After the boss went bankrupt, I raised him

On the way back, Chu Qing and Huo Li were very proud and happy.

Monk walked behind them both, expressionless.

"Mr. Monk, let's go back to the manor to rest and spend time together." After leaving the music festival, Huo Li hugged Chu Qing and got into the car. He glanced at Monk and raised his eyebrows and said, "Mr. Monk, take care of yourself."

Monk: "..."

Monk doesn't know what he is doing today, isn't it fun?

Feel the sweet love of others?

The corner of Monk's mouth twitched, "Then I wish you a good night, Buonanotte."

The two got into the car, leaning on each other and laughing non-stop.

They are too bad.

"Tsk tsk, you playboy, flirting everywhere, huh?" Huo Li put his arms around Chu Qing's waist and laughed softly, "See how I deal with you."

"It's obviously Mr. Huo who is flirting everywhere." Chu Qing said dissatisfied: "You and Mr. Mengke exchanged glances and hooked shoulders when I was on stage."

"You're talking nonsense, you're turning things upside down...!"

"You're the one who lies all the time, and you're blaming me in order to excuse yourself." Huo Li stretched out his hand to tickle Chu Qing's waist.

Chu Qing was a little tired after making trouble for a while, and smiled while leaning on Huo Li.

"Have a good rest after returning home." Huo Li put his arms around Chu Qing's shoulders and said softly, "Go to sleep first."

"Ah."

Chu Qing said in a low voice: "I feel...it seems to be different."

"what?"

"I feel that my life has suddenly become very different." Chu Qing couldn't laugh or cry: "I don't know how to say it...but..."

"En." Huo Li tightened his hug.

The car moved forward smoothly.

……

Two days later, Chu Qing and Huo Li had almost finished watching the drama. Chu Qing went to the set to report and was about to start closed work.

Chu Qing will live directly in the manor on the set. Fortunately, Huo Li can go together and get a room. Being able to take care of her personally made Huo Li feel relieved.

"Ah...? Haven't decided yet?"

Chu Qing was sitting in a room with other teammates, including the team leader Monk, when he heard Monk talking with one of the director's assistants by the door.

"No, you have to make an appointment with us before you can decide to replace and write songs for him. You don't have anyone now, so we can only leave this role temporarily." Monk smiled and said, "This is not me. wrong."

"Ah... what should I do now? This role is very important, so we can't delay it." The assistant also frowns.

"But the director hasn't been satisfied..."

Monk rubbed his chin, turned his head and said to Chu Qing: "There is a character, a supporting role that doesn't appear much but plays an important role in the plot, a beauty named Luo Xixi, Rosaland hasn't found a suitable one until now. Actor. We can't start writing songs for him without finding one."

Chu Qing stared blankly at Monk.

"oh oh……"

Chu Qing thought to herself why did she tell him specifically?

"Chu, I think you're so good-looking, and you're a star. Stars can act, right?" Monk folded his chest and smiled, "Why don't you go to the next door for an interview?"

"...?" Chu Qing's eyes widened.

what?

Chu Qing said: "I...my acting skills are not very good."

"It's okay, Roseland cares more about feeling and aura than acting, anyway, he knows how to teach/teach. Come, come with me to have a look."

"Oh..." Chu Qing was a little flattered, and quickly got up and followed Monk to the booth next door for the interview.

"Monk? Why are you here?"

"Ah, and Chu, come and watch the interview with me."

Monk and Chu Qing sat down at the side, glanced at the interviewer who was performing ahead, and said with a smile: "I heard that you haven't found a sleeper after more than 80 days today?"

Rotherland shook his head and said, "Most of the people who come here have good acting skills, and there are quite a few who have good looks, but... that doesn't feel right."

Monk raised his eyebrows: "Huh?"

"It's just... Luo Saixi's feeling. I have encountered a temperament that is rare to match, but the actor himself does not understand the role of Luo Saixi."

"If you don't understand, you can teach it?" Monk asked curiously: "Aren't you responsible for telling them so that they can understand?"

"No." Roseland said categorically: "The role of Luo Saixi is different. Unlike the leading role, he pays attention to acting skills and appearance. This role is unreasonable, and even they can't take it. If they can't take the role, then I Definitely not."

Monk nodded.

Chu Qing had done her homework before coming here. Not only did she re-read An Zuo's original work, she also read one article in each edition.

The original book does not mention it, but in other versions, it is Luo Xixi who is generally criticized and faulted, not the protagonist.

Luo Saixi doesn't have many roles, but he is a very brilliant supporting role.

Luo Xixi was born a tragedy, a beautiful tragedy.

In this story, one of the protagonists sneaks into the theater as a policeman to find the murderer, but finds out that the oiran who has a relationship with him is the hidden murderer.

And Luo Saixi loved the murderer deeply. For the sake of his loved one, he helped the murderer cover up the truth, assisted in committing the crime, and even took the blame for him later.

Luo Xixi is pure and kind, but for love she becomes cruel, ugly and scheming.

Luo Xixi is taciturn, pure and refined, but also because of love, she finally goes crazy.

Luo Saixi is also beautiful beyond all things. Unlike the sick and unreal beauty of the oiran, Luo Saixi's beauty is full of sadness.

Yes, sad.

Luo Saixi is the embodiment of sadness. In the original book, Luo Saixi's every move and every move is full of twists and turns, and even her facial features are born with a bit of sadness.

That's why Rotherland said to find an actor who "could eat".

After all, in the previous remakes, people scolded Luo Saixi for only expressing one-sided sadness instead of expressing it naturally from the bottom of his heart.

"It's the last one."

After sending away an interviewer, Monk held his chin and said with a smile: "I still haven't found it today, and it will be turned on tomorrow."

Rotherland shook his head and said, "It's a big deal to delay, I won't allow flaws and rat shit in the work."

"Since you can't find anyone, why don't you let Chu Ye audition?" Monk patted Chu Qing's shoulder with a smile.

"Huh?" Roseland frowned and said, "Chu can also perform in drama?"

"He is a star in his own country, an actor in acting!"

"Ah...!" Roselan never thought of Chu Qing as an actor in front of his screen, but now that he saw Chu Qing sitting quietly on the side with lowered eyes, he was also like them. Not much interaction and connection.Although Chu Qing often laughed, except when talking to his bodyguard occasionally, there was no joy on his face the rest of the time.

There is indeed a bit of Luo Xixi's shadow.

"I... that..." Chu Qing said honestly, "I did act before, but it dragged down the box office... I'm not good at acting."

"Oh? That means it's already been performed, try it." Roseland pointed to the open space in the middle of the shed and said with a smile, "Go and act a part."

"Okay...Okay." Chu Qing got up, took a deep breath, and sorted out Luo Saixi's information in her mind.

"Hmm..." Rotherland rubbed his chin and said, "I'll pick something you're good at, and let me see the upper limit."

"You just... play a piece of Luo Xixi's performance when she bid farewell to the murderer."

Luo Saixi will "turn herself in" after this farewell, taking all the crimes for the murderer, and fulfilling the HE of the two protagonists.

There are reluctance, sadness, blessings and love in this farewell.

The performances of the predecessors were all tear-jerking, watching Luo Saixi abandon herself without hesitation, and step by step towards tragedy.

"it is good."

Chu Qing nodded and sat down in front of the piano.

thump...

As far as your fingers are concerned, there is a world.

Chu Qing started.

……

"Look." After listening for a while, Monk looked at Rotherland with a smile: "I said he can eat it."

"Hmm." Roseland frowned slightly, and couldn't help leaning forward to see it more clearly.

Chu Qing was already immersed in it, closing her eyes and playing with her fingers slowly and quickly, her expression also changed.

"He changed the tune." Monk propped his chin, just thinking it was funny.

"Mmm." Roseland was also attracted by the music.

Rotherland rubbed his chin and said, "It seems... a little bit sad?"

"To be precise, it has aggravated the reluctance and sadness, and made us feel his unwillingness and heartache."

Roseland frowned and said, "But I thought Luo Saixi's farewell was great?"

"Your Luo Xixi is a god, and the Luo Xixi in front of you is a human being. I think this is the difference?" Monk explained: "Perhaps Chu's understanding is that no matter how great a person faces such a situation, he can't be completely relieved." Bar."

"There is still dedication and greatness in his songs, but he can't hide his reluctance at all. It's really sad, but he still suppresses his emotions just to be fulfilled."

"It's very interesting." Roseland nodded, and he recognized it.

After Chu Qing finished playing, Monk clapped his hands with a smile on his face, while Roseland fell into deep thought.

This was the first time he had seen Luo Xixi like this, but... it was more real.

It was really sad, this sadness was straightforward and plain, which made Rosselin feel a little uncomfortable in his heart—feeling for Luo Saixi.

This is just a very direct subconscious reaction and mood, just feeling sorry for someone, without any obscure thoughts or artistic elements.

"Well, not bad." Roseland smiled and said, "I'll make a decision tomorrow."

"Okay, thank you director and teacher for giving me this opportunity." Chu Qing bowed respectfully.

……

Leaving the greenhouse, Monk smiled and said, "How can you thank me for the introduction?"

Chu Qing paused, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "I will work hard."

"Oh? That is to say, if I don't introduce you, you won't work well?"

Chu Qing was taken aback for a moment, then took big strides helplessly and accelerated back.

"Oh, little beauty, don't be so anxious, come and have a meal with me?"

Roselan took Chu Qing's hand and said with a smile, "Shall we go to the cafeteria together?"

Chu Qing was about to refuse, and then Monk said mysteriously: "Let me tell you why I recommended you, but I... know a lot of secrets."

what……?

Just like that, Chu Qing was dragged to a small cubicle in the cafeteria.

Meng Ke asked someone to serve good wine, and served himself and Chu Qingman.

"Mr. Monk..." Chu Qing took the glass and said, "I don't drink outside."

"I know you can understand Luo Xixi, and I know you can handle this role." Monk said with a smile: "I also know...you have depression, right?"

"..."

Monk said: "I went to listen to your previous works."

Chu Qing stared at Monk blankly.

For a moment, Chu Qing smiled helplessly: "Yes, Teacher Mengke is too powerful..."

Monk raised his eyebrows and looked at Chu Qing suspiciously.

Chu Qing couldn't laugh or cry: "Mr. Mengke, did you call me here just to expose me and admire my expression?"

"Yeah, that's very interesting." Monk snorted coldly, and said dissatisfiedly, "But you didn't give me any funny expressions."

"Mr. Monk, I also have a secret about you, do you want to hear it?" Chu Qing raised her eyebrows and said, "I have also heard your works."

Even enlightenment, very, very fond of, idolized.

"Tell me." Monk took a sip of his wine and said, "I want to see what you can come up with."

Chu Qing took a deep breath, sat up straight and said, "Mr. Monk has many concubines and lovers. Mr. Monk keeps changing people, not because of newness, but because Mr. Monk feels... lonely. .”

Monk froze, staring at Chu Qing in a daze.

Chu Qing bared her teeth and said with a smile: "I can hear it. You feel that everyone and everything in this world are floating and not real. This makes you feel lonely."

"you……"

Monk looked at Chu Qing coldly.

Chu Qing didn't dodge, and faced Monk's eyes directly.

Monk watched for a moment, but smiled to himself.

"Oh, Chu, you are so unkind." Munch propped his chin and said, "It's strange, isn't it? My parents are still alive, and I have many friends and lovers, but I just... can't feel it for no reason."

Music made him look too high, go too far, and make him lonely.

Monk glanced at Chu Qing, who was a little complacent, and said with a snort, "Little beauty, I haven't finished yet."

Chu Qing frowned slightly.

Monk put down his glass and said, "I went to listen to your previous song, your famous piano trilogy. Others said that you were sad and lonely, and they used this to beat you and say you have depression. Only I heard it. , you are expecting and waiting."

Chu Qing clenched her fist slightly.

Monk said triumphantly: "You can't hold on any longer. Stupid people will look for death and mess up their lives, but you didn't, you took a person as your sustenance. You used Huo, you used him to relieve you Sadness, to help you hold on, to live. Am I right?"

——That's why there was a report on WeChat that the wind and rain did not change.

——That's why there is "Wish".

— That’s why there is anxiety and fear.

"You have no expectations for him, but you have expectations. Because you have no expectations, you dare to use him, but you have expectations, so you can survive. You are very contradictory, and you rely on these to support you when you can't. go down."

Chu Qing took the wine glass and pretended to take a sip.

Monk said with a smile: "You are very smart, but you are also very stupid. If he has not responded to your expectations, then you can always deceive yourself. But if one day, he personally breaks your expectations ……you will die."

Munch said with a treacherous expression, "You will definitely die."

It was precisely because Monk knew this that he recommended Chu Qing to audition.

Chu Qing said cautiously: "Mr. Huo did not break my expectations..."

Monk snorted and said with a smile: "It's more dangerous now, because he has given you greater expectations. You have drawn a circle for yourself as long as you originally thought. But now he tells you this The circle can be bigger, even without circle, you come out and start to use him to imagine the future, what you think now is not whether he can come back, but a better future.”

"If he leaves one day, don't want you, you will fall even worse."

"..." Chu Qing paused, raised his eyes and said helplessly, "Mr. Mengke, why should we pick each other's wounds like this?"

Monk also had a meal.

"Yeah..." Monk chuckled.

The two were silent for a moment, and Monk suddenly said in a low voice: "You are the only one who understands my music."

Chu Qing paused, then said helplessly, "You too."

Monk said: "If your parents are not dead, you study music hard and become a famous musician, maybe we will be together."

Chu Qing said: "But I will never meet Mr. Huo."

Monk was taken aback, and said with a smile: "This Huo makes you no longer yearn for the original happy life?"

"That doesn't belong to me."

No, no, no maybe and no if.

Love is love, and nothing happens.

If you have never met Mr. Huo...

Thinking about it makes people feel scary.

Chu Qing didn't know what it was like to have a happy life, but he knew what it was like without Mr. Huo.

There is no comparison at all.

"Tsk..." Monk held his chin and said in a low voice, "I'm so envious..."

……

After the two finished their meal, Huo Li just happened to come to pick up Chu Qing.

Monk sent Chu Qing out.

Huo Li took Chu Qing's hand with some dissatisfaction, and asked sourly after getting into the car, "Did you eat with him?"

"Ah."

"I don't think he's teasing you anymore?"

Chu Qing smiled and said: "He treats me as a human being, so naturally he won't tease me anymore."

"...??" Huo Li said angrily, "Didn't he treat you as a human being before? What did he treat you as?! He is also qualified?"

"He... I am nothing to him." Chu Qing couldn't laugh or cry: "He was only interested in me before, but after we chatted, he respected me, so naturally he didn't treat me as a casual teasing object .”

Chu Qing smiled and pulled the corner of La Huoli's clothes to clarify: "So Mr. Huo, don't worry..."

"Why don't you worry?!"

Huo Li patted the steering wheel and said angrily: "He doesn't treat you as a casual teaser, does that mean he treats you as a serious one?!"

Chu Qing: "..."

Chu Qing pointed to the road ahead and said expressionlessly, "Drive."

"Qingbao, what are you two doing?"

"Mr. Huo, pay attention to road safety."

"What did you say?" Huo Li felt that the prairie was green above his head, and the shampoo was green.

"I won't tell you."

"Is there a secret?!"

"……No."

"Then what did you say?"

"..."

Huo Li was so angry that he braked and parked the car on the side of the road.

"Qingbao, I think you need to clean up."

"...???"

"Mr. Huo...!"