Mr. Chu

This film is shot here, even if it is over.

Some details may be reshot later, but that is not very important.

When Gu Yang returned to the hotel, Xu An and the crew were very worried about his mental state, and they didn't dare to leave him alone, so they called Chu Jinye, who came over soon.

To be honest, Gu Yang's state is not that bad. After he and the characters have been perfectly integrated and separated, he can already distinguish between reality and acting, but, just, he still feels at a loss, like It was saying goodbye to a friend.

Shi Peipu, Mr. Shi.

In the dark age, he flickered stubbornly like a spark, and he paved the way for the future generations with his own youth and life.

Among those people in that era, there were few people as legendary as him, who was both a man and a woman, a famous actress and a legendary spy.The misfortune and luck in his life, on the contrary, added luster to his play, but how sad this must be for the players in the game.

I was originally a man, not a girl.

Gu Yang hugged his knees, he is still in a trance, a little dazed.He knew that this was brought to him by this play, and he would soon be able to get out of this state, but he still had a little bit of reluctance.

After that, we probably won't see each other again.

As he was thinking, the door of the room was opened, and Chu Jinye walked in in a suit.

Seeing Gu Yang, he frowned first, then relaxed, walked to him and sat down and said, "You don't look as bad as I thought."

"Feeling okay?"

"It's not bad." Gu Yang replied softly: "I can tell the difference very clearly...that's, I just feel a little bit reluctant."

"Who? Is it your character?" Chu Jinye asked, pouring him a glass of water. He is a very rational person, but he can also understand the mysterious connection between Gu Yang and his character. Whoever is watching After such a performance, it is impossible to simply think that it is just a performance.

He created a real, special person.

"Well...he is amazing, and I admire him very much." The young man said, "Actually, Mr. Chu, it may be hard for you to imagine that I have always envied those people with intense emotions."

Chu Jinye frowned and looked at him.

Gu Yang stretched out his hand and breathed into his palm.

"I... have never been a person with particularly emotional ups and downs. Since I was a child, I have never had any major concerns. It seems that everything is separated from me by a layer of membrane. Sometimes I watch others cry and laugh. I'm very envious, I think they are the ones who are really alive."

So he fell in love with acting, because he could feel the strong emotions coming from the characters, it was like fresh blood injected into his body, making him alive.

"I'm not afraid of you saying, I've always been at a loss for the concept of home. People say that fallen leaves return to their roots, but I... I seem to be heartless, and I don't have any big feelings."

He said, and laughed again: "Of course it's different now."

Because I have a family.

In Shi Peipu, Gu Yang felt the intense love for the country, the strong desire to protect the land under his feet, and the strong love and hatred for his lover.That kind of emotion stimulated him and made him tremble all over.

How wonderful it would be if Mr. Shi could live in today, in this era.

Chu Jinye looked at him, but didn't say anything.

Gu Yang is like this, so why not him.

He grew up in an impersonal family, went abroad to study early, lived alone, did not make good friends, and only met partners who gathered together for the sake of profit. Under such circumstances, coupled with his nature, Chu Jinye is indeed a man. Very indifferent, very indifferent person.

Compared with Gu Yang's acquired nature, his indifference is rooted in his blood. This is the characteristic of his family and his class, which makes them lonely and also makes them strong.

However, after meeting Gu Yang, everything changed.

He rubbed the other party's hair and asked, "After the shooting is over, what do you plan to do?"

"Well... let's take a break and wait until the movie is released."

"Going on vacation?"

"Ok?"

"You haven't been to the castle I gave you before." Chu Jinye understated it, and said in a tone like talking about the weather: "It's beautiful, and the island is very secluded. There won't be any reporters there. Do you want to go and see it?" look?"

"..." Gu Yang glanced at the other party in a daze. Although he is a big star now, he belongs to the kind with a relatively high income, and he also knows that his lover is very financially powerful, but when he occasionally hears the other party's shocking words, There will still be a very strange feeling.

It turns out that I still have a castle.

If you didn't tell me, I would have forgotten it.

In fact, Chu Jinye likes to give him things very much, not talking about it on weekdays, every time Gu Yang celebrates his birthday, his birthday presents are all generous, castles, a whole street of real estate, all kinds of priceless valuables...

If it were a different person, he would have been so happy that he would have been drunk and dreamed of death, and bowed to the banner of the capitalists, so Gu Yang didn't care about anything, without that concept, he could treat all this calmly.

His own hard work and talent also made it unnecessary for Chu Jinye to help him in his career. Gu Yang is the kind of person who, once given an opportunity, can no longer hide his talent.His current success is certainly due to Chu Jinye's help and support at the beginning, but a large part of it is also due to his hard work, his relentless devotion, and his ability to practice Peking Opera for half a year in order to act in a movie. drama.To be able to challenge myself on Broadway in order to learn stagecraft and sleep only a few hours for months.And because of the martial arts scene, his whole body was covered with cuts and bruises.These things are not something that can be taken away with a stroke of talent. You have to do it in real life to get it.

No one can succeed casually. Gu Yang knows this, and Chu Jinye also knows it.

People only see your colorful flowers, but they don't know the hard work you make behind the scenes.There are many things that cannot be exchanged by taking shortcuts. You can rely on relationships to get leading roles in big productions and get good resources.But you can't force the audience to like you and love you from the bottom of their hearts, and you can't force the old Cannes judges to award you Best Actor when they know your acting skills are far below the passing line.

After all, there are people who are serious about doing things and acting seriously in the world.

"Okay." Gu Yang said, and he smiled slightly: "Then let's go there for vacation."

His smile was very clean, among the many people Chu had met tonight, it was one of the few, it was a kind of calm, worldly but not worldly stubbornness.To be honest, Gu Yang's character is indeed a bit stubborn.

Under that gentle, talkative appearance, there is a very stubborn energy.

In all fairness, did Chu Jinye feel that Gu Yang was acting too seriously, too much?Are you upset because his busy work takes up the time between the two of you?Never had it?impossible.However, he knew how precious it was.

He appreciates Gu Yang's attitude towards his own affairs and the career he loves very much.How you evaluate yourself determines how others evaluate you. Gu Yang can indeed be careless, lazy, and rely on him to get good productions or good awards, but then, what's the point?Maybe that's the way of the smart people, they laughed at the idiot who didn't hit the south wall and didn't look back, but the south wall was smashed by the idiot after all.

Chu Jinye likes it very much, and appreciates Gu Yang's vigor. He has met too many smart people, and in the end, they are all smart but are mistaken by their cleverness.

Just like him.

He unbuttoned his clothes, took off his tie, kissed each other's eyes, and turned off the light.

The next day, when Gu Yang was packing up his things, a staff member came to him and said that Xu An invited him over.

When Gu Yang walked out of the hotel, he saw the old gentleman, who smiled and nodded at him, and he walked over briskly.

"What's your business with me?"

Xu An glanced at him and laughed.

"I'm still a little worried about you...but you look fine."

"No big problem... just take a break."

The two walked slowly along the street, chatting without saying a word. When they passed a hotel, Xu An stopped.

He stared at the splendid building and said to Gu Yang: "A friend of mine once lived there, and he is a very great actor."

Gu Yang didn't know what to say, subconsciously raised his head and glanced, then was slightly stunned.

"In it, there used to be a talented soul, he was sensitive and gentle, innocent and ignorant, he was the muse of all artists, and the most beautiful star in the night sky. After I lost him, my film will never be the same again. smell."

Xu An was silent for a while, then shook his head slowly, and said, "He is here and ended his life."

"He's so attached to the character that he can't get out of it, which is great for an actor and terrible for a person. On the one hand, I love his talent and don't want to If talent is dusty, on the one hand, I love him as an ordinary person, I feel distressed and can't bear it."

At that time, there was a great actor who ended his life because of his talent and because he was gay.

He took a deep breath, turned around and said to Gu Yang: "You are very talented, and you are the closest actor I have ever seen to him in the new era, so I hope you... can live a good life."

"What is acting? Acting is the separation of life and drama. When you are acting, you have to devote yourself wholeheartedly to your full potential. But once the performance is over, you have to return to the world, no matter where you are. No matter how great you are on the stage, you are still an ordinary person who has to consider life, old age, sickness and death. These human fireworks can support you, so that you can still feel... the weight of life outside of performing."

Looking at Gu Yang, this old senior who has gone through vicissitudes of life, said all his life experience for so many years: "Gu Yang, I have been in this industry for a long time. I have seen many big stars and good actors. On the stage, it is radiant, but once you get off the stage and lose that gorgeous skin, your whole body will collapse. It’s too bad. Ah, I can’t accept the gap anymore. When you are popular, everyone will surround you Turn, but you are not popular anymore, are you old? The song is over, what can accompany you to the end? The role you left behind will still shine brightly, but you are getting old. "

"Fireworks in the world, those miscellaneous things in the world, can form part of your body...he can protect you, support you when your feet are in a vacuum, we are not people who live in a vacuum, we need to be with you This world talks. Before, when I saw you acting, I was very worried, you were a little too involved, and I couldn't help but wonder what you looked like when you took off that fancy dress."

"But..." Xu An smiled slightly, and repeated again: "But..."

"You have a good mate, don't you?"

Gu Yang was silent for a while, then smiled at him, he turned around, and there was a familiar figure standing not far behind, Chu Jinye raised his eyebrows at him, signaling him to continue.

He couldn't help laughing and said, "This is the luckiest thing I've ever done."

"Yeah, how good this era is." Xu An glanced at the blue sky and said softly, "Okay, go and accompany him, I want to edit your movie for you and me, it will appear beautifully , become a piece of history."

Gu Yang smiled at this friendly old man who cared for him, and ran towards the man briskly, his face turned red while running.

He knew what Xu An meant, and he was worried that he would get lost in the role, lost in the play. In fact, Gu Yang himself had such worries.

The world of acting is so charming. Among the different faces, he wore a gorgeous costume and walked on the most dazzling stage. At that moment, the whole world cheered for him. The feeling is really amazing. obsessed.

But now, he knows he won't.

Because, he has Mr. Chu.

I am no longer a fallen leaf without roots.

Gu Yang smiled, and threw himself into the other party's arms happily and affectionately. Chu Jinye hugged him and bit his earlobe.

"So naughty?"

Although it seemed to be a reprimand, his tone was not scary at all.

Gu Yang raised his eyes, looked at him with sparkling eyes for a while, and said happily: "Because I know, you like me."

The author has something to say: Everyone should know who Xu An is talking about.I once saw it on Tianya, a host said: "...When he jumped off, I was still sitting in the hotel opposite him... It was a pity to watch the beautiful things go away and be powerless..."

It would be great if he was still alive, Shi Peipu was still alive.