Mr. Chu

For the past two months, Gu Yang basically spent at Chu's house, thinking, practicing, and analyzing every day.

The more I think about it, the more apprehensive I become. There seems to be a membrane between the actor and the character.He struggled, trembled, and tried desperately to pierce it, but to no avail.And I don't know why, when Gu Yang is thinking about the role of A Ming, he always feels a strange pain, reminding him that the character analysis he just did is only superficial, and there is always a deeper, deeper Something important has not been unearthed.At this point, Song Jing can't help him, because after all, actors have different understandings of roles.

There is a very stubborn thing in Gu Yang's personality, he is usually gentle and easy to talk to you, but once he thinks something is like this, it will be difficult for you to change him.He felt that this role was wrong, wrong, no matter how he played it, he tried every means to find the truth, like solving a mathematical problem.Repeating those actions over and over again every day, walking around, talking and talking, the thin script was turned to pieces.

Chu Jinye was a little worried about him, so he called Wei Yu in private, but the two of them almost had a quarrel. Wei Yu's logic was: this is a hurdle that actors must go through. He is deeply obsessed, which shows that he has a deep comprehension. good thing.Chu Jinye said that it is one thing to focus on acting, but also in life?Don't want your body anymore?

Wei Yu laughed angrily at his bandit logic, and said, Master Chu, didn’t you survive day and night when you were in power? There is no such good thing in the world. If you want to gain something, you have to pay. If he doesn't work hard now, he will just wait for the movie to be released and be sprayed to death.Besides, people are fine, why are you nervous.

Chu Jinye didn't want to listen to his arguments, so he hung up the phone, turned his head and stared at Gu Yang for eating on time, and told the housekeeper that when he was not around, he had to take good care of him and ensure at least six hours of sleep every day, so as not to cause trouble. The body collapsed before the performance was over.

For his care, Gu Yang is very grateful, but he can't control himself, even in his dreams, he still thinks about A Ming, and he will be awakened in the middle of the night, those eyes look at him silently, as if saying: You understand Me?

On the way, Zhao Shaoye called him once and asked him out for dinner.The appointment was at a Hong Kong-style restaurant with an elegant home decoration. The lighting was warm and yellow, illuminating the boy's pretty face extraordinarily beautifully.

Seeing Gu Yang coming, he waved his hand first, then lazily threw the menu to him, and said, "I thought I was bored enough recently, but you are more bored than me, are you going to become a fairy?"

Gu Yang glanced at him, the other party's hair was dyed an arrogant silver color, his nails were painted pure black, and his clothes were shiny and strangely shaped. He could see that he came out of some MV shooting scene, and he couldn't help laughing: "Are you busy recently? ?”

The boy group that Zhao Shaoye was in before is still hot, and he is the hottest niche at the moment, the company can't wait to drain all their energy.It is normal to not touch the ground during a busy day.However, Zhao Shaoye is an exception. He left the group early on to fly solo, and his cameo appearance in Wang Hesong's movie also meant that he crossed the line.After all, his background is there, and the company is not easy to take care of it. It is strange that he is really busy.

"It's not for you." Zhao Shaoye straightened up triumphantly, and said to Gu Yang: "You know which MV scene I went to, and Chen Dong was there, and he pointed to that one to restore the heat, whoops, die of laughter Me, look at me, my face is green and cucumber-like. Why didn't he expect this day when he was showing off at his uncle? He still wants to stand in the C position, just dream."

He babbled a lot of dirty stuff about Chen Dong, and Gu Yang was both amused and moved when he heard it, because with Zhao Shaoye's qualifications, if it wasn't to vent his anger on him, there was really no need to shoot something that didn't mean much to him. MV's.

He thought about it, and told him about Wei Yu's movie.Zhao Shaoye is a person who has seen the big world, and he said happily after hearing the words: "Then you are very lucky, Wei Yu's movies have never had a high box office, but those old European judges always like them very much, just to win awards. If you play the leading role in one of his movies, you can win an award in the Mainland anyway, by the way, are you going to this year's Wanhua Awards Festival? I think your chances of winning are quite high."

Since the release of "Battle on the Weihe River", Gu Yang has also been nominated for some awards one after another. Wanhua is the most important award among them. It is one of the three major film awards in China. Gu Yang was nominated for the best newcomer. Very much for sure.Moreover, this year coincides with a small year, and there are not many outstanding films, so the possibility of him winning the award is very high.

Gu Yang thought about the time in his mind, and hesitated: "I should have been on the set at that time, I don't know if Director Wei will agree to my request for leave."

"You'd better go." Zhao Shaoye said very to the point: "You are a newcomer on a big occasion in China. If you don't go, you will be scolded for playing big names, and you will easily offend the organizer. Wei Yu is very refined, he will not refuse Agreed."

"Then are you going?"

Zhao Shaoye was also nominated, and he nominated for Best Supporting Actor. Although there is a lot of public relations behind it, the possibility of getting it is unlikely, but with a nomination, there is a resume.

"Go, why don't you go. If you don't go, how can you be worthy of the money my brother spent on me?"

"..." Gu Yang couldn't do anything about his straightforwardness: "Actually, your acting is not bad."

"That's for sure, otherwise those old guys wouldn't be willing to ruin their appearance. But I know in my heart that those nominated with me are all old people. The qualifications are there, and the roles nominated have played well. , I’m going to go for gold plating, but Cui Chengming is quite hopeful this time to get another best actor, he’s going to be crazy with joy.”

After a meal, Zhao Shaoye sent him back, and when he got off the car, he suddenly said, "Take it easy, don't spoil yourself, those directors don't know what to do, your body is your own."

Gu Yang was stunned for a moment, and saw his current appearance in the eyes of the other party, with a pale face and a slender body, which could be said to be crumbling.

There is also a slight resemblance to Amin.

He pursed his lips and smiled at Zhao Shaoye: "It's okay, I have my own measure."

After a few more days, it was time to start the machine.During this period, the publicity had already begun, and everyone in the circle basically knew the subject matter and casting of Wei Yu's filming, which caused an uproar.There were countless reporters who wanted to interview Gu Yang to dig out the inside story, but Zhang He refused them all.However, real insiders are cautious about this.

As Song Jing said, this subject matter is very dangerous, whether it can pass the trial is a question.Gu Yang is a newcomer again, although he is brimming with aura, he is not good enough to carry a movie.Everyone is not optimistic about this, and the reason for keeping silent is because Wei Yu is such a ghost. Back then, when he made his debut as a virgin, everyone said that he would lose money, but he won a big prize. Later, he used the vase heroine, someone He also said that the film was going to be destroyed.As a result, he taught the other party out of acting skills, and that film won the best director and best actress in Berlin.So now, when they heard that he was the director, everyone was very cautious, waiting for the film to come out before speaking, lest their faces would be swollen.

But this also means that if the movie is really a smash, the one who gets scolded is mainly Gu Yang, not anyone else.

On the day of the filming, Zhang He accompanied him. Several other leading actors were present. The eldest daughter was played by Chen Jiao, a well-known child actress from a family of acting. She was very smart and cute, and she was eight years old like the character.Except for her, the other two young actors are too small to see much.

Seeing Gu Yang, Chen Jiao shouted sweetly: "Hello, big brother!" Her mother, a first-line actress, also smiled at Gu Yang.

Gu Yang smiled at the little girl, and gave her the candy in his pocket.He was good-looking and gentle. Chen Jiao fell in love with this big brother in no time and followed him around.

Zhang He was chatting with Chen Jiao's mother at the side. He is a well-known agent in the industry, and he is familiar with most celebrities, and he is not cold when he talks. The woman looked at Gu Yang and said to Zhang He: "Actually, I just heard that When he was about to act, I was still very surprised, Director Wei took too much risk this time, and for Xiao Gu... the same."

Her words were very tactful, and also represented the views of most people in the circle, Zhang He smiled and said: "But it is also a very good opportunity."

That's right, for a famous director's movie, if a newcomer can be the protagonist, if he plays well, he can reach the sky in one step, and his net worth can be doubled in an instant.The possibility of gaining profits is very high, and there are always people who are willing to take risks.

But Gu Yang... Zhang He frowned slightly. Looking at it from his angle, the young man had lost a lot of weight, his blood vessels were very clear, and his eyes were still slightly bruised. It can be seen that this period of time has been very hard.

Is it too stressful?Also, for a teenager, this is a performance that can determine his future, so it's normal to be extremely nervous.

Chen Jiao's mother also noticed it, she smiled and said: "Back then, when I was on camera for the first time, I was so nervous that I even got stuck on my lines several times, it's because the director has a good temper..."

Zhang He laughed, and the two of them recalled bitterness and thought sweetly.While they were chatting, the stylist was dressing up Gu Yang. According to the director's request, the clothes were changed to a larger size, hanging loosely on the shoulders, revealing the obvious collarbone, and paying attention to highlighting the eye makeup and cheekbones. After makeup.Gu Yang felt that he had lost another ten catties.

He stood in front of the mirror and looked at his strange self in the mirror, with protruding bones, big eyes, somewhat messy hair, and a dazed expression.For a moment, he felt as if he had been electrocuted, being hit by something, and his teeth made a crisp knocking sound.That weird, deja vu feeling pervaded again.

Obviously, the set was very warm, even a little hot, but Gu Yang felt very cold, unbelievably cold.Why is it so cold, it is still summer.

After putting on his makeup, he sat on the chair without saying a word, motionless, with a strange coldness in his eyes.It made the people who wanted to talk to him afraid to come forward, it seemed that the warm smiling boy had suddenly become strange, and he was not in the same world as them.

After a few young actors finished their makeup, Wei Yu came late. His eyes lit up when he saw Gu Yang, and he asked, "How are you preparing? Go up and try?"

Although it was an interrogative sentence, he used an affirmative tone, and Gu Yang also gave enough responses. He stood up and walked towards the set. When he passed by, he asked: "The director, the movie, is a Is it something beautiful?"

Wei Yu was stunned and nodded, Gu Yang stopped talking and walked directly to the set.

The headlights were turned on, the camera was focused on his face, and the vision began to blur under the light.

Gu Yang looked at the camera.

His mouth hides his first lines.

He'd imagined it many times, tried it many times, in every way, in every tone, but it wasn't good enough, he didn't know how to be the best.

If it is Amin, what should I say?

He has been thinking, pondering, and hesitating until today, when he saw himself in the mirror.

The last missing link was filled in that moment.

He didn't need to think about what Amin would say.

He just needs to know how to say it.

Because he is Amin.

Gu Yang raised his eyes and looked at the dark camera. At that moment, everyone around him seemed to have disappeared. The time was reversed to that afternoon. His father turned his back to him, opened the door of the house, and walked out without looking back. .

The harsh sunlight outside the door shone in, making the little child feel very cold.

as cold as it is now.

The familiar pain reappeared, permeated in his bone marrow, and flowed in his blood.He was so hurt and so cold.

Facing the camera, Gu Yang said softly and softly:

"It was a sunny day, my mother left us, left a note, and disappeared into the crowd..."

The author has something to say: The C position that Shaoye refers to is the center, the center, the center, specifically refers to the most middle position in the group, usually it is the most popular or highly praised person.

Yang Yang is about to enter the drama.