Goddess of Rebirth Bufang

Chapter 48

Luo Qingning clenched her fist secretly. She was so hard that her nails almost sank into her palm.In such a short ten seconds, Luo Qingning thought a lot.

She has been coaxed many times, is she going to keep on being so cowardly?If Ruan Xia didn't even look at the scene that had been carefully planned so long ago, I would be sorry for the efforts and intentions.The most important thing is that she wants to let Ruan Xia know her heart. Instead of holding it in her heart and making a balloon, she might as well let herself go and try to move forward.

So this time, Luo Qingning planned to speak out, even if she was rejected, she would have no complaints, at least it had a result.If she could really get an answer, would her heart no longer be so suspenseful?

Gritting her teeth, Luo Qingning told herself, fight!

She turned her head away, without looking at Ruan Xia's reaction, she pushed open the door, took Ruan Xia's hand, and walked in together.

When I first came in, the candlelight on the rooftop was still flickering slightly, and the petals fluttered on the ground, and there was still a faint fragrance.

Ruan Xia, who watched all this, was suddenly speechless.When she was outside the door, she thought about what would happen inside.But she never expected that Luo Qingning would spend all her time arranging such a dilapidated rooftop.

Before she could say anything, Luo Qingning opened her mouth.

"Sister Xiaoxia, just now you said, let us leave each other with a way out, and we can still be friends in the future. I really hesitated, and I couldn't bear to just give up being friends with you. Or rather, I fully enjoy the fact that you treat me as a friend." This state, but people are always so greedy.

When I didn't know you before, I was thinking, if one day I could know Ruan Xia, it would be great.Will I ask her for an autograph?What should I ask her to sign?At that time, I felt that I was still a small fan, and I had the same kind of admiration for idols for you.

But then, by chance, I met you.At this time, my mentality is different again. I desperately want to be close to you. I think it is your personality charm that makes me long to be friends with you.

However, after such a long time, I feel that it is not enough.I don't just want to be your friend, I want to be the only person in your heart.I think I have misunderstood myself all the time, whether it is fans or friends, these are not what I want.

I want to be by your side, I want to live in your heart, I want... I want you.Yes, I just want you.I want you to share with me the first time when you are happy, to complain to me presumptuously when you are unhappy, to provide you with shoulders, and to be your strong backing.

If these are not enough to express what I want to say, then, simply, I want to tell you, Ruan Xia, I like you.

Maybe this kind of liking, you will feel that it is worthless, and it is a bit ridiculous to be flirtatious.But I want to tell you that although I, Luo Qingning, am not a very useful or smart person, I am a person who is very serious about people and things.

I didn't say I love you, not that I don't love you enough, but I don't think I have the position to say such a thing yet.Like these two words, much lighter than love.I don't want to burden you.

I have told you so much tonight just to pave the way for now.I thought you said that you don't care about homosexuality, as long as it is suitable, you can accept it. I don't know if I am too young.Ruan Xia, I——Luo Qingning, am I the right person you want to find? "

Luo Qingning looked at Ruan Xia very seriously.She said it, the words buried in her heart for so long, finally said it.

She had been brewing these words for a long time, over and over again, so familiar that Luo Qingning could write them silently when given her a pen and paper.

These are the words from her heart, simple and innocent, and after she finished speaking, she felt much happier in her heart.However, she is still waiting for Ruan Xia's response.

"Sorry, Qing Ning, I can't..." Ruan Xia looked very embarrassed, she unnaturally straightened her long hair at the sideburns, turned around and wanted to leave.

Before she could take any further steps, she was stopped by Luo Qingning's voice again.

"Don't go, Miss Xia, don't go!"

"sorry."

Ruan Xia ignored the hoarse Luo Qingning, she looked so determined and unwavering, Luo Qingning couldn't help but began to doubt life.

"Sister Xia, you said you wanted to grant me a wish, do you remember? Can you, can you forget what happened tonight?!"

Luo Qingning finally stopped Ruan Xia, she saw Ruan Xia stopped, and when she thought she still had hope, Ruan Xia left without looking back.

Luo Qingning felt lost, as if her soul had been sucked away, she was in a daze, obviously she was still happy about the gold award in the afternoon, obviously she was looking forward to tonight, but why, why did it suddenly become like this?Is it really wishful thinking?

I thought that even if I was rejected, I could face it with strength, but now Luo Qingning didn't want to face such a embarrassed person.

Looking at the rooftop she had carefully arranged, Luo Qingning felt a little ironic.She had prepared for so long, but in the end, the bamboo basket was empty.

When planning, Luo Qingning thought of many alternative locations, but she finally chose this place.A dilapidated rooftop, why?Speaking of it, she really put a lot of thought into it.

Ruan Xia's birthday is November [-]th.Luo Qingning remembered it clearly, as for her, she was born in April.What is the special significance of this rooftop?in coordinates.

The coordinates here are (42.0, 110.7), which happens to be the place where their birthdays are combined.

The choice of this rooftop was not accidental.Luo Qingning first used the map to choose for a long time on the Internet, and then came to the field.At that time, she still felt that the rooftop was very meaningful.A lot of thought went into the layout.Now it seems that nothing makes sense.Looking at everything she had arranged, Luo Qingning felt mixed feelings.

She didn't know what kind of mood she had to pack the candles on the whole floor, and she didn't know how she got back to the hotel.She only vaguely remembered that when she was about to find the key card to open the door at the door, the senior brother appeared next door.His concerned face warmed Luo Qingning's cold heart.

In the end, she didn't find the room card, but Su Qingyan found it from her coat pocket.

Seeing that Luo Qingning seemed a little depressed, Senior Brother Su asked with concern: "What's wrong with you? Didn't you go on a date with Ruan Xia?"

A date, where is there a date, it's just a fool's farce directed and acted by her.

"Senior brother, I'm broken in love." Luo Qingning seemed to have exhausted all her strength after saying these words.Not long ago, she still felt that she was a fighter in full armor, but now, she was already a mourner with no armor and armor covered in wounds.Lost in a mess.

"Rejected?" Su Qingyan asked carefully.

Luo Qingning nodded feebly, she didn't feel like talking now.

"Little fool, why are you still so useless?"

As if she was used to her senior brother's disgust, Luo Qingning didn't even open her eyes, she was afraid, she was afraid that her senior brother would see her weakness, how could she do this, she agreed to protect them in this life!Luo Qingning, wake up, this is not what you should look like!It's just a lovelorn!You have to cheer up!

Thinking of this, Luo Qingning slowly opened his eyes.She didn't expect that there was no sarcasm in the senior brother's eyes, but genuine concern.

"Brother, don't worry, I'm fine. It's just a broken relationship."

"You still know what to say? Let me tell you what is good about you. There is no such simple thing in the world that can be done overnight. Even Liu Bei was moved by Zhuge Liang after visiting the thatched cottage three times! You are cowardly just once? Isn't it a little early for you to back down? Falling in love is nothing more than anything else, you have to take it easy, it’s the best policy to figure it out slowly.”

"But, she doesn't even like me, what's the use of me slowly drawing it..."

"You're stupid again, aren't you! People change. At this moment, if she said she doesn't like you, will she always dislike you? How many times have I told you to look at problems with a dialectical perspective. "

"She said she won't be friends with me anymore, so there is no hope for me..." Luo Qingning was depressed again, no matter how eloquent Senior Brother Su was, she didn't rekindle her fighting power. Feeling helpless.

"Forget it, I can't convince you. This kind of thing can only be up to you. Luo Qingning, let me ask you, are you going to give up completely?"

"Don't give up, what can I do..." Originally, Luo Qingning never thought that there would be any different progress from Ruan Xia, but what happened now was beyond her expectation.Even if Ruan Xia didn't agree to her, Luo Qingning still couldn't let it go, she hoped that Ruan Xia would be well.

"Brother, what time shall we return to City S tomorrow?"

"The plane at ten o'clock, you forgot?"

"Oh, then remember to call me tomorrow."

Su Qingyan felt that his junior sister could no longer think normally. He didn't understand these people who fell in love and fell out of love very well, so he probably had to rely on himself.He has to give her space.Tucking the corner of the quilt for Luo Qingning, Su Qingyan closed the door and went back to his room.

Since the world suddenly became quiet again, Luo Qingning hugged her knees, feeling a little cold in her heart.It's just autumn, why do you feel cold hands and feet?Oh, so sad.

That night, Luo Qingning did not fall asleep.Even with her eyes closed, she didn't feel sleepy at all.From now on, can she and Ruan Xia not communicate like before?Are you really in a hurry?

Luo Qingning thought about it all night, but in the end there was still no result.Before Su Qingyan called in the morning, she got up from the bed by herself.

She splashed cold water on her face, it was cold and a little painful.Luo Qingning looked at the pale face in the mirror, her big eyes were now full of bloodshot eyes, she closed her eyes and opened them again, touched the mirror with her hands, as if she wanted to touch the virtual image in the mirror, and finally put her hands down.Tell yourself: It's time to wake up, Luo Qingning.

After taking a hot bath, Luo Qingning began to think about future plans in the bathtub.Just as she was thinking carefully, her mobile phone on the bed rang.Who will it be?