The villains are all my ex-boyfriends [Jian San]

It's just a dream, how sensible is Lin Zhaoyue?

His blood seems to be naturally colder than others, his soul seems to be reincarnated from plants and trees, and his sorrow and joy are like water, unable to touch the bottom of his heart.

Nothing ever really knocked him out of control and his heart beats out of control.

Even if the mother passed away, Youhuang disappeared, and the father had been plotting repeatedly for many years.

Lin Zhaoyue's rationality always precedes her emotions.

Therefore, when he woke up, he felt the sadness and pain that had gone away suddenly in his chest, touched the moisture on his face, and the first thing that arose in his heart was confusion.

Why?It's just a dream, why is he like this?

If it's because You Huang died in the dream, but hasn't You Huang already returned?Didn't he just meet her?

So, in order to clarify everything, Lin Zhaoyue walked into Lin Shuyi's courtyard alone, just like the day she and Lin Shuyi died together in her dream.

Walk into his study and open the mechanism of the secret room according to the memory in the dream.

Lin Zhaoyue saw the lifelike Lin Shuyi who could speak and move in the practice room of the secret room, and it was easy to find that there was an obvious corpse spot behind his ear.

So, is Lin Shuyi really dead?Just like in his dream.

Who made this living dead man in front of him?Lin Youhuang?Or was it the phantom that was exactly like him in the dream?

Lin Zhaoyue withdrew, walked into the study in the secret room, and inspected it inch by inch.

Then, between the corner of the wall and the vase, I took out a thin envelope with a yellowish corner.

He slowly opened the letter, saw the words clearly, and then stood still.

He didn't make a sound until the letter paper was soaked with dripping tears and the beautiful handwriting on it could not be seen clearly at all.

So, it's not a dream, it's all real.

His older sister died five years ago.

Because of the Gengtie he exchanged, and because Luohuagu wanted to change the life of their Shaogu master.

This letter was written in the tone of a solemn reminder, reminding the owner of Lin Zhuang that Luohuagu is a hell on earth for women, and Ai's situation is worrying.Find ways to dissolve the marriage contract as soon as possible, and don't let the sheep fall into the tiger's mouth.The signing date was exactly three days before You Huang and Ji Li five years ago.

Lin Zhaoyue didn't know, when did Lin Shuyi receive this letter?Did he actually see what was written in it?

If he saw it, if he knew... You Huang had been by his side for 15 years, and he saw it with his own eyes, how could he bear it?

But Lin Shuyi was already dead, and Lin Shuyi died so cheaply.

For the first time, he felt his blood boiling, the killing intent of destruction dazzled his head, and his heart beat like a burst, leaving him without any reason. He just wanted to smash the rotting corpse outside into thousands of pieces, and smashed his bones into ashes.

Why?He wanted to ask him, why there are people like him in the world?

What was he thinking while doing these things?Do you know that tiger poison does not eat its children?

When he thought that such a person was his father, half of his blood flowed in his veins, and Lin Shuyi said that they were very similar, he felt rotten and dirty from the inside out.

It was Lin Zhaoyue, Lin Shuyi and Luohuagu who killed Youhuang together.

……

Lin Zhaoyue couldn't remember how he walked out of the secret room that day.

After he came out, he became mad and his old illness relapsed.

Every time Lin Youhuang kills someone, every time he commits a crime, it will reappear in Lin Zhaoyue's dream, as if God let him see clearly, all of this was done for Lin Zhaoyue.

He will see the tragic death of 15-year-old Lin Youhuang in the fire again.Each time is clearer and longer than each time.Like, because she killed someone and committed a crime, she will never be reborn and suffer continuously.

He dragged his sick body to see Master Jidi, and asked him for advice: "What will happen if a person who should have died returns to the world?"

Master Jidi said: "There are four truths in Buddhism, the truth of suffering, all living beings are suffering, and all life is suffering. The truth of extinction, if you want to be free from suffering, you must extinguish desire. However, it is so difficult to have no desire and no pursuit. The truth of the way, you must You learn to practice in the Four Noble Truths, and treat everything you encounter as a practice.”

"You only said three, what about one more?"

Jidi Dao gave a Buddha's name: "Amitabha Buddha. The poor monk is the only remaining truth, Jidi. Do you know where suffering comes from? What is the cause of suffering? What you cling to is suffering, what you think is suffering. Go against the sky and strive to change your fate. , there is the suffering that comes after changing everything. Detachment and let go, and even the practice of enlightenment, who can say that there is no new suffering? The four truths are mutual reincarnation. No one can escape. The question of the benefactor, heh, let’s ask why What is it supposed to be? In the long run, things in the world are reciprocal in cause and effect, good and evil are rewarded, the laws of heaven are clear, and whether there is contention or no contention, it is all predestined in this cycle of reincarnation.

Lin Zhaoyue had listened to Buddhist teachings all afternoon, but the more he listened, the more confused he became.

He bid farewell and left, and at the foot of the mountain, he met Taoist Wuding who wandered to the temple.

"I think it's bad luck for the benefactor, but do you want me to explain it to you?"

Lin Zhaoyue passed by with a blank expression, and then turned her head stiffly: "What should I do if a person who should have died returns to the world?"

Wuding Daoist listened, and his immortal demeanor remained unchanged: "Poverty Dao once heard that when the underworld is sentenced, how long you stay in the world, you will be punished twice in hell to pay back. Don't rush, don't worry, take it easy, the way of heaven will not forgive you. Whoever owes it will always be paid off.”

Who will God not spare?

Lin Zhaoyue smiled, Master Jidi was right, he really couldn't see, and felt that the way of heaven was blind.

The phantom in the dream became clearer and clearer as Lin Youhuang killed more people.

Lin Zhaoyue kept asking him: "What is the price Youhuang paid? Why don't you ask me for the price?"

The phantom that was exactly the same as him did not answer him, but repeated a sentence over and over in the same voice and tone as him: "You are me, and I am you. Wake me up, this world has already paid for you!" price."

Lin Zhaoyue lived in such a nightmare of never being reborn, constantly practicing the Qilin Dao spectrum given to him by Youhuang.

He was very sick, and he should have died at that level, but just like You Huang promised him, his martial arts progressed by leaps and bounds, no matter how painful or weak his body was, he would never die, but could kill him easily. Many people died.

The nightmare ended when Lieyan Zhuang Yajiu brought someone here, claiming that he could be cured of his illness to make up for the attack in his territory.

Gu Xiangzhi stayed by his side for ten days and played the piano for him for ten days.

Not only did he heal his dilapidated body, but also his ecstasy sanity recovered from the day when the piano sounded. At night, he would still dream of Youhuang killing people, but he would also dream of the peaceful time when they were children by their mother's side.

Sometimes he fell asleep listening to the sound of the piano, and he seemed to see You Huang sitting next to him, listening to him with his chin resting on his chin.Sometimes, there would be that phantom who was exactly like him sitting next to him.

Bathed in the clear sky and the sound of the piano, everyone is peaceful and peaceful at this time, without pain or resentment.

"What are you?" he asked.

Xuying answered him in a familiar cool and elegant voice: "I am the opposite of all good and bright things. It is sin, evil, hatred, death without retribution, and never to be reborn. Wherever I appear, there must be There is sin and hatred born of the most evil."

"Leave You Huang alone, come to me, I will give you whatever you want. Sin, killing, whatever you want."

Xuying smiled coldly, and shook his head: "You can't, I will come to you when you have the same murderousness as your sister. If you want to save her, you have to hurry. When the period expires, she will disappear completely. It is very painful and miserable for you to watch her repeat death every day, because you don’t know that when she is completely integrated with me, she will disappear from this world without pain or consciousness. It's like it never existed."

"how should I do?"

"When you can do it, you will naturally understand. The sound of the piano is so beautiful, who is she?" Xu Ying asked gently.

The phantom appeared for the first time in front of Lin Youhuang five years ago, and it couldn't even condense its shape.

Five years later, she appeared in front of Lin Zhaoyue, but in Lin Zhaoyue's own appearance.

It wasn't until recently that he began to have a complete and independent consciousness, but he used his body.It's like a monster that emerges from scratch and changes shape bit by bit.

The sound of the piano is like the emperor's liquid that enlightens the consonance.

Lin Zhaoyue lowered her eyelids and said calmly, "A alchemist. If you like it, how about I keep her?"

So, on the tenth day, he behaved abruptly and affectionately, and then quietly watched the man leave Qilin Villa.

At that time, Lin Zhaoyue looked at that person's back and smiled, thinking that this was probably the last bit of clean conscience in her life, and it would be best not to see her again in this life.

Who knows, in the blink of an eye, that person walked to You Huang's side.

What Xu Ying said was right, when he finally could calculate and use everything without blinking his eyes, he would know how to save You Huang.

So, he took over Youhuang's evil and became the man who caught the oriole.

Hand over the bone fan that represents the end, make up for the final sword that ends the curtain, so that all karma will eventually belong to him.

Then she will be able to get rid of reincarnation cleanly.

On the mountain, he calmly told Gu Xiangzhi all the loopholed lies that a murderer behind the scenes should tell.

Suddenly I heard her say that Youhuang likes her.

Only then did Lin Zhaoyue know that You Huang was really a man disguised as a woman.That's why, when faced with Luo Huagu's selection of Geng Tie at the beginning, they were so angry and reluctant.

Youhuang's life was not because she was the eldest lady of the Lin family, and Luohuagu chose to sacrifice a woman's blood, so her fate should be like this.This unlucky person could also be Lin Zhaoyue, but Youhuang blocked it for him.

Because no matter whether You Huang is a man or a woman, alive or dead, he is doing everything possible to protect his younger brother.

He is also willing to do everything for You Huang, even if he becomes the most hated appearance, becoming more and more like his father.Unscrupulous, cold-blooded and ruthless.

Only one thing, Lin Zhaoyue calmly looked at his slightly trembling left hand, he didn't want to see Gu Xiangzhi in his bad karma leading to the bottomless abyss.But he found that he seemed to be unable to bear it.

That is the person You Huang loves, he can take care of and protect You Huang, but he can never like Lin Zhaoyue's heart.

That being the case, let's be the enemy.