for the sake of you liking me

Yun Xi went out and left straight away, Shi Xing watched him go, went back to the box and told everyone that he had something to do so he left first, no one asked what was the matter, should he eat or eat.

After dinner, Liang Jia drove him back to school, and was surprised when he saw Shi Xing not going down, "Aren't you living on campus?"

"Now live outside." Shi Xing reported the address and closed his eyes wearily.

Liang Jia was very familiar with this area, so he turned directly to his house and asked by the way, "Why did Yun Xi leave? Today's meal was very embarrassing."

Shi Xing asked him, "Do you get along with Fang Mo and Ji Li?"

Liang Jia laughed instead, "Do you think I get along well? I should be a talkative person, and I'm suffocating after eating this meal today. Don't ask them if I get along, you I can’t get along with any of my friends, and I don’t know what’s going on, it’s probably because of our discord. Our personalities are different, but we’ve gotten used to it after knowing each other for so long, so let me get used to you I don’t have that kind of personality, then I really don’t have the perseverance. Oh, no, I was wrong, you are not like them at all, but you can get along, but I can’t get along. They are really boring, I don't even pay attention to me when I talk, let me sing a one-man show alone."

"It's not that I don't talk to you." Shi Xing said, "It's that I don't know how to talk to you."

"Why don't you know how to talk to me? I just ask if I want to go and have fun. Everyone gets to know each other after playing." Liang Jia shouted feebly, "I'm going fishing, go fishing. What kind of waves are you surfing, the sun is so strong by the sea, my back is cracked, I just want to find a place to escape the heat. Isn’t Brother Hao very good there, it’s a good place to escape the heat by mountains and rivers.”

Shi Xing analyzed it to him, "How do you calculate the expenses for going out together? You have to consider their financial strength, whether they can afford the itinerary you proposed."

Liang Jia continued to say helplessly, "Can't I reimburse you? Tell Brother Hao how much you can spend."

Shi Xing said seriously, "But no one wants you to reimburse me."

Liang Jia said, "Oh, it's so annoying. I won't talk anymore. Anyway, I don't go surfing, and I don't go to other things. It's still like this. You play with your friends, and I play with my friends. I just love it." Treating guests to reimburse people, and I also like to take advantage of others to blackmail, I can't play with people like you who are clear about accounts."

Liang Jia is not short of money, and his friends are not short of money. It is a kind of fun to blackmail each other. After the blackmail, they will laugh at him to their heart's content. Once again, someone generously pays the bill for a treat, even if Liang Jia doesn't have half a dime on him, he still eats and drinks spicy food.There will always be someone who pays for him, but not for the friendship, but for his solid family fortune—there will always be a day when he will eat and drink.

I spend money for you because I don’t worry that you can’t pay it back, but if one day you really can’t pay it back, I’m sorry, you are no longer a member of our circle, this is the so-called “drinking meat friend”.

At the gate of the community, Liang Jia put the person down, turned around and left.

When Shi Xing came home, he opened the door and turned on the light, but there was no one in the living room, he didn't even change his shoes, he went to Yunxi's bedroom to check, but there was no one, and he searched around the room, still no one.

He took the keys and went out, driving to Starlight. Anan was on duty at "Qingba". He said that Yunxi hadn't come over, so he went to "PlanB" to check again. The gate was closed and there was no light.

Shi Xing drove around blindly on the road, called Lu Jing and asked, Lu Jing said, "Didn't you watch?", called Ming Jue, and Ming Jue said, "Where do I know where to go?", Call the contact information that PlanB left, - he just took a look at it last time and wrote it down.It was Jiang Yue who answered the phone, "I haven't seen Yunxi today."

Shi Xing called three times, said "It's okay, excuse me" three times, hung up the phone and drove home.

When it comes to being angry, Shi Xing can't be angry, he can't be angry with Yun Xi, maybe Yun Xi is even more angry with him, otherwise he wouldn't come back now.What Shi Xing was worried about was that Yun Xi would not come back like this, he thought Yun Xi could do such a thing.

When Shi Xing went back, he didn't turn on the light, and sat on the sofa for a while. Looking through the glass door of the balcony, the windows of the opposite building were almost dark. It was already twelve o'clock, and everyone who should rest had also rested.

Looking at the balcony, Shi Xing thought of Yun Xi's way of watching the rain, with his forehead pressed against the glass and staring at the glass. Yun Xi likes rainy days very much. On rainy days, he will become soft, like a well-bred cat, nestling on the sofa, leaning against Watch a movie on his shoulder.

Time Star prays for heavy rain, if it helps.

After sitting for a while, the voice in the darkness was very clear. Shi Xing seemed to hear a voice outside the door. He got up and walked towards the door. The second the door was opened, white light leaked in from the corridor, and Shi Xing instantly let him in. The man hugged him, wrapping his arms around his waist and hugging him tightly.

After about 2 minutes, Yun Xi said, "Relax."

"Hold him for a while." Shi Xing said, holding the back of his head with his hand, and hugged him tightly in his arms.Yun Xi put down her hand, stuffed in his arms and stopped talking.

Shi Xing rubbed against his hair, and asked softly, "I've been waiting for you, where have you been?"

Yun Xi said, "I went to a place where no one was there to get angry."

When he said this, Shi Xing knew that he was not angry anymore, and his heart softened, and he said softly, "I'm sorry, don't be angry."

Yun Xi was not angry in the first place, he was not angry at all.

When Shi Xing said "how to communicate with people", this kind of inexplicable debate is not worth getting angry.It's not that he doesn't know how to get along with people. He can get along well with Liang Jia and Fang Mo, but he just doesn't want to get along with them. He hopes from the bottom of his heart that none of them exist. If that happens, they won't be Shi Xing's friends anymore. .

When Lu Jing and Ming Jue were together, Yun Xi wanted to act like a baby and said to Lu Jing, "Don't have a boyfriend and don't want me anymore, you should care about me more." He couldn't say it, but at the age of 14, he said I can’t say it anymore, and now I can’t even say it.

He followed Lu Jing as long as he could remember, Lu Jing played with him and took him to and from school, the two were almost inseparable, he had no other friends or acquaintances, he only had Lu Jing, he could force himself to surrender, and Nothing can be done.

What kind of feelings Yun Xi had for Lu Jing, he couldn't explain clearly himself, he didn't understand love when he was in his early ten years old.He just hopes that someone will be by his side and never leave him, no matter what kind of status it is, lover, friend, brother.

What Yun Xi longs for is the intimate relationship of "no one else, exclusiveness". As long as "I" and "you" don't want other people, this kind of "symbiotic" relationship can give him a sense of security.

Since Lu Jing, he no longer expected "that person", and Shi Xing appeared at this time.

It may also be that he was too anxious, Shi Xing didn't like him much, but he kept hinting to Shi Xing, doing some intimate and ambiguous actions to get closer.He was afraid that his indifference would scare Shi Xing away, so he put away the disguise of indifference, and he almost begged Shi Xing to say, "Can you just like me?", but he would never say it.

"Don't be angry." Shi Xing was still saying, hugging the person in his arms, rubbing the tip of his nose against his neck, "I don't even know what to do."——I don't know how to like you more, I don't know how to deal with you You are better.

Yun Xi moved and said sullenly, "Not angry."

"Just don't get angry." Shi Xing said, "I should have stopped you at that time. I'm just very stupid, and I think too much. You said that you are uncomfortable with them and don't want to eat with them, so I just Let you go. But I said that before, and I still let you go like that. "

"It's not your problem." Yun Xi said, "I also said bad things."

There were no lights in the room, it was dark and quiet.

Yun Xi pressed her forehead against Shi Xing's shoulder, "Everyone has the right to choose their friends and choose what kind of person they want to be. The you I choose is just you, not including your group of friends. Maybe you think that everyone is a classmate and should You can be friends, but I can't."

"Liang Jia also said the same thing." Shi Xing said, "He said that he can't even play with my friends. He plays with his friends, and I play with my friends. We only see each other twice, which is fine. OK."

Yun Xi continued, "It seems that we don't have many chances to meet in the future."

"How come." Shi Xing smiled, bowed his head and said, "Don't we live together, we can see each other every day."

He actually understood what Yun Xi meant, "You stay with them, don't stay with me."And after realizing it belatedly, why did Yun Xi "hate" Ming Jue?Because Ming Jue is Lu Jing's boyfriend? This statement is actually not accurate. What Yun Xi hates is not his "boyfriend" status, but his position next to Lu Jing. No matter what their relationship is, she will hate him he.The reason why Yun Xi avoids them is because "Ming Jue is Lu Jing's boyfriend" - he doesn't want to be someone who destroys feelings.

It's very naive to say it, what Shi Xing has been thinking about is whether Yun Xi still likes Lu Jing?

He felt that Yun Xi liked Lu Jing, even if it wasn't a love between lovers, it was a love that surpassed ordinary feelings.He has always been very concerned about this matter, he was afraid that if Lu Jing hooked his finger that day, Yun Xi would leave him and go with someone else.

It is understandable that Shi Xing cares about Lu Jing, because Lu Jing is indeed unusual to Yun Xi.

Yun Xi cares about his friends, which is a bit overbearing, but it also makes Shi Xing a little inexplicably happy.

"Yunxi." Shi Xing whispered, his lips brushed past his ear as if nothing, his warm breath was particularly scorching in the dark night, "I've always wanted to ask you something."

Yun Xi's ears were itchy by him, and she grabbed his ear to retaliate against him not to be outdone.Shi Xing grabbed his hand, facing his face, their eyes met.

In fact, he wanted to ask "Do you like Lu Jing?", but Yun Xi looked at him so defenselessly, and he couldn't ask in an instant.

Yun Xi himself denied the fact, so why should he compare it to the truth.

"Ask what?" Yun Xi saw that he didn't speak.

"Huh?" Shi Xing lowered his head and said softly, "It's all right."

"..." Yun Xi said, "I'm sick."

"Yes, yes." Shi Xing kissed his hair and couldn't help laughing.