Mr. Chu

"You said you saw him."

"Correct."

"You think you like him."

"Correct."

"Then you come to ask me, is it possible that it is your illusion?" The male voice on the other end of the phone became hoarse: "Little brother, are you deliberately making me laugh? Why do some people always like to pretend to be confused by pretending to be clear?" ?”

When Qin Shao was in his teens, he spent a long time in the north of the capital. He spoke quite standardly in a Beijing movie, with a slight rise in the end, drawing an arc in the air, with a taste of real or fake irony.

Gu Yang held the phone, covered his face and fell on the bed, saying, "I don't know."

"I really don't know, I don't know?"

"..."

"That's right. After all, you are only in your teens, and domestic education seems to be relatively late." After joking enough, the other end said lazily: "But it's useless for you to tell me like this, hey, I'm not The person you like, I can't pretend to believe you on behalf of him."

"..."

"But it's not impossible." Qin Shao stood up to change his clothes, and there was a rubbing sound from the microphone. While changing, he said lightly with his mobile phone between his shoulders: "Anyway, the first love died early, you are afraid that he hates you, so just Hide it better, show your Cannes acting skills, isn’t that what it is? If he doesn’t like it, you have to pretend you don’t have anything.”

Gu Yang was silent for a while, thanked him, hung up the phone and fell on the bed, closing his eyes.

Why is this so?

It may be difficult for ordinary people to understand Chu Jinye's position in Gu Yang's heart.

When he was abandoned and betrayed, it was that man who saved him, gave him a new life, supported him to act, and gave him the long-awaited care and love.

That person was lonely in himself, and because of the attraction between his kind, Gu Yang had an instinctive affection for him, and because of his strength and excellence, he had absolute awe and admiration for him.

The two, mixed together, became a wild and somewhat terrifying obsession.

He admired that man, like a devout believer looking up to a high god. He felt that everything was good about him, everything was right, and there was nothing wrong with him.Gu Yang would be angry if others said he was not good.

But, now, he has defiled his god.

why?

Why is this so?

Gu Yang never thought that one day, it would be himself who, with the other party's absolute trust in him, would draw a mark on the statue with his own hands.Will Chu Jinye know that the child he raised has such thoughts about him?What would he do if he knew.The young man dare not think about it, he is unwilling to think about it.

He felt disgusted and betrayed the other party's trust.

The phone call with Qin Shao gave him a glimmer of hope, and there might still be a glimmer of possibility to save their relationship.

As long as that is an illusion.

As long as he pretends well enough.

Just act like nothing happened.

He can only choose this way, he can only do so in such a panic, he is too scared, afraid that there will be a slight possibility of losing the family he finally got, so in order not to lose him, he is willing to do anything.

Not to mention, it was to snuff out a trace of budding feelings.

Maybe, it was really just an illusion. The reason why I saw Mr. Chu was because they got along day and night, and he was far more familiar with him than anyone else. If this was the explanation, it would make sense.

But there was a voice in his heart asking him, in that case, why didn't you see Shaoye?You also get along day and night, and you are also very close.

Why...is it Mr. Chu?

At this time, there was a knock on the door suddenly, it was Chu Jinye's voice: "Yangyang, come out to eat."

Gu Yang almost jumped out of bed for a moment, he collected himself and said, "...Okay, come right away."

He took a deep breath, calmed himself down, made sure that the expression on his face was correct, and walked out seemingly naturally.

Chu Jinye stood outside the door, reaching out to him as usual, but Gu Yang froze for a moment, and held his hand unnaturally.

"Are you going back to the set today?"

"Well, let's go after dinner."

"Stay overnight."

"No, there are still scenes to be filmed."

After a few plain conversations along the way, they walked to the restaurant. As before, Chu Jinye sat directly opposite Gu Yang.

"There is black-bone chicken soup today, drink a little, it will be good for your body."

Chu Jinye personally filled a bowl of soup for him and handed it to him, but surprisingly, he didn't get any response from the boy.He raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Yangyang?"

"..."

Gu Yang stared blankly into his eyes and didn't speak for a while.

"What's wrong?" Chu Jinye was a little worried, and reached out to touch his forehead: "Is it uncomfortable?"

Just as his fingers touched the boy's forehead, Gu Yang suddenly leaned back as if he had been scalded!

Chu Jinye's hand stopped in the air.

Both of them were stunned.

The silence lasted for a long time, and Gu Yang didn't react until the housekeeper beside him coughed. He stood up in a panic, not daring to look at the man's expression, but said: "I...I remember something else, I'll go to the production team first !” After finishing speaking, he left as if fleeing.

Chu Jinye sat in his original position, watching his back with an unpredictable expression.

Gu Yang drove to the set.

Since he arrived at Chu's house, there will always be someone to pick him up when he goes out, but if he wants to drive himself, he can also drive.Chu Jinye has always been very tolerant towards him. The way he treats people well is to give them a lot of rich material. At that time, he took Gu Yang to the garage, showed him the hundreds of luxury cars that would be updated regularly, and told him It doesn't matter which one you want to drive, it's all a gift for him.

However, Gu Yang's personality has always been low-key, and he rarely drives those relatively more blatant cars, but now he is particularly in a trance, so he can't control those.

He drove on the road mechanically, his mind seemed to be divided into two sides, one side was watching the traffic situation calmly, passing every traffic light steadily, while the other side was blank with nothing.

He just saw Mr. Chu's eyes.

His heart was disturbed.

At that moment, my heart beat unbelievably fast.

Can that feeling be deceived and ignored?

He reacted so violently afterwards, what would Mr. Chu think?

Obviously knowing that the other party would not be able to guess what he has because of this, but...

Gu Yang drove silently all the way into the crew's garage, just as Zhao Shaoye got out of the car. When he saw Gu Yang's car, he whistled and said, "New model? I really love you."

After he said it, Gu Yang realized that he was driving a very flamboyant car. He pursed his lower lip and said nothing.

"What's wrong, you're in a bad mood?" Zhao Shaoye sensed it very sensitively. He pulled off his blue sunglasses and asked him, "What happened."

Gu Yang didn't know what to say, so he thought for a while and said, "I'm looking for the feeling of acting."

It is well known that he is crazy about acting, so Zhao Shaoye reluctantly believed it, and said as he walked, "This movie should be quite simple, it's just a romance movie, and Liu Qingwan is also pretty, just look at it." She's looking for feelings. Hey, it's really not good, you can also look for feelings for me!"

The last sentence he said was funny, so he couldn't help laughing, but Gu Yang gave him a very complicated look, and said quietly: "It would be great if it could be like this."

Zhao Shaoye:? ? ?

Anyway, the play still needs to be performed. The scene in the afternoon is a scene where the hero and heroine have a misunderstanding.

The heroine You Ling, played by Liu Qingwan, is ridiculed as a bookworm who can only read because of her good grades, introverted personality, and rustic ability to dress up.The male lead played by Gu Yang, Tian Ming, is a man with outstanding looks, special skills, and achievements. They are childhood sweethearts, originally close, but as they get older, they become more and more distant from each other.

Among the young children, those originally shallow malice will be highlighted more obviously because they are not good at disguising.People in the class isolate Youling and speak ill of Tianming about her, making Tianming misunderstand that Youling hates him.For various reasons, both of them had no confidence in each other.Their homeroom teacher is a strict woman who will never allow any student under her to have a puppy love, and she is very vigilant about the vague ambiguity between these two good students.Once Tianming wanted to talk to Youling, she would sternly stop her, and because of her attitude, the two of them were faintly opposed in class.

During the sports meeting, You Ling wanted to dress up beautifully, but unfortunately she wore the same dress as the school belle. The other party said curiously: "Have you heard of Dong Shi's imitation?" and let this thin-skinned girl run away crying. After going out, he would never take the initiative to find Tianming again.

And on Tianming's side, there is the same confusion, why did Youling start to alienate him, did he do something wrong, was he not good enough, which led to the separation between the two?

Is it true that I can only be worthy of him/her if I become better?

The boy's brows were stained with more melancholy. The scene of that scene was arranged by Yan Yu as his room, with clean white walls, black bookshelves, and dark tabletops, which made people feel breathless. Rigorous, it seems to be highlighting the child's repressed mood and the rules and regulations that suppress him.

He sat at the table, picked up a pen, and looked at the exercises in front of him. He was really dazed. There was a guidebook for filling in the college entrance examination volunteers by his hand. The teacher said to him: "...you are going to go to Big T."

T University is the best university in the country, with Youling's grades, if you work hard, you can still be admitted.

Tianming's confidence was ignited because of this, but the next day in the corridor, when they met, the girl lowered her eyes as soon as she saw him, and hurried past him with a book in her arms.

She didn't see the sad and confused expression on the boy's face at that moment.

Am I doing something wrong?

Why don't you even want to talk to me?

The long and clean floor of the corridor, the blue sky and white clouds in the transparent windows, and the green sailor suits of the boys and girls passing by each other are all like pictures taken from comics.

"Cut——!" Yan Yu was extremely satisfied, she clapped her hands encouragingly, and shouted to them: "Very good performance!"

Liu Qingwan's cheeks were flushed, the assistant handed her water, she took a bottle and handed it to Gu Yang, who thanked him.

Next, the scenes between the hero and heroine stopped for a while, and the rebellious student Yun Feng played by Zhao Shaoye appeared on the stage. He skipped classes, fought, counted down his grades, and played music, but because his family had money, he was assigned to a key class. He couldn't get used to the atmosphere here, and became friends with Tianming by mistake. Because of a coincidence, he knew Tianming's liking for Youling.

In that scene, the two of them were sitting on the roof, having a conversation without saying a word.

"You are so strange." Zhao Shaoye said, "Why didn't you tell her that you liked her?"

Gu Yang sat beside him, looking at the criss-cross barbed wire in front of him, which was specially added to prevent students from jumping off the building, trapping people inside like a cage."I can't let her know," he said.

"why?"

A rebellious bad boy cannot understand a good student's mind.Gu Yang turned his head, looked at him, and asked again: "Then why don't you let your parents know that you want to sing?"

Because, once known, good things can be destroyed.

"You..." Zhao Shaoye was left speechless by his rebuttal, and said angrily, "This is different!"

Gu Yang looked at him quietly, those eyes were so beautiful, so clear, they could reflect the other person's complete figure.When Zhao Shaoye was looked at by him like this, his first thought was, fortunately, I am straight.

But it will be difficult for him to maintain his sanity in the future.Because the young man curled up, his snow-white calf was fully exposed, his face was slightly sad, and there was something... that could make people feel a little heartbroken.

Those feelings should not appear in a young boy, but Gu Yang's behavior made people feel reasonable.

"I dare not tell her," he said, "I'm afraid she hates me."

"Some things, it would be nice if they could never be said, and some feelings, it would be nice if they never existed. People always like this, want to keep the previous relationship, but shamelessly want more. Why can't desire Being restrained, as long as it is like this now is not good? Why does it change, people change, feelings change, what is eternal?"

As he spoke, his eyes were wide open, Zhao Shaoye almost thought that his tears were going to flow down the next moment.

But no, Gu Yang just paused for a moment, then continued calmly.

"Of course, it's all my fault. It's my own greed. I'm always asking for things I can't get. People are like this. After all, they will be troubled by things they couldn't get when they were young."

"I shouldn't have wanted it from the beginning."

"I moved my mind that I shouldn't have moved."

The author has something to say: 'Have you ever heard of Dong Shi imitating? 'From "Charlotte Annoyance", Qiuya laughed at Ma Dongmei.

This is the need of the plot. Don't drive when you are in a bad mood to avoid danger.