said indifferently, "Excuse me, I'll go to the bathroom."
He Qing: QAQ
She hurriedly stood up, watching Ye Ruan pass her by without squinting like a pissed off daughter-in-law, with a resentful expression on her face.After Ye Ruan walked out of the classroom, she remembered... get out of class is over now.
Even Feng Qimeng, who has always been nervous, noticed the delicate atmosphere between the two of them, taking advantage of Ye Ruan's absence, Feng Qimeng asked curiously: "He Qing, what happened to you, did you bully Ye Ruan? "
He Qing was lying on the table in frustration, it was rare for her not to argue with Feng Qimeng, even her voice was weak: "Don't ask..."
Feng Qimeng rubbed her head, looked at He Qing thoughtfully, and said suddenly: "Actually, I felt that there was something wrong between the two of you a long time ago. The way you get along, how should I put it, doesn't look like ordinary friends. , more like... a couple."
"Shut up, what nonsense are you talking about!" He Qing got up suddenly, and his tone was somewhat exasperated.
Seeing He Qing like this, Feng Qimeng confirmed her guess even more, she was not false at all, she approached He Qing, her eyes were full of curiosity and excitement.
"Tell me quickly, what's going on with you. If you don't tell me, she won't tell you. Sooner or later you will have a big problem like this. It's better to solve it as soon as possible. Although I'm not very smart, in terms of feelings , I am an expert!"
He Qing pursed her lips, feeling very resistant in her heart.From the bottom of her heart, she was unwilling to tell others about these secrets, but Ye Ruan's distant attitude these past few days made her really uncomfortable, and she didn't know where the discomfort was, but it was terribly uncomfortable.
She wanted to do something too, but she didn't know what to do.The relationship between the two became more and more rigid. She was anxious, but there was nothing she could do.
He Qing had been thinking about it for a long time, and finally said, "That's right, I have a friend..."
"Well, yes, my friend, and then?" Feng Qimeng blinked cooperatively and asked curiously.
Seeing the girl's obvious "I know you're talking about yourself, but I'm still very cooperative with you" expression, He Qing felt a little flustered.
Although a little embarrassed, He Qing bit the bullet and continued: "My friend, she encountered some trouble recently, that is, her closest female friend confessed to her. The point is, they are both girl."
Feng Qimeng was obviously shocked by this explosive news, she waited for a long time before she found her voice: "You, you say, Ye Ruan..." After receiving He Qing's cold eyes, she decisively Change your tune.
"You said that your friend was confessed by a friend who is also a girl?"
Finally figured out the relationship.
He Qing nodded heavily.
"What's the trouble with this, just agree if you like it!" Feng Qimeng shouted excitedly.
"You... don't you think it's weird for two girls to be together?"
"Oh, what's so strange, love is love, why do you care so much?"
Feng Qimeng's unexpectedly tolerant attitude made He Qing silent. She also knew these reasons, but when she really faced it, she would still retreat subconsciously.
In fact, Ye Ruan is much braver than her.
Feng Qimeng's face became serious, she stared into He Qing's eyes, and said seriously: "He Qing, as a friend, I really hope you don't pay attention to the voices from the outside world, calm down, listen to your inner thoughts, you ...what do you think?"
Listen to...her heart?
He Qing sat back, looking a little dazed, she ignored what Feng Qimeng said was for her to listen to, not for her friends to listen to.
So, what is she thinking deep in her heart, and her feelings for Ye Ruan... what is it like.
She didn't find it difficult to accept when she first came to this strange world.After all, in the real world, she is also alone, eating alone, sleeping alone, and working alone.It's not that no one is interested in her, it's just that she doesn't have that idea.
Day after day, year after year.
This kind of life is really... very boring.
She sometimes has extreme thoughts, such a world is too boring, it is better to be reincarnated early.
However, when she crossed over to a female partner with the same name and surname as her, a goal suddenly appeared in her empty life.Ye Ruan is her end point, everything she has done so far is related to Ye Ruan.
Ye Ruan seems to have become the focus of her life.
In a trance, she almost regarded herself as a real person here, not an outsider.
He Qing asked herself, is she happy doing these things?
The answer is yes, when she sees Ye Ruan hurt, she will be angry, when Ye Ruan is sad, she will feel distressed, when Ye Ruan is happy, she will be happier.
I don't know when it started, her emotions were all around Ye Ruan.
This relationship, is it really... just friendship?
He Qing's thoughts were in a mess, but before she could organize her thoughts, Ye Ruan had already "expelled her from the house". (no)
When He Qing saw her suitcase appearing at the door, she was stunned.
"Ye Ruan, what are you doing?"
While packing up the remaining items, Ye Ruan replied calmly: "I have already rented a house for you. It's in a high-end community. I'll send you the address in a while. It's fully furnished and much better than my house. Where do you live?" Better."
"What's the matter, have you asked my opinion?" He Qing kicked the suitcase, his heart filled with anger and powerless fatigue.
Ye Ruan lowered her eyelashes and didn't look at He Qing. "I don't think it's suitable for us to live together now. Don't worry, I won't pester you and make things difficult for you."
"You have planned it a long time ago, right? Ye Ruan, your heart...is really cruel." He Qing looked at Ye Ruan, his eyes turned red.
She sniffed, wiped her face, and looked around the room again. Many things in the house were filled with their good memories, but at this moment, it was like a sharp knife piercing her heart .
The handle of the knife was even turned over continuously, the skin was ripped open and blood was dripping.
She dragged the suitcase, and at the last moment when she walked out of the room, she looked sideways at Ye Ruan, her eyes could not tell whether she was disappointed or lonely.
"I thought that no matter what happened, we would be fine and not abandon each other."
"It turns out... I was wrong."
"boom"
The door was completely closed, as if the last ray of light was also kept out of the door.
Ye Ruan stood there in a daze, without moving.
After a long while, she stretched out her right hand and opened her palm. The palm was pinched so hard by the nails that it was bleeding.But she didn't seem to feel the pain, she just stared blankly at the bloodstain on the palm of her hand, for a long time, the tears in her eyes slowly flowed down.
She covered her mouth with her hand, and her weeping voice echoed in the quiet room.
She didn't tell He Qing that the house was originally prepared for the two of them.
She didn't tell He Qing that she didn't want to abandon her.She was just afraid, afraid that her feelings would become stronger and stronger, and that one day, she would see He Qing look at her with disgust.
That... she really wouldn't be able to stand it.
She really... couldn't take it.
I'm really sorry, obviously I just wanted to express my feelings at first, and I didn't expect any response when I agreed.
Unexpectedly... She is still greedy.
So, this is the end of her greed, and she deserves it.
...
He Qing didn't go to the house that Ye Ruan prepared for her, she was so angry that she was so angry, how could she go to find Qi Shou.She asked Feng Long to arrange another place for her.
Strange house, strange furnishings.
He Qing fell on her back on the big soft bed. She moved her body and muttered, "It's better to sleep comfortably on a slightly harder bed."
Hmph, if you don't want to live with her, you can't. She doesn't care about it!
He Qing put on the quilt angrily, closed her eyes and fell asleep.
He Qing was woken up by the alarm. She looked at the phone blindfolded, then switched it back, and shouted in a loose voice, "Ye Ruan, let me sleep for 10 minutes before waking me up."
One second, two seconds...
He Qing sat up abruptly. She was stunned for three seconds before realizing that she had moved, and she... had already separated from Ye Ruan.
The moment he reacted, an extremely strong sense of loss swept over him.I can't say what's wrong, but my heart is empty, as if half of my heart has been cut off, and the missing half of my heart is thinking about the other half.
And with pain all day long.
He Qing clutched his heart, looking as bewildered as a lost child.
Looking at the strange room, her eyes suddenly became sore. She rubbed her eyes hard, as if she wanted to rub back all her weakness.
Isn't it just missing a person?What's the big deal, didn't she come here alone before!
But, why is it still so sad in my heart, why is it so sad.
He Qing covered her eyes, tears fell on the white quilt through the cracks between her fingers, and a tear fell out.
Ye Ruan...why are you so annoying.
Really...I hate you to death.
The author has something to say: This chapter is a transitional chapter, and in the next chapter Heqing will realize his own heart, and he will soon be sweet again!
Ye Ruan's attitude towards He Qing was the same as before, but He Qing could feel that when Ye Ruan got along with her, he deliberately kept a distance, and looked at her with a slight alienation in his eyes.
When eating, even if He Qing deliberately put all the dishes on the empty plate aside, Ye Ruan wouldn't say anything, just ate in silence.Obviously...Obviously Ye Ruan used to yell at her, telling her to take the vegetables back with a straight face.
During class, Ye Ruan would no longer turn her head to see if she was on a errand, even if she slept on the table all morning, Ye Ruan would not say anything.
He Qing lay on the table, thinking a little depressed, if Ye Ruan didn't care about her before, she might be so happy, but now, she just feels stuffy in her heart.
"He Qing."
The girl next to her suddenly spoke.
He Qing's eyes lit up immediately, she sat up straight with a "sigh", with a cute face: "Look, I didn't sleep."
She waited anxiously for the girl's reaction, but she saw the girl frowned and said indifferently, "Excuse me, I'll go to the bathroom."
He Qing: QAQ
She hurriedly stood up, watching Ye Ruan pass her by without squinting like a pissed off daughter-in-law, with a resentful expression on her face.After Ye Ruan walked out of the classroom, she remembered... get out of class is over now.
Even Feng Qimeng, who has always been nervous, noticed the delicate atmosphere between the two of them, taking advantage of Ye Ruan's absence, Feng Qimeng asked curiously: "He Qing, what happened to you, did you bully Ye Ruan? "
He Qing was lying on the table in frustration, it was rare for her not to argue with Feng Qimeng, even her voice was weak: "Don't ask..."
Feng Qimeng rubbed her head, looked at He Qing thoughtfully, and said suddenly: "Actually, I felt that there was something wrong between the two of you a long time ago. The way you get along, how should I put it, doesn't look like ordinary friends. , more like... a couple."
"Shut up, what nonsense are you talking about!" He Qing got up suddenly, and his tone was somewhat exasperated.
Seeing He Qing like this, Feng Qimeng confirmed her guess even more, she was not false at all, she approached He Qing, her eyes were full of curiosity and excitement.
"Tell me quickly, what's going on with you. If you don't tell me, she won't tell you. Sooner or later you will have a big problem like this. It's better to solve it as soon as possible. Although I'm not very smart, in terms of feelings , I am an expert!"
He Qing pursed her lips, feeling very resistant in her heart.From the bottom of her heart, she was unwilling to tell others about these secrets, but Ye Ruan's distant attitude these past few days made her really uncomfortable, and she didn't know where the discomfort was, but it was terribly uncomfortable.
She wanted to do something too, but she didn't know what to do.The relationship between the two became more and more rigid. She was anxious, but there was nothing she could do.
He Qing had been thinking about it for a long time, and finally said, "That's right, I have a friend..."
"Well, yes, my friend, and then?" Feng Qimeng blinked cooperatively and asked curiously.
Seeing the girl's obvious "I know you're talking about yourself, but I'm still very cooperative with you" expression, He Qing felt a little flustered.
Although a little embarrassed, He Qing bit the bullet and continued: "My friend, she encountered some trouble recently, that is, her closest female friend confessed to her. The point is, they are both girl."
Feng Qimeng was obviously shocked by this explosive news, she waited for a long time before she found her voice: "You, you say, Ye Ruan..." After receiving He Qing's cold eyes, she decisively Change your tune.
"You said that your friend was confessed by a friend who is also a girl?"
Finally figured out the relationship.
He Qing nodded heavily.
"What's the trouble with this, just agree if you like it!" Feng Qimeng shouted excitedly.
"You... don't you think it's weird for two girls to be together?"
"Oh, what's so strange, love is love, why do you care so much?"
Feng Qimeng's unexpectedly tolerant attitude made He Qing silent. She also knew these reasons, but when she really faced it, she would still retreat subconsciously.
In fact, Ye Ruan is much braver than her.
Feng Qimeng's face became serious, she stared into He Qing's eyes, and said seriously: "He Qing, as a friend, I really hope you don't pay attention to the voices from the outside world, calm down, listen to your inner thoughts, you ...what do you think?"
Listen to...her heart?
He Qing sat back, looking a little dazed, she ignored what Feng Qimeng said was for her to listen to, not for her friends to listen to.
So, what is she thinking deep in her heart, and her feelings for Ye Ruan... what is it like.
She didn't find it difficult to accept when she first came to this strange world.After all, in the real world, she is also alone, eating alone, sleeping alone, and working alone.It's not that no one is interested in her, it's just that she doesn't have that idea.
Day after day, year after year.
This kind of life is really... very boring.
She sometimes has extreme thoughts, such a world is too boring, it is better to be reincarnated early.
However, when she crossed over to a female partner with the same name and surname as her, a goal suddenly appeared in her empty life.Ye Ruan is her end point, everything she has done so far is related to Ye Ruan.
Ye Ruan seems to have become the focus of her life.
In a trance, she almost regarded herself as a real person here, not an outsider.
He Qing asked herself, is she happy doing these things?
The answer is yes, when she sees Ye Ruan hurt, she will be angry, when Ye Ruan is sad, she will feel distressed, when Ye Ruan is happy, she will be happier.
I don't know when it started, her emotions were all around Ye Ruan.
This relationship, is it really... just friendship?
He Qing's thoughts were in a mess, but before she could organize her thoughts, Ye Ruan had already "expelled her from the house". (no)
When He Qing saw her suitcase appearing at the door, she was stunned.
"Ye Ruan, what are you doing?"
While packing up the remaining items, Ye Ruan replied calmly: "I have already rented a house for you. It's in a high-end community. I'll send you the address in a while. It's fully furnished and much better than my house. Where do you live?" Better."
"What's the matter, have you asked my opinion?" He Qing kicked the suitcase, his heart filled with anger and powerless fatigue.
Ye Ruan lowered her eyelashes and didn't look at He Qing. "I don't think it's suitable for us to live together now. Don't worry, I won't pester you and make things difficult for you."
"You have planned it a long time ago, right? Ye Ruan, your heart...is really cruel." He Qing looked at Ye Ruan, his eyes turned red.
She sniffed, wiped her face, and looked around the room again. Many things in the house were filled with their good memories, but at this moment, it was like a sharp knife piercing her heart .
The handle of the knife was even turned over continuously, the skin was ripped open and blood was dripping.
She dragged the suitcase, and at the last moment when she walked out of the room, she looked sideways at Ye Ruan, her eyes could not tell whether she was disappointed or lonely.
"I thought that no matter what happened, we would be fine and not abandon each other."
"It turns out... I was wrong."
"boom"
The door was completely closed, as if the last ray of light was also kept out of the door.
Ye Ruan stood there in a daze, without moving.
After a long while, she stretched out her right hand and opened her palm. The palm was pinched so hard by the nails that it was bleeding.But she didn't seem to feel the pain, she just stared blankly at the bloodstain on the palm of her hand, for a long time, the tears in her eyes slowly flowed down.
She covered her mouth with her hand, and her weeping voice echoed in the quiet room.
She didn't tell He Qing that the house was originally prepared for the two of them.
She didn't tell He Qing that she didn't want to abandon her.She was just afraid, afraid that her feelings would become stronger and stronger, and that one day, she would see He Qing look at her with disgust.
That... she really wouldn't be able to stand it.
She really... couldn't take it.
I'm really sorry, obviously I just wanted to express my feelings at first, and I didn't expect any response when I agreed.
Unexpectedly... She is still greedy.
So, this is the end of her greed, and she deserves it.
...
He Qing didn't go to the house that Ye Ruan prepared for her, she was so angry that she was so angry, how could she go to find Qi Shou.She asked Feng Long to arrange another place for her.
Strange house, strange furnishings.
He Qing fell on her back on the big soft bed. She moved her body and muttered, "It's better to sleep comfortably on a slightly harder bed."
Hmph, if you don't want to live with her, you can't. She doesn't care about it!
He Qing put on the quilt angrily, closed her eyes and fell asleep.
He Qing was woken up by the alarm. She looked at the phone blindfolded, then switched it back, and shouted in a loose voice, "Ye Ruan, let me sleep for 10 minutes before waking me up."
One second, two seconds...
He Qing sat up abruptly. She was stunned for three seconds before realizing that she had moved, and she... had already separated from Ye Ruan.
The moment he reacted, an extremely strong sense of loss swept over him.I can't say what's wrong, but my heart is empty, as if half of my heart has been cut off, and the missing half of my heart is thinking about the other half.
And with pain all day long.
He Qing clutched his heart, looking as bewildered as a lost child.
Looking at the strange room, her eyes suddenly became sore. She rubbed her eyes hard, as if she wanted to rub back all her weakness.
Isn't it just missing a person?What's the big deal, didn't she come here alone before!
But, why is it still so sad in my heart, why is it so sad.
He Qing covered her eyes, tears fell on the white quilt through the cracks between her fingers, and a tear fell out.
Ye Ruan...why are you so annoying.
Really...I hate you to death.
The author has something to say: This chapter is a transitional chapter, and in the next chapter Heqing will realize his own heart, and he will soon be sweet again!
You'll Also Like
-
The villain queen eavesdropped on my inner thoughts and won't let me lie down?
Chapter 309 1 hours ago -
Lord Era: I, The Strongest Lord Of The Abyss!
Chapter 1659 3 hours ago -
The journey of film and television world is endless
Chapter 674 5 hours ago -
Plane Supplier: People in high martial arts, trade in the heavens
Chapter 136 6 hours ago -
You called me a demon cultivator and forced me to crawl. Why are you crying when I join the Demon Se
Chapter 397 6 hours ago -
Magic Industrial Age
Chapter 324 6 hours ago -
Knight Lord: Start with Daily Intelligence
Chapter 266 6 hours ago -
When the Saint comes, she does not collect food
Chapter 759 6 hours ago -
Swallowed Star: Drawing Talents
Chapter 715 6 hours ago -
Leaving the Game for a Million Years: I'm the Human Race's Holy Emperor
Chapter 1160 6 hours ago