waste

The convenience store opposite Jiaxi's famous mansion is open all year round, Shu Yuan takes two bottles of Coke to check out, and after walking out of the store, hands Li Xu one of them.

"Walking around?" Li Xu asked.

Shu Yuan nodded: "En."

The two walked in the direction of the square, where the place was open, and they could go to the surrounding shopping malls to rest when they were tired.

"Shu Yuan, don't blame me," Li Xu organized his speech for a long time, and finally said it according to his own thoughts, "I have been with you for so long, I can more or less guess something."

Shu Yuan looked away.

The streets in summer seem to be melted by the scorching sun, and everything will return to its original appearance.

So is his secret.

Maybe it's not a secret, when Li Xu limped Qiangzi's leg for him, when Li Xu saw how he was out of control, when Li Xu knew that he needed drugs to stabilize his emotions.

I can't hide it anymore.

"What did you guess?" Shu Yuan pressed the steaming Coke bottle to his face, he had to wake up, and he could speak in front of the other party smoothly today, so he didn't have to be evasive anymore.

Li Xu put his arms around Shu Yuan's neck and brought the person closer to him: "Actually, I want you to speak out, but it seems impossible at the moment. One is that you are too easy to fall into emotions, and the other is... I am reluctant to let you speak out." You are suffering."

Shu Yuan turned her face away, avoiding the direct sunlight.

He didn't know that looking directly at the sun would bring tears to his eyes.

"I've thought about it many times, how can I get you out of the past," Li Xu said, "It's not that you don't want to come out, it's just that you are tied with a strong rope and you can't move."

"Let's talk about it in another place." Shu Yuan said softly.

When the ugly past was about to be torn apart, he just hoped that his incompleteness would only be seen by trusted people.

Nothing to do with fancy or humble venues.

Unlike Themis Hotel, the hotel that Shu Yuan took Li Xu to enter casually has a cheap atmosphere everywhere. Outside the window is the tall buildings of the city, the walls are not soundproof, and the sound of car horns and traffic police whistles can be heard into the house.

The smell of disinfectant in the air seemed unable to cover up the smell of cigarettes left by the previous resident, and the sheets on the bed were washed yellow.

But such an environment makes Shu Yuan feel real, and he should expose his unnoble self to Li Xu in a suitable environment.

The curtains were drawn, and the light in the room became a little darker.

"I'm a waste," Shu Yuan turned around and walked up to the numb Li Xu, wrapping his hands around his neck, "a waste without passion."

Shu Yuan's lips are very close, as long as Li Xu lowers his head a little, he can kiss each other.However, Shu Yuan's hand on the back of his neck was tense, and Li Xu could feel the coldness of those hands.

Shu Yuan is nervous.

"A person who has no passion/desire is a corrupt waste." Li Xu stroked Shu Yuan's lower back, "You are a clean child."

The process of revealing her secrets with her own hands was like going through a cruel punishment, Shu Yuan pushed Li Xu to the bed, and let the sober fanaticism hold back the self who stepped into the out-of-control world.

They kissed on the bed that smelled of disinfectant, it was more intense than any other kiss, Shu Yuan's movements were no longer as raw as before, he leaned on Li Xu, using the techniques Li Xu taught him to seduce the other party .

As a physically normal boy, Li Xu couldn't help but respond honestly in this situation. He grabbed Shu Yuan's waist and rolled up the clothes that got in the way. The strength of rubbing.

"Hmm..." Shu Yuan pushed Li Xu's shoulder and forcibly stopped the inseparable kiss.

The disordered breaths of the two were intertwined, Shu Yuan sat aside and didn't look into Li Xu's eyes: "Have you reacted?"

Li Xu was a little angry: "Do you have to tell me this way?"

Shu Yuan smiled lightly: "Look, even if I face the person I like, there is no reaction in my place."

A light word extinguished Li Xu's anger and desire.

Shu Yuan admits that he fell in love with him unexpectedly, but Li Xu would rather not be at this time.He sat up and hugged Shu Yuan from behind: "I'm sorry."

"At that time, I was willing to die by myself. I don't know why I woke up." Shu Yuan's eyes were empty, "I had no ability to resist at that time. A group of them surrounded me. That brother Yong was very strong. ,he……"

Shu Yuan gritted her teeth, raised her head and closed her eyes.

"Stop it, stop it." Li Xu regretted forcing Shu Yuan to speak out, he held Shu Yuan's hands and rubbed them together, conveying his warmth to the other party, "It's not you who's wrong, you're not wrong, Since you are still alive, God gave you the opportunity to take revenge on them."

His little dinosaur leaned on his shoulder trembling and crying, Li Xu knew that he shouldn't provoke him anymore, but he didn't finish some words, the pain would only happen again and again.

"Do you want to put them in jail?" Li Xu tilted his head and kissed Shu Yuan behind the ear, "Do you want to?"

"It's useless..." Shu Yuan sniffed, the strong smell of disinfectant made his tears fall even harder, he felt that he was as cheap and insignificant as the things in this room, and his lost dignity came from a strong family background The eyes of the perpetrators and the school leaders who follow the trend and do nothing are like sand, "Our family can't beat him..."

"I'll help you," Li Xu whispered in Shu Yuan's ear, "As long as you promise, I will do everything I can to help you."

After Shu Yuan calmed down, Li Xu sent him home.Before saying goodbye downstairs, he scratched under Shu Yuan's eyes with his knuckles: "Tell me after you think about it, if you don't know how to tell your family, let me tell them, don't be afraid."

"Well," Shu Yuan rubbed his eyes, and handed over the Coke he hadn't drunk, "I'll give you this too."

"Okay," Li Xu took it, "see you tomorrow."

This afternoon's affairs delayed a lot of time, Li Xu went home and did his homework first, and then took the two cats outside for a walk after dinner, and used this to sort out the messy thoughts in his head.

To sue the perpetrator of the bullying incident, she must first obtain the consent of Shu Yuan's parents.

To ask Li Wenxuan for help, he must first confess his relationship with Shu Yuan to him.

The sooner the prosecution must be confirmed, the better. The defendant is not an ordinary person. The delay of the case will definitely have a negative impact on Shu Yuan's college entrance examination.

Is his bargaining chip useful?

Li Xu walked the cat outside twice, and after returning home to give the cat to Aunt Wu, he ran outside again with his cell phone in his pocket.

Li Wenxuan was very surprised when he received his call, and before he could speak, the other party asked, "What happened?"

"It's okay," Li Xu sat down by the flower bed, "Are you free?"

"I just got back to the hotel," Li Wenxuan asked, "Is it because you don't have enough money?"

Li Xu sneered: "It's more appropriate for you to ask those two trash."

Hearing this tone, it shouldn't be causing trouble. Li Wenxuan, who was on a business trip, heaved a sigh of relief: "If you're free, go ahead."

The number of serious conversations between father and son on the phone is very few, and Li Xu will not be used to it for a while, and he couldn't help laughing before talking about the business.

"Can you tell me about you and my mother?" Li Xu said after laughing.

This topic almost overwhelmed Li Wenxuan.

A person in his 40s, sitting in that position again, has never seen any big scenes, except when talking about his dead wife, he can't keep his heart calm.

"Why do you suddenly want to know about this?" Li Wenxuan asked.

Li Xu picked up a wild flower and played with it between her fingertips: "I miss her."

Li Wenxuan sighed, it was rare for his son to listen to him without making a fuss.

"Your mother and I..."

When he met Bai Shuang, Li Wenxuan had just experienced a car accident.

At that time, he had not yet taken the position of secretary of the municipal committee, and he did not have a special driver to pick him up and go in and out. He drove the small broken car he bought after graduating from university to and from get off work.

Back then when he was sent on a business trip, he encountered a car accident on the road around the mountain, and the driver fled. It was Yao Yilei who drove by who rescued him who was seriously injured and unconscious.

Coincidentally, when he woke up in the hospital a few days later, the first thing he saw was Bai Shuang's face. Bai Shuang was his attending doctor, and he was friends with Yao Yilei who sat by the hospital bed and took care of him every day.

Yao Yilei has a cheerful and straightforward personality. During the days when he was hospitalized, Yao Yilei chattered a lot in his ear all the time, and when she looked at him, she could not hide her appreciation and admiration in her eyes.

However, Li Wenxuan had a different kind of affection for his attending doctor. Bai Shuang was tall and gentle, and always spoke softly. She never procrastinated when changing his medicine. She was an intellectual, elegant and quick-witted woman.

Li Wenxuan planned to confess his love to Bai Shuang when he was discharged from the hospital, but Yao Yilei confessed to him first before he was discharged from the hospital.

Girls in that era had to muster up a lot of courage to say what they liked to the boy they liked, but Li Wenxuan rejected Yao Yilei's confession because of Bai Shuang.

Although he felt guilty towards Yao Yilei, Li Wenxuan was still not against his own heart in the end, and logically revealed his heart to Bai Shuang, then fell in love, proposed marriage, and finally entered the palace of marriage.

The accident happened two years after their marriage.

It was Li Wenxuan's birthday that day, but Bai Shuang was unable to go home in time to celebrate her husband's birthday due to an emergency operation. The candlelight dinner carefully prepared by herself was soaked in soup, and Li Wenxuan stayed at home alone and drank a lot of wine.

It is said that after drinking, Yao Yilei happened to go to their house to find Bai Shuang, but Li Wenxuan admitted the wrong person, and everything was irreparable after waking up.

Bai Shuang cried and asked him for a divorce, and the trouble got to the point of separation. He tried to coax him back, but in the end the marriage was not divorced. Bai Shuang was for the child, but he was reluctant.

Who knew that Yao Yilei would become pregnant after that night, and only after giving birth to the child did they make trouble.

"So you did what she wanted? Let her live in the house? You enjoy the good life of one wife and one concubine?" Li Xu rubbed the wild flowers between his fingers, "I said my good father, are you Is it too scumbag?"

"Your Auntie Yao is also difficult to do," Li Wenxuan said, "I've been sorry to both of them for the rest of my life, she..."

"Auntie Yao!" Li Xu got up excitedly, and shook his hand fiercely, "You are most sorry for my mother in this life! Fucking Yao Yilei is a bitch! You are forced to die for a bitch Fuck my mom! Fuck me!"