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A certain part of the body was maliciously attacked by an external force, and the clear pain quickly spread throughout the whole body. Shu Yuan bent down in pain, and the blood on his face was completely gone.

Everything in his field of vision faded away. The concrete floor he saw was black, the moss on the bluestone slab was black, and his own clothes were also black.

The world is spinning and the whole world is black.

The vomiting caused by the pain surged up from his stomach, and when he was gritting his teeth and preparing to bear the next round of attacks, he opened his eyes suddenly.

The wall lamp by the bed gave off a dim light, softly covering his face.Cold sweat oozed from the forehead, Shu Yuan slowly raised his hand to wipe it away, but touched the tears all over his face.

When his breathing calmed down, he turned over and sat up, tore off the wet pillow towel, crumpled it up and threw it at the end of the bed.The clock on the bedside table shows that it is 3:26 in the morning, and in a few hours, he will be a sophomore in high school again.

Why again?

There are some things that he no longer dare to recall.

As long as he closes his eyes, the images of the nightmare will come from all directions, he is like the fish caught in the net, unable to break free.

There were several boxes of diazepam tablets in the desk drawer. Shu Yuan got out of bed barefoot, stepped on the soft carpet and walked over, opened the drawer and took out the box he was taking, squeezed out a tablet and swallowed it in vain.

Back on the bed, Shu Yuan fell into a deep sleep with drowsiness. Fortunately, the nightmare did not bother him again. He slept until dawn and was awakened by his mother who pushed the door in.

Liu Mian's voice has always been gentle, coaxing Shu Yuan to get up no matter how reluctant to go to school, and go to the bathroom with heavy steps to wash up.When he came out, Liu Mian handed him a set of clothes and asked him to go into the bedroom to change: "This is the school uniform issued by the school. I have already washed it for you. You can see if it fits you well."

It doesn't matter whether it fits or not, the school uniform is only a few sizes. He hasn't grown any taller since he was 17 years old. Anyone with a discerning eye can tell which size he wears at a glance.

Going back to the bedroom to change into the school uniform, before going out, Shu Yuan noticed that the pillow towel thrown at the end of the bed at night was missing, instead a new pillow was covered on the pillow.

He had a sore nose, and began to reflect on whether he was too unfilial to become taciturn in front of his family.

He was driven to school by his father. Shu Shaokong told me while driving: "I have inquired about it. The school spirit of Qinghe Middle School is well-known in the city. You don't have to worry about what happens to you. If it’s something, you can tell the teacher, or you can tell us when you come back, don’t be bored, you know?”

Shu Yuan on the co-pilot nodded and looked out of the car window.

The matter of going back to school was brought up by Liu Mian. At that time, Liu Mian begged him in a low voice. Shu Yuan couldn't bear to see his mother who had given birth to a lot of gray hair in the past year to be like this because of his humbleness. After weighing it, he agreed.

He knew that his mother didn't want him to spend his time curled up on the bed all day long, but who could understand that after going through that incident, he no longer dared to expect light?

Qinghe Middle School is not far from home. If there is no traffic jam, it can be reached in about 15 minutes.Shu Shao took him to meet the head teacher of Class 10, Grade [-]. The teacher's office was on the top floor of the teaching building. On the way, he passed the class in the morning. I forgot how drowsy I was when I climbed onto my textbooks in the morning sunlight, and I forgot how naughty I was secretly biting a piece of bread under the desk while reading aloud around me.

His father's voice brought him back to his thoughts. He was standing in the corridor outside the office on the fifth floor, in front of him was a middle-aged woman in a long skirt with a narrow waist.

Shu Shaokong introduced to him: "Xiaoyuan, this is your class teacher, hello to Teacher Cui."

Cui Chanjuan is an English teacher. She has straight chestnut hair over her shoulders and wears a mid-length skirt with a narrow waist. Even though she is over forty, she still looks elegant.Shu Yuan lowered her eyes to avoid staring at her, and said "Hello, teacher" in a voice like a mosquito.

The other party did not express any dissatisfaction with his weird attitude, but smiled in relief, and said to Shu Shaokong: "Leave it to me."

After Shu Shao left empty-handed, Shu Yuan followed Cui Chanjuan to the class.Cui Chanjuan said softly, "Everyone knows that a new classmate will come to Class 10 today. You don't have to be cautious. The students in our class are easy to get along with."

Shu Yuan responded with "Yes", and Cui Chanjuan added: "There is a student in the class who doesn't come to class often, you can sit in his seat first, and then go to the utility room on the second floor to move to another class during break time." Desks, chairs, and textbooks, I will bring them back for you within today... Oh yes, the seats in the class have not been changed yet, you have to stay in the last row for a class, if you mind—"

"The back row is fine." Shu Yuan interrupted her chatter.

Cui Chanjuan turned her head to look at him in surprise.

Shu Yuan shut her mouth tightly and said nothing more.He can no longer blend in with the crowd, and his closed personality makes him feel safe.He doesn't want to speculate whether acquaintance with someone will bring him disaster. If he can avoid all misfortunes, he would rather be alone.

Class 10 was next to the stairs on the third floor. Shu Yuan stopped outside the classroom and looked in from the door. Unfamiliar faces rushed towards him like a turbulent wave, making him feel suffocated for no reason.Cui Chanjuan gave him encouraging looks, and he pretended not to see, tightened the shoulder strap of his schoolbag and quietly walked into the classroom through the back door.

Looking up, the classrooms are full of seats, desks and chairs are arranged in pairs and pairs, only the unoccupied empty seats near the back door are left alone.Shu Yuan sat down at that position, the desk was empty, the drawers were filled with textbooks, and he hung his schoolbag on the back of the chair.

Cui Chanjuan walked up to the podium and said a few words, but Shu Yuan didn't pay attention to it, and was busy digging out the things she needed for class in her schoolbag.When he heard his name being mentioned by Cui Chanjuan, he raised his head in confusion, and found that he was the one that everyone was looking at.

I don't know who took the lead in applauding, and then neat and loud applause surrounded him.If the get out of class bell hadn't rang in time, Shu Yuan would never have thought of how to respond to the enthusiasm of these new students.

But he used to be able to deal with similar scenes freely.

Shu Yuan put the pencil case and notepad on the table, being careful with every movement, fearing that the original owner of the seat would be dissatisfied.

The girl in the front seat turned around and stared at him for a long time. After confirming that Shu Yuan would not take the initiative to speak even if she noticed her eyes, she asked, "Hey, how dare you sit in the bully's seat?"

Hearing this title, Shu Yuan slightly raised her eyelids, remembering that Cui Chanjuan said that the students sitting in this position seldom come to class.He reached into the drawer, took out the top textbook, and opened it. The name on the title page was extremely scribbled, but it was not difficult to recognize the word "Li Xu".

The girl in the front seat climbed on the back of the chair and said, "Did you see the name? Don't provoke this person in the future. If you are bullied, you can't retaliate. His family has a lot of background." Shu Yuan closed the textbook and stuffed it back: "Yes. "

The first class after morning reading was math class, Shu Yuan didn't listen to it, and didn't read Li Xu's textbook.He has learned most of the knowledge in the last semester of the second year of high school. If he is asked to do the exercise papers of this unit now, he can get a perfect score in the exam with his eyes closed.

The time for inter-class exercises was after the first class. The cheering music sounded on the radio, and the prefect was downstairs urging loudly with the microphone on. The people in the class were worried that they would be fined for being late, so they all rushed out of the classroom.

When Shu Yuan was the only one left in the classroom, he almost jumped off his chair and rushed out to the utility room on the second floor.Only the sound of his hasty steps could be heard in the empty corridor, Shu Yuan was panting for breath and was so flustered that he almost fell down several times.

Li Xu's chair felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, he kept in mind the words of the girl in the front seat - don't provoke, don't provoke.

A lesson learned once is enough to be unforgettable, who would dare to provoke such a person?

To put it bluntly, the utility room is an abandoned classroom. The doors here are broken and cannot be closed. The dusty window panes are covered with dirty heavy curtains, and the inside cannot be seen from the outside.

Shu Yuan put her fingers against the half-closed door and pushed it open. Just as she stepped in, she was shocked by the scene inside and stood still, not daring to move.

In the dark utility room, tables and chairs are arranged in disorder, and the dull blackboard is full of graffiti with chalks of various colors.Beside the old-fashioned podium that has lost its use value, two boys overlap each other. The taller one is wearing school uniform pants and brand-name shoes, and the upper body is wearing a black T-shirt that he made himself.

The moment Shu Yuan pushed the door, the tall boy was pressing the other person on the podium, pinching the other person's chin and kissing.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he raised his head impatiently, revealing an outstanding face.

Boys at this age who are studying in serious schools, who is not ordered to keep their hair from the front of the eyebrows and the back of the neck?However, such requirements are more likely to test a person's appearance, just like the one in front of him, with a chiseled face and three-dimensional facial features, the school's hairstyle requirements can't reduce his appearance points at all.

But being good-looking doesn't mean being kind. The person who was disturbed was not in a good mood. He leaned on the podium and covered the boy next to him with his body, raised his eyebrows and asked Shu Yuan, "Looking for trouble?"

He seemed to have an aura that no one dared to offend, making Shu Yuan involuntarily look away from his fierce face.

"I...move the desk." After Shu Yuan explained in a low voice, she buried her head in the utility room, casually grabbed the chair by the wall and put it upside down on the desk closest to her, then lifted the desk and chair with both hands and quickly left. When he passed by the other party, he also felt two scorching eyes sticking to his back.

Shu Yuan was still in shock when he returned to class. He remembered that Shu Shaokong had said that Qinghe Middle School had a good school spirit. Before this morning, he had heard about one thing and experienced another.

The students who finished the inter-class exercise returned to the class one after another. The girl in the front seat had just touched the chair and turned to talk to Shu Yuan: "You have moved new desks and chairs. In the future, you should apply to the head teacher for a change of seat, and the school bully It's no good being at the same table."

Her deskmate is a boy wearing thick-rimmed glasses. Before the class bell rang, the boy fanned the wind with a notebook, turned around and participated in the conversation: "You are so lenient, the school bully was just last night Xiu came back before, and disappeared after taking the new book, next time I come back, maybe it will be a section exam."

Shu Yuan listened carefully, and when the two of them talked about other topics, he turned his head and glanced at Li Xu's seat as if inadvertently.