Mr. Chu

Chu Jinye's footsteps stopped like this.

He stood in front of the steps, Gu Yang stood on the stairs, neither of them moved.

Chu Jinye subconsciously glanced at the young man's face, without much expression, as if the aggressive question just now was just casually.

But both he and Gu Yang clearly understand that this is not something that can be brushed off.

He paused, and said, "I've been a little busy recently, and I've been dealing with official business." He didn't even have the confidence to say that.

Gu Yang tilted his head and said, "Well, I see, I misunderstood you, I'm sorry."

An extremely ominous premonition suddenly appeared in Chu Jinye's heart, not only because of Gu Yang's changed tone, but also because of the sudden change of honorific title. He opened his mouth to say something more, but Gu Yang spoke before him.

"Mr. Chu." He asked, "When are you going to send me away?"

Chu Jinye's mind exploded with a buzzing sound!

His breathing became outrageous in an instant, and his eardrums buzzed. He almost suspected that he had heard it wrong, because Gu Yang's expression was too calm, as if he was talking about something irrelevant, but his words were It is so loud that no one can mistake it.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Gu Yang didn't make things difficult for him. He just smiled sadly and said, "Then I'll go now." After speaking, he went back to his room to get his luggage.

Chu Jinye's body movements were one step faster than his thoughts - he took a step forward and grabbed Gu Yang's wrist with great strength. Gu Yang was staggered by him, but he didn't move, and stood with his back to him. ,like a statue.

Chu Jinye's voice trembled a little, and he asked, "Why do you think like this...how can you say such things? Who taught you?"

Gu Yang did not speak.

Chu Jinye said sharply, "Tell me!" He was so emotional that he couldn't control his own volume.At the same time, a thunderstorm rolled outside the window, and lightning pierced the sky, illuminating the stalemate between the two.

Gu Yang sighed and turned around.

After he turned to face him, Chu Jinye couldn't help but loosen the hand that was holding him tightly. Gu Yang's face was expressionless, his bangs hadn't been taken care of recently, they covered his eyebrows, his chin was thin and his eyes were pointed. It looked extraordinarily large, but what surprised Chu Jinye the most was the emotion expressed in those eyes - no emotion, just blank, empty, as if there was nothing.

Gu Yang stared at Chu Jinye with a slightly dazed expression, and said, "Mr. Chu, I thank you very much."

When he said these words, he felt his heart suddenly loosen, something broke, and boundless sadness surged up, pulling his hands and feet, pulling him down hard, and dragging him into a dark quagmire.The sense of desperation surged from his chest to his throat, making him almost speechless for a moment, but he only paused for a short moment before forcing it down and continuing to say what he wanted to say.

"As you know about my past, I have stayed in many families, and I am very grateful to them, because they did not drive me out of the house and let me live on the street, but I also know that they were willing to take me in for a while because I I have the same blood relationship with them. Therefore, although I stay here temporarily shamelessly, I also feel a little bit shamelessly at ease."

"Because we are more or less blood related, there is a reason to take care of it."

Gu Yang turned his gaze to the ground, suddenly smiled sadly, and said, "But I have nothing with you, Mr. Chu."

"You are very good to me, very good. No one has ever been so kind to me. I was uneasy and trembling at the same time. I asked myself over and over again, am I worthy of your kindness to me? How can I repay you? I can't do anything for you, but how kind you are to me, I have the nerve to accept it."

"I often think that it would be great if I could have a little blood relationship with you, if only I were your child. It's embarrassing to say, but I have always secretly regarded you as my father."

"Then." He paused for a moment and said, "That happened."

Chu Jinye knew that what he was talking about was the shooting on the beach. He was so sad and agitated when he heard the heart-wrenching words. Listen to him go on.

"To be honest, I was a little happy at the time." Gu Yang lowered his head and said, "I can give you something in return, and I'm a little bit happy because I know you are a very responsible person. would leave me alone, and we might get... a little closer."

His eyes slowly lingered on Chu Jinye's sharp face, and suddenly he smiled softly, repeating in his heart: be more intimate.

"I didn't expect that you would be so kind to me. I am very grateful to you, Mr. Chu, but I don't want you to feel that you owe me something and wrong yourself for me. You don't need to do this, because I... like you very much. "His voice was soft, and the last sentence was inaudible.

Gu Yang likes Chu Jinye very much.

He has a deep affection for this mature man who is older than him. He adores everything about him and loves everything about him. Cologne and a touch of tobacco.He likes Chu Jinye's expression of controlling everything, because of his helpless expression, occasionally soft and gentle appearance.Gu Yang likes everything about him.He likes the other party so much that he doesn't want to make the other party feel unhappy, no matter whether the other party likes him or not, he will not let this love be reduced by one iota.

He clearly knew that it was the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water, but he couldn't help but want to see it and fish it. This was his own wishful thinking and he could not blame anyone.

Gu Yang took a breath, he had tried his best to restrain himself, but his eyes were still slightly hot, he continued: "This is my problem, I don't want you to be unhappy because of me."

"I shouldn't have forgotten who I am and what I'm here for."

It wasn't until he met Xue Yang that day that he was suddenly awakened from a sweet dream, and faced the mess of reality, he was funny and angry.How could he forget that he and Chu Jinye were connected in such an unbearable way, and he even tried to get more warmth from him, which can no longer be described as shameless.He didn't want Chu Jinye to hesitate to him because of the grace of saving his life, and to wrong himself for him, there was no need for this,

Chu Jinye's birthday is half a month away, which is also one of the factors that urged Gu Yang to make up his mind. How could he force the real master of the Chu family not to go home even for his birthday just because he was in the Chu family? It's ridiculous to live outside.

"I bought you a lighter and put it on your desk. It's the brand you've always used. It's my first acting salary. It's my own money." Having said that, Gu Yang had already calmed down, and he even smiled: "I hope you like it, just treat it as my birthday present to you."

"That's all I want to tell you. Don't worry about me. I'll be an adult soon and I can take care of myself. I hope you can pay attention to your body and don't stay up too late."

After Gu Yang said this, he suddenly closed his eyes quickly. Chu Jinye was so close to him, and watched helplessly as a drop of water fell from his eyes and hit the steps.But Gu Yang opened his eyes in the next second, with a calm expression and a smile, nodded at him, and was about to go back to the room.

Chu Jinye knew that he had to speak at this time, otherwise he would lose this child forever.

"Yangyang." He said hoarsely, "Why do you think I'm going to send you away?"

Gu Yang closed his eyes.

The thin layer of fig leaf that would not last long was easily torn off in this question, revealing the bloody and unsightly facts.

So many different faces, so many similar expressions of disgust, men and women, children and adults, like a revolving lantern, emerged in his dark world, whispering and pointing around him.

"Because..." He said softly, softly, "It's all like this."

Those who have adopted him, every one who has adopted him, will show such expressions when they want to send him away and need him to leave, disgusted, guilty, irritable, and impatient.

He didn't want to see the same expression on Chu Jinye's face.

Chu Jinye almost wanted to slap himself in the face. How could he forget how sensitive Gu Yang is? These days, how could Gu Yang not be aware of his indecision and avoidance? In the eyes of this child, the self-righteous decision made is undoubtedly a kind of harm.

At that moment Chu Jinye was really sad, he closed his eyes hard to suppress the boiling emotion in his chest, he looked at Gu Yang, and hugged him into his arms.

"I won't send you away." He said to Gu Yang, his voice was low, as if he was swearing: "We will always be together, as long as you are willing, we will not be separated."