Today, the Foolish Scum Gong Screwed Me Over Again

Qiu Yanzhi didn't think too much when he came out of the ward, but when he got out of the hospital gate, he encountered difficulties.

Where should he go?

He Zhou moved all the things he put in the apartment to his own house two days ago.

Moreover, when He Zhou ordered people to move, he probably wanted to live with Qiu Yanzhi for a long time, so he moved all of Qiu Yanzhi's apartment, not even the bedding.

The dormitory of the school still has bedding, which can sleep people.

It's just that Qiu Yanzhi really doesn't like the environment in the dormitory, so he doesn't plan to sleep in the dormitory at all.

——In the ward just now, Qiu Yanzhi told He Zhou that he was going to live in the dormitory, so he took the opportunity to hook up with Ye Mingxu, so naturally he was also lying to him.

Qiu Yanzhi is selfish by nature, and he is unwilling to compromise for anyone. Since he doesn't like to live in a dormitory, he will not intentionally wrong himself just to hook up or annoy anyone.

After much deliberation, Qiu Yanzhi hailed a taxi and went to the apartment.

In the worst case, I will go to Zhang Yuxuan's house for a night.

I have been busy with work some time ago, and finally got free, but such a mess happened again.

So much so that Qiu Yanzhi hadn't seen Zhang Yuxuan for a long time.

Going back this time, it would be nice to be able to sit together, chat, drink and chat, and by the way, gossip about how far Zhang Yuxuan and his senior have progressed with the help of Liu Cheng.

As a result, Qiu Yanzhi had just walked to the door and was about to knock when he heard the noise inside.

Across a security door, Qiu Yanzhi could hear Zhang Yuxuan shouting angrily in a rough voice: "——Liu Cheng! Do you think I'm as stupid as a pig, and I'm so easy to cheat!"

Immediately afterwards, Zhang Yuxuan opened the door with a slam, and wanted to rush outside.

As a result, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Qiu Yanzhi standing there in a daze outside the door, raising his hand to knock on the door.

The second Zhang Yuxuan saw Qiu Yanzhi, his eyes turned red. He threw himself on Qiu Yanzhi's body, hugged Qiu Yanzhi, and cried heartbreakingly: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

Qiu Yanzhi hurriedly patted him on the back, comforting him: "What's wrong? Don't cry, baby Yu, what happened?"

"Yanyan...I...my senior...Liu...Liu Cheng..." Zhang Yuxuan was out of breath from crying and couldn't speak fluently.

Qiu Yanzhi glanced at Liu Cheng, who was hanging his head beside him without saying a word, and with a complicated expression on his face, he already understood what happened in his heart.

——Looks like something happened.

Qiu Yanzhi was dragged by Zhang Yuxuan to the bar again.

Zhang Yuxuan cried to Qiu Yanzhi with snot and tears.

Only then did Qiu Yan understand the whole story.

It turned out that it was the senior's husband, Ye Hongyuan, Liu Cheng's former benefactor, who finally found Liu Cheng's hiding place.

But Zhang Yuxuan had a strong background, Ye Hongyuan didn't dare to directly send someone to take Liu Cheng away, so he sent an email to Zhang Yuxuan.

The one with the bed photo attached.

Only now did Zhang Yuxuan know that the one Liu Cheng mentioned was the one who hooked up in three days, the one who slept with him in order to get revenge on her husband.

It was his beloved senior.

Liu Cheng knew about it a long time ago, but kept it from him.

Zhang Yuxuan's mind exploded on the spot, he quarreled with Liu Cheng, and then there was the scene Qiu Yanzhi saw at the door.

Zhang Yuxuan howled hysterically, and finally made his voice hoarse from crying.

When Zhang Yuxuan finally got tired of crying and finally vented his emotions, he calmed down a little. He sniffled, looked at Qiu Yanzhi with tears in his eyes, and asked, "Yanyan... why are you back, aren't you ...Didn't you go to live with He Zhou?"

Qiu Yanzhi poured himself a glass of beer, and said, "It's over."

Zhang Yuxuan blinked in a daze, a little unresponsive: "Again... broke again?"

Then Zhang Yuxuan thought of something, and asked again: "Then...then you...have you found your next home this time?"

"Go home?"

Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, then laughed and cursed: "Zhang Yuxuan, what the hell are you talking about? Who do you think I am?"

Zhang Yuxuan took out a tissue, blew his nose, and said in a strong nasal voice, "What else can I think of you, I just think of you as a very handsome and ruthless person who is as stubborn as a stone and cold-blooded That's it."

Qiu Yanzhi: "..."

...Where is this all?

"But Yanyan, why did you break up with someone this time?"

Qiu Yanzhi skipped over the holographic game, and only picked one of the reasons. He lowered his head, shook the beer in his hand, and said, "Because, He Zhou knew that I fell in love with him because he looks like a human being." ..."

Zhang Yuxuan opened his eyes wide, his face was full of shock: "Yanyan, are you using Mr. He as a substitute?"

substitute?

Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, then quickly realized, and said with a smile: "It's quite fashionable, but I never regarded He Zhou as someone else, He Zhou just resembles that person, I'm not that Stupid, treat N... treat He Zhou as someone else."

Zhang Yuxuan wiped away the tears on his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Who is that person? Is it someone you really, really like? Just like I really, really like the senior?"

...someone you really like?

Not to that extent.

Qiu Yanzhi never took the initiative to mention the name Qin He to anyone, and he never admitted that he liked Qin He.

When Little Trash was still by his side, he felt that he really only regarded Little Trash as a friend.

Later, the little trash confessed to him.

The first thought that flashed through Qiu Yanzhi's mind at that time was: If his mother found out about this matter, he would kill him.

So he quickly rejected the little trash, and said to him: "Qin He, I'm not gay, if you like me again, I won't play with you anymore."

He didn't understand anything at the time, and he only regarded the little trash as a friend, the best friend, the only friend.

After the little rubbish left him, Qiu Yanzhi cursed and didn't care, but he was actually sad for a long time, but life had to go on, and he entered Qiu's house again, troubles came one after another, and he soon disappeared. No time to think about little trash.

It was only later that I grew up and knew that I was gay, and when I thought about the past, I vaguely realized that I should have some feelings about the little trash at that time.

But Qiu Yanzhi didn't admit that it was liking, he just thought it was the only throbbing in his teenage years.

And this throbbing is like a small flame that has just ignited, before it has time to grow into a deeper love, it has been extinguished by the ignorant self.

But when the flame was extinguished, Qiu Yanzhi thought it was good.

Qiu Yanzhi hates the label of "liking someone", especially because behind this label is an old person who may never see each other again.

"Like a person" means to follow his joys and sorrows, means that one's body and mind will be restrained by others, and means from now on holding a heart and giving it to others, allowing others to handle it.

Qiu Yanzhi felt that he was really a selfish person, unwilling to give, unwilling to be sad, and even less willing to be controlled by others.His heart is such a small piece of land, there are not many happy things, why should it be occupied by other people, and bring him pain and suffering out of thin air?

The little trash scolded him, saying that he would never fall in love with others in his life.

Qiu Yanzhi thought it made sense.

The little trash also scolded him, saying that he didn't deserve to be liked by others.

Qiu Yanzhi thought it made sense.

Only occasionally, when I think about it occasionally, I feel lonely and sad.

But only a little.

For some reason, Qiu Yanzhi remembered He Zhou saying similar things when he left angrily.

At that time, Qiu Yanzhi was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was because the cold water on the shower at that time made him unconscious, which magnified those emotions for no reason.

Zhang Yuxuan asked again: "Then He Zhou, do you not like him at all?"

like?

He Zhou is probably his favorite NPC.

But if he wanted to talk about other emotions, Qiu Yanzhi couldn't say it again.

He Zhou is a very special NPC.

It's okay that he looks like a little trash, and in many ways, he has a lot of strange overlaps with the trash.

Thanks to He Zhou being an NPC, he was able to completely separate He Zhou from the little trash.

If He Zhou was a real person, Qiu Yanzhi would suspect that He Zhou was the little trash himself.

When Qiu Yanzhi and He Zhou are together, it is always easy to create a very illusory beauty.

It was Qiu Yanzhi's first time playing a holographic game, and he didn't know if it was normal to have such feelings for NPCs.

But Qiu Yanzhi knows that if he is addicted to games and cannot extricate himself, the existence of He Zhou is definitely the strongest incentive.

In order to continue to maintain this illusory beauty and happiness, Qiu Yanzhi originally even planned to continue to stay in this game.

Qiu Yanzhi originally thought that no matter how good a toy is, he will get bored one day, and even the best game will get bored one day. When he gets bored and bored one day, he will be able to pierce this colorful illusory bubble with satisfaction. Pao, continue to roll back to your own dark gray reality.

But Qiu Yanzhi didn't expect that before he got tired of it, before he got bored, the multicolored bubble would burst by itself.

—in the most tragic way.

This did not meet his expectations at all.

It even made him feel a strong sense of melancholy and loneliness. He was reluctant to part with him, he was sad, he didn't want to leave He Zhou, he didn't want to hear He Zhou speak sarcasticly to him, and he didn't want to see He Zhou having a sweet relationship with another person. .

He Zhou was in a bad mood, and he also felt uncomfortable and irritable.

He couldn't help but want to please He Zhou, to make He Zhou happy.

But sometimes I want to deliberately anger him.

Qiu Yanzhi felt a little tormented.

Qiu Yanzhi thought, if He Zhou was an individual, his behavior would probably be a failure, and he would fall in love with him.

But He Zhou is an NPC. After thinking about it, Qiu Yanzhi felt that such complicated emotions should be characterized as: the frustration of accidentally losing a beloved toy.

When Qiu Yanzhi thought of this, he suddenly felt enlightened.

It was because his toys were lost before he got tired of playing with them.

It was because his colorful bubbles were popped before he could seriously appreciate them.

His uneasiness, his sadness, his reluctance and his possessiveness all come from this.

To be honest, his state of mind in the past two days is really complicated. He feels that his emotions have become a ball of wool, and he can't figure it out no matter how he strokes. It's just that the more he scratches, the more flustered he feels, and he doesn't have any energy.

Now that he finally figured it out, Qiu Yanzhi heaved a sigh of relief, feeling completely enlightened.

... As for the intermittent pain in the heart.

He said earlier that he should have an EKG.

Qiu Yanzhi patted Zhang Yuxuan's shoulder: "Thank you brother, I finally understand."

Zhang Yuxuan: ...I did something, why thank me?