The villains are all my ex-boyfriends [Jian San]

In this world, there is nothing more heart-shattering than Gu Jinxiao's words of love, which can't be restrained.

I, too, have been thinking of you.

Just this sentence, eight words, he spoke very lightly, but it sounded very gentle and pleasant.

Filling up and lighting up Crane Jiuqing's past, all the long nights are lonely and lightless.

He repeated it over and over again, recalling each word clearly, Gu Jinxiao's tone and voice when he said each word.

It's like trying to remember everything in vain before waking up from a dream.

"Say a few more words."

No matter how tight I hug him, I still feel that it is not enough, and I am afraid that it will hurt him too much, so I can't let go. The cold voice is as warm and gentle as the wind on a midsummer night, half asleep, half awake, and coaxing.

"Say you like me, you only like me. Like He Jiuqing likes Gu Jinxiao, so much."

The person in the arms didn't say anything, just hugged him tighter and called his name softly.

"He Jiuqing. He Jiuqing. He Jiuqing."

When I dreamed of Gu Jinxiao for the first time, I half-believed that it was a dream, but I didn't feel disappointed when I woke up, it just turned out to be the case.

The second time he dreamed of Gu Jinxiao, the person in the dream said that the last dream was real, so he believed it until he woke up from the dream.

The third time I dreamed, no need for that person to say anything, the world of waking up and the world in the dream were naturally reversed, falling into the dream was like waking up.

With a cold and gentle voice, he said words slowly and slowly, words that he would never say when he was sober.

"Why do you have to find that person? Can you stop looking for it?"

"What do you want to give back to He Jiu from 300 years ago?"

"How did you know him?"

"Isn't it good now? As long as you don't care about Zhong Qing, we can always be together."

"It doesn't matter if it's Baidi City, Taibai Peak, or Youming City, it can be anywhere."

"As long as you don't look for He Jiu anymore, everything will be fine..."

The person in the embrace asked in a very soft voice, "He Jiuqing, why is your morality unstable?"

He Jiuqing was silent for a few breaths: "Probably because Heizi gained the upper hand, he broke all of Baizi's games one by one. Only the last two strokes are missing."

"Are you going to lose?"

He Jiuqing shook his head slightly: "No. He solved the wrong formation, and he will never win."

"Then what are you worried about? I want to see your eyes."

The white gauze in front of him loosened and fell off, his eyes were closed, his brows and eyelashes never trembled, and he never raised his eyes.

"He Jiuqing, why can't I see you?"

"...Because I can't do it." He said, "I don't want to be seen by anyone. Even if everyone in the world sees it, Gu Jinxiao can't see it."

"Just a pair of odd-colored eyes."

"It's not just the eyes."

The dream receded like a tide, and He Jiuqing woke up layer by layer from the heavy fog.

In a dark, empty room.

With a cold and gentle voice, whispering: "It's not just the eyes. So please, don't look."

The Crane Immortal still maintained the posture of sitting in meditation, and the white gauze was still blindfolded.

No bathroom, no that person.

Gu Jinxiao was extremely tired, so she fell asleep with her clothes on.

Knowing that that person was in the room not far away, my heart suddenly felt peaceful, and I soon fell asleep.

This sleep was very peaceful, as if I had dreamed a beautiful picture, but unfortunately I fell asleep too deeply and didn't remember anything.

It's just that when he woke up, he suddenly found that Gu Jinxiao was sleeping next to him, close to him.

He Jiuqing couldn't move in a daze, smiled slowly, and lay back relaxed, next to him, breathing slowly at the same frequency as him.

That's fine.

Gu Jinxiao closed her eyes, raised her hand to feel for his hand, and said in a sleepy voice, "He Jiuqing."

"I'm here." The voice, as clear as wine, was soft, as if being warmed by the sunshine like amber sugar.

"Have you never met me before?"

He Jiuqing paused, then said softly: "No."

"I want to hear about you."

He Jiuqing slowly recalled: "Me? I was born in an ordinary farm family, and most of the children in my family were sent to the mountain since childhood. The master is an alchemist, and he will go to the immortal after a hundred years. I practice alone. One day I wanted to go down the mountain and found 100 Many years have passed. After walking in the world for more than 50 years, I met you. What about you?"

"We have a lot of alchemists there, but they don't practice, and they never expect to ascend. They like to use alchemy to fight each other. There is a school that teaches people like us. I learn things quickly and come from a good background, so I met there later. When we are in big trouble, it is only natural for me to stand up and save the world. After saving, my reputation will rise, so I started to make new rules, and they are very obedient. Later, I was bored and came here by chance. you."

"Sounds a bit troublesome."

Gu Jinxiao closed her eyes and said lightly, "No trouble. As long as you don't want to save the world, it's easy."

He spoke calmly, on that handsome and quiet face, even with his eyes slightly closed, the thin gloomy color under his crow-feathered eyebrows and eyelashes still outlines the shadow and darkness that seems to exist.A touch of arrogance and dignity, without anger and prestige, decisive in killing.

However, He Jiuqing couldn't see it, only heard the calm and quiet voice, without the slightest sharpness or coldness.

"Why do you have to find that person?"

Gu Jinxiao slowly opened his eyes: "Jiuyou Wasteland, have you been there?"

He Jiuqing's voice was warm and gentle, like a smile, but his expression was slightly astringent: "No."

He said softly: "Jiuyou is the deepest part of the Eighteen Hells in the legend. Except for the most vicious ghosts, there are born ghosts and ghosts. Even alchemists can't get there. How can I go?"

His heart tightened suddenly, and he raised his voice slightly: "Have you been there?"

"Well, I've been."

He Jiuqing clenched his hand tightly, feeling at a loss, with a slight pain in his heart: "Did you suffer a lot?"

"No, I forgot. There was a ghost, and he led me out."

He Jiuqing suddenly understood: "That's why you must find him."

"Yes. I thought he was dead. Now I find that Zhong Qing is very similar to that ghost, but he doesn't remember anything. I can only help him find the ghost sword and break the seal first."

He Jiuqing listened quietly.

"He and I are not very good people. The process of unlocking the seal will not go anywhere. The whole journey is full of bloody killings, intrigues, and sinister people. I don't want to let that crane see it. "

That crane, you mean him?

The blindfolded Crane Immortal listened quietly.

"He doesn't remember anything, the world is all cold to him. Whoever treats him closer is like grabbing a spider's thread, with only a little light and heat. I can't wait to give everything and take everything. Do whatever you want, Regardless."

He Jiuqing shook his head slightly, seeing the sycamore leaves covering the stars in a trance, the reclining chair was shaking slightly, they sat there side by side, as if they were sleeping together in the same pillow at this moment.

"In the past, in order to investigate Lin Youhuang, I pretended to be a ghost named Gu Jin and got to know him. Once he dies, he forgets once. I don't know why, but I remember Gu Xiangzhi and Gu Jin."

He Jiuqing knew why.

Zhong Qing dies once, forgets once.

There is a person, but once you die, you remember it once.

At the same time, he was experiencing the joy of being responded to by him, and the endless chasing of endless confusion and frenzy.

If the person likes the bell, he will be sad; if the person doesn't like the bell, he will also be sad.

If Zhong Qing likes Gu Jin, the more he likes Gu Jinxiao; if Zhong Qing likes Gu Xiangzhi, he will be at a loss and be at a loss.

He could only tell himself over and over again, that was not him, Zhong Qing was not him.He only likes Gu Jinxiao.

"I don't want you to see me, so I can't take you with me. Gu Jinxiao can't get too close to him, so I can only go with him. Gu Jinxiao, he only likes that crane. If that's the case, can Immortal Crane be happier?"

"Very happy. You will be happy when you are by my side." The cold and gentle voice said softly.

When the voice is not laughing, it is as clear and cool as the newly melted snow, as if it has never been clear what worldly happiness is.

Gu Jinxiao felt helpless: "Then why is your morality unstable? Why don't you want to be seen?"

"Because," He Jiuqing said calmly, "I miss you very much, as long as you say that, you will come to see me."

Gu Jinxiao was stunned and confused: "So, there's nothing wrong with your eyes?"

"I'm sorry." He Jiuqing said, there was a trace of guilt on that handsome face, "It's only a little bit at the temple, and it will be fine soon."

Because of this, can't you show Gu Xiangzhi?

Gu Jinxiao turned sideways, and slowly hugged him tightly: "Is the morality unstable?"

"There are indeed some instability, so you need to enter the world to experience. After a while, I will come back soon."

Gu Jinxiao's eyes moved slightly: "I thought you wanted to be with me."

"You don't want that crane to see, he must not. You said you only like him, he is really happy. I just want to solve all problems and obstacles at once, and be with you forever, lying together like this, never Morning till dark."

Gu Jinxiao looked at him quietly: "Ask that crane for me, if he is really happy, why hasn't he looked at me since he woke up?"

He Jiuqing caressed his face with warm fingers, and whispered like a sigh: "Because, I can't help it..."

"what?"

With such an intimate distance, as long as you tilt your head slightly, you can kiss the other person's cheek.

Crane Immortal's lips were soft and cool, like a snowflake falling on his face.

Instead of fingers, it falls to the corners of the eyes, eyebrows, lips... Kiss those delicate and beautiful lips, deepening them little by little.

Difficult to separate, slightly annoyed and muttered: "Looking at you, I can't chat anymore, I just want to do this to you."

Gu Jinxiao ran his fingers through his black hair, and pulled down the cold and reserved Crane Immortal.

He said softly: "Me too, that fairy-like and restrained crane looks delicious, I've been looking at it for a long time."

"Then why don't you do it?"

"I'm waiting for him to fall down by himself. When he had excessive delusions last time and wanted to possess me, it was delicious. But, he flew away after speaking."

Crane Immortal's Adam's apple could not bear to move slightly: "Gu Jinxiao..."

Gu Jinxiao said lightly: "Looking at the sea of ​​clouds on the top of Taibai this summer, I told you something, but I lied to you."

Crane Jiuqing: "..."

He lightly bit He Jiuqing's throat: "I want to sit on the back of the crane again on the sea of ​​white clouds and untie the white veil in front of that crane. In this way, he will not be able to fly away again."

The breath seems to have invaded the slender and fragile neck, and thin sweat seeped out of He Jiuqing's forehead and temples.

The cold voice was slightly hoarse: "The only one who can't fly away is you."

He lowered his head abruptly, overturning all rational desires, just wanting to conquer the city without leaving anything behind.

Restraint, forbearance, at that moment, I fell into the blazing whiteness when the thunder and lightning roared, and there was nothing left.

Lightning tore apart the high clouds, he could only keep telling himself to be gentle.

That qin is noble and perfect, the body of the qin is as delicate and flexible as jade, it must be burned with incense and bathed, pious and careful.

Even though it was a violent storm and he couldn't understand the chords, the tone he played was thrilling and captivated him.

Crane Immortal said in his cold and restrained voice that he liked it over and over again.

The light in Gu Jinxiao's eyes is like a cold pool covered with ripples by spring rain, misty yet clear, the water is charming and full of flowers.

Her fingers were wrapped around the plain white gauze, tight and loose, but she never pulled it off.

Forbearance's voice, slightly out of control and unstable, trembling and fragile like weeping, softly called him: "Hejiuqing."

The man lowered his head and kissed him tenderly: "I love you."