for the sake of you liking me

When Shi Xing came out of the shower, Yun Xi was still half lying down reading a book. He wiped his hair and said, "Yun Xi, change your clothes and go out for dinner." Xing approached to call him, Yun Xi just sat up from the sofa, and patted the space vacated for him next to him:

"Sit down. Don't you have something to say?"

Shi Xing almost convinced him, dragged him up, and coaxed, "Eat first, and talk while eating, okay?"

Yun Xi suddenly exerted force and pulled him down.Shi Xing threw himself on him, smelling the sweet milky scent on his body, Yun Xi leaned into his ear and said, "I don't want to go out now." Willful, with a bit of coquettishness, it made his ears go soft .

"Will you go out later?" Shi Xing discussed with him, and sat down beside him with a distance, and couldn't help asking, "Why do you smell so good?"

Yun Xi took out a pack of macadamia nuts from the back of her waist, "Did you say this?" There was a sweet milky fragrance from the opened shell.

Shi Xing laughed, "That should be it."

Yun Xi was still wearing ill-fitting pajamas, crossed her legs and spread the book on her lap, her eyes were fixed on the pages of the book and her hands were still peeling the fruit, "Tell me, what's the matter."

Shi Xing leaned over and took a look. It was a book about the history of the late Qing Dynasty, "Didn't you say that Lu Jing and Mingjue had a fight yesterday? Yes, they really had a fight. Mingjue played games for two days in a row. I fainted and was taken to the hospital, and the smell of cigarettes all over my body came from him."

"I'm getting old, can't do it anymore? He used to be able to fight three nights in a row." Yun Xi didn't raise her head, and her subordinates turned a page, "Why did you go to him? Lu Jing doesn't care, it's none of your business." , you just let him die." - This tone was exactly the same as that of Lu Jing.

"...Okay, I'm done." Shi Xing said, "Let's go out for dinner."

"I don't want to go out." Yun Xi said, "It will rain tonight."

"Then I'll get the umbrella." Shi Xing said as he stood up, but Yun Xi dragged him back and pushed him on the sofa.

"It's raining for staying at home." Yun Xi said, "Watching a movie."

Shi Xing had no choice but to call and order delivery for Yunxi. Afraid that it was not safe for other stores to deliver, he specially called an acquaintance's store.The dinner was delivered quickly, and soon the rainstorm came as expected, the sky was dark and heavy, and the heavy rain poured directly from the balcony, extinguishing the heat of the scorching heat.

Yun Xi stood in front of the glass door looking at the scene outside, the city was crumbling under the torrential rain.

"Yunxi." Shi Xing called him after setting up the bowl and chopsticks, "Come over for dinner."

He just moved away from the window and sat down at the dining table. Shi Xing served him a half bowl of clams, "This is delicious, try it. Do you often miss meals on time, you look so thin No more meat."

"Isn't this meat?" Yun Xi raised her face, "Squeeze it."

"Huh?" Shi Xing laughed, put down the spoon, reached over, and touched his face, "Where is it?"

"Open your eyes and talk nonsense." Yun Xi said, picked up a clam and ate one, "Well, this one is not bad."

As if he was being praised, Shi Xing happily picked up some food for him, "This fish is also very tender. Last time I saw you, you seem to like fish."

"You eat too." Yun Xi said, pushed the food in front of him, thought for a while and said, "You seem to like to take care of others, do you have younger brothers and sisters at home?"

"Forget it." Shi Xing said, "I often go to your cleaning bar, do you have any impression of the one with long hair?"

Yun Xi thought for a while, "You mean Liang Jia?"

Liang Jia is also a model, Yun Xi naturally knows it, and Liang Jia is the only man with such long hair.

"It's him." Shi Xing said, "I grew up with him, you can call him a younger brother or a younger sister."

"You are too hurt." Yun Xi said.

"He also said he was a girl."

"Gender cognitive impairment?"

"That's not true. Whichever looks he thinks is pretty, he's that sex. Sometimes he's a boy, sometimes he's a girl."

"Kind of cool."

"You're cool too." Shi Xing said, "He said he wanted to strike up a conversation with you, but you're too cold to ignore him."

"Oh?" Yun Xi recalled that once when Liang Jia asked him to play a game, a group of boys over there were booing wildly. He hated that kind of atmosphere, so naturally he refused with a cold face. "I thought he was flirtatious, so I ignored him. But he's interesting, you know."

"What do you think of me?" Shi Xing asked.

"I just said that he is very good at taking care of people. To put it seriously, he likes to meddle in other people's business." Yun Xi said, "Shi Xing, how did you know that Mingjue played games all night, and how did Lu Jing know about it?" , have you and Ming Jue gotten to know each other well?"

"Fang Mo told me." Shi Xing explained the relationship between Fang Mo and Ming Jue. Seeing that Yun Xi still couldn't recover, he asked in surprise, "You don't know Fang Mo? The one in our dormitory?" ..."

Yun Xi interrupted, "I know him, and I'm not forgetful....It just feels weird. If Ming Jue is not someone you know, if something happened to him by himself, wouldn't he always come to you?"

"Hmm..." Shi Xing was silent for a while, the last time Lin Xue got stuck on the fence, Fang Mo also looked for him directly.Fang Mo has no acquaintances here, so he probably can only find him.

Yun Xi said slowly, "He really doesn't mind troublesome."

After a pause, Yun Xi said disappointedly, "So you are really good to everyone."

Shi Xing quickly said, "No."

"Where is it?" Yun Xi asked.

Shi Xing thought about it, but he couldn't tell where it was.He just follows his own way of doing things, facing everything that happens in life, and helping his friends as much as possible, maybe that is what Yun Xi said about "being nice to people".But he didn't deliberately treat anyone well, except Yunxi.

Yun Xi commented in one sentence, "Good old man, not cool at all."

When Shi Xing recovered from the slander, Yun Xi went on to say to him, "You said you have learned the piano for more than ten years, but you have never seen you play it, which means you don't like piano at all. You don't like it and you still learn it like this For many years, may I ask what kind of mentality you have?"

Shi Xing gave up on himself and said, "It's probably a kind of mentality of "learn while you're free." "

"Do you have anything you like?" Yun Xi asked.

Shi Xing is silent,——hasn't found it yet.

Yun Xi took a step back and asked, "Who are you interested in?"

Shi Xing looked at him, the one who is interested now.

Yun Xi concluded, "It's so pitiful, let's not talk about you, let's eat."

After eating, Shi Xing cleaned up the wreckage, Yun Xi came out of the shower, picked up an old movie, and nestled comfortably on the sofa.Shi Xing brought him a blanket, Yun Xi motioned him to sit down, "Let's watch together?"

Shi Xing sat next to him, and Yun Xi gave him a blanket.The two snuggled up on the sofa and watched a slow-paced movie, which lasted two hours in total, telling the protagonist's life from childhood to old age.

Shi Xing has seen this movie and knows the plot behind it, so he doesn't watch it very seriously, and looks down at Yunxi from time to time.Yun Xi was less serious than him, she closed her eyes after watching, and slid her head down to lean on Shi Xing's shoulder.

Yun Xi closed her eyes and didn't sleep, felt Shi Xing's gaze, and bumped his elbow, "Look what I'm doing, look ahead."

"Have you stopped watching?" Shi Xing asked.

"I've watched it many times, I remember every line, and I can think of the picture when I hear the sound." Yun Xi said, "He is riding a bicycle now, the wind caresses the reeds by the lake, the camera is zoomed far away, and the sky is very The sky is blue."

The picture was exactly as Yun Xi described it, Shi Xing looked away, "Do you like this movie very much?"

"I don't like it very much either." Yun Xi said, "I'm very similar to him. He's been a failure. I want to warn myself, don't become like him."

The lights in the house were not turned on, the sound of the rain outside the house was fading, and the images of the movie were indistinct. It seemed that the world had slowed down, and the flow of air had become tracked.

Shi Xing finished watching this long movie, and finally the protagonist died in the reeds by the lake, and the blue sky darkened and turned gray, just like his depressed, wandering and lonely life.

When the ending song played, Yun Xi woke up slowly, yawned and said, "It's over? I'm going to sleep."

"You called me to watch, but you fell asleep." Shi Xing said.

Yun Xi said, "You're sleepy." She stood up and stretched, and piled the blanket on Shi Xing, and Shi Xing pulled him down and sat down again.

"You are nothing like him." Shi Xing said seriously, "He has no fixed place and no one cares about him, but you are loved. Someone loves you and someone cares about you, you know."

"No." Yun Xi said, "There is no such person."

"Lu Jing." Shi Xing gave an example, "Isn't he your brother?"

"No." Yun Xi said, "He is self-proclaimed, I have never admitted it."

Shi Xing thought for a while, "You still have family, your mother..."

Yun Xi interrupted, "She is someone else's mother now. In her new family, there is her husband and her child, and there is no shortage of my son."

Now Shi Xing can understand why Yun Xi would rather live alone than go to a new family - he thinks he is superfluous.

It's not just because of Lu Jing, but Lu Jing takes up a large part, and because of his choice, he gave Lu Jing a bigger share, and Lu Jing is his most important.

In other words, he made Lu Jing his most important person.

The similarity between Yun Xi and the protagonist is that they need to care and be loved.

The protagonist always makes the wrong bet and sees the wrong person. When others show him a little love, he rushes forward regardless, eager to draw warmth from that person, and ends up getting injured all over his body.But even so, when the next person appeared, he still approached with full expectation, which was the reason for his "failure".

Yun Xi is the complete opposite of him, timid, cautious, afraid of getting hurt, doesn't want to open up to love others, but waits for others to love him, and once he finds out that the other party is not what he expected, for example, Lu Jing is not the kind of person who loves him. , he immediately pulled out to avoid harm.Did he have any affection for Lu Jing?Shi Xing felt that there was, and the more he dismissed it nonchalantly, he just wanted to pretend he wasn't hurt, even if he was hurt, he wouldn't admit it.

Shi Xing likes Yun Xi, so he treats him well, cares about him and takes care of him, Yun Xi definitely knows.Yun Xi longs to be loved, so she leans towards him, but she doesn't believe in his "love", so she tries and hints all kinds of things——he needs a positive answer to feel at ease.

Now these words are obviously setting him up.

Sure enough, Yun Xi said, "There's nothing to say. I don't need you to comfort me. I'm going to sleep."

Shi Xing grabbed him again, held his hand and did not let go, and said seriously, "Someone likes you, and only likes you, only for you."

Yun Xi laughed, bowed her head closer, and said softly, "Who is it?"

"Me." Shi Xing said, looking straight into his eyes.

Shi Xing conceded defeat, and he surrendered before it even started.