Mr. Chu

In the morning, when Chu Jinye was sitting at the table drinking coffee, he was a little surprised to find that Gu Yang was still there.

"No work today?"

"I want to take a break." Gu Yang took a sip of milk and said frankly, "Then I want to ask you something."

Chu Jinye put away the newspaper, looked at him for a while, and then said, "Come with me to the garden for a walk."

The Chu family's back garden is very large, with cobblestone paths interspersed with neatly trimmed flowers, and the man-made lake sparkling.When the two were walking, they stopped and looked at it for a while.

"The flowers are beautiful." Gu Yang said softly, "I haven't seen them for a long time."

"Didn't you always like flower art?" Chu Jinye looked at him and said, "Do you want someone to teach you?"

"...Let's forget it, I don't have much time recently."

"Huh? Busy at work?"

The boy nodded, showing a puzzled look again.

"what happened?"

"I feel... a bit strange." He said: "During this time, since the movie came out, I felt a little different, as if my life had been changed."

Chu Jingye watched him quietly without speaking.

On the contrary, this gave Gu Yang the courage to continue, and he continued: "Actually, I should have realized it a long time ago, that is, when "Nobody Knows" came out, it seemed that many people suddenly paid attention to me, but I I didn't pay special attention to it, and there wasn't much publicity, so... I didn't feel much. It's the same on Broadway. Although some people like my performance, it's not as good as it is now. It's just... You have to deal with a lot of things, a lot Interpersonal communication, many important people want to know you, this is also very important, you can't refuse."

"But I still feel a little strange." The young man said, touching a beautiful rose unconsciously: "That is, my personal space has decreased a lot, and I seem to have become very important all of a sudden, which is different from before , before, everyone seemed to just want to talk to you, but now, it’s about business, you’re not here.”

"I have never been so important. I have also received a lot of scripts. There are many big productions. There are also many famous directors. I like them very much. I want to cooperate with them. A large part of these are met during socializing. They Appreciate me, I should be happy, otherwise it would be hypocritical, but..."

He frowned in confusion, and his fair skin was slightly flushed. He looked at Chu Jinye and said, "I feel like there is something wrong, although I don't know what it is, Mr. Chu, you have At such a time?"

Chu Jinye was silent for a moment, then sat down beside him.

He stared at the beautiful garden in front of him, and said indifferently: "My background is very good."

"My family is very good, and the education I have received since I was a child is also very good. I have always felt that I am a very rational person who will not be shaken by external objects. I have always been calm and never lost my sense of proportion."

Gu Yang looked at him subconsciously, the man's profile was pale and handsome, embodying sharpness and indifference.

"Until one day, everything changed. I took over the family business and took over my father's position. From then on, I realized that my preparation was far from what I imagined."

"Do you know what power is? Yangyang?" The man said softly: It can make you not like you, from the moment you have it, you are sucked into a huge vortex, you will feel You seem to be omnipotent and can do anything. "

He closed his eyes, and the scenes at that time emerged in his mind. He was fanatical and excited at that time, those wealth, those powerful powers. In the past, he only glimpsed a corner of them from his father. When he really mastered them, Only then did I realize how powerful that was.

"Power makes people lost, you always want more, you want to protect what you have, you look at everyone, you think that someone wants to harm you, wants to take your things, you guard against everyone, you only want more More, more wealth and power..."

At the beginning, he wanted to keep the family business, but later, he was completely obsessed with that feeling, the feeling of constantly acquiring wealth and making everyone surrender.A glance or a hint from you can determine the life and death of many people.

It's like controlling the world and controlling the destiny.

"and then?"

"Then." Chu Jinye said, "I fell in love with that feeling. I kept working, and my interests drove me to act."

He works tirelessly, works feverishly, because it gets him more and better things.He is a born conqueror, just like that without hesitation to annex everything the enemy has, he is satisfied and vain, and he doesn't know why.

He obviously has everything he wants, his position is getting higher and higher, but there are fewer and fewer people around him, the wealth and power in his hands are too much to hold, but he feels empty for no reason.

"I didn't sleep well for half a month and worked nonstop for half a month. As a result, I fell seriously ill." Chu Jinye said calmly, "I almost died, and I thought about a lot of things afterwards."

That illness made him wake up and start to really think about what he wanted.

Is it to create a larger business empire?

Is it above all people?

Those are very tempting and honorable things, but is that what Chu Jinye really wants? It used to be.

Obligations and desires are not the same.

He guarded the Chu family and brought the family to a higher level. He got all the glory he deserved, but he also paid a lot for it. For example, he never took a day off, never celebrated a birthday, and even his parents There is no time to reminisce on the memorial day.He has performed the greatest miracle, and the person who may have shared his joy is no longer there.

He has everything and has nothing.

Chu Jinye doesn't regret it, but people change. When he was young, he disdained all emotional and empty things, and only wanted wealth, power, and strength, which are more practical and useful benefits.He did get them, but compared to his peers, he also paid more, such as his private life, his cold reputation, and his body after a serious illness.

Later, after getting these, he had a new desire, although that desire was not very clear.He could also vaguely hear some voices.

I want.

I want someone to love me sincerely, accompany me, and care about me.

He began to feel lonely, just like his father back then, he was not as strong as he imagined, unable to die alone with huge wealth.

He needs love.

A man can only calm down and truly understand what he wants and wants only after he has passed through the trough and the scenery. Chu Jinye has passed the time of being ambitious, and he has been in power for too long, and he will feel tired Now, unlike those young people who are full of desire, although his body is still young, his heart is already very cold.

Nothing could impress him.

"I thought at the time... I'm actually not a suitable person for marriage." Chu Jinye said slowly: "Because I'm mean and clean, I don't like others to be with me because of self-interest and fear. It's boring, but I'm very picky, and I'm also very boring in private, no one will like me like this."

"No." Gu Yang said, "I like you, you are the best."

Chu Jinye couldn't help smiling, and patted the boy's head. His eyes were very gentle, and his voice was also very gentle.

"—so you're a silly boy."

Otherwise, how could you like me.

"I only know what I want after I have experienced many things and suffered a lot. People's ideas will change, Yangyang." Chu Jinye said: "The reason why you are hesitating now is because You’re at a fork in the road, you don’t know what to choose. Do you want to be a big star and become famous all over the world, or do what you want to do, what do you want.”

Gu Yang fell silent.

The rose in his hand was red and coquettish, like the one among nightingales and roses that was stained red by blood.

The wind blew over the flower, and a petal fell on the young white finger.

He spoke.

"I feel like I've lost a little bit," he said. "Honor is really confusing. You think you have a lot of options in front of you, but there aren't many."

"I have received a lot of scripts, many of which are big Hollywood productions. Xu Kong asked me to choose one of them. "This Killer Is A Little Cool" is also going to be made into a series of movies. Let me continue to play the leading role. I am willing to continue to play that one department, it doesn’t mean that I will also take on other big productions.”

Chu Jinye tilted his head to look at him.

"Actually, what I like the most is the characters, interesting characters, and different characters. I actually don't like the simple martial arts movies. I want something deeper. That's why I fell in love with acting. Another interesting person to talk to."

"Why do I socialize, take on boring movies, go to a lot of promotions? Why do I have to be popular? Not because I like them, but with them, I get more good movies and I'll have this Qualified to choose a good role."

"Instead, they control me in turn, making me lose my mind about acting."

"I know what to do." Gu Yang finally said: "I want to be an actor and play better roles. This is my goal and my wish."

After he finished speaking, he suddenly felt that what he said was very capricious, and immediately felt embarrassed, and asked the other party: "I... am I being too capricious?"

"No." Chu Jinye said: "I think you can be more self-willed, and don't go to occasions you don't want to go. It doesn't matter. I can get you any role you want."

This sentence is not a joke. Under the operation of capital and the power of the Chu family, let alone Gu Yang wants a role, even Oscar, Chu can give him a new award tonight. Gu Yang has not realized that he The Mr. Chu next to him has such a huge power.

But even if he realized it, he wouldn't care.

"Pfft, thank you, Mr. Chu." Sure enough, Gu Yang smiled lightly, and he said: "I think there are some things I can do by myself, um, I want to try it myself."

"... Whatever you want." Chu Jinye leaned over and bit his lip: "I will watch you."

The man's current mood is no different from that of a parent who has watched their children grow up and be independent. He is relieved and a little bit disappointed. He can obviously walk more easily. Even if he doesn't put in so much effort, Chu Jinye can make him Get everything he wants, no matter what.

But if he really did like this, it wouldn't be Gu Yang.

After all, this is a kind and gentle silly boy.

The road that Gu Yang wants to take now is not a road where you can be lazy. He is like the most delicate craftsman, perfecting his acting skills like carving jade, like an athlete, trying his best to stimulate the potential of his body, and challenge limit.Acting skills cannot be faked or lazy. Although Chu Jinye can bring him scripts and awards, it is himself who actually performs on stage and conquers the audience.

He can do it.

He is willing to do it.

Gu Yang loves performance, purely, not because of the honor, applause, or flowers it can bring, but purely, he loves it, loves this art.Willing to work hard, life, youth for this.

He will be very happy.

"Then are you still going to work later?"

"Well... let's forget about today." Gu Yang said with a smile, "I want to be with you."

"All day?"

"All day."

"Will it affect your work?"

"No... It's like you turned down a lot of work just to be with me." The boy said softly, "Family is more important than work, isn't it?"

Chu Jinye stared at him for a while, the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably.

He has already experienced the busiest stages of his career, and he can also focus on his family. However, Gu Yang is still young and is still in the rising stage of his career. It is really valuable to think like this.

He kissed the boy's face, picked him up by the waist, and carried him upstairs.

The next day, the teenager went to a party and met with his agent. As soon as they met, he said bluntly: "After my recent promotion is over, I want to continue my studies. When "This Killer II" starts shooting I will act again later, and you can push those invitations for me."

Xu Kong: ...

After all, he has seen people in the big world. After pushing his glasses to calm down, he said, "Give me a reason."

Gu Yang explained his thoughts again.

He finally concluded: "As long as I continue to act and continue to carry the box office, I will be able to receive good productions, so I can turn down some communication, it doesn't matter."

Xu Kong: "...do you know what you are talking about?"

He looked at the boy, looked at that calm face, was silent for a while, and suddenly said with emotion: "I often think you are amazing, Gu Yang, you are really strange."

"Do you know that what you turned down is the glory that others can't ask for?"

"I know, but it doesn't matter." Gu Yang said, laughing: "Because I - there will be more."

As long as my performances are better, I can keep getting them, nothing to maintain.

The strong self-confidence revealed in these words made the manager silent. He looked at Gu Yang, he was already a confident adult who knew what he wanted.

"You're fine." He said without thinking. "It will cost me less money, but I still think you're doing the right thing."

He closed the folder, where there was originally a schedule for the day, but it didn't matter anymore.

"So what do you want to do? Go back to school? If I remember correctly, they've already allowed you to graduate early? Or go back to Broadway and continue acting?"

"Hmm... I didn't think it through." Gu Yang said uncertainly, "Maybe... I want to be quiet? Find a place to study quietly?"

"If this is what you choose and think it's right, I have no objection."

The boy smiled and nodded.

For a period of time afterwards, Gu Yang stayed at Chu's house, watching some dramas quietly and doing some exercises. He vaguely felt that his performance was missing something, and he had a long time to explore.

One day, he went out to listen to a very authentic Beijing opera. The actors on the stage were babbling, their voices were as melodious as an oriole's low chirping, and they sang like weeping and lingering.Gu Yang sat down and left after listening to the scene.

When he walked into the corridor, he was slightly startled, and there was a person standing at the junction of the shadows in the corridor.

The other party took a bunch of flowers and put them on the windowsill.

"Every time I come to listen to the opera, I will send them a bouquet of flowers to express my love and respect."

Gu Yang tilted his head and looked at the other party very calmly.

"Do you come here often?"

"Not often, I will come when I return to my country. I am abroad most of the time."

As Xu An said, he walked up to the young man, and this always elegant and elusive director finally appeared again.

Gu Yang looked at him, thought for a while, and asked the question that had been circling in his mind for a long time.

"Did you do it on purpose?"

Did you give me that role on purpose, deliberately let me fall into the vortex of fame and fortune, and see my reaction now.

"I have no malicious intentions." Xu An replied gently: "I just want to confirm some things and give myself some confidence. You can believe that it is just a gift, which is very good for your future."

He stood there, paused, and said, "It's also an invitation, it's up to you."

Gu Yang looked at him quietly, his eyes were so beautiful, as beautiful as the purest lake water.Fame and fortune cannot shake it, honor has not clouded it, it is still pure and clean.

Xu An let out a sigh of satisfaction in his heart, and his inner voice said to him, yes, it is this child, only he can do it.

He looked into the boy's eyes and asked gently, "Are you ready?"

Gu Yang replied almost without any hesitation or pause: "I am always preparing."

The bunch of fiery red flowers reflected his bright eyes, making his whole face burn.That is a strong expectation for a good script and a good character.

There is an opportunity coming.

The author has something to say: Good movies are coming soon.

Xu Kong and Xu An: He knows exactly what he wants, he is a very decisive person, and he has grown up.

Mr. Chu: However, he is still a child in front of me.

Yangyang: Yes!