The villains are all my ex-boyfriends [Jian San]

What's so interesting about being a good person? It's an extremely difficult thing, comparable to becoming a celestial being.

How easy it is to be a bad person, just follow the anger and resentment in your heart, kill and set fire unscrupulously, if your posture is good enough, you have to be admired and liked.

The daily villain is feared and feared by others. Not only is he happy, but many people will look up to him and follow him.

To be a good person is to be ridiculed.

White jade is the easiest to see blemishes, and it is good to have light that penetrates the darkness, but if it illuminates the ugliness of people's hearts, the jealousy and hatred under self-ashamedness, in turn, it will crush the bright moon that illuminates the dark night.

The so-called good person is not the hypocrisy in the eyes of the world, or the incompetence and hypocrisy in the eyes of the world. Only incompetent people can do it.

The world loves to flaunt, I am not a good person.If you say seriously, I am a good person, you must be laughed at.

Human nature is so colorful, you can't indulge in this magnificent and gorgeous world, but you want to pursue unconventional pure white, it is either stupid or hypocritical.

There are certainly thresholds for being a villain, but the threshold for being a good person is even higher.

You must have the ability to beat all the villains, you must also have the ability to beat yourself, and you must have the ability not to beat those who are not bad enough.

The whole world praises it without persuading it, and the world criticizes it without adding dismay.

Whoever dares to say such a thankless thing, everyone will laugh at the big white lotus.

The fairy in white clothes like the moonlight said quietly: "He didn't want to be a good person for them, for the sake of being praised and liked. He wanted to be such a good person, a perfect person."

"It is precisely because I am in a dark and filthy swamp, and I have seen the most rotten and ugly human heart, that I don't want to let myself be assimilated. The bright moon on the top of the mountain is so beautiful, and he wants to be such a bright moon."

Like the evil spirit turned into a demon, he watched with cold eyes: "God does not reward good people, and everything in the world always tends to be chaotic, evil and disorderly. Alchemists call this the will of heaven."

"Wicked people will be rewarded, live better, and get more. Even ordinary people who are neither bad nor bad can get a moment of enjoyment because they don't care about it. Only good people are not. Self-discipline is self-abuse. If you don't harm others, you are doomed to be killed." .”

"Good people are useless at all. Morality is used to restrain mediocre people. Only the weak will choose to be good people. Just like He Jiu, who was denied by Bingjie, born with a sinful fate, what kind of person is not to disturb others ?”

He Jiuqing's eyes were clear and peaceful: "What you said are powerless weak people and people who are incapable of doing evil. They are classified as good people, and they are just a way for the wicked to tame the weak and fear the good people."

"In the eyes of the wicked, benevolence without power is good, harmlessness without resistance is good, self-sacrifice for praise is good, obedience and obedience without thinking and questioning are good...all the things they think are good Together, they are good people in their eyes."

"But He Jiu doesn't think so. What he sees as good is the power that can protect the weak and beautiful in this world. It has the same ability as the moonlight to disperse the night, and dispels the soil that breeds malice in the world."

"He Jiu doesn't need awards and praises, as long as he doesn't get assimilated by everything he hates. He is not perfect, but he yearns for perfection, and keeps approaching the bright moon on the top of the mountain. Even if he dies on the mountain road, even if he can only stand naked in the end It’s nice to look up at the sky from the top of the mountain.”

Zhong Qing looked at him silently, like a cold night without light: "How do you know that He Jiu thinks so? How can you be sure that the hatred for this world has never wavered in his heart? How do you know, he Wouldn't be lonely and want to be praised? Otherwise, how could I exist?"

"He is not a Crane Immortal, he is just a person. In his life, there is no bright moon that shines through his cold night."

He Jiuqing smiled: "But, he met Gu Jinxiao. Isn't this the best reward?"

Mo Mei with dark red eyes stared blankly, and smiled slowly, her peach blossom eyes were twinkling, and she smiled beautifully.

He covered his eyes, smiled and said softly: "Well, it is indeed a very good reward."

This award is only given to He Jiu who is a good person, not Zhong Qing who is a villain.

Nameless Heaven Realm, Emerald Lake under the sky and stars.

The evil demon entered the dream of that person, turned into a crane fairy, and asked the person who he was.

The man was afraid that he would hold his hand coldly, with gentle eyes, he said: He Jiuqing.

Mo Mei couldn't help but return to her original appearance and let him guess again.

The man stared at him quietly, with unrequited emotion in his eyes, and said: He Jiuqing.

He liked it so much that he forgot what he came here for, and just wanted to hug him: "You said that no matter who I am, you love me."

Gu Jinxiao never said this sentence to him, he stole this sentence from He Jiuqing's dream.

However, at this moment, he couldn't help but think, it would be great if he was really He Jiuqing.

"I love you, let's go back to Baidi City. I want to watch the sunrise at Lanjiang Wharf with you."

Lin Youhuang and Gu Mowen made an appointment at the Lanjiang Wharf in the past, but it has already come to nothing.If Lin Youhuang hadn't died back then, or had been Zhong Qing from the very beginning, wouldn't they have been able to ride in that sedan chair and see all the scenery in the world?

Zhong Qing laughed recklessly and arrogantly, and laughed so hard that he couldn't speak: "It seems that I am not He Jiu. I am just, He Jiu's evil thoughts about the world."

"After all, if I met him in the Nine Nether Wasteland, I would not let him go and wait for these 300 years alone."

"I will hold on to him tightly, like an evil spirit grasping the sacrifice, and take it back to the dark lair. Even if he becomes an evil spirit like me, he will stay with me forever. I will never let go."

"Even if he dies and rots, his bones are annihilated into ashes."

Peach blossom eyes shone like stars reflected in the water waves, his smile was as sweet as honey, but melting glaciers flowed in his eyes, and he whispered softly: "Fortunately, I am not He Jiu."

So this award has nothing to do with him.

Ye Hao, Ye Hao.

……

When Gu Jinxiao pulled out the sword, he seemed to see three thousand flower trees suddenly blooming in the white snow all over the sky.

He seemed to be standing on the vast and endless Nine Nether Wasteland again, but he was in the world described by the ghost in his ear.

On the other side of the wilderness, the wind blows gently, and with the flowers and leaves falling like stars, a misty figure walks, slowly condensing into a white dress like moonlight.

The ghost with silver eyes smiled lightly at him, the smile was warm and innocent, with the face of his sweetheart, but more immature.

"It turns out that it's really you." Gu Jinxiao said softly, her brows were calm, her eyes were slightly red when she looked at that person for a moment, "I've changed a lot, I'm afraid you won't recognize it when we meet again. Let Gu Xiangzhi keep my past appearance. When did you recognize me?"

He Jiuqing looked at him tenderly: "I'm sorry, I didn't think at first that she and you are alone. Until the time of Yumen Pass, you let me hug you."

"Why don't you like Gu Xiangzhi?"

He Jiuqing's silver pupils curved: "I like it, why don't I like it? I like Gu Jinxiao. Gu Jinxiao who is paranoid, walks on the edge of the abyss, but never falls. Gu Jinxiao who is addicted to the reflection of the past. Past, present, future , no matter what kind of Gu Jinxiao turns into, I like it. Because I want you to know this, I can't show that I like to know each other."

He said: "There is an important thing to tell you. Although I liked you at first sight. But I still don't remember the memory of meeting you in Jiuyou Wasteland. The one who remembers all this is Zhong Qing."

"I think, the original He Jiu really died, and the seal was actually successful. He was right, Zhong Qing is the real He Jiu, and He Jiuqing is just a remnant."

"He will love and hate, with flesh and blood. Extreme emotions and distorted memories are just resentment arising from the pain and despair of being unsealed by soldiers. The past experience is too bad, and he has forgotten it."

"It's not like me. Even after encountering such a thing, I still feel that the world is beautiful. However, such a beautiful world has nothing to do with me."

He Jiuqing said softly: "In the past 200 years of waking up, plus He Jiu's 300 years, no one loves me, and I have no love or attachment. They harmed me, and I have no hatred in my heart."

"Knowing that everything is destiny, this malice is the evil of the human heart, and it is not me or someone else who suffers from this. And those who create and inflict these malice, they will have to suffer the consequences. I don't even hate them, I just feel sorry for them Sad. Poor beings who go through all this in turn."

"And, now I'm happy."

Gu Jinxiao's voice was slightly unsteady: "Why are you happy, don't you hate me? It's because of me that you have encountered such a thing. I clearly promised to come back to you, but I never came back."

He Jiuqing's eyes are like moonlight and the soft branches are snowy: "If there was any resentment, it must be resentment why you didn't come to me. Resentment is also happy to know you. But, all this is my fantasy, remember this It's not all about me."

"Zhaoying, you saw the moment the sword light came out of its sheath!"

Gu Jinxiao was stunned: "Yes. I saw it."

He Jiuqing pursed his lips: "It was so messy and unsightly that you saw my past. It was difficult for me to accept it, so I was reluctant to give you the sword for a long time."

"I hope that the me in your eyes is the me I am now after meeting. I have become very strong, not embarrassed, not weak, not hurt, and perfect."

"I am inferior, conceited, hypocritical and vain. I was born in a swamp, but I yearn for the nobility and innocence in the sky and clouds."

"When no one rescued me, while crawling out of the mud, I thought, if I meet someone like me in the future, I must reach out and give him a hand."

"Everything else can come out on its own, except that I am not needed and loved. I have only myself, and there is nothing I can do."

"I have dreamed of you countless times before we met. If you are by my side, I can bear and face anything. Just like now."

"I want to be a good person. During the 200 years of waking up alone, I also thought so. People say that the ultimate good cannot exist, and I must have a plan. I have also pretended to be mediocre and condoned some so-called human weaknesses and bad roots."

"But it still doesn't work. I just, want to be a good person. I don't want to be changed. Whether it's the world, time, or the endlessness of being alone."

"I want to be perfect, so that when I meet someone I like, I can protect him even before I don't know each other."

Gu Jinxiao listened quietly all the time, there was no obvious turmoil on his face, only tears kept overflowing his brows and eyelashes, as if to wash away the lingering gloom at the end of his eyes.

"Didn't I say that, no matter who you are, I like you." He whispered softly.

He took a step forward, and the white-clothed and silver-eyed Crane Immortal also smiled and stretched out his hand to him, but the instant he touched it, it disappeared.

Like an inaccessible mirage, it reappears at the same distance.

But it was the bell and chime in red clothes and black clothes.

He has crooked red pupils, peach-blossom eyes with rippling waves, and a pure and sinister smile. Standing on the gloomy and dangerous mountain, he looks at the most evil chaos born in the hearts of people in the world.

"I was born evil from the world, but for the people I like, I can also work hard to eliminate evil thoughts. If I treat others well, will there be someone like me who is also kind to the people I like? ?”

"If good and evil in the world are really conserved."

"I don't believe in karma, but because I was able to meet him, I want to believe it. From now on, I can love this grotesque world because of this person. So, if there is reward, give it all to this person .”

Gu Jinxiao shook his head, with hidden anger in his eyes: "Where are you going? Come back to me!"

The ghostly gray smoke was swept by the wind, and someone blocked his eyes.

With silver-white hair, a pale face, and a face that is free from competition and desire, there are a pair of silver-gray dark red pupils.

"Zhong Qing is not He Jiuqing's dark demon, nor is it the evil karma that He Jiu committed when he released Gu Jinxiao 300 years ago. He is an unavoidable sin for the hearts of the world. Anyone who lives in this world will be hurt. Evil acquired through evil inflicted by others."

Gu Jinxiao lowered her eyebrows: "Get out of the way, who are you?"

The man didn't answer, and continued to say with a sigh: "Even if someone has done nothing wrong, the other party will return more malice to the world because they did evil to you. It's like someone gave you a knife, and you didn't do anything wrong." Any reaction, he will also change his mind because of this knife, and kill people. Is this your sin or his sin?"

Gu Jinxiao took a deep breath, blinked away the water in his eyes: "I don't hate him."

"Zhong Qing has always known that he is not the real He Jiu, but he wants to be He Jiu, live and love independently."

"His memories are indeed fake. These memories are the subversion of all He Jiu's experiences. They are based on the expectations of the people of the world for He Jiu. People don't believe that a bright and innocent moon is born in the dark swamp, and they want to see the hearty revenge and cruelty in the world." Let your breath out."

The man bent his dark red pupils and smiled softly, but it was like a long and lonely memory: "He was born at the moment when the soldiers were dissolved, and it started from the first encounter with you on the Jiuyou Wasteland. Zhong Qing is He Jiuqing Love for Gu Jinxiao."

"It was born because He Jiuqing shouldered Gu Jinxiao's fate."

He stretched out his hand to cover his left eye, and the dark red pupil of his right eye was pulsating: "He Jiuqing is too good to have no time. If so, why can't he be a heartless and loveless fairy? Zhong Qing and Gu Jinxiao, they are born couple."

The dark red right eye was covered, and the silver left eye flowed like moonlight: "No, I can't leave him to my desire and darkness. Maybe it seems that such a dark and gorgeous love is more, like drowning in sea water .But I don't want to drown him, show him my dark seabed, I just want to give him the sandy beach with gentle wind and light rain. I want to restrain myself and love him tenderly."

Both eyes opened together, and the handsome, pale and mysterious man asked him, "Who do you choose?"