The villains are all my ex-boyfriends [Jian San]

Gu Mowen said that Gu Xiangzhi didn't like Lin Zhaoyue because of a secret, Rong Chen naturally wanted to know.

He wiped away the remaining tears on his face, nodded solemnly: "I will keep my promise, never reveal a word, unless I die..."

"It doesn't need to be."

Gu Jinxiao's eyes were calm, and she looked at Rong Chen for a moment, her phoenix eyes like a cold pool, her eyes were clearly gloomy and fierce, for some reason, she looked at him like this for a long time, but felt that it was the ultimate gentleness.

Rong Chen blinked slowly: "Secret..."

The person in front of him said without hesitation, "Gu Xiangzhi is not a real person who exists in this world. I can't remember whether such a person really existed, or is it a fantasy reflection from a long time ago. He is Born because of me, it is an impossible possibility, an imperfect perfection, an illusion that I tried everything I could to grasp."

Rong Chen: "..." I couldn't understand a word.

He opened his eyes wide and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything, for fear that if he interrupted, Gu Mowen would not continue.

Gu Mowen's eyebrows remained motionless, and his voice with a very soft ending remained unchanged: "Your second brother doesn't like men. But Gu Xiangzhi is a boy who will never grow up."

"The reason why he is like this is because he is so similar to me. I am afraid that one day I will no longer need him, and the boundary between him and me will be confused, and I will gradually forget him."

"So, I gave him another gender, a perfect female body. That way, he's completely different from me. That way, I'll never forget him."

The secret that Gu Mo asked was indeed a secret.

No wonder he said that he didn't need to swear by himself. Even if he wanted to tell others about such a secret, he couldn't explain it clearly.

Rong Chen's original sadness was all because of this thread-like secret that sucked up all the water.

He opened his eyes wide and tried to clarify: "Sister Xiangzhi is the same as Mo Mei, not a living person? And unlike her appearance, she is actually a brother? And, and..."

Gu Jinxiao came back to her senses in a daze: "It's not wrong to say so."

Rong Chen shook his head like a rattle, extremely confused: "But, she is a sister now. And no matter why she exists, since she lives independently in this world, everyone knows her, you are not alone That's right. Why can't she have someone she likes, her own life? Is she your puppet? Doesn't she have her own heart?"

Gu Jinxiao withdrew her hand, smiled very faintly, the gloomy eyes at the end of her eyes seemed to have no shadows: "Of course she can't, have you forgotten? Everyone in the world knows that there is only one thing in each other."

Rong Chen felt that the person in front of him was angry. This was the first time he noticed that Gu Mowen was angry. He felt the temperature around him drop by more than ten degrees in an instant.

But he was not afraid, because like his second brother, no matter how angry he was, there was nothing scary in Gu Mowen's eyes.

He scratched his hair, his clear eyes were like spring water, looking at Gu Mowen, who had a gloomy expression.

She simply said nonsense: "In your eyes, she is like a memory of your past. Memories are like this. It seems that existence is like a fantasy. Although the past was perfect, it is over. Although the present is deviated from the original track, it is real……"

Gu Jinxiao looked at him quietly, as if meeting him for the first time: "It's an interesting idea."

Rong Chen subconsciously smiled, as if being boasted.

"Not sad anymore?"

"what?"

"Then you can go, don't tell your second brother, I have been here. Go."

Rong Chen scratched his hair, walked out obediently, turned his head when he went out, and saw Gu Jinxiao's hand seal, as if he was in meditation.

Lin Zhaoyue on the shore of the lake waited until Rong Chen came out of the secret passage, and then quietly left.

Rong Chen was still struggling with the relationship between Mo Wen and Mo Wen, but when he came out, he saw that the sky was pale, the desert was cold and windy, and no one was waiting for him.

That's fine, the second brother was already afraid of the cold, and, moreover, he was injured by that demon named Zhong Qing...

Even though he tried his best to enlighten himself, the gloom that dissipated because of Gu Mowen still slowly returned to his heart.

It's different, everything is different.

It's like walking on the old road fixed day and night without knowing the world, but when I look back, I find that my second brother is walking on another mountain road that I can't see clearly.

He wanted to pull his second brother back, but the other brother waved his hand away and didn't want to go back.

He wanted to follow, but the mountain road was too steep, and the second brother didn't wait for him, and didn't tell him how to get there.

Even if he obediently waited where he was, he could only watch the other party drift away, fall down and get hurt, and there was nothing he could do.

I can only look at it from a distance...

But he...he didn't want to accept his fate either.

He is a genius, the number one swordsman in the world, and what he wants to do will definitely be achieved!

……

After Gu Jinxiao sent Rong Chen away, he sealed his seal.

This time it's not that the soul is separated from the body, but just like He Jiuqing, the whole person and body enter the nether world together.

Shenlong was worried: [Is it really okay to just tell Rong Chen like this?Although his thinking is naive, his intuition is very keen. I am afraid that although he does not understand its meaning, he has already noticed the truth. 】

Gu Jinxiao didn't care, eyebrows and eyebrows didn't move: "He won't tell. Besides, I don't really care if anyone knows."

Shenlong: It cares a lot!

Gu Jinxiao came here naturally to place Gu Mowen's body in the abyss behind the Xuwei Mountain, just like every time before.

【Don't you dream about it?That mysterious alchemist...] Shenlong said hesitantly.

There is also a mysterious alchemist, it turns out that Lin Zhaoyue really kidnapped Gu Xiangzhi himself.

Before Gu Jinxiao concluded that he didn't have that ability, but he didn't expect that Lin Zhaoyue had devoured the bell.

Gu Jinxiao's eyes are dim and far-reaching: "Lin Zhaoyue is a mortal, but after being killed by Lin Shuyi, her sister's obsession led me to save me across the time and space of the ghost's obsession. It is not a complete life. People. Zhong Qing is Youmei, and the so-called swallowing means merging with each other. It is not surprising that he has the ability of Youmei."

Shenlong was not very disappointed and said: 【So, it’s just trying to catch wind and shadows again. After all, the source of all this is you. 】

It is not surprising that the mysterious alchemist is Gu Jinxiao himself.

Unexpectedly, Gu Jinxiao shook his head, his eyes did not waver: "No matter how smart Lin Zhaoyue is, it is not so easy to swallow a ghost, there must be someone who has pointed him out."

Shenlong flicked its tail: [Really?What are you going to do now? 】

"do nothing."

Zhong Qing came to the door by himself, what else would he use Gu Jinxiao for, as long as Gu Xiangzhi went online and watched him die again, when he thought about it, he would know what was going on.

Most importantly, is the person who was sealed 300 years ago the same dead ghost that Gu Jinxiao had seen in the Jiuyou Polar Wasteland?

[He Jiuqing... Gu Xiangzhi is online, what should he do?You told him to come back soon, it's been ten days, I guess he couldn't help but look for him. 】

Gu Jinxiao's eyes narrowed slightly.

【How about this time, don't put your body in the abyss, stay with He Jiuqing. 】

Under Gu Jinxiao's eyebrows, his eyes were long and far-reaching, like a pool illuminated by floating lights, and he said softly: "Then please, Lord Shenlong, send me to him. I also..."

He missed the crane too.

He Jiuqing is not in Lanjiang Baidi City, nor is he in Taibai Peak, nor is he in Lin'an Tea Garden, an ancient alley in Chang'an.

Where else could it be?Gu Jinxiao was at Yumen Pass, so naturally he would only be at Yumen Pass.

Gu Jinxiao didn't ask him to come with him, so he just waited at the place closest to him.

There is a wine spring in Yumenguan, the spring water is like wine, and you will be drunk when you drink it.

The Crane Immortals who make wine naturally also have property here.

The alchemist with blindfolded eyes stands on a small sand dune next to the Populus euphratica forest.The golden desert, the green Populus euphratica forest in late spring, and above the blue sky, the bright moon hangs alone.

He seemed to be looking at the beautiful scenery through a white gauze, as if he closed his eyes and felt the aura of heaven and earth, the vegetation was growing, and the spring was cold and cool, and he seemed to be thinking about someone in a place far away and invisible.

He stood like this for a whole night, so that except for Gao Hua's frosty robe that was blown by the wind, the whole person looked like a jade sculpture.

Suddenly, he seemed to feel something, and turned his head slowly.

But there is nothing behind him, only his residence not far away.

He Jiuqing immediately walked back, he was not walking fast, but in the blink of an eye he appeared in the courtyard from the sand dunes.

Go through the corridor all the way to the bedroom.

Plain fingers slowly parted the bed curtain.

Gu Jinxiao in the tent seemed to be aware of something, opened his eyes, slowly pulled a smile on his lips, and stretched out his hand towards him.

He Jiuqing was in a daze, as if he had a dream, he held that cool hand back, and was pulled down obediently by him.

"You're here, why don't you come to find me?" The man said softly as if dreaming, every word was like an irresistible spell.

When He Jiuqing touched the warmth of his body, he came back to his senses, remembering that he had been blown by the wind all night: "My body is very cold, Ah Tian..."

"This way it won't be cold."

Being hugged tightly, she couldn't help but leaned down, hugged him, and put her fingers on the side of his neck.

He Jiuqing bowed his head, kissed his brow, and then his soft and beautiful lips.

But it's just a touch away.

Gu Jinxiao slowly closed her eyes, with a relaxed expression, and murmured: "I'm going to sleep for a long time, you can take me anywhere."

He Jiuqing caressed his face with his fingers. Under the blindfolded white gauze, that face was as handsome as a fairy, clearly restrained but like a demon, and said softly: "Then I just want to take you back to my house and sleep forever together." Don’t wake up. Wherever you go in your dream, I will follow you.”

Gu Jinxiao raised his hand to hold his, closed his eyes, and smiled slowly: "He Jiuqing."

He bowed his head to listen, but there was no follow-up. The man fell asleep after chanting his name.

He Jiuqing lowered his head slowly, resting his forehead against his pillow, like two cranes leaning on each other.

With a light wave of one hand, the door and window were closed silently, and the gauze curtain was quietly closed.

The soft quilt covers them, revealing the two hands next to the pillow, the fingers interlocked, and the two identical Duanyue moon rings, like the moon and shadow facing the water.

The man leaned against his neck, breathing against his pulse, heart against heart, as if living in his heart.

The white gauze in front of He Jiuqing was placed beside the pillow, and in the dim tent, his eyes were finally not hurt by the light, and his brows and eyes drooped gently and peacefully.

The spring breeze does not cross Yumen Pass, but at this moment, there will never be a more beautiful place than this place.

His heart was very warm, overflowing, and wanted to tell that person.

But aphasia, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, soft, low, jerky.

"……like……"

"I like you so much, I like you so much."

I like it more day by day, like a wasteland with no beginning and no end under the Nine Netherworld.

"Would you be afraid of me, even if that's not enough? Greedy."

Embracing each other like this, completely belonging to myself, trusting myself, overflowing with joy and love, and feeling full and unable to bear it, but on the other hand feel that it is not enough, far from enough.

To want more, to overwhelm him, to drown in it.

He took a deep breath, obviously this person was in his arms, but suddenly he became more and more lonely.

"There is a beast in my heart, I have some, I can't control him anymore. Oh Tian, ​​please help me..."

"...Don't like him."

……

Gu Jinxiao had a dream.

It was the time when I was a teenager that I can't remember clearly, but what impressed me the most was the time when I was sealed in the wasteland under the Nine Netherworld.

He was not a genius since childhood, but when he was a teenager, everyone could only look up to him.

Looking down from the high stage, only the same eyes can be seen.

Admiration, admiration, admiration, naturally there is jealousy, but because the gap is too big, jealousy can only turn into inferiority.

But the Gu Jinxiao at that time was not the tyrant who made people tremble and fear with just a look in his eyes.

What it was like, he couldn't remember.

In Gu Jinxiao's dream, he saw a starless and moonless night.

Endless chasing and fleeing, unable to see the appearance of any enemy, dying like a tide and coming back again, endless.

He held a person in his arms, that person was familiar yet unfamiliar, sleeping innocently and peacefully in his arms, carefree.

It is the new snow under the moon in the courtyard, the mist and mist on the mountains, the warmth of the sun in the morning, and every action is in line with the law of heaven, perfect and not like a living person.

The alchemist's white robe worn by the person in his arms should have been painted with stars, four images, gossip and five elements, but it was painted with cinnabar and black ink to worship evil spirits.

The eyes are covered with white gauze, and the five senses are sealed.

On that immature face, there was no joy or sorrow, no love or heart, no resentment or hatred, after a deep sleep, it seemed peaceful and holy.

"I will protect you, nothing will change, go to sleep."

He held the small body tightly with one hand, continuously released alchemy spells with the other, and kept running away under his feet.

It was still dark, the farther he ran, the more enemies he defeated, the smaller his body became, and he finally ran into a carriage.

The car drove away smoothly, and outside there were groups of alchemists lined up neatly, dressed in black and white like mourning.

He became very small, and so did the carriage.

He was so small that he could only lie there motionless.

The body is painted with stars, four images, gossip and five elements in white clothes, and is painted with talismans in cinnabar black ink.

He didn't move, watching quietly until the white gauze covered his eyes.

The five senses are sealed, and the world is quiet.

The current Gu Jinxiao doesn't care about that experience, but the fourteen-year-old boy doesn't think so.

It was as if they were two completely opposite people.

Between the 100 years in the wilderness under Nine Nethernesses, the unknown years after a deep sleep, and the dozens of years when the alchemist world was fighting and dying after waking up.

He has already forgotten what it was like when he was a teenager. He only remembers that that kid didn't want to become the current him.