Unrequited [Entertainment]

Twenty-four hours after Tao Han came back, Xu Yiqing was sitting in the brightly lit Xingge building, oppressed by a suffocating atmosphere.

After he received Tao Han, he always felt that this lover whom he hadn't seen for nearly three years had changed a lot, both in terms of body shape and temperament.They used to make videos almost every day, but later they changed it to once a week. Xu Yiqing always felt that the person in the video hadn’t changed much. It was the same sunny boy who had been running behind his ass since he was a child, calling him “brother” and wearing washing powder. aroma.

But when he saw Tao Han at the door of the apartment, Xu Yiqing still almost didn't recognize him.

He has grown taller, although he is still a little shorter than himself. His figure is tall and powerful, his hair is short and energetic, and his facial features are more handsome and confident than before. He is wearing a windbreaker, an open sweater, and a dark jacket. earrings.

This is my lover... Xu Yiqing thought, he felt a little strange.

Xu Yiqing took his luggage, and touched his fingers with his fingers. He gently wrapped Tao Han's hand in his own, feeling that this hand had changed, with distinct joints.

Tao Han also seemed a little cramped. Ever since he saw him, he hadn't met his eyes. It was different from the open eyes in the video. He always felt that the eye contact with Xu Yiqing was twisted and strange.

"Are you tired? After sitting on the plane for so long." Xu Yiqing said softly, "Let me get it."

"It's okay." Tao Han shook his head, glanced at him and then quickly put aside, Xu Yiqing pulled him to his inner side to prevent the wind from blowing him, and then pinched the collar of his windbreaker tightly.Tao Han visibly trembled when his fingers touched the skin of his neck.

"Are my hands cold?" Xu Yiqing hurriedly let go, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Tao Han rubbed his hands together, his hands were warm and warm, and he held Xu Yiqing's hand, "It's not cold, brother."

"What are you calling me?" Xu Yiqing seemed to be pulled back into some charm by the "brother".

"Brother." Tao Han said, "Brother Yiqing."

"Call me twice, Hanhan." Xu Yiqing was obviously very happy, and got closer to him, "I haven't heard you call for a long time, I miss you so much."

"Brother, brother... well."

Xu Yiqing lowered her head and pressed a kiss on his lips.

Neither Xu Yiqing dared nor Tao Han dared to touch each other lightly, but it was also the moment when they bonded together that they were caught in a certain corner by someone who had been following Xu Yiqing for a long time. The paparazzi filmed it.

When Xu Yiqing tidied Tao Han's things and asked Tao Han to take a bath first, he received a message from Bai Fan and this photo of him and Tao Han kissing.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen at this moment, Xu Yiqing held the phone and didn't know how to move it.

Then, his phone was flooded with incoming calls, Xu Yiqing was suddenly panicked, but his first reaction was: ——fortunately, he pulled Tao Han to block the wind just now, so he didn't take a full picture of his face. See your own face.

"Hanhan." Xu Yiqing knocked on the door of the bathroom, "The company is urgent and called me over."

"So late?" Tao Han's voice came from inside.

"Yeah." Xu Yiqing was so flustered that he was a little delirious, he just wanted to find Bai Fan to solve this matter quickly, "I may come back very late, you can sleep by yourself."

"...I'll wait for you." Tao Han shouted from the bathroom.

"Let's talk about it later." Xu Yiqing said.

"Brother, I have something to tell you when you come back." Tao Han slammed the bathroom door open, he was still shirtless, his hair was wet, "Come back early."

……

On the way back, Xu Yiqing didn't call his assistant to see him off.

Bai Fan still has a lot of things to deal with, saying that it's pointless for him to keep them, and let him recharge his batteries.After all, after all, he might have to face a lot of gossip, mental accusations and attacks. Bai Fan was afraid that Xu Yiqing would be made more uncomfortable by these atmospheres, so he told him to go home quickly.

Xingge Entertainment may be in an unprecedented predicament because of a single photo of him, Xu Yiqing felt at a loss for the first time.

Most of the first half of his life was clearly arranged, filming, singing, and variety shows, which were boring and boring for him, and he enjoyed it. Later, he met his own Bole Baifan, a man who could make everything work orderly and disciplined. Xu Yiqing is not worried about anything about him at all.

He wants to wait for fame and fortune before spending the rest of his life with his lover. Over the past few years, he has also started to feel anxious due to work, often tossing and turning late at night, and later relying on sleeping pills to survive, and will be irritable because of trivial matters.The doctor diagnosed him as moderately depressed and needed medication. He was afraid that the side effects would make his reactions dull and numb, which would be fatal to an artist, and he often only took some sedative drugs.However, tonight was originally a beautiful night for them, but everything was recorded because of his smugness. He might have ruined himself, Xingge, and even his lover.

When Xu Yiqing came home, Tao Han had already fallen asleep on the sofa.He didn't sleep very well, with one foot hanging out of the sofa, his head upturned and his mouth slightly open.

He looked at Tao Han for a while, and the overwhelming strangeness surrounded him again, as if a strange man fell asleep on the sofa, scratching his heart and lungs.

He is not his soft baby brother, thinking of this, Xu Yiqing's irritability that had just been suppressed swept over again.

Just as he was staring at Tao Han at a loss, Tao Han woke up.

"Hmm..." Tao Han sat up from the sofa, and after a moment of confusion, he seemed to remember that it was Xu Yiqing's home. He looked at Xu Yiqing who was standing by the sofa in a daze, "I'm back."

"En." Xu Yiqing responded, and then slowly took off her coat.The coat was stained with a lot of smoke smell that was picked up in the company, Xu Yiqing frowned and smelled it, but still hung up.

When he turned his head, he saw a lighter and a cigarette case on the coffee table.

"...Are you smoking?" Xu Yiqing asked in surprise.

"En." Tao Han responded, and moved the cigarette case away, "If you don't like it, I'll go to the balcony to smoke."

"It's okay." Xu Yiqing signaled that he could continue, hung up the windbreaker, and then slowly loosened his shirt. He was really dazzled and disgusted by the smell of cigarettes on his body after entering and leaving the conference room just now, and he didn't want to disturb his lover. He said, "I'm going to take a shower."

After taking a shower, there was no smell of smoke in the room. Xu Yiqing wiped his hair slowly, and saw Tao Han sitting on the sofa with one leg crossed and the other hand looking at his phone.

Xu Yiqing sat beside him, and was very close to him, but he could smell the faint smell of tobacco and perfume mixed on his body. He slowly hugged him in his arms, pinched his chin and looked at his face: "... ...you've grown up a lot."

"Really." Tao Han smiled, "But you haven't changed at all... Well, there is still a little change, you are more handsome."

Xu Yiqing shook his head and let him go.

Tao Han looked at him seriously: "Brother, are all those trophies in the room yours?"

"En." Xu Yiqing responded.

"Records too?" Tao Han said.

Xu Yiqing said indifferently: "...you don't remember? When I won the King of Songs in the first year, I showed you the trophy and said I would send it to you..."

"That's your glory." Tao Han said, "Although I don't understand, you should be a very good singer in China. How can I take away your glory."

"..." The irritability in Xu Yiqing's heart was like more hairballs coming out of a comb, he stood up and took a light breath, "But what's the use of those."

"Of course it works." Tao Han also stood up, he was facing Xu Yiqing, he could see the tip of Xu Yiqing's nose, "Don't you think, we are really people from two worlds now."

"..." Xu Yiqing didn't speak, and looked at Tao Han with slightly downcast eyes.

"You have also noticed it." Tao Han said, "You think I am strange, and I think you are strange."

"We haven't seen each other for three years." Xu Yiqing closed his eyes, "It's been three years, so long, everyone will feel strange."

"Perhaps." Tao Han had just finished speaking, and Xu Yiqing was suddenly stunned. He was very strong, and Xu Yiqing's leg touched the edge of the sofa, and he sat down naturally.When he was about to say something, Tao Han grabbed his hands and moved to both sides, bowed his head and kissed him.

The kiss dominated by Tao Han was somewhat savage and uncomfortable.Occasionally, the teeth would hit him, and there would be a slight pain.

After Xu Yiqing was let go by him, Tao Han looked into his eyes and said nothing.There is always a fiery emotion in his eyes, which is the root cause of Xu Yiqing's feeling of strangeness after seeing him.

Xu Yiqing was already very tired at the moment, as much as the company expected of him, his carelessness this time caused the company's loss and damage to the company as much.

And when Tao Han kissed him, he also felt his own guilt. He seemed unable to convince himself that the person in front of him was the lover he had longed for and lived in memory. When these two guilts were intertwined, , He seemed to be pressed into the deep sea by a huge hand, suffocated and suppressed so that he could not show his head in the sea, and almost drowned.

But at this time, Tao Han did something that made him even more incredible.

He let go of both hands and knelt on the ground on one knee.Before Xu Yiqing could react, Tao Han had already lowered his head.

"Tao Han!" Xu Yiqing took a breath in fright, and was about to refuse, but was exhausted by the opponent's actions.

Who did he learn from!who taught him!

Xu Yiqing couldn't contain his anger for a moment.

Tao Han seemed to be working hard, but Xu Yiqing couldn't concentrate at all because of irritability, guilt, and even fright.He looked at Tao Han's short hair, and just when he was about to say no, Tao Han suddenly let go.

Then, he picked up the vase on the table and threw it to the other side as if venting.

Xu Yiqing was frightened again by this action, watching Tao Han hugging her head and sliding to the ground, gasping for breath.He froze for three seconds, then knelt down on the ground as if waking up from a dream, and grabbed Tao Han's shoulder: "Hanhan, what's wrong with you, Hanhan?"

"Brother, admit it, you don't even have sex/desire for me." Tao Han squatted not looking at him, and wiped his face with red eyes.

"I'm not." Xu Yiqing said, "Tonight I have too many things on my mind, I want to be quiet... is that okay?"

Tao Han didn't speak, stood up from the ground, and ran to the bathroom to rinse his mouth.

After a while, he came out, took his clothes from the hanger, and dragged the luggage that hadn't been opened at the door.

"Hanhan!" Xu Yiqing ran forward, but for some reason, she didn't dare to hold his hand, and just resumed her gentle voice, "Where are you going, it's so late."

"Let's just stay outside for one night." Tao Han turned to look at him, "Brother, there's no need for us to be in such a mess."

"..." Xu Yiqing didn't speak.

After a long while, Xu Yiqing said: "I'm afraid you will leave, and you will leave for a long, long time, and then tell me to break up in a blink of an eye."

"Isn't that little talk these years?" Tao Han said, "Every time I talk about breaking up, I don't want to part with it."

"I can't bear it either." Xu Yiqing closed her eyes, "But... I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state recently... Can you forgive me?"

Tao Han shook his head, gripped the luggage tightly, and was dragged to the door after the rollers made a noise.

Xu Yiqing didn't persuade him any more, and he didn't even dare to visit him.

"I just wanted to wait for you to come back and tell you that I will not go back to the United States." Tao Han turned his back to him, "The domestic colleges and universities contacted me, hoping that I could come back to teach. I agreed. closer."

Xu Yiqing felt an uncomfortable feeling in his throat, all the way to his nasal cavity.He took half a step forward, wanting to hug Tao Han from behind and tell him not to leave.

"We should all think about it." Tao Han never looked back at him, "Don't see each other for now until we think it over."

After he finished speaking, he directly opened the door of Xu Yiqing's house.

After the door was slammed shut, tears finally welled up in Xu Yiqing's eyes.He gasped twice, ran to the coffee table, and found the medicine bottle in the box under the coffee table.After he swallowed it, he leaned against the sofa, closed his eyes and panted.

Do he and Tao Han have a future?

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