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Whatever is chosen, we all fulfill some promises to ourselves.

But when I heard that song that night, my first thought was, we all failed.

Changes have happened, but not in the way we originally imagined.

Life can no longer be repeated.

You must be wondering why I suddenly called you.It was because of the feeling of loss that night.I tried to go back, after which fork in my life, all this began to be farther and farther away from my own presets.

It's you, Xiao Zhong.

If I could start my life again, I think I would bravely tell you that I like you very much when I was 17 years old.

Maybe it's my low self-esteem, maybe it's just ignorance.Maybe you didn't care about me that much at all.You have always been so indifferent and alone, so I can't figure out what you are thinking.

A vague crack was left, and with the pull of various pressures in life, it had already collapsed into a canyon, and I could only watch helplessly as many things kept falling into that deep black valley.

I've been clinging to the edge of the cliff for years, and I don't know when I'm going to fall.

I remember that after the folk song competition was over that year, you were not elated because you won the award. I had to hurry back to Taichung because my father was admitted to the hospital again, so I missed the opportunity to have a deep talk with you.Later, I received a call from you saying that I wanted to come and relax. To you, this was just a normal visit between friends, but you know how hesitant I was at that time, and finally I had to flatly reject your request.

You have no idea how ashamed I was of my family growing up.

A poor retired soldier married a mountain woman who had never studied. My father was almost sixty when I was born.Since I was young, my parents have never cared about me. One is that I am too old, and the other is that I often don’t see each other for several days. I secretly go to Kaohsiung’s low-level hotels to earn some extra money and buy a bunch of them for myself. My dad has no ability. Affordable fashionable dresses and cosmetics.

I also have an older brother.This elder brother was born to my mother with another veteran before she married my father. This kind of thing was very common in the lower class where I grew up at that time. It may be hard for children like you who grew up in normal families in Taipei to imagine Such a marriage, right?

When I graduated from elementary school, I had another younger sister who was born with Down's syndrome. My dad kept saying that it wasn't his kind.I don't know why God has such a hard time with our family.

Before the age of 30, I seemed to have only that short summer, because with you and Chong by my side, I temporarily forgot the shadow left by my growth process.Sometimes people just need a little bit of starlight to look up to when they are alive, even in the dark sea, they will not completely lose their way.

Once, I hoped that you would be my warming light, listen to you sing, watch you release records, and then one day I could proudly say to others, Hey Zhong Shuyuan is my buddy——

At that time, you remained calm, or you could say that you were deliberately alienated, so I had no choice but to retreat to my dark cave.I thought at the time that you might never be able to accept such a relationship, because children from normal families will definitely return to the love of normal people in the end.But life is always full of unexpected irony. Who would have thought that it was me, a wild child, who became a family obediently in the end?

After all, in a person's life, the time to cut off from the question of "who am I?" is very rare and short.It is impossible for me to hide in front of you forever. When the relationship between people begins to change, and when I realize that there is nowhere to hide, I can only create another coat to cover myself.

I remember that evening after school in the first year of high school, I once told you a story.

I said that one night I wandered the streets and got into a man's car.That story was partly true, mostly false, and was the first camouflage jacket I ever made for myself.

Xiao Zhong, you must have not noticed, when I was in physical education class in the first year of high school, I would always peek at you for nothing. At that time, I always imagined why I had more disabled sisters instead of a younger brother like you?My homework is always late, but it's all on purpose, because then you will be very anxious and busy lending me your homework notes to copy.Why I got a year repeated is not because I'm really that lazy or stupid.

It is because of my half-brother that I came from Taichung to take the Beilian exam.

He is a very kind person. My father married his mother, which made their mother and son settle down when their lives were in a desperate situation. He was very grateful for this.We are seven years apart, and he was the only one who really cared about me since childhood.He went to work in Taipei after finishing the fifth college, sent money on time every month, and would definitely take me to the movies when he came home when he was free, and bought a bunch of martial arts novels I liked.He would always say at that time, you have to work hard and come to take the northern joint admissions exam, and my brother will take care of you, so you don't have to worry.

I didn't know what he was doing until I arrived in Taipei.He is what everyone commonly calls a "groom", who specially sends girls to restaurants to answer calls, and sells some drugs in addition to the commission.That's not the part that shocked me the most.

Half a year later, so-called Friday Cowherd shops began to appear in Taipei, and he simply went into the sea himself.Because he was handsome, he soon had a female guest who took care of him. His old locomotive was replaced by a car, and we also moved into the elevator building from the small suite.It's just that if a female guest wants to come to the house, I have to hang out on the street until late at night and early in the morning before I can go home.

One night, when I came back to our residence, I found him drunk on the floor.I wanted to help him into the room, but he hugged me into his arms and told me, Ah Feng, you have grown up, I can tell you now, brother is doing this very hard, everyone sees my performance is good I thought I knew how to whet the appetite of the guests, but in fact, I have no appetite for them... I couldn't understand what he was saying at first, until he pushed me to the ground and started kissing me, saying in my ear, Ah Feng, I have been waiting for you for many years...

He said he would always take care of me.He wants me to be by his side forever.

I don't hate him.That kind of emotion is incomprehensible to outsiders.

Most people in this world are living a safe and happy normal life. They have never had the opportunity or the will to understand the different emotional needs of people who do not belong to their world.Morbid, depraved, vile, shameless.They can only set the standard based on their limited life experience, and put on a posture that they think is noble.

If you ask me what is love?I would say that everyone can only bear and pay, and the feelings that are in line with their social conditions are not absolute.

I'm not making excuses for myself.In the environment where I grew up, the matter of sex was not veiled by intellectuals, it was the naked primitive face of life.

I have never been ashamed that I also like male flesh, because there are more unspeakable things in my life than this one.

At the same time, I also know that the relationship with my brother will only become the biggest obstacle for me to get rid of our backgrounds, and if this continues, my life will inevitably follow the same path as his sooner or later.Deciding to move out was a painful decision, because it meant that I didn't want to be like him, no one would accompany him to take care of him, and he could only continue to float in his world alone.

He ended up dying of a drug overdose.

Now that I've moved out, I can't go back, so I made up that story for myself.The story of some decent handsome guy driving me home in a limousine.I used this story to cover up the sadness that this relationship caused me, and to forget about my own cruelty.

Xiao Zhong, you are the only one who has heard this story.

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I began to pray that Yao's cell phone would ring again as soon as possible, and it would be best to call him to a certain scene as soon as possible.It can be seen that his mind has been in another distant place.

Immediately, I remembered the boarding card I stuffed in my pocket.If my prayers were answered and he had to leave quickly, what would I do with the bag of useless memories that grew more and more cumbersome?

——Xiao Zhong, have you never thought about making music again?

Yao seemed to have peeped into my thoughts, and suddenly asked this question.

——Oh, it's not a question of whether you want it or not, it's... maybe life has entered another stage, and I don't want to have any more pressure.

——If it is a financial problem...

——If it's just a financial problem, it's easy to solve. The real problem is me... I don't have that confidence anymore.

I don't know what feelings these words evoked in Yao. He nodded, with a contemplative expression on his face.When he spoke again, Chen Wei's name was mentioned.

—I was scrolling through the channels late one night by myself when I saw this guy on some rerun of a talk show.Remember that year when you all competed in the same race—

I said I rarely watch TV.

——It doesn’t matter if you haven’t seen it, but seeing it makes me feel a little sad.The theme of the day was the reminiscence of the senior and old artists about the interesting events of the show.She's already old, but still dressed in bright red and green, and she behaves like an old lady... he should be the same, right?

I pretended not to hear his question knowingly.

I wanted to tell Yao that Chen Wei's B died of liver cancer ten years ago, and that was the last time I saw him.I still can't forget the oath Chen Wei made at the funeral, saying that he would live a good life alone, because the person who had been with him for 20 years gave him enough motivation to go on... I don't plan to mention it in front of Yao, yes Worried that I might not be able to restrain my urge to refute Yao: Why do you think Chen Wei looks sad like that?I can imagine Chen Wei chattering on the day of recording, hugging and yelling with other senior artists on the show in the dressing room.Being able to be remembered must make him cherish every recording.I don't know if I would have the courage to reappear like him.

I actually envy Chen Wei.

——When I was watching the replay, I thought of Ah Chong who was very angry at that time, because Chen Wei was judged as a foul so he didn't get any ranking.Looking at Chen Wei's later performance, if he really got a name, wouldn't it be an insult to that folk song competition?

I will not say that Ah Chong is wrong.Maybe, I'm the one who didn't deserve the runner-up at all.If it was me who didn't get a name, my life might be completely different.But I believe that Chen Wei is still Chen Wei no matter whether he is ranked or not.

——So, Ah Chong never contacted you afterwards?

I shook my head.

——Why would he do this?Completely cut off from the past?I yelled the loudest when I was doing sports, but I didn't expect to escape the furthest...

Is there any wine?I asked.

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Because of Ah Chong, I started to come into contact with the non-Party movement at that time.It was he who showed me that politics would be the stage where I could stand up.

For those years of political upheavals, Ah Chong actually cared more than I did, always talking about the downfall of authority.I heard that his father had two younger aunts outside, who gave birth to two younger brothers who would one day compete with him for inheritance.Although he is from this province, Ah Chong's father was a Taiwanese entrepreneur who was deliberately wooed during Chiang Ching-kuo's era, so Ah Chong always believed that his father was a spineless person.It's just that Ah Chong lacks a political sense and communication skills, and he can't even tell that those people in the reading club just superficially count him as a member.In fact, they just want to use this to declare to the outside world that the son of a certain big company has been absorbed by them, and they continue to raise funds from him.When I develop my own strength step by step, and I am elected as the president of the Federation, he can only become my little follower.It's just that I never thought that one day he could hurt me so deeply.

I can't believe you didn't see that Ah Chong liked me very much at that time.

Compared with you, Ah Chong is really easy to master.It may be presumptuous to say so, but what I am referring to is that year, not the later Ah Chong.

I never thought that I would be with Chong.But loneliness makes people weak.Especially in those years, when I often listened to your album alone.

I don't mean to blame you, Xiao Zhong.After you started releasing records, I secretly decided that maybe I shouldn't show up to disturb your life again.

But I couldn't stop Chong, who continued to have expectations of me after we graduated from college.Whether I went to a gay bar, or had a one-night stand, or even my relationship with Angela afterward, he couldn't bear it.After all, people are emotional animals, and I gradually got used to having him by my side.The more I go on the road of political movement, the more I know that apart from a short-term physical relationship, I can't have any stable long-term development with another man.Ah Chong was a relatively safe companion at that time, although his personality was always so impulsive. Angela went to the United States to study. I graduated from my senior year and joined the army. Every time I was on vacation, I could only go to him.For two or three years, we seemed to be regular partners, but we could always tell others that we were classmates, we went to the square to meditate together, and we went to smash eggs together, which never aroused any speculation.

But Ah Chong wanted more than that.The difference between Ah Chong and us is that he has already thought about the life he wants.What he has always yearned for is a more open and free gay life abroad.

Angela finished her studies and returned to China. This time Ah Chong didn't want to bear it anymore, and threatened me several times that he would speak clearly with her.I said you can try it if you dare, I will let his dad know about us, and then his younger brothers will inherit everything in the family, and he will have nothing... I just use this to scare him when we quarrel That's all, maybe he had inadvertently made him start to be alert to this, so he would act first later.Am I an accomplice in his absconding overseas?I have no idea.

It's noisy, but touching each other's bodies is another matter.Looking at him like that, you must not imagine that, in fact, he is very good in bed.I admit that this is my weakness too, and I still can't figure out why I tangled with him, because he has always satisfied me in that respect more than anyone else I have ever met.Saying this doesn't mean I'm a purely carnal person.When you don't even dare to think about deeper and longer-lasting emotions, isn't that what's left?

I didn't expect him to dump me in the end.

When they broke up, he was a completely different person, bitter and ruthless.He called me a fan, and I was a softie.That's right, I admit that I haven't refused his financial support since my college days.But after all these years, I also gave him what he wanted, didn't I?What I didn't expect was that, with me, he still didn't give up waiting for a better partner to appear.Once he saw the one person who could take him to his true gay dream life, I was nothing and worthless to him.

Ironic, isn't it?

I even shed tears after being dumped.

Maybe it wasn't crying about losing him, but knowing that there was something I lost forever.The idea of ​​looking for a partner with a compatible body and soul was given up at that time.I would rather have a home, a normal home can allow me to settle down, replace my original family, and stop the fear and melancholy brought about by the relationship with no future.

The first couple of years of my engagement to Angela were of course a bit of a struggle, and I couldn't break it all off so cleanly.There was a guy who opened a gaybar before, so he has been friends with sex for many years.At that time, I spent most of my time managing my contacts in central China. I was preparing for my first election as a "legislator". Anyway, I met once a week, and the other party didn't know my background at all in Taipei.Those who run the bar may be more open about this kind of thing, and won't stalk them.I've been seeing this guy on and off since I got engaged, and he hasn't gotten me into any trouble.

Until one time during sex, under the dim light, I saw a middle-aged man with white hair and dark eye bags lying on top of me, and I was shocked.

Until then, I completely forgot about age.In my beautiful fantasy, it has always been the same as when we were 20 years old.Even today, gays can parade in the streets, which is no longer a taboo, but we still don't see anything old, except for those Ojissans hiding in the park.

Why did you mention Chen Wei?Because he completely confirmed the worst imaginings of gay queens when I was young.He still wears outlandish clothes, has the smooth skin that doesn't match his age after I don't know how much botox has been injected on his face, and his speech trembles wildly. What's worse, he has completely lost the consciousness of how others will think of him.

But we've all seen him in government school, haven't we?At that time, he still looked different on stage. Why did he become so miserable when he got old?What kind of life changed him bit by bit?Although my friend who opened the bar was only in his early forties, I already saw his future in him.Except for those customers in the bar, he is almost out of touch with this society, he has no friends, and his only best friend is a drag show artist.His only leisure activity is going to the gym. He always said that since he is in this profession, he must be dedicated. No one wants to come to a gaybar to see a bartender with a beer belly.Then one day I saw him slapping and pushing his bags under the eyes in front of the mirror, and asked me if he should also have a little trimming?I don't care if he's a bartender or a scavenger, but it's rare for a person's values ​​and life goals to be completely cut off from his career.Similarly, can liking the same sex or the opposite sex really be completely independent of social resources and living conditions?He made me realize how unrealistic it is for gays to want to live forever.This world has only come to the point where young and fit boys shout that comrades are innocent, and no one can tell them how to deal with old and ugly, sick and disabled.We walk ahead of them, and we should leave something that can be called life experience, but even I feel that I have nothing but heartache at 20 years old and heartache at 30 years old. At 40 years old, I am as naive as those children ignorance.

I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't have the great wisdom to realize how to transcend the existing human experience and know what the real self is like.

Is there really such a thing as an ego?Isn't it just to find out different identity brands from the existing classification and mix and match them?

What is the standard of equality?Is it fair to sit on an equal footing with anyone?From the son of a provincial veteran to an aborigine, from outside the party to the "Congress", from a homosexual to a wife and father in a heterosexual family, who cares who I really am, if I can play every role If it looks good? ——

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The ghosts in that room, though silent, seemed to hear their cries for release.

Even, those shouting voices included himself.

Sitting in the police station with his head down, he thought about what happened next night, and accepted that they could only be hidden in his heart for the rest of his life.

It turns out that dreams may also be a space that exists in reality.

A place where too many people have projected their feelings and hopes becomes the entrance of dreams.At the same time, those ignorance and weariness, those heartaches that cannot be repeated and have no answers, become the password to enter the dream.

Everyone may have inadvertently broken into someone's dream and became a character in someone else's dream without knowing it.And it's not just the living who walk into the entrance of dreams without knowing it.

And those who died.

The dead will no longer dream, so they are even more reluctant to leave these places with dreams.

A floating light and shadow, like a laser projected in the smoke.

After seven days of hide-and-seek, it turned out to be the time for the other party to show up.

After wandering around for a whole year, I don't have any nostalgia anymore, Brother Tang said.

Tomorrow is the anniversary of my death.At daybreak, I will leave forever.Otherwise, I will be like these old ghosts in front of me, unable to go anywhere, unable to reincarnate again...

The soul that swims like light strands is finally condensed, and finally solidified under a white suit.That appearance and expression is not at all like going on a long journey to reincarnate, more like the male protagonist in a wedding, while talking, he waved his arms at the row of expressionless ghosts in front of the bar, as if introducing his best man lineup so-so.

They have come here every night to guard these years, and it is really thanks to them.Do you know how many ghosts and ghosts try to sneak in outside the door every night?

Those ghosts either died of taking drugs, or were murdered and sought revenge everywhere. The ghosts with crooked mouths and slanted eyes scare people to death.

Fortunately, there are this group of infatuated old ghosts blocking the door.It's not a long-term solution, though—you know what I mean?

Only you, an unexpected intruder, can change all this.

These old ghosts, all they can count on now is you.

As Tang Ge said, he raised his finger and pointed at the boy sitting at the end of the bar with a wound on his head that was bleeding all the time.

Back then in [-]—I remember that the store had just opened, he was young, and so were we.One night, he caught his B cheating on someone here.

Probably shouldn't say got caught, because, if it was just stealing food, you wouldn't come here at all.In fact, it's more like making it clear that you have moved on, isn't it?But why was he so stupid, unable to swallow this breath, he ran to the top floor of a building on Zhongshan North Road that night and jumped down——

I don't know why, but I still remember the last night when he sang Lin Huiping's "A Story of Love Once in a Lifetime", crying while singing.

The story of love only once in a lifetime, I think it has long been unable to move you, fatalistic love, after all, is unrealistic...Have you heard this song?It was very red back then.

There is also that fat and cute uncle, who is not to be judged by his appearance.

At that time, there were quite a few people in the store who liked him, but his B, we all liked to laugh behind his back that he was a nymphomaniac. I don’t know what Fatty likes about him, but he was always kind and tolerant towards his B.Unexpectedly, as soon as he retired seven or eight years ago, he was found to have cancer and passed away within half a year.

His B still often came back to drink in the shop afterwards, he must be lonely, right?After being together for more than ten years, he disappeared like this. What do you teach him to do?Some customers didn't look sad at all when they saw him, and felt that they were not worth it for the fat uncle.Sad to do it for others to see?Or should gays also start promoting the virtue of widowhood, and wait for someone to help him build a chastity archway in the future?

It's only natural that Fatty will miss him after his death.His B has been single since then, he can't meet anyone, he drinks more and more fiercely, and he has diabetes and high blood pressure in the past two years... Oh my god, I just remembered his age when I said this, and he is almost sixty!How time flies.

Looking at all this, don't say that Fatty's always smiling expression disappeared, even I couldn't laugh.

The one who jumped off the building, why do you think he came here?Not for anything else, I just wanted to wait to hear, is there anyone who can sing "The Story of Love Only Once in a Lifetime".It's such an old song, probably only people here still remember how to sing it?As long as he heard that song, he would show a sad expression, but he still came running every night, waiting to listen to it again...

Those who committed suicide by burning charcoal, died of AIDS, were forced to marry, came to the store on the night of the bridal chamber, sneaked a bottle of sleeping pills mixed with a whole bottle of whiskey and swallowed them, and some even went home alone, and were robbed by hooligans in the alley. Seriously injured to death... Brother Tang said several times, he lost his mind, and it took him a long time to remember what he just said.

However, they were not like this from the beginning, with no words or expressions.

When I just died, the crew-cut big brother over there, we all called him Jay Chou, could still have a chat with me.It has been almost five years since he died, and I have seen him getting weaker and weaker this year, and now he is almost half a vegetable.That's because—well, I should have been reincarnated a long time ago, but I still remembered the unfinished business and refused to leave. I stayed here for too long and used up the last bit of my soul—so, Lao Qi Can I leave it alone?Look at him, he can't even let go of his dreams!When he is dead, I think it is the same virtue. He comes to the store to report every night, mixes drinks by himself, talks and laughs at himself, and continues to spend time with these old ghosts until the end of time.

As long as this place is still there, no matter who changes the business or changes the name of the store, the result will be the same.

This group of old ghosts are trapped here and cannot get out, and Lao Qi can only follow them and cannot be reborn.

Send us on our way, it's time to end.

At first when he heard the last sentence, he didn't understand what it meant, until Brother Tang asked him to prepare the ghost paper.

The thought that immediately flashed through Aaron's mind was to rush into the bar and try to pull Lao Qi away. Unexpectedly, the figure standing there turned into a cloud of light that he couldn't hold or grasp when he stretched out his hand .He raised his voice and howled again and again, from the big brother boss to Andy, and then from the old seven to Lin Guoxiong, but the other party seemed to be separated from him by a soundproof glass, and he was unmoved at all.Aaron panicked and started smashing the wine bottles to the ground one by one, but Lao Qi still didn't respond to all this.

Give up, we are going to a better place, you should be happy for us.

You want him to stay, can you guarantee that you will accompany him to the end?

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Unexpectedly, the elevator could not reach the top floor of this giant tower.

Is it because it has been foreseen that too many people like me in this city will fantasize about flying?

The elevator was constantly being called by people from different floors, going up and down, down and up again, the sliding doors were busy opening and closing repeatedly, but I deliberately left myself in the elevator.You don’t have to decide to go to any floor, maybe you just stay in the same place forever, watching different faces come in and out, and there is only a short ten seconds from meeting to parting ways, which is not a kind of comfortable attitude towards life.

Will you be able to go to any floor you want to go to in the end?You will always miss the shift that you don't see clearly whether you are going upstairs or downstairs, or on your floor, the elevator door is always fully loaded when the door opens.Or take an elevator with all the light buttons on each floor, delay and delay...

When Yao finally told me what the successive calls were about, I didn't expect to laugh out loud on the spot.I really didn't mean to.I saw his face turned completely pale, Yao had never seen such a face before, and I believe it would be the last time in my life.

Is it funny?

Being questioned by him like this, I seemed to see the repeater from long, long ago, always with an impatient and defensive expression.When he returned to his seat after being reprimanded by the class teacher, he would glance at me like this, as if provoking me: Is it funny?It used to be his unfathomable forced calmness that stirred up a commotion somewhere in my heart.His expression like this has not changed, what has changed is me.In my gaffe of laughter, I heard disillusionment and brokenness at the same time.

I thought that after so many years in the political arena, Yao was already prepared for the possibility that his comrade's record might be exposed at any time.Judging from his violent reaction, it seems that this is purely a conspiracy by political opponents to defeat him, and he is just an innocent victim.Did he think that no one had guessed it all these years?Has anyone ever seen it?No one will even remember?

I wanted to tell him that it would be right to kill him and deny him.The media will not be interested in the news for more than three days.Chen Wei taught me this method 30 years ago.But I didn't want to take the trouble to say an answer that would reassure him.The poisonous snake that has been curled up in my heart for so many years finally raised its head and spit out the letter.There is no denying the unexpected relief of my depression tonight from his bewilderment and weakness.

From the moment the magazine has been released and sent to the market, and it will appear in all convenience stores tomorrow night, I can imagine that this will be the most difficult 24 hours in his life except for the election and billing.But what qualifications do I have to give him any advice and advice?Anyway, he is the one who knows the rules of the real game better than me.

Who will it be?He repeatedly asked himself the same question.Who will explode the news?When his bloodshot eyes from alcohol and impatience looked at me, I don't know why, for a second, it seemed that I was also an accomplice in the conspiracy.

Is not it?We collectively created a dream, but each fled before it was about to explode, and no one left any warning for the other.

Often, the most insecure person turns out to be the one you think is the safest, I said.

This is the only sympathy I can share.

I thought he might jump violently at any time, but he just continued to sit there silently.A few minutes passed before he woke up suddenly, picked up the wine bottle on the table, and filled the two empty glasses again.He maintained the posture of holding the bottle until the bottom of the bottle was completely dry before finally putting it down.

I suddenly want to do one thing now, he said.

I looked up wearily.

If I have a guitar handy, I can accompany you and listen to you sing that song I'mEasy again...

When did he practice that piece?Slightly stunned, I couldn't help thinking of the guitar that I had just discarded along with the handwritten score two days ago.Originally, it could have a completely different fate, instead of lying in a garbage dump, but sitting with me in a five-star hotel.If I could have predicted that tonight would end with Yao's song request.

I said, otherwise just sing a cappella.

But obviously I overestimated my voice, which has been abandoned for almost ten years.As soon as I sang the chorus, I broke my voice.

The elevator stopped on the twentieth floor.

As soon as the door opened, I exchanged a hasty smile with the man who was about to enter the elevator.It was the young man I met in the elevator earlier.

He pressed the light button in the hall on the first floor.

I just realized I wasn't even wearing a coat when I walked out of the restaurant.The torn coat, and the cassette tape, were still in the restaurant's check-in counter.

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"Is it premeditated or impromptu?"

It was the same cop who pulled the photo from his wallet that day.At this moment, he held a torn page of a magazine full of creases in his hand, and shook it a few times in front of his eyes:

"We found this from you! What's the purpose of tearing off this news and carrying it with you? Do you know this legislator Yao Ruifeng? When we asked you last week, you said you had never seen this person, you Why hide it?"

The irritated Aaron forgot for a moment that he was handcuffed and unable to move. Knowing that the struggle was futile, he still instinctively acted like a trapped animal. While twisting his wrist vigorously, he exhaled a few breaths from his nostrils.

When did he carry those few pages of reports on his body?

How many days ago did Xiao Min come to the ward?yesterday?Or the day before yesterday?

I vaguely remember that after Xiao Min left, he was immersed in chaotic thoughts all the way, and he didn't realize that he had wandered from the ward building to the sales department in the underground street.At that time, I couldn't go back to my residence, because I thought Xiao Min must be dressing up and getting ready to go out, so I had to buy a microwave-heated bento to satisfy my hunger, and then went straight to work.

He remembered.

When standing in line to check out, I glanced boredly at the magazines, books and newspapers area near the counter.Last week, the female reporter who came to MELODY with great spirits and asked questions, which magazine she said she belonged to?Inadvertently, he glanced twice, unexpectedly, the characters on the cover of the magazine made him feel very familiar.

The big dark horse who entered the cabinet turned black overnight, kicked out the happy marriage, and it was all fake

The provocative headline is accompanied by a photo of the key figure with frowning eyebrows when he is in the Legislative Yuan.The person on the cover is older, and his hair is thinner. If you don't look carefully, you can't recognize it. It's the same person in the photo with the boss.

What if he helped the boss put away the wallet beforehand?

It wasn't until that moment that he realized that the destiny of this handsome guy was once held in the hands of this little man.

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