Mr. Chu

After the show, Bursico stood at the door, waiting for the man.Soon, Shi Peipu came out, wearing a long cheongsam, looking old and solemn, low-key and silent.

Bursico looked at him and couldn't help holding his breath. He thought, what kind of person is this? She must be a woman. Only women can sing such sad and desperate operas.How can she be so beautiful, just like the real Madame Butterfly.

He walked forward and chatted up to the other party: "Hello."

Shi Peipu recognized him. He was the one who was looking at him in the audience. He nodded slightly and said, "Hello."

He is very indifferent, like Aoxue Hongmei, the flower of Gaoling, which makes people feel respectful and not profane.With full respect and love, Boursico said: "I love your performance very much. This is the first time I have heard such a good...Madame Butterfly."

Shi Peipu was startled for a moment because of the admiration in his words, and then said: "You like this play very much?"

"Yes, I am very, very obsessed with her. I have been like this since I was very young. I think Qiao Qiaosan is very beautiful and very infatuated. I have always been obsessed with oriental women. I think they are like beautiful Dreamland, since I came to this country, I have been looking for a woman like her, but I have never found it."

He took a deep breath, his face suddenly became rosy, his eyes were extremely bright, and he said: "Until I saw you today-forgive me, I have fallen in love with you, from the first moment I saw you, I I know, you are the one I am looking for, I have never seen a woman like you, you...you are exactly the same as Qiao Qiaosang..."

Because he was too excited, his tone was a bit confusing, and Shi Peipu was speechless for a moment. Logically speaking, in this age, it should be a great honor to be pursued by a foreign man from the West.

But Shi Peipu was different. He had received patriotic education, and he didn't like foreign invaders, not to mention the contempt for oriental women revealed by the other party. This made him very displeased. He was originally a very indifferent The person, at the moment, looked even colder.

Western men always take pleasure in being chased by an infatuated Eastern woman, but in the process, they have not considered the Eastern woman's feelings, they just regard her as a thing, a decoration worth showing off.

This association stimulated the famous actor. He sneered and said, "You really surprise me. When you talk like this, don't you realize how superior you are?"

Bursico was stunned for a moment, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his face, cooling his heart.He opened his mouth a few times, afraid to speak like a child who has done something wrong.

Looking at him this way, he looked a little pitiful again. Shi Peipu was silent for a while, staring at him, those deep black pupils that seemed to suck everything in, just quietly watching this man from country F .

Just now, on and off the stage, they looked at each other, and they looked deep into their hearts. The touch of that moment can make up for the mistake of this moment.

Thinking of this, he silently stared at the white man again, and said indifferently: "If you... want to hear something else, you can come to the theater troupe in the capital to find me, I work there."

After saying this, he turned around and left. His slender figure blended into the night, with a folding fan in his hand. Fascinated.

"cut—"

Accompanied by Xu An's shout, Buttern woke up from his role. He was a little dazed, looking at the distant shadow.Gu Yang stopped, and his assistant helped him to the side.

In the performance just now, they all forgot each other's existence.

Buttern always thought that how could a man from country F be so stupid to be fascinated by a woman played by an oriental man.But when he really met Gu Yang's deep and cold eyes, he couldn't say anything.

How was Gu Yang's performance just now?

His body language, his eyebrows, how his body moves, is he using Eastern or Western expressive techniques?Buttern didn't notice any of these things.

All he could see were those eyes.

In those black pupils resides a great soul.

He looked over now, and saw the young man who had just become a man standing there, and his assistant changed his clothes. His expression was pale and indifferent, and his side face was like a marble statue. His hair was coiled up, and some hair fell out , covering part of his face, there seemed to be some beads of sweat on his head, I don't know if it was because of the heat or something else.

In fact, this child's appearance was not so feminine after putting on makeup. Xu An deliberately didn't let the makeup artist turn him into a complete woman.His facial features and brows can still see the characteristics of a man.But just now, Buttern, Bursico, believed wholeheartedly and without reservation that he was a woman.

why?

As if aware of his gaze, Gu Yang raised his head and glanced at him, the gaze was so deep that Buten trembled all over.

Gu Yang is very cold now.

Obviously, the temperature in the room is warm and suitable, and the clothes are a bit heavy, so he should be sweating, but he just feels cold, not only cold, but also dark.

In the darkness, he was naked.

In front of his eyes, there was a piece of night, and behind him, there was also a piece of night.

He saw Shi Peipu, the beauty stared at him silently, and began to sing softly.

"Thinking about the past is vague and unbearable, and the smoke and dreams, how many times the boundless hatred is bitter and sour..."

He also sang and danced, tears kept streaming down his face, and dripped into Gu Yang's heart, his body was frozen by the tears, so cold, so cold, he couldn't move away, he thought, how cold Shi Peipu was Only then will he be willing to immerse himself in the dark night, and how hot his heart is, so that he can go all out for this country.

The hint in the script is that after Shi Peipu returned to the troupe, he was enthusiastically pursued by Boursico. The diplomat of country F mistook him for a woman and wanted to spend his whole life with him. After the country knew about this, Shi Peipu ordered to take this opportunity to get important military intelligence from him.

In this way, with one sincerity and one falsehood, and a chance coincidence, Shi Peipu agreed to Boursico's pursuit. From then on, his life fell into the endless abyss.

Gu Yang didn't know how he was, day after day, night after night, with lovers by his side, silently staring at the dark ceiling, falling asleep in a bitter and depressing environment, and the next day, trying to find a way To collect information, did his heart ever ignite a spark of love?

Is it the country that matters, or the personal relationship that matters?

Should I be honest with my partner, or should I stick to my principles as a spy?

He is a man, but he wants to pretend to be a woman. What Bursico loves is him as a woman, the embodiment of Madame Butterfly in his fantasy, not him.

Gu Yang closed his eyes, his body was terribly cold, his hair was wet with sweat, and his forehead was stuck to his forehead.

At this time, Xu An came over and greeted him: "Are you okay?"

He didn't answer, just looked at each other.

The director didn't mind either. He said, "I want to shoot the aria again, that is, the part where you sing Madame Butterfly. I think the lighting can be brighter, and your expression... can be cooler."

"But your eyes, if they are hot."

Just like Shi Peipu, the surface is as cold as an iceberg and cannot be melted, but the heart is hot, like volcanic magma.

The young man nodded silently. He stood up and changed into the snow-white robe with the help of the make-up artist. He walked towards the backstage, and people automatically made way for him. But it is burning, like a dark blue flame in the dark, because of love.

Madame Butterfly, Qiao Qiaosang, what was she thinking at the last moment, and whether she resented her husband who abandoned her? Gu Yang and Shi Peipu each have their own answers.This Japanese woman abided by her duty as a woman, but at the moment when she was stepped on the bottom line and her love was in vain, she resolutely took her own life without any hesitation.

He got up on stage and sang: "Pinkerton—"

He called his husband by name: "Pinkerton—"

He wailed in despair: "Pinkerton, your butterfly, don't wait for you anymore—"

That little butterfly, full of innocent ignorance and yearning for love, was crushed to pieces in the ruthless betrayal of the other party. She also had beautiful dreams and thought that the other party was her lover. , for him she betrayed the gods of her people and converted to theirs.She firmly believes that he can protect her, love her, and guard their home.

He will be very good to her, as long as she is one-thousandth as good as she is to him.

There was a sneer on the corner of Gu Yang's mouth, that was Shi Peipu's smile, he mocked the innocence and stupidity of this woman from the enemy country, but forgot why he only loved this show, he played the role of Madame Butterfly who will never change until death , revealing his desire and humbleness for love.

I am a man.

I am a woman.

The person I love wants me to be a woman, so I will be her. The country I love needs me to be a man, so I can become him. I have no choice, and I don’t need to choose.

He sang and sang to the climax, tears flowed down unconsciously, he still sang loudly, like a little girl in red dancing shoes, dancing non-stop, until her legs melted into bones, she fell to the ground and died , that pair of shoes will stop.

He looked at Bursico under the stage, the shock, understanding, and love in those green eyes made him think for a moment that he was no longer alone, and his two lonely hearts leaned together.

What's your name.

I'm...Bursico.

Shi Peipu stepped off the stage and cast a deep look at that person. At this moment, he didn't know who he was.

"Cut—!" Xu An shouted, he looked at Gu Yang solemnly for a while, and then said: "This game is over."

The staff all breathed a sigh of relief, although they didn't know why they were relieved, the atmosphere on the set just now seemed to be extremely weird, and the air was frozen.

Buttern subconsciously stood up straight. He looked at Gu Yang and wanted to talk to him, but he didn't know what to say.It seemed that as soon as they left the stage, the flamboyant attraction between them disappeared. Sitting there, Gu Yang seemed to have stepped into another world.

The next thing to film is that Bursico deliberately came to the Capital Theater Troupe for Shi Peipu, just in time for him to come on stage and sing the song "Blessings of Love"

As soon as Liang Zhu came out, the lingering sound lingered for three days.Boursico was mesmerized, and became more and more convinced that Shi Peipu was the oriental woman he was looking for, and he launched a passionate pursuit of him, which surprised the entire troupe.

The organization contacted Shi Peipu and told him that Bursico's identity is crucial and very important, and he can get important information from him. This is also the time for what he learned to come in handy, and he will be stabilized at all costs. Shi Peipu...had no objection.

However, during the long time of getting along, Shi Peipu gradually discovered that he developed a good impression of this foreign man, who understood him, understood his art and sadness, and his mood softened involuntarily and turned into water.

And this is fatal to a spy.

That day, after the performance, Boursico walked backstage dejectedly, while Shi Peipu was taking off her make-up.

He found out what was wrong with the other party, and he asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"They said you..." Bursico hesitated for a while, looked into his eyes, and asked softly, "Are you a man?"

Shi Peipu's figure froze. He didn't speak, but just watched the other party calmly. This gave Bullsicomo great courage. He said, "I don't believe it."

"You are the woman of my dreams, the perfect Madame Butterfly, how can you be a man? No, tell me, it's not true."

His voice was full of pleading, this foreign man's oriental fantasy was obviously on the verge of being shattered.

Shi Peipu looked at him for a while, then quietly moved his eyes away.

"I am a woman."

"Have you heard my song "Liang Zhu", I am like Zhu Yingtai, she is a woman in a man's clothes, I am a man in a woman's clothes, I was born in a feudal family, there are two older sisters, my mother needs A son to support her status, she raised me as a man, but in fact, I am a woman."

He turned his face, looked at the other party expressionlessly, and said, "You should call me Miss Shi."

Boursico was hit by this huge surprise. He apologized again and again, saying that he shouldn't be so abrupt. He was immersed in the surprise and ignored Shi Peipu's sad eyes.

Since then, he has fallen in love with this western man, but the other party loves her, not him. He forged Miss Shi's identity and hid his true self.

He didn't know whether it was for the country or not to lose him.

From that moment on, he was doomed to live in absurd lies, because he was a man, not a woman.

There were tiny beads of sweat on Gu Yang's forehead, he lowered his eyes calmly, his hair was scattered around his face, he walked into the changing room, under the cover of the white curtain, his body could not be exposed to the outside world at all. known.

He stared at his body for a while, and suddenly let out a low laugh. He turned around and raised a corner of the curtain, revealing a small half of his face, and said to Bursico, "Light a cigarette for me."

In the dim light, his indifferent face, beautiful facial features, and unique temperament mixed with everything, forming an overwhelming sense of oppression. Boursico was shocked by that unique beauty, and he half knelt down , lit a cigarette for him.

Shi Peipu picked up the cigarette and took a deep breath. He was choked and almost burst into tears.

"Cut—!" Xu An yelled, and he quickly walked towards Gu Yang, saying, "Wait, stay at the place just now, and don't cry, don't cry so obviously..."

"I see." Gu Yang said, this was the first sentence he said today, his body trembled slightly, and he calmed down quickly.

"A——!"

With the sound of shooting, Xu An adjusted the camera carefully. He looked at the picture displayed on the monitor. It was a young man with long hair like weaves, and he was indistinguishable from male and female. He lifted part of the curtain to reveal his face and neck.

That small face was continuously magnified on the monitor, Xu An looked at those eyes, and was speechless for a while, the depth and indifference of those eyes were perfectly presented in the camera.

How could there be such a person.

Gu Yang looked at Bursico with deep eyes, what was expressed in his eyes was beyond the comprehension of that man, as if he could pretend to be a woman that everyone agreed with despite having an Adam’s apple, isn’t it ridiculous? It's ridiculous.

"Be a gentleman." He whispered, "Light my cigarette."

Bu Teen couldn't help but knelt down, holding a lighter in both hands, and lit a cigarette for him. Gu Yang held the cigarette, took a deep breath, and exhaled white air. His eyes became redder and redder amidst the smoke. The eyes are getting deeper and deeper, who knows why, that kind of sadness, straight from the screen, hits the hearts of everyone present.

Shi Peipu exhaled a puff of smoke. He held his head up and stared at the sky above the theater troupe. In the next room, there were people singing "The Butterfly Lovers" he had just sung. This is a daughter, what is a man? This is a man. , What is a female Jiao'e.

Maybe I should be a woman.

Maybe I was Miss Shi in the first place.

He pursed the corners of his mouth, smiled slightly, and let go of the white curtain. Behind the curtain, where Bursico couldn't see, he took off his robes. His body was fit and his muscles were smooth. He was a real man.

"Maybe...yes." Gu Yang said softly, his fingers slid across the mirror aimlessly, and what was reflected in the mirror was such a beautiful and indifferent face, and he was not surprised when he said it was a woman.

"Yes." Xu An said, he stared at Gu Yang for a long time: "It's over, for now."

When this voice was received, the young man was in a daze for a moment, and after a long time, he nodded slowly and hummed.

The beauty in his body also lowered her eyes.

That cold, dark feeling temporarily left his body, and he felt light and warmth again, and he was temporarily out of character, but he was still able to hear another voice.

He is still there.

He was talking to him.

Shi Peipu looked at Buttern outside the field and suddenly smiled slightly.

He asked Gu Yang: "Am I a man or a woman?"

Gu Yang didn't answer him.

He asked again, "Do you want me to be a man or a woman?"

"Should I be Mr. Shi, or Miss Shi?"

"do you know?"

Gu Yang didn't speak, his body trembled more and more, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

After a while, he opened his eyes and said to Xu An: "I'm going back first, see you tomorrow."