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Coming out is not an easy decision, no matter what age or identity.

When sexual orientation is not placed in front of their loved ones, all those who are deeply involved in it can put on a fearless posture. They can face unfriendly people in society and fight back forcefully, but Unable to be too tough in front of loved ones who love them deeply.

But what Jian Zhou thought was: Anyway, no one loves me.

His parents, they loved the semblance of pride and honor he brought them, not him as a person.When he can't bring them any capital worth showing off, he will become an old thing abandoned by them, piled there, and ignore it.It's good to ignore them, but if they are in a bad mood, they may add bad words.

Jian Zhou doesn't care that much anymore. During the six months of living alone, his parents seldom call him. If you don't participate in the event, you won't win the award.All they care about is these, and they rarely ask if Jian Zhou is happy or if he has encountered any difficulties.

When he can't sleep, he often thinks of his high school days, those depressive years. The reason why he can endure it is because of the idea of ​​"leaving".

In fact, he didn't want to go home at all. Compared with that, he would rather stay with Qiao Yichuan.

But now Jian Zhou felt that it seemed that Qiao Yichuan didn't need him either.

In just half a year, his Qiao Yichuan had grown up and had what he called a "career".Jian Zhou's bank card still has the money he earned from working during the summer vacation when he graduated from high school, and he didn't spend any more money. He even saved part of the living expenses transferred to him by his family every month.He wanted to use the money to rent a house. Since the two of them were going to live in it, Qiao Yichuan couldn't afford it by himself.

But now that Qiao Yichuan's company rented him such a good apartment, Jian Zhou felt as if his existence suddenly had no value.

He felt reconciled. Originally, Qiao Yichuan should be the only one in Qiao Yichuan's world, but now, it seemed that he had been squeezed into a corner.

"I want to come out." Jian Zhou said, "We can't hide it forever."

Qiao Yichuan didn't expect Jian Zhou to bring up the matter of coming out so suddenly, which left him unprepared, and he couldn't react for a while.

Later, he thought about it, and felt that his reaction at that time might have hurt Jian Zhou's heart a little. Usually, at such a time, as a "good Chinese boyfriend", he must immediately say: "Okay, no problem, we will come out now! "

But it took Qiao Yichuan a long time before he asked, "Huh? Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

Jian Zhou was silent for a while, still the same as before, and said in a flat tone: "I suddenly remembered that we have grown up and it is time to face this matter. Are you unwilling?"

"Yes!" Qiao Yichuan didn't think much about this question before, but ever since he got in touch with Qu He and heard Jian Zhou tell him about Qu He and Zhou Haoming, he began to feel that only when both of them came out of the closet could they come out. It can be regarded as there is no way out for each other, and they can have a good relationship.

Qiao Yichuan moved closer to Jian Zhou, smiled and said to him, "I always thought you would be unwilling."

Jian Zhou hugged him and kissed him, and said with a wry smile, "How is that possible?"

Although somewhat reluctant, Jian Zhou temporarily lived in Qiao Yichuan's apartment.

In short, staying in this place is better than going home and enduring the "violence of love" from his parents.

He made an excuse, saying that before the Spring Festival, he would stay here to work as a teacher's assistant. Many professors in his school have part-time jobs outside. He made up such a reason casually, and his parents believed it.

It was rare for Jian Zhou to chat with his mother for a few more words, and the more they talked, the more he felt that something was wrong.

"Is my dad busy recently?" Every time he called his mother in recent months, she seemed to be deliberately avoiding the topic of his dad. Jian Zhou didn't pay attention before, but this time it was particularly obvious.

After he asked this question, his mother said: "It's been fine recently, it's almost Chinese New Year, you should come back earlier."

The hasty end of the phone call made Jian Zhou feel a little uneasy. After all, they are his closest people no matter what.

After Qiao Yichuan finished filming the last set of planes, Teacher Xu called him aside.

"What's the matter, teacher?" Qiao Yichuan was in a good mood, because the end of today's work task means the arrival of his winter vacation. These days, he ran around every day, shooting endlessly in various studios and locations. Qiao Yichuan himself didn't know how to shoot. What's up.There is a simple boat waiting for him at home, so how can he have the mind to run around outside.

The golden house hid a husband, and Qiao Yichuan just wanted to go home and hug him to waste his life.

"The online drama I told you about last time is almost finished. You should find time to look in the mirror and perform better. It shouldn't be a problem." Teacher Xu gave Qiao Yichuan a printed notebook, "This is the script, you go first Look, the characters in the play are very similar to yourself, it is not difficult to act in your true colors, so take care of it.”

Qiao Yichuan thought about it for a long time, and finally remembered that he had said such a thing before.

He has no interest in acting, but the contract says that he cannot refuse the reasonable job content arranged by the company for any reason.

Regarding this "reasonable work content", Qiao Yichuan had carefully studied it. Basically, except for filming GV, AV, parts that Lu couldn't describe, and accompanying wine, everything else could be counted as "reasonable work content".

Qiao Yichuan has always felt that it doesn't matter, the company treats him very well, and Mr. Xu treats him very well, and there really hasn't been anything embarrassing him during this period of time, but now, he feels that he is real when he is asked to make an online drama Can't do it.

"Teacher, I can't do this, can I?" Qiao Yichuan wanted to retreat a little bit, "I don't know how to act at all!"

He thinks it’s good to be a small internet celebrity model in Paipaiping, earning money, and also has a small wave of fans who come to him for his looks. When he’s lonely, someone will chat with him when he posts on Weibo, and he wants to see people praise him. Just post a photo and get a lot of compliments in minutes.Qiao Yichuan enjoyed this kind of life very much. Of course, the premise is the same. Although he was very busy during this time, he felt that the work of graphic modeling did not affect his life and relationship with Jian Zhou. It's nothing more than a fire, he is a little narcissistic, thinking that if it becomes a fire, what's going on?

His ideal does not lie in this, neither is he a model nor an actor, nor is he praised by thousands of people nor admired by everyone.

His ideal is just Jian Zhou, he just wants to be with Jian Zhou for the rest of his life, making money, raising a family, falling in love, going to bed, from childhood to old age, from now to trying all kinds of bodies/positions, and holding hands to dance square dances in the future.

This was his only ideal, and it might look like nothing to others, but in Qiao Yichuan's eyes, it was supreme.

He is proud of how much he loves Jian Zhou.

"I said you can do it, you can do it!" Qiao Yichuan's contract expired in three months, and a small online drama could be completed in less than a month.

He was a little embarrassed, holding the script in his hand, and said hesitantly: "Well, I'll take it back and read it, and I'll give you a message after I read it."

Qiao Yichuan felt that this time he had to report to Jian Zhou first, not because he was afraid that the other party would be angry, but because he wanted the other party to give him advice on how to solve this problem perfectly.

He returned home with the script, and smelled the fragrance as soon as he entered the door.

"Wow! What are you doing?" Qiao Yichuan threw the script on the sofa and ran straight into the kitchen.

It was the first time for Jian Zhou to cook, and he took his mobile phone and learned a few dishes from the Internet. He didn't expect Qiao Yichuan to come back before he finished cooking.

"You go to take a shower first," Jian Zhou turned his head and kissed him and said, "You're almost ready after you've washed."

Qiao Yichuan was suddenly very moved, he hugged Jian Zhou and didn't want to let go.

"Jian Zhou, let me tell you, we are acting like a movie now!" Qiao Yichuan kissed the back of his neck and said, "Why are you so nice?"

Jian Zhou smiled and didn't reply to his words.

In fact, no one is perfect, and no one is as good as the other person imagines, but Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder, and even if the person you love in your heart makes an unintentional move, it can be infinitely magnified into unbearable love.

Qiao Yichuan insisted on leaning up to kiss Jian Zhou until the smell of paste wafted from the pot, so Jian Zhou had no choice but to push him away and kicked him to urge him to take a bath.

Qiao Yichuan looked in the mirror for a long time while taking a shower. He always thought that he was very handsome, but he never dared to imagine what he would look like in the camera.

He has been losing weight for work a while ago, controlled his diet, and can't eat anything casually. Today, Jian Zhou cooks, and he guesses it is also to celebrate his "freedom" at last.

But if I want to film, I guess I have to lose weight again, then it will be another round of torment, which is really terrible.

He recalled a short passage in the script, and acted it in front of the mirror. Qiao Yichuan was so embarrassed by his acting that he committed cancer, and he agreed to act in his true colors. He thought: If I am really like this person in this play For that, Jian Zhou kicked me to death a long time ago!

When he finished washing, he found that Jian Zhou was reading his script.

"Does it look good?" Qiao Yichuan asked.

Jian Zhou didn't even raise his head, turned over and said, "It's average."

"I mean me!" Qiao Yichuan turned around, pouted his buttocks to face Jian Zhou, raised his hand to pat again, and said meanly, "Does it look good?"

Jian Zhou looked at him and smiled, walked over, gave him a push on purpose and said, "Looks good! Come and eat."

Qiao Yichuan leaned on Jian Zhou said like he was boneless, and went to eat. After sitting down, he took the initiative to explain, "Ms. Xu arranged for me to shoot a web drama, but I don't want to shoot or act. How can I refuse?" ah?"

Jian Zhou was a little surprised. He thought Qiao Yichuan would like this job very much.

"Why don't you want to shoot? Don't you like it?"

"I don't like it!" Qiao Yichuan pouted, and said arrogantly, "I'm so handsome, if I become popular, wouldn't I spend less time with you in the future! I don't want it!"

Although Jian Zhou felt that he was talking nonsense, it was undeniable that he was very happy.

"Just talk nonsense!" Jian Zhou served Qiao Yichuan a meal, "It's the first time I've made it, try it."

Qiao Yichuan picked up the chopsticks, restrained his smile, looked at Jian Zhou firmly, and said, "Mr. Jian, I'm serious. With me, I'm in love with you!"