don't touch my ears

While sitting on the plane and waiting to leave the ground, Qi Feng had many things in his mind.

His father is an asshole. Ever since he can remember, that man seems to have always been drunk, with a wine bottle in his hand, and he can smash it against the wall at any time, making a bloody mark. The heavy burden abandoned this twisted home, and his life lost any warmth.

He doesn't hate his mother, and the only sad thing about it is probably that she doesn't want to take him away with her, but he can understand that he was too young at that time, a woman alone with a weak child, I'm afraid it will make the already difficult life even more difficult.

Ye Xun appeared at the right time, his bastard father owed a large amount of money, a large sum of money for a child, at least he was unable to repay it for him, so he could only obey the arrangement and be "sold" Gave it to Ye Xun.

Although he soon knew that things were not as the adults said, but at that time, he really thought that he was sold.

In this regard, he is not even as sensitive as Pei Tao. Pei Tao is very good at capturing the kindness of others. She can simply divide people into bad and good. In his opinion, everything between people is a process of exchange of equal value, and the goodwill of others is based on his own value, so he studies hard to impress the teacher and the village. Some people set up the image of a filial son, just to increase their own value, so as to gain a chance to survive.

Thinking about it now, in fact, he never trusted Ye Xun.

After coming to S City, life brought him more pressure than when he was in the village. Perhaps from the perspective of his former friends, he was able to study in classrooms with bright and clean windows, three meals a day, and a place to live. The dormitory with air-conditioning and private bathroom is already extremely lucky, but the reality is not so simple, just like people who have seen the sun do not want to go back to the small dark room again, those dark days are buried in the bottom of Qi Feng's heart, it is him No matter what, I don't want to reveal the scars again.

So he must perform well, he needs a scholarship every year, he needs to ensure that every subject is among the best, and most importantly, he needs to please the savior who gave him all this, he needs the approval and love of Ye Xun .

The other goals are not difficult to achieve, but the only difficult one is the one that seems easiest, Ye Xun.

After getting along for a long time, most people can intuitively feel that Ye Xun has a characteristic, which belongs to genius alone, and the name of that characteristic is concentration.

He has put too much emotion into the things he loves deeply, and he is not good at dealing with ordinary people. If geniuses are lonely, then Ye Xun is undoubtedly a fighter among geniuses. The biological daughter is dissatisfied to the point.

Ye Xun may not be unaware of Qi Feng's deliberate flattery, but even if he was aware of it, he would have no way to respond correctly.

A crystal-clear fruit candy, and a slapstick to coax a child, the only ones who can buy these things are Pei Tao, who is easily satisfied, and Ye Zhen, who has always been big-hearted.

As for Ye Zhen, it was a miracle that suddenly appeared during that time when he was at a loss.

Qi Feng has always been a taker, trying every means to get something from others for his survival. Even now, if you ask him when was the darkest time in his life, he will definitely answer, yes The powerless boyhood.

That was the first time he was needed, by a child seven years younger than him.

And this feeling of being needed was a hundred times better than he had imagined.

Ye Xun was happy to see the children playing lively, so he took the initiative to provide them with opportunities to get in touch. He has always been very busy, and Qi Feng did have the responsibility of the older children, so Ye Xun was very relieved to take Ye Xun Zhen was handed over to Qi Feng to take care of her.

As time passed, their intersection became closer and closer. Ye Zhen regarded this big brother who had good grades and would play with him as a hero when he was a child. It meant much more to him, even without Qi Feng, Ye Zhen's life would still be smooth sailing, but to Qi Feng, without Ye Zhen's appearance, perhaps he would have already walked on the road of self-destruction.

The young man who relied on him for everything was like a sedative, steadily injected into his restless blood, allowing his soul, which had nowhere to rest, to have a moment of respite.

Unfortunately, this kind of life didn't last long.

Ye Xun is dead.

They lost the harbor they depended on for survival, like mermaids losing their legs, and they face the pain of reality from then on.

The hidden things are gradually unveiled, the fairy tale world is turned over, and the reality opens its bloody mouth, revealing its cold fangs.

It turns out that the world has never changed, and it still looks disgusting.

Qi Feng, who was immersed in the hero story, suddenly discovered that he was not the protagonist in Ye Zhen's book.

A hero wants nothing, but he is not.

He wants money, he wants status, he wants the chance to weave a sweet dream for his teenager.

He wants to be a master.

He began to calculate everything and use the way he is best at to accomplish it all.

He exchanged the professor's award-winning project for the only doctoral place, he exchanged interpersonal relationships for information, he exchanged a drug for the trust of his mentor, and he left an audio in exchange for his future.

Then he graduated successfully and entered the workplace.

The darkness and embarrassment of childhood played an unexpected role at this time. Qi Feng adapted to the workplace environment better than anyone else. Climbing up with everything he has, he even concealed his relationship with Ye Zhen, just to build a more dominant image in front of the leader, he carefully calculated the distance of each step, and planned towards him bit by bit line to go.

His life has been smooth sailing since then, and he can even see himself at the top in his dream.

Until Lin Sishuang climbed into his bed in a drunken night.

She is a young girl in love, she is easily fascinated by Qi Feng's maturity and handsomeness, she is as pure and white as the bright moon in the sky, even if she wants to break her head, she will never think that those gentle and restrained cares are just emotions and interests The exchange was a pretense, and she thought that Lang had love and concubine intentions, but the other party was reluctant to take that step because of his age, fearing that it would delay her, so she summoned up her courage and took the initiative to make a move for the future of the two of them. Out of choice.

Everything collapsed suddenly.

No matter what, Qi Feng couldn't figure out how things could develop to such a point.

It's a pity that he no longer has the chance to think about it.

He has no way out.

When he hugged Lin Sishuang's bare shoulders with slightly trembling hands, he knew that he had lost the possibility of becoming a hero forever.

All that the world left for him was the road to the highest place.

And that road will make him and Ye Zhen go further and further apart.

It's not that Qi Feng didn't think about saving it, but he really can't do anything, he is already in the quagmire, but Ye Zhen is still the unstained young man, they can't even communicate normally, just like a little prince riding on a white horse and Contradictions and quarrels broke out again and again with the hideous wizard. The little prince would choose to give in every time, but the wizard would never be satisfied.

Because the wizard can no longer set foot on the territory of light, he must drag the little prince down from the clouds.

Qi Feng has such self-confidence because his little prince has always relied on him, and he feels that as long as the chips are heavy enough, even gods should break their wings for him.

But, just like the perfect ending in all fairy tales——

The little prince waited until his destined hero.

No chips are required, and no exchanges are required.

The hero bent down in front of the little prince, and the little prince, who was very satisfied, was flattered and handed himself into the hands of the other party, without any fear or worry about the future.

Like a cold joke.

He calculated everything, and at the end, he realized that there was no need to calculate everything.

Obviously, if he wanted to stretch out his hand, he would be able to hug his little prince, but he just didn't.

……

The plane took off.

The blue sky and white clouds outside the window.

The author has something to say:

I think I didn't write clearly, but no one should care about ORZ, so let's do it ^