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The atmosphere at the dining table was dignified, Shu Shaokong and Liu Mian sat opposite each other to pick up rice, but neither of them thought of picking up vegetables.Among the three, only Shu Yuan was the least hurried. He picked up food for his parents and himself, and after eating, he silently packed up the dishes and took them to the kitchen to wash. After washing, the two of them were still sitting on the chairs.

When it came time to confess, Shu Yuan no longer had that anxiety. He decided that the path he chose was just going through some bumps.

"Mom," Shu Yuan broke the silence, "As long as I'm not bullied, you won't blame me?"

"Xiao Yuan, don't talk nonsense," Shu Shaokong pushed him onto the chair, "Even if you were really bullied, you won't be the one to blame."

Liu Mian rubbed her forehead, her voice was so soft that she seemed to lose her temper: "Please explain."

Shu Yuan would never call out Li Xu's name at such a time: "I'm in love."

"You're still lying!" Liu Mian patted the table, and Shu Shao quickly removed the ceramic cup on the table, "You know your physical condition, how could it be...how could it be..."

"Why not," Shu Yuan clenched his trouser legs with the hands under the table, "What if it's with a boy?"

"Xiaoyuan!" Shu Shaokong stood up, pulled his son up and pushed him to the bedroom, "Stop talking, wait until your mother calms down."

"Why don't you let me tell?" Shu Yuan panted heavily, his heart pounding with excitement.He was pushed into the bedroom by his father forcefully, and Liu Mian could still be seen looking over the other's shoulder.

The door slammed shut, and Shu Yuan was pushed so that she couldn't stand still, and she fell back and sat on the ground.

Obviously, the things that should be explained have not been explained, and the understanding he wanted has not been obtained, but at any rate... he said it.

It's just that the mood is not as relaxed as imagined. Shu Yuan knows that his confession will cause a big blow to his family. His original intention is not to be a rebellious child, but just to let his family recognize his feelings.

Shu Yuan got up from the ground, the moment her tailbone touched the ground, she felt numb, and now she only recovered a little.He moved to the bed and lay down, with a lot of unfinished things scattered in his mind, such as tidying up the things in the two suitcases, such as going to work to check the results of various subjects, such as making a phone call to tell Li Xu I would like to celebrate the New Year with him.

But in fact Shu Yuan didn't want to move at all, he was lazy and cowardly, the most urgent matter was not resolved, he had no motivation to do the next one at all.

The consequence of emptying the brain is that the consciousness is dragged away by tiredness, maybe because he didn’t get enough sleep on the plane before going home, Shu Yuan slept so deeply that the doorknob was unscrewed from the outside, and someone stepped lightly I didn't even notice when I came in to help him cover the quilt.

Waking up in the dark, Shu Yuan had the illusion that it was in the middle of the night. He was dazed for half a minute before he realized and touched the mobile phone next to the bed. When he opened it, he found that Li Xu had sent him more than 20 messages, both text and voice. The most recent one was 1 minute ago: If you ignore me again, I'm here.

Shu Yuan woke up instantly, and hurriedly dialed the phone, and the other party answered in seconds: "I'm afraid, I'm at your door."

"Don't knock on the door, go back first," Shu Yuan said with a suppressed voice, "Don't go to my house."

"Aren't you at home?" Li Xu put down his hand that was about to ring the doorbell.

"Dining outside." Shu Yuan whispered.

Li Xu was dubious: "It's quite quiet over there."

"I'm hiding in the bathroom." Shu Yuan lifted the quilt with one hand, halfway through it, he felt something was wrong - he didn't cover the quilt before going to bed.

"Okay, then I'll look for you later, you haven't replied to my messages this afternoon, I'm afraid something will happen to you." Li Xu said relieved, turned around and went downstairs.

Shu Yuan exhaled, climbed out of bed after the call was over, went to the bay window and raised a corner of the curtain to look downstairs, just in time to see Li Xu driving away in a streetcar.

He slept through the entire afternoon, the sky was dark, and the only light in the bedroom was a ray of light leaking in from the living room under the crack of the door.

The meal he ate before going to bed sullenly had already been digested, Shu Yuan felt the pangs of hunger, but he dared not open the door rashly, for fear of seeing his parents' disappointed or angry faces.

He didn't turn on the heating, and Shu Yuan felt cold after sitting on the bay window for a long time. He gathered his clothes and wanted to go back to the bed, but things didn't go as planned. When he passed by the desk, he didn't pay attention, his toes caught on the chair legs, and the chair dragged on the ground There was a harsh sound, followed by footsteps outside the bedroom.

In a hurry, Shu Yuan only had time to jump onto the bed and rolled herself up with the quilt, and buried her face in the quilt, pretending not to hear Liu Mian's call amidst the knock on the door: "Xiao Yuan, are you awake? Wake up?" Come out and let's talk."

His mother's calm tone made Shu Yuan unable to hear his emotions. He curled up on the bed and closed his eyes. All his courage today was spent on coming out, and it was his turn to be scolded. He would rather be a cowardly coward.

After not hearing a response for a long time, Liu Mian opened the door by herself, and a large piece of light leaked in from the living room. She saw the giant snail-like quilt on the bed at a glance.

I know my own son's temperament. Liu Mian loses his temper at noon, and it's not that he can't understand Shu Yuan's behavior when he calms down after being angry.She turned on the light in the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and patted the quilt: "Turn on the heating when it's cold, don't cover yourself in the quilt, no air circulation is bad for your health."

Shu Yuan kept silent, and tightened the quilt with his hands on his chest, feeling that Liu Mian's tone didn't sound angry.

Liu Mian continued: "I've been thinking all afternoon, why am I so angry, whether I'm mad at you for falling in love with a boy, or mad at you for being too impulsive in your words and actions."

"Thinking about it, I'm still angry that I didn't listen to your thoughts seriously, so you can't talk to your family when you encounter this kind of thing."

The rolled up quilt was flattened out, Shu Yuan turned over and lay up straight underneath, but still didn't show her face.

Liu Mian didn't lift the quilt, just pretended to say casually: "Since you can't live with girls in your life, then I don't have to object to you being with boys, but among the male friends you get along with, I only know Li Xu , if the object is not him, I—”

"It's him," Shu Yuan blushed and pushed away the quilt before her mother finished speaking, "It's Li Xu."

"When did it start?" Liu Mian straightened her son's messy hair.

"Senior year," Shu Yuan held the pardon in his hand, and spoke a little more forcefully, "Now go to college with him."

"Is it because of him that you don't want to go back to Baijiang City?"

"No..." Shu Yuan said, "Mom, I really don't want to go back, even without Li Xu, I don't want to go back."

"Okay, I won't force you." Liu Mian patted the bed, "Your father has gone out to buy siu mei, and he will be back in about ten minutes. You are ready to eat."

Two days ago, in response to Liu Mian's strong request, Shu Yuan called Li Xu home, but did not reveal to Li Xu that he had come out, for fear that he would be nervous in front of his family.

Li Xu really didn't know, seeing Shu Yuan's parents still yelled "Uncle and Aunt" sweetly, as usual, he couldn't stop chatting with Shu Shaokong for half an hour, talking more than with his own father .

But it's not unnoticed, for example, Li Xu felt that Liu Mian looked at him a little strangely, especially when Shu Yuan dragged him into the bedroom.

"Your mother... did you see something?" After closing the door, Li Xu asked in a low voice.

Shu Yuan pretended to be stupid and stunned: "What do you see?"

Having been with Shu Yuan for a long time, how can Li Xu not be able to tell which expressions are real and which are fake: "Are you still playing tricks on me?"

"Are you scared?" Shu Yuan sat cross-legged on the bed, smiling sweetly, "School bully, how about your aura?"

In the dark, Li Xu kicked off his shoes and climbed onto the bed, put his hands on Shu Yuan's sides, and leaned down to touch his nose to his nose: "Hey, don't scare me, have you come out with your family?"

Shu Yuan intentionally teased him, and stretched out his hand to grab Li Xu's collar to further narrow the distance between the two: "Guess what my mother will tell you after dinner?"

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Apologies in advance!Because it is at the end, this chapter is relatively long, and I have recently saved a new article, so this chapter was not finished on time... The next part is over, please forgive me! ! ! !