Wei Ran Chen Feng

23.

In July and August, the sky was inexplicably dark, and the white clouds were submerged by groups of black clouds, and even a ray of sunlight could not be seen.

Xu Qingrui didn't go out anymore. After finishing breakfast, she read this morning's newspaper in the living room.

As soon as Yan Ran woke up, she was shocked when she opened the curtains, jumped off the bed, rushed to the balcony, put away her clothes and put them on the sofa in the living room.

Seeing him leave the bedroom, Xu Qingrui said softly, "There is porridge in the pot and two eggs on the dining table, eat it quickly after you wash up."

Yan Ran gave a somewhat absent-minded "Yeah", walked into the bathroom, brushed his teeth and looked out the window, it was terribly dark, but it was not raining, the wind was blowing in from the window, it was very cool, and there was a kind of mud mixed dull breath.

But when he finished his breakfast, even two hours later, the wall clock on the wall had pointed to twelve o'clock brightly, and the outside of the window was still the same, except for a few occasional lightning bolts.

Yan Ran couldn't help being a little disappointed, the two of them had already agreed yesterday to go shopping together today, but the weather... definitely made it impossible for them to go.

He thought about making a phone call to Chen Xi, and said that if he didn't go out today, he would forget it.

As soon as he dialed out the phone, Chen Xi answered it.

"Chen Xi...?"

"Well, what?"

"Don't come later, it looks like it's going to rain."

The other end laughed "poof", with a light smile: "That can't be done. It's too late for you to say, I'm already downstairs at your house."

Yan Ran looked out of the window, and Chen Xi was indeed below, standing under the big tree with an umbrella in his hand, waving at him with a PHS in his hand.

He was both surprised and happy, and he didn't remember whether he hung up the phone. He hurriedly took the key, told Xu Qingrui "I'll go out for a while", opened the door and ran downstairs.

In fact, it was already raining mistyly at this time, Yan Ran was not wearing glasses, they were not far or close by a few meters, but he felt that Chen Xi was smiling.

He roughly blocked the rain with his hands, and trotted towards Chen Xi.

"Why... why did you come so early today?"

Chen Xi rubbed his somewhat wet hair, and said with a smile, "The weather is bad, I was afraid that it would rain soon, but I still came late."

Yan Ran didn't know why, but suddenly felt a little shy, "I can't go out anyway, why don't you come to my house?"

"Well," Chen Xi held Yan Ran's shoulders so that they could be covered under the umbrella, and asked casually, "Is your mother at home?"

"Yes." Yan Ran looked up and smiled at him, he is not too short, he is 1.7 meters six, but Chen Xi is still almost half a head taller than him. "But my mother is fine, so you don't have to restrain yourself."

"Restrained?" Chen Xi suddenly smirked and pinched his waist, "Don't worry, do I seem to be a restrained person?"

When Yan Ran opened the door, Chen Xi put the closed umbrella by the door.Smiling at Xu Qingrui who was looking up at them, she really shouted loudly: "Hello, Auntie."

Xu Qingrui stood up quickly and asked him, "You are Xiao Ran's classmate, have you eaten yet?"

Chen Xi nodded with a smile, and Yan Ran said to her, "Mom, look at yours and leave us alone."

Chen Xi looked at the ground half-confused, and asked, "Yan Ran, do you want to change your shoes?"

Yan Ran thought for a while, and then said: "You can wear mine first, and then I will find my old ones to wear."

The two entered the bedroom, Yan Ran sat on the bed, and said to Chen Xi: "You can do whatever you want. But I don't have a game console or anything. If you like, just read a magazine."

Following his instructions, Chen Xi easily found the magazines hidden under a pile of textbooks, Nahan said: "Why, your mother won't let you read magazines?"

"No." Yan Ran shook his head and explained, "I bought it before, but I haven't seen it for a long time."

Chen Xi nodded thoughtfully and didn't say much.After flipping through a few times, he found a few, and put the rest back to the original place for him, and sat at the desk and seemed to read it seriously.

Yan Ran lay on the bed, through the half-covered quilt, couldn't help but look at him secretly, only felt that this moment was extremely beautiful, his back was tall and thin, giving people inexplicable peace of mind.

When he watched Chen Xi patiently flip through the two magazines, he couldn't help asking: "Chen Xi, will you sleep?"

"I..." Chen Xi originally wanted to say that I didn't have this habit, but looking at Yan Ran's bright eyes, it seemed that he was full of expectations for something.So he changed his mouth and said, "Yes."

Yan Ran's eyes became brighter, he rolled over, moved out of a lot of places, and patted the sheets boldly, "Sleep? Let's go together."

Chen Xi: "...Okay." He couldn't tell why, but he always felt that something was wrong.

He lay down, and naturally pulled the quilt over Yan Ran's body, noticing that Yan Ran's body was stiff.

"You..." He thought about his choice of words, and said tactfully, "You are very strange today."

Yan Ran's body stiffened again and again, and he said in a low voice, "Is there?"

Chen Xi nodded seriously, turned around and looked at Yan Ran face to face, "Especially when you invite me to sleep together."

Yan Ran almost covered his entire face with the quilt, and his voice came out weakly from under the quilt: "Maybe... because it's the first time I've slept with someone else in so many years?"

Chen Xi smiled and said: "To be honest, when I first met you, I never would have imagined that there would be such a day that we would share the same bed."

Yan Ran said in his heart: I can't think of it either, but I have imagined it to some extent, but I just didn't expect that such a day would actually come true.But he said: "Don't talk too much. Go to sleep, and have dinner when you wake up. The time is just right."

Chen Xi let out an "oh", really didn't say any more, closed his eyes, and his breathing gradually became steady.

In fact, Yan Ran couldn't sleep. He squinted his eyes and looked at Chen Xi secretly. In fact, looking at him this way, Chen Xi was quite fair, and his face was originally thin. He thought a little sourly in his heart: No wonder Chen Xi has So many girls like it.

He just looked at Chen Xi like this, looking at it seriously, there was a not so obvious mole on Chen Xi's collarbone, he trembled a little and wanted to reach out to touch it, but he hesitated for a moment, and stretched out his hand back.

He looked at Chen Xi as if he hadn't moved for a long time, and his facial expression remained stable. He probably really fell asleep, and he slept relatively soundly.

A strange impulse suddenly surged in Yan Ran's heart. He propped himself up on his elbows, approached Chen Xi like a ghost, kissed his right cheek like a dragonfly, and then fell asleep immediately, closing his mouth tightly like a guilty conscience. He closed his eyes, for fear of waking Chen Xi.

And he waited for a long time but did not hear any sound. As soon as he quietly opened his eyes, he saw Chen Xi turned over.

Yan Ran was really frightened. Fortunately, after waiting for a while, Chen Xi still did not move. It seemed that the turning over just now was really just a whim in his sleep.

He breathed a sigh of relief, now that he was nervous, he couldn't fall asleep even more, and maintaining the current posture, not only could he only look at the back of his head, but also felt uncomfortable after a long time... Yan Ran didn't think much, and turned over Standing up, they leaned against each other back to back.

"Chen Xi..." Yan Ran hesitated for a while, then called out cautiously.

No one answered him.

He lifted the quilt, stepped over Chen Xi's body and got out of bed, squatted on the edge of the bed and looked at Chen Xi's sleeping face. For a moment, he felt that he was a pervert.

Because the next moment he kissed Chen Xi, there was no time to think about it, and this time, it was to the lips.

He really doesn't know why he did this. It may be because the hormones of puberty are too strong, or it may be because he longed for the second time just now, but if he really wants to find such a reason, it is because He wants to do it.

An involuntary action taken without thinking about it.

So when he saw Chen Xi's eyes opened, his mind was still blank.

Yan Ran: "...?!"

After reacting, Yan Ran immediately turned around, hugged her knees and sat on the ground instead.

But what should come will always come, he soon heard Chen Xi ask him:

"Why do you... want to kiss me?"

Yan Ran was silent for a while, and said, "If I say it's not careful...do you believe it?"

"I really wanted to believe it," Chen Xi smiled helplessly, "but I couldn't sleep just now."

Yan Ran: "..." So he was awake all the time? !He mustered up his courage, "Then... what do you think now? Are you going to break up with me...?"

Chen Xi glanced at his back in surprise, "Why did you say it so seriously? It was just a couple of kisses."

Yan Ran stopped talking, he lowered his head, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved or disappointed.

But he heard Chen Xi ask him again, his tone was a bit tentative: "You... like me?"

He noticed that his body became stiff all of a sudden, motionless, even his voice: "Why do you feel that way?"

Chen Xi looked at his back, not knowing what he was thinking, nor what he should say, so he could only be careful and said: "That's not it. In fact, you don't have to feel uncomfortable, anyway, the person who is eaten tofu is also I... hey, it's quite normal for boys to behave like this."

"Is it normal?" Yan Ran turned her head to look at him, with a bit of shame on her face, but something seemed to flicker in her eyes: "Then let me tell you! It's not normal at all! I just like you! A A guy likes another guy! How about it?!"

Chen Xi was startled, sighed, sat on the bed and stretched out his arms to hug him, coaxing him, "It's not that good."

Yan Ran still couldn't stop the tears, and one by one, they slid down his face. He knew that he was embarrassed enough, so he stubbornly refused to cry.

Chen Xi had no choice but to lean down and kiss his forehead, gently wiping away his tears, "Then I like you too, don't cry, okay?"

Yan Ran didn't know whether he was frightened by his actions, or by what he said, or both, so he opened his eyes wide and looked at him.

Chen Xi only thought that the way he looked at him closely was so cute, so he couldn't help kissing him again, "Okay, get up quickly, don't sit on the ground." Seeing that he didn't pay much attention, he teased again: "Well, it's not what you said, to get up and eat after a short sleep? If you don't sleep, you won't have time."

Yan Ran was dragged back to the bed by him, still sleeping in it, still covering her face with the quilt, leaving only a small gap for her eyes, and did not speak.

Chen Xi pulled down the quilt, and saw that his face was red, and his ears were also red.

Yan Ran quickly pulled up the quilt again, this time covering his entire head, and a muffled voice came out from under the quilt: "What are you doing?"

"What do you think I'm doing?" Chen Xi squeezed his face through the quilt, it was a little soft.He smiled and said, "Don't cover your head too much, what if you suffocate."

Yan Ran quickly tore off the quilt, and couldn't help but refute him: "I'm not a child anymore, I wouldn't be so stupid!"

"Really?" Chen Xi looked at him with the corner of his mouth bent, patted his shoulder lightly, and said, "Then go to sleep, good boy."

Yan Ran probably hadn't recovered from just now, and just lay there with his eyes closed for more than ten minutes without feeling sleepy, and even when he thought of something, his eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, completely exposing his inner emotional activity .

After a long time, he opened his eyes and looked towards the ceiling, and whispered, "I can't sleep anymore."

Chen Xi didn't sleep either. Hearing this, he lay on his side, held his hand a little cautiously, and said softly, "Well, I won't sleep if I can't sleep. It's fine to just lie down like this."

Yan Ran was a little itchy when he said that, and couldn't stop, so he hugged him forcefully.

"...Yan Ran?"

Yan Ran didn't answer him, but kissed him on the lips. The kiss just now was hasty and nervous, and there was no time to feel it.But now... He clearly felt that vivid touch, his heart became excited, and he couldn't help sticking out his tongue to lick it.

Chen Xi was just obviously stunned at the beginning, but after he realized it, he hugged him tightly, allowing him to do anything wrong on his lips, feeling a little funny, so he sucked him lightly.

The person lying on the body was probably shy, and buried his head in his chest as soon as his body stiffened, like a large dog.

The two of them remained in this position, motionless, until Xu Qingrui knocked on the door and called them to eat.

"Hey—" Chen Xi responded, "Auntie, we'll be out right away."

Rubbing Yan Ran's hair, she looked at him with a smile in her eyes, "Be good, get up and eat."

"You two are in good spirits, are you full of sleep?" Seeing them coming out one after the other, Xu Qingrui greeted, "Sit down and eat, I've prepared the soup for you, drink more later, and supplement Take some nutrition."

Yan Ran said "hmm", but Chen Xi said with a smile, "Thank you, Auntie, it's fine for us to drink several bowls."

Xu Qingrui picked up a piece of ribs for each of them, and said with a smile, "I don't know what you like to eat, so I just made some home-cooked food... Hey, classmate Xiaoran, I don't know your name yet?"

Chen Xi thanked Auntie, and then said: "My name is Chen Xi. I don't have anything to choose, I can eat anything, Auntie, you are really good at cooking."

Xu Qingrui looked at him with such gratifying eyes, smiled and said: "I haven't seen Xiaoran bring any classmates home, you two have a good relationship, right?"

"Well, it's pretty good." Chen Xi glanced at Xiao Ran, who was silent while eating, and said with a smile, "Auntie, I always feel like I've seen you somewhere?"

"I'm teaching sophomore chemistry in your school." Xu Qingrui was a little surprised that Chen Xi's "deja vu" said, "If you choose science, I might be able to teach you."

"I'm with Yan Ran." Chen Xi thought for a while, "I just don't know how to divide the class."

Xu Qingrui: "The school has always been divided into classes according to the start of the semester. If you have similar grades as Xiao Ran, you will definitely be able to go together."

"Really?" Chen Xi and Yan Ran looked at each other for several seconds, then said with a smile, "Then we have to work hard."

Xu Qingrui looked at Chen Xi and asked, "...Student Chen, you are the one who has been hanging out with Xiao Ran recently, right?"

Chen Xi nodded, and replied, "We have an appointment to go out to play."

"Ah," Xu Qingrui was a little surprised, but still smiled at the two of them: "This is pretty good, I said why Xiaoran seems to have jumped up a while."

Chen Xi took a sip of the soup, and said casually: "But school will start soon, and we won't be able to play for long. I guess it's time to preview."

Xu Qingrui smiled and said, "Don't worry, isn't it just the beginning of August? As long as you two know what you are doing." After speaking, she stood up, picked up her own bowls and chopsticks, and walked towards the kitchen, saying, "Later you Just put the bowl on the table when you’re full, and I’ll clean it up. Also, there’s fruit in the fridge, I just went out to buy it this afternoon.”

Chen Xi picked out the fishbone, and put a large piece of fish into Yan Ran's bowl, "Eat more fish, I see you've been eating rice and beef, don't be picky."

Yan Ran looked at the unsightly fish in the bowl, sighed, but said something irrelevant: "You chatted well with my mother."

Chen Xi watched him eat the fish reluctantly with a smile on his face, and said, "Isn't it your business that we chatted? Your mother cares about you."

Yan Ran put down his chopsticks, put his hands on his face, looked down at the empty bowl, feeling a little unhappy: "I...have very little communication with her..."

"Understood," Chen Xi stretched out his hand to touch his head, and said with a smile, "Aren't adolescents good at communicating with family members?"

Yan Ran looked up at him several times, and wanted to refute, but still lowered her head and poked the table with her finger: "Hey...you can say that if you want to."

"Don't you want to eat?"

"I won't eat... I can't eat any more." Chen Xi stared at his face, making him feel a little hairy, "...what's the matter."

Chen Xi sighed: "You eat so little, no wonder you are so skinny...you don't even have two catties of meat."

Yan Ran also sighed: "All I eat every day is meat...You probably have bad eyesight."

Chen Xi said "tsk tsk" twice, and said with a smile: "Well, we are both quite fleshy... Shall we go for a walk later?"

"Well," Yan Ran nodded, "Let's clean up the bowls, chopsticks, etc."

Chen Xi stretched out his hand and pinched his face affectionately, and took the bowls and chopsticks in his hands, "Come on, let me wash it for you, just clear the dining table."

His subordinates didn't use much strength, but Yan Ran's face was still red, and he silently accepted his "suggestion".

While tidying up, he was thinking wildly.

Well, their relationship...why did it suddenly become like this...

But I don't feel uncomfortable yet, but I can't help being a little shy, worried that it's very sweet inside.

It's probably because of being with the person you like that you can't help it.

Touching the head and pinching the face, this kind of thing seems to be something Liang Shuo would often do, but when Chen Xi did it, it had a very, very different feeling.

I can't help but be happy.

Thinking about it, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise a little.

24.

They told Xu Qingrui to go out for a walk, but Xu Qingrui only said to come back early.

"Look." Yan Ran went out and whispered, "I always feel that my mother doesn't care enough about me."

Chen Xi closed the door and followed him downstairs: "Why? I think your mother is just like you, just not very good at expressing."

Yan Ran lowered her head and stopped talking, not knowing what she was thinking.

Chen Xi took his hand naturally, "Where do you want to go?"

He looked up at him slightly: "I don't know...just walk around."

Chen Xi: "Okay."

They really walked casually like this. There were not many cars on the road, and there were not many passers-by on the roadside. This area was quite quiet.Also good for walking.

Yan Ran: "Chen Xi."

"Ah."

He asked softly, "Are we together now?"

Chen Xi felt a little funny, and clenched his hands even tighter: "Otherwise?"

"You also like me as you said...why?"

Chen Xi just wanted to answer him saying that there is no reason, and you have to find many reasons to like someone?

I only heard him pick up the words by himself: "I know I'm not good. I have no advantages and a lot of disadvantages. I can't speak, and I don't know how to be friends with others. I can't play basketball. , and you don’t like teachers and parents... But you are so good, you can do everything, and everyone likes to be friends with you, but why do you like me if you are so good... It is obviously such a bad me."

Chen Xi opened his mouth but before making a sound, Yan Ran hurriedly said: "Wait! Don't say you don't like me, you're just kidding me, even if it's fake, let me be happy for a while , but I can’t help it, because I always feel that the person who likes me is you and I don’t feel at ease and can’t feel at ease.”

Chen Xi was a little helpless, took him with the other hand, and kissed the back of his hand very tenderly.This is not the first time he has seen Yan Ran like this. In his heart, he always secretly thinks a lot, thinks a lot of worries that he is afraid of but needlessly, and then speaks out in a hurry, but is very afraid of being caught. Others hate being rejected by others... He suddenly felt a little happy, happy for this special trust, special "confidance".

He knew that Yan Ran had always been a little autistic and had a low self-esteem. He was not good at communicating with others, but he could talk about everything with his really good friends.He is always very well-behaved and quiet in front of strangers, but people who know him well are like Liang Shuo and Chen Xi, who can easily see his other side. Like boys of this age, he loves to eat and play, and occasionally own small emotions.

It's just that very few people know him well.

Even Xu Qingrui, who cared about him very much, always made him feel uncomfortable.Not only because of the generation gap in age, but also because of the busy work, verbal concern is not as important as action concern.

After waiting for a long time without waiting for any reply, this time Yan Ran buried her head even lower, feeling an indescribable loss in her heart.His hands moved, a little bit trying to break free.

"...Yan Ran."

He listened carefully to the voice, trying to discern the speaker's mood.It seemed that he had no emotions, and seemed a little helpless, but it gave him a very, very firm feeling.

Chen Xi let go of the hands holding him, and before he had time to feel unhappy, Chen Xi forced him to push his face with both hands and raise his head.

Yan Ran: "??!"

Chen Xi looked at him tenderly, even though his movements were not gentle at all.He called again: "Yan Ran." Looking into his eyes seriously, "You feel insecure and insecure, you say it's because I'm too good. But I'm not, I'm just an ordinary person That’s all. You see, I’m not the best in grades, I’m not the most handsome, and I’m not the best at playing basketball. What’s wrong with me? Is there anything else that everyone likes to be friends with me? Is it really that bad in my heart? Let me tell you, Yan Ran. In fact, many people in our class are eyeing you. They ask me about you, but I don’t want to share it with others. I remember you asked me before What it was like, I didn’t tell you at that time. In fact, I used to be terrible. I had a second-year illness and passed through the third year of junior high school. I like to fight and make trouble. I always make trouble for teachers and family members. Got a tattoo once, it’s over, do you think I’m dead? But the tattoo has been washed off, and I’m a good student like you now.” He smiled, and continued: “Okay, let’s talk about it later Let me tell you why you feel that you are not good enough. Well...Yan Ran, do you know that you are the cutest boy I have ever seen, and this cuteness does not mean that you are a girl at all, just because you are so cute You are always saying that your language skills are not good. You see that I have become less able to speak. Do you think it is because you kissed me that I was also infected? When you speak, you always I like to look at me secretly. Do you really think I don’t know anything? I just wonder why there are such cute and tight boys in the world. I don’t know when I started paying attention to you so much. Just now I found it a little awkward at first... I didn’t dare to be with you anymore, but later I thought about it, it doesn’t matter if it’s a man or a woman? As long as I like it, isn’t that enough? You will tell me Do you know how happy I am that you won’t tell others? What’s on your mind, those special things, you only tell me. Let’s forget about Liang Shuo, he always grabs you from me, A look of protecting the cub... I know he is really good to you, but he is always afraid that I will bully you. I am reluctant to bully you. You have been acting as a peacemaker between us foolishly Dude...how can you be so cute, Yan Ran. Yan Xiaoran."

Yan Ran was obviously stunned, before he could digest so many words he had said, Chen Xi hugged him into his arms.

Chen Xi's voice came from his ear, it was hot and itchy, but it made people feel inexplicably comfortable: "I was thinking before, why don't we just forget about it and be a special good friend?" My buddy is also very good, as long as you need, I can be your tree hole anytime, anywhere, and I can also play basketball with you, buy clothes with you, and drink strawberry-flavored milk tea with you."

"But when you kissed me in the afternoon, I thought in my heart, I can't help it anymore. Being a boyfriend seems to be much better than a buddy."

"I now feel that this is very good, it is better than ever."

"Let's always be together, just like now, no matter how long it has passed, whether it's studying or working, we will always be together."

"Yan Xiaoran, you are much better than you imagined, and I like you more than I imagined."

The author has something to say: It has been almost five months since the writing of this article

However, the archives are almost exhausted and I haven't finished writing yet...

I regret that I didn't learn writing skills QAQ