waste

It was past twelve o'clock when we went to the cafeteria, Shu Yuan walked quickly with his lunch box in his arms, followed by a guy with longer legs than him, walking leisurely on the tree shadows on the school road.

"Is there any good food at this time, I will take you to eat outside the school?" Li Xu was carrying a pet bag, and he was attracting attention along the way. He didn't care, and Shu Yuan in front of him took all his attention away.

Shu Yuan didn't turn her head and didn't reply, when she got to the cafeteria and stood in the queue with only a few people left, she took out her meal card from her trouser pocket and waited.

Li Xu seldom eats in the cafeteria, he squeezed to the front to look at the dishes, and someone recognized him immediately: "Brother Xu, you come first."

"No need." He glanced at the other party, but couldn't remember the name, maybe he had played or teamed up on the basketball court.

Walking back to the end of the line, he stood beside Shu Yuan and announced the dishes: "Squid with green peppers, fried chicken with potatoes, and Chinese cabbage."

Shu Yuan let out a "hmm".

Li Xu continued: "The green pepper squid is more green than white, and there is not much chicken left. Why don't I take you out to a restaurant?"

"No need," Shu Yuan said without any emotion on his face, "I'm not picky about food."

When it was Shu Yuan's turn to cook, the hands of the auntie in the cafeteria shook, and the remaining chicken and squid were rolled from the spatula back to the plate with incomparable precision. In Shu Yuan's lunch box, only potatoes and green peppers, vegetables It gave a lot.

Li Xu couldn't hold it back, and leaned over to the auntie in the window and said, "Sister, don't you shake your hands, are you going to pack this meat and eat it yourself?"

The students in the next team laughed out loud, Shu Yuan blushed and turned around to leave, but Li Xu insisted on grabbing his hand holding the lunch box, and let the ashen-faced auntie fill his lunch box with chicken and squid.

After eating, Shu Yuan rarely asked Li Xu, "What do you eat?"

Even a casual question, in Li Xu's opinion, can be regarded as a breakthrough in their relationship, and this recognition made him inexplicably happy.He didn't bring his meal card with him, so he looked at the canteen next to the cafeteria and said, "I'll go buy some instant noodles later."

Shu Yuan didn't speak anymore, and looked up to search for vacant seats in the cafeteria.

It was Li Xu who found the seat first, and someone waved to him at the long table next to the wall in the middle. Shu Yuan had never seen the two boys over there, but Li Xu hooked his shoulder and passed.

Shu Yuan was not used to this kind of touch, so he pushed Li Xu with his free hand, but was hugged even tighter by the other party.

As they approached, Li Xu asked Shu Yuan to sit in first, and then sat next to him.

"You feed each other in public, what's wrong with you?" Li Xu asked.

"What's wrong with you when we love each other?" Ren Liao said.

Li Xu smiled with the corners of her lips hanging, took off the pet bag and put it on the bench.

Gu Qu was surprised: "You still brought the biscuits back to school?" He said "meow meow" twice at the biscuits, the voice sounded like he had learned it, and Ren Tiao's stomach tightened when he heard it.

Shu Yuan buried her head in the meal, treating herself as an outsider the whole time, and only quietly pricked up her ears when they discussed Li Xu's cat.

A hand suddenly dropped from his shoulder, Shu Yuan's heart skipped a beat, and he found that the two people on the opposite side were looking at him.

Afraid of causing resentment, Li Xu didn't put his hand on Shu Yuan's shoulder deliberately for too long, he raised his chin towards the opposite side, and said to Shu Yuan, "They are my friends, this is caring, this is flirting." She gave Gu Gu a wink, "This is my new tablemate, Shu Yuan."

When his name was mentioned, Shu Yuan frowned in disgust.

Countless times, he recalled the event that changed the trajectory of his entire life. At the beginning, it was always the man pinching his neck fiercely and asking with a grinning smile, "Shu Yuan? You are Shu Yuan?"

He never imagined that he would one day loathe being remembered.

It would be best to just want everyone in the world to forget his existence.

The lunch box had already bottomed out, so he stood up without saying a word, took the lunch box and left across the bench.

Gu Qu and Ren Liao obviously didn't expect Shu Yuan to be so shameless, they looked at Li Xu at the same time, but Li Xu looked at Shu Yuan's back in a daze.

The weather was cloudy and rainless, but Shu Yuan seemed to be surrounded by dark clouds, and the light could not break through the clouds, and he never thought of going out.

"Do you think he is better than Xuan Lin?" Gu Qu waved his fingers in front of Li Xu.

It's not that he said good things for Tan Xuanlin. He was at the same table with Tan Xuanlin in the second year of high school.

Shu Yuan is quieter than Tan Xuanlin, this quietness is manifested in his gloomy aura exuding from the inside out, which completely prevents outsiders from approaching.

Gu Chang couldn't imagine that there was anything about this person that could attract Li Xu, who had his eyes high.

Li Xu withdrew his gaze from Shu Yuan's back, touched the wound, and seemed to be able to feel the tenderness of Shu Yuan when he put the Band-Aid on him.

"It's not a matter of who is good and who is not. I said it, it's not because of him that I broke up with Tan Xuanlin." Li Xu ruffled his hair irritably, and couldn't even convince himself with this sentence.

Li Xu didn't go to class in the afternoon, Shu Yuan was happy to be at leisure, no one was watching from time to time on the right hand side, and even the efficiency of taking notes could be improved.

The paper to be done during the self-study class was passed down from the front. The boy in the front seat did not turn around immediately when he handed the paper to Shu Yuan. He lowered his voice and asked, "You have a good relationship with the school bully?"

Shu Yuan filled in the personal information on the paper: "No."

"His attitude towards you is okay..." the boy said.

Shu Yuan glanced at him.

The other party suddenly changed the subject: "Do you know my name?"

Shu Yuan shook her head.

The boy had a very frustrated expression: "Quan Haolang, my name is Quan Haolang."

Shu Yuan nodded, expressing that he remembered.

Indulgence Band suspended their performances this week. Firstly, Shi Chengjin has not adjusted his emotions from the stage attack, and secondly, Li Xu's beating others in public had a bad effect on "Indulgence".

It was rare for Li Xu to return home during the meal time for several nights in a row. Yao Yilei was very happy, and asked Aunt Tian to cook a lot of dishes every day.Li Wenxuan had a lot of entertainment and rarely had the opportunity to eat at home. When he learned that Li Xu stayed at home for an unprecedented few days, he also turned off the work at hand and rushed back as soon as possible.

"Your brother doesn't need to make up lessons this Saturday, and he can go home tomorrow night." Yao Yilei took a piece of crab meat and put it in Li Xu's bowl. "Are you going to have dinner at home tomorrow?"

The piece of crab meat was quickly picked out by Li Xu and thrown on the table.

Yao Yilei's face changed, and Li Xu said, "I'm allergic to seafood."

did not answer her question.

Li Wenxuan had always kept his mouth shut, and he pretended not to see Yao Yilei's eyes asking for help. When Li Xu wiped his mouth with a tissue, he also put down his chopsticks.

The dishes on the table didn't move much, Li Xu left his seat after wiping his mouth, and was stopped by Li Wenxuan when he went upstairs: "Xiao Xu, you tomorrow night—"

"No." Li Xu said coldly.

After several days without class, Li Xu would either stay at Song Yuenian's house during the day, or use the Internet bar to do game training, or shut himself up in the rehearsal room of the bar to play musical instruments.

This kind of life is very normal for Li Xu, he is active and rebellious, and asking him to sit in the classroom and listen to lectures would be worse than killing him.

But today, just a phone call made him rush back to school impatiently.

Gu Qu said: "Isn't your new deskmate aloof? Why do I still see him chatting happily with others?"

There was a thunderstorm on Friday afternoon, Li Xu asked an acquaintance in the bar to borrow an umbrella, and rushed to the side of the road to hail a taxi desperately.

Hearing the sound of heavy raindrops hitting the roof of the car, Li Xu vaguely went through the reasons why he wanted to go back to school.

I want to verify the authenticity of Gu Xiang's phone call.

I want to see with my own eyes who can talk to Shu Yuan.

I want to know if Shu Yuan is smiling, and if she looks better when she smiles.

Standing at the stairs on the third floor, he hesitated again. Shu wished he could talk and smile at others, why couldn't he treat him in the same way?Is it because I ran into him kissing a boy and shunned him?Or was he notorious for his bad deeds?

Immediately, Li Xu laughed at himself again, why is he so caring, is it worth it to just someone he hasn't known for a long time?

Passing by the window and seeing the picture in front of him, Li Xu burst into anger, completely forgetting his own thoughts.

It was the recess, Quan Haolang took the chemistry problem to be done on the weekend and turned to ask Shu Yuan for advice.

Several times, Shu Yuan's science homework was praised by the corresponding teachers of various subjects, which made everyone in the class pay attention to this not very talkative transfer student.Quan Haolang, who sat in front of him, was close to the water, and asked Shu Yuan questions whenever he had the opportunity, trying to push his grades to the top of the class.

Just as Shu Yuan was halfway through his lecture, he was interrupted. Li Xu, who had been missing for a few days, threw down the dripping umbrella, pulled the exercise book under his arm and threw it back to Quan Haolang's desk with a cold face.

Quan Haolang showed embarrassment, and Tong Ran, who was sitting next to him, elbowed him, signaling him not to offend the big Buddha behind him.

Due to the weather, the next physical education class was changed to self-study. After Li Xu got angry, he didn't talk, and sat in his seat and sulked.

Shu Yuan didn't give him any peripheral vision, and concentrated on doing English reading as if he didn't exist, didn't ask him why he didn't go to school these days, didn't ask if his wound was healed, and didn't ask him why he was angry just now.

There were a lot of practice papers piled up on the table, Li Xu took one out of them, put it in front of Shu Yuan and whispered, "Teach me."

He is like a rascal, savagely preventing Shu Yuan from giving lectures to others, he just wants to occupy the other party and make him speak only to himself.

Shu Yuan looked at the paper, then rummaged through the drawer, and handed over her own paper together with Li Xu's.

After writing it, I asked the teacher to correct it.

He never looked at Li Xu the whole time, and Li Xu couldn't see through his indifferent face.

"You find me annoying?" Li Xu asked.He leaned very close, almost whispering these words close to Shu Yuan's ear, without moving away after finishing speaking, pinching Shu Yuan's right wrist to prevent him from doing the question, "Why?"

He is used to being unrestrained, and what he hates the most is being controlled by others. No one can force him to do things he doesn't like.

But in the face of Shu Yuan's indifference, he actually longed for a look from the other party.

He was terrified to realize that he was sinking.

Shu Yuan broke free from his hand suddenly, and dragged the chair for a long distance. The ear-piercing sound of the stool's legs rubbing against the ground made everyone around them forget to come.

Li Xu saw hatred in his eyes, even if it was fleeting, it was easily captured by Li Xu who was carefully observing the changes in Shu Yuan's expression.

"Let's talk about it after class..." Shu Yuan said softly.